I apologize for the terrible chapter! Shrivels into a ball never to be seen again
Rajah of ffx: Hey yo, no I don't think it will be as long as my other story probably around 25 chapters just to let you all know
TIDUS' POV
Chapter 9: Without Permission.
Yuna guided me back to the camp site silently, the moment that was shared between us back at the oasis was on both of our minds, and it didn't take a genius to see that things were now a little different. I decided to give her space for now, since whenever I moved closer to the girl, she would flinch and walk even further ahead of me, and being alone in the dessert without Yuna, wasn't exactly what I needed right now...
"So this is my room? I guess it will have to do..." I said with sarcasm as Yuna showed me to my room for the night. It was a fairly small room, spartan and plain, with a little window opposite the bed which I knew would cause me grief in the morning. It was all stone and there was a little side table which looked like an antique. The room looked out of proportion, it was practically empty with a bed that looked like it had just been thrown in some random place, but then here was this beautiful dresser that looked worth a lot of money neatly placed near the crooked bed. Must have been the Al Bhed way or something so shrugged it off as normal, the room was small but looked clean and cozy enough, so why should I complain to Yuna?
"You're a snob!" She snapped, pushing me into the room. I held my balance and winked at her.
"You know it!" I joked. "So where are you sleeping tonight?" I asked with curiosity. Jumping onto my bed carefully, aware of the fact that it was old and fragile, I didn't want to break anything, especially when I was someone the Al Bhed thought was cursed. I wonder why my father wasn't giving the Al Bhed any power, it really seemed unfair to me, and I mean what does he want to do? Wipe out a race of people, who have no chance of getting power out here?
"I'm sleeping in my room Tidus, why do you ask stupid questions?" Yuna replied defensively. "Anyway if you need anything I'll be in my room." She said abruptly shutting the door behind her.
"Do I even get a goodnight kiss?" I yelled out after her, but it was already too late.
Yuna was angry or upset about something, she always was. Only when I held her did she ever seem to have a smile on her face. "Whoa what a day." I exhaled falling back onto my bed. My head was filled with many thoughts on every event possible. The machina; I had never seen any of them and I found them so fascinating, Rikku; sure she was hell annoying but she was dead sweet and I already felt a special bond with her, Gippal; the little tense conversation we had shared, what he had done to Yuna and what I could do to stop it. Sleep wouldn't come, because I was confused about many things, one being Yuna. She had told me that she wanted nothing to do with me. But tonight... I was seeing a different story. When I kissed her neck and touched her softly, I felt intensely overcome with passion for her, I know I wasn't the only one feeling that.
Yuna and I were different people, and that's what made it so interesting, we could learn things from each other and never be at an end when it came to conversation topics... we never were, I could talk to Yuna for hours about nothing in particular, and feel so enlightened at the end of a conversation, I had learnt so much from her and I was starting to feel very upset over the fact I had spent my whole life locked up in that stupid palace, doing nothing but what my father ordered me to!
Yuna and I were definitely not what people would call a perfect match, but I felt in my heart that Yuna was the one for me, never had I ever felt like this about a woman before, everything Yuna did sent me wild with desire, sent me insane with passion, the woman made me lust for her like I had never lusted for a woman before, I really liked Yuna, I had some sort of connection with her. But I didn't know how she felt... one minute she would almost be quivering from my touch, and the very next minute she was screaming and shouting at me about it! Well if she wanted us to be together so damn much, that she quivered, and loved my touch so damn much that I could make her practically faint, then what the hell was there to scream about? Nothing, but she always found something, some excuse to push me away. Her feelings confused me, and I was dying with curiosity, I had to know how she felt, how she really felt, then I wouldn't have to be lost anymore.
Not being able to sleep I got up and opened my door quietly, tiptoeing out into the hall searching for the room that Yuna had told me she was in. Hoping maybe I could talk to Yuna about it, I knocked on the door Yuna said was hers. There was No reply... I knocked again harder but still no reply. She was a light sleeper and would wake at the sound of a pin dropping... so why was she not standing in front of me smiling, ready to welcome me into her room?
I grunted with dissatisfaction and went back. The longing for Yuna was constantly nagging at me and if I could have just sat and talked to her, then maybe... I might have felt a little better... no it wouldn't have made a difference as soon as I left her, I would want to see her again.
I ran my hand through my hair sighing. I wanted to protect Yuna. I didn't want her to be alone at night especially when she was so close to Gippal! Just thinking about what happened today made me boil with anger, obviously the injuries the time before were also not received by 'falling' how could I have just let her lie to me like that? Why would she lie to me like that? Why the hell was she protecting Gippal? I knew deep down that Yuna really hadn't fell, so what type of friend was If I just ignored it. Not a very good one.
They think I didn't know? Oh I knew, and one day I was going to make Gippal pay for what he had done to Yuna. It hurt me deep inside when I saw her hurt, crying... and I couldn't do anything about it, because Yuna would never tell me what the jerk had done to her. How could the Yuna I know, the Yuna that was so strong so in control of herself and her feelings... let Gippal do something like that to her? I sat up squinting through the darkness when a figure passed my door.
"Yuna?" I said standing up from my bed and walking out into the hallway, I had lazily left my door open and figured I could close it later, but this had all worked out as I could see Yuna walking to her room. She froze and cursed something which sounded like fruit... fruit? And turned around to greet me, with a highly fake and strained smile on her face, I think she was trying to make a point. "What are you doing?" I asked leaning against the frame of the door. She was wet and wrapped in sheet holding her clothes in one hand, what the hell? I gestured her in and shut the door behind her. I noticed her eyes were red and puffy and the sobs made it quite clear that she had been crying.
"I went for a shower in Gippal's room okay!" She snapped when I sat down next to her and gave her a questioning look. She self consciously wrapped her arms around her self, trying to cover everything that was showing through the transparency of the sheet that was stuck to her body with water.
"Did."
"No he did not do anything to me!" She hissed clutching the sheet closer to herself. Her hair was wet and droplets dripped onto me, she smelt delicious and felt cold to touch, it only made me want to hold her close to.
"No I mean did you take a sheet in there with you?" The whole thing looked a little suspicious, why was she still not dry? Why weren't her clothes on? And why was she wrapped in a sheet instead of a towel? Yuna paused for a minute, probably thinking of some great lie to trick me with.
"I went in there with my clothes, he didn't have a towel so I took a sheet to wrap myself around in, and I had forgotten to get my nightwear so I headed back to my room in this sheet to get changed, and dry happy?" Yuna said raising her eyebrow.
Yuna was perhaps the best liar I had ever met, but the story did fit and she had made it up in like one 8th of a second, so I decided not to question her about it. "Why are you crying Yuna?" I said catching a tear that ran down her check with my finger. I grabbed her hand quickly, I didn't want her to cry anymore, and I just wanted it to stop
"Tidusssss!" She un-expectedly flung herself into my arms and I flew to the other side of the bed with her on top of me, in my arms with just a sheet around her, it must be my lucky day today or something. "I'm sorry, I just..." She apologized attempting to crawl off me with little strength, Yuna looked dead and could barely muster the energy to lift herself up from me, she must have had a hard day or something. As her arm flashed in front of my face and noticed a series of bruises running up it. I wondered where her sudden fatigue and bruises had come from and hoped with all my heart that it was just from a hard day of working with machina, but deep down I knew it wasn't.
I sat up with her cradled in my arms. "I guess you're not going to tell me what's wrong are you?" I sighed running my hands through her hair, it was smooth and wet her hair was perfect. She seemed to be upset a lot lately, and always seemed distant like she was thinking about something constantly, I couldn't only wonder to as what she was thinking about. She nodded in reply. "Look I think you need sleep." I said kissing her on the head. "You look dead."
"Right, I'll leave you alone now." She sobbed crawling off me slowly, and almost dropping the sheet as a result, she looked like she was about to pass out at any minute and keeping the sheet up definitely wasn't one of her main priorities, I think one of her main ones was trying to stand without keeling over. She stood up and stared at me for a few seconds then turned to walk out the door. I grabbed her hand quickly causing her to turn around and glance at me with confusion.
"Why don't you just sleep here, we'll keep each other company." I smiled sweetly and pulled her gently towards me. She clutched the sheet at her breast, and it stuck to her wet body showing her extremely perfected figure. Yevon must have spent extra time on her or something, because never had I seen a woman so beautiful.
"Tidus, I am soaked." She said pointing down to herself. "I..."
"Yuna I don't care." I said pulling her even closer to me. She didn't object much to my surprise and crawled onto the bed slowly taking her place next to me under the covers she seemed greatly relieved to settle down and closed her eyes almost immediately. I embraced her in my arms and listened to her sobs quieten as she rested near my chest.
"Tidus, thank you for being here for me." She sighed kissing me lightly on the cheek. I froze when she closed her eyes, and wrapped my arms around her waist, the kiss felt so right, my cheek tingled and heat rushed through my body, never had I felt so at peace and so alive at the same time. This girl, I would never find anyone like her.
"Anytime Yuna, anytime."
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"Oh man..." I grunted shielding my eyes from the blinding light. It's not like you could blame me, I had come from an underground environment where there was absolutely no light, to the dessert environment, where the sun was blinding even at... 5:00 in the freaking morning.
I threw the item Yuna had told me was an 'alarm clock' against the stone wall, didn't care less if it broke, stupid idea for a machina anyway. I sat up sourly and noticed Yuna wasn't in the room. Well that wasn't a surprise, she rose before the sun even rose... that's just not normal. The sheet that was wrapped around her was laid out in her form next to me. I grinned and chucked on my shirt with haste noticing a note pinned to the door. Grabbing my sword before I decided to leave I tore it off the door.
Tidus,
Sorry I set the alarm clock because I couldn't wake you up, you were just too cute! (NOT) your lazy arse better get used to getting up early or else! I'm waiting for you out the front... with a surprise so hurry!
Yuna
I laughed on impulse and smiled at the thought of her writing the note and thinking about me at the same time, I loved to think about her, she was all I ever thought about now and I hoped she thought the same way. Admiring her beautiful hand-writing I walked out side to be greeted by the wonderful sunlight, and Yuna. It was a fresh morning and I felt adventure in the air.
"Hey yo sleepy head!" Rikku said jumping in front of Yuna, I bet she did it on purpose just to annoy me! I clenched my fists, thinking that I could have talked to Yuna alone without someone butting in ever for five seconds! Guess that was too much to ask. "Don't worry about it." She said patting me on the back, misinterpreting the look of frustration on my face. "Gippal is bad too he doesn't get up till like 12 in the after noon, but thank Yevon he does." Rikku said turning around to grin at Yuna, who grinned back mischievously.
"What's going on...?" I asked softly walking over to Yuna quickly before Rikku jumped in between us. Yuna pointed to the airship in front of us, I was too engrossed in her, that I hadn't even noticed the biggest machina I had ever seen was right in front of my eyes. "ARE YOU SERIOUS?" I said with excitement running over to the airship and observing it with utter awe. Would I get to look at this thing before I headed off? I seriously hoped so.
"Look the teleporter ride is bumpy, and it's not for sure we could even get to where we want to go, for all we know, within a few minutes we could be trapped on some secluded island with no people. It was stupid for Gippal to even suggest it!" Yuna sighed. Folding her arms and looking away in a snob type manner.
Hmmm, secluded beach paradise, with only Yuna, and no annoying Rikku or other people that made life less simple than it had to be. That didn't sound too bad to me, especially the only Yuna part. Yuna had told me that Besaid was like a paradise, a beautiful little Island, I had only heard of it once from my father, and that was just him talking about it with a few friends. "What are you saying?" I said raising my eyebrow, if we couldn't use the device Gippal said we should, what in the farplane would we use? It wasn't like Yuna to rebel against Gippal, already I had seen that Yuna was greatly afraid of him. I wondered why to, he was so pathetic compared to her.
"This!" Rikku pointed to the airship and jumped with glee. She really didn't mean... that did she? I slowly turned my head to look at the airship.
My jaw instantly dropped with amazement, and I hoped I wasn't drooling over the fact I would get to be in one of those things. "But Gippal..." I looked at Yuna, who also seemed a little concerned. "Power shortage right?" I quickly added afraid we would use all the power or something, I didn't really know what was going on myself.
"Who cares, this machina runs on its own power, and if we use it up, there are plenty of others we can use in a case of emergency, Gippal is just exaggerating and being stubborn! Besides, we'll be back before he even rolls onto his side in bed." Rikku winked at me. I couldn't believe it and I grabbed onto Yuna's arm shaking it violently with anticipation.
"Yuna is this the surprise?" I asked.
"Tuhd! oui zang becc uvv yht mayja sa ymuha!" (Don't you jerk piss off and leave me alone!) Yuna said snatching her arm free and walking into the airship with haste.
"Uh?" I turned to Rikku for help hoping she would oblige and tell me what Yuna had said. Because something told me it wasn't exactly nice.
"Why don't you ask her?" Rikku said sympathetically. It was a miracle for once Rikku wasn't hyperactive and on to much sugar, and actually made sense. She shook her head a couple of times in what seemed like disappointment, disappointment? She was disappointed in me? She then asked me to follow her into the airship. Which I did in a huff, because Yuna had just yelled at me in some foreign language and Rikku wouldn't tell me what the hell it meant.
Upon entering I saw Yuna sitting in a chair, in one of her usual sulky moods. I chose to ignore it for now since she had just yelled at me but would talk to her about it later.
I watched as Rikku headed to the front and pushed some switches. The airship was amazing, and this is what Rikku called a baby? There were control panels everywhere hardly anything I could understand or explain, but for me steeping inside this airship was like stepping a thousand years into the future. Abruptly, Rikku started the airship probably just to scare the freaking hell out of me, and I felt us lifting off the ground. I found it extremely hard to keep my balance, and from the looks of it so did Yuna who instantly stood up and grabbed onto me for support as the ship rocked up into the air. "Well feel free to look around Tidus!" Rikku said waving her hands in a signal but keeping her eyes on the... air, this was strange.
"Yuna want to take me on a tour?" I said with excitement letting go of her and grabbing onto her shoulders in an attempt to lower myself and look into her eyes, which were planted onto the ground. She never looked me in the eye, well maybe on some rare occasions but it took some effort. It really upset me since I loved her eyes so much, and the fact that she couldn't look into me in the eyes bothered me.
"I don't think so Tidus just look around yourself." Yuna said frailly and ran through a door which opened as she approached it, she ran down the hallway till the door shut in my face.
I stood there shocked and amazed at her actions. Sometimes I wanted to yell at her for being so ridiculous, but whenever I saw her that feeling of discipline was replaced by love and tenderness for her. I awoke to see Rikku had walked over and was observing my face closely. Suddenly I realized that she was here next to me, wasn't she supposed to be flying this thing?!
"It's on auto-pilot." She reassured me. I sighed and relaxed a little, it sounded safe enough, probably safer than her flying it anyway. "Listen Tidus." Rikku said sighing. "I borrowed this thing without permission, so you may as well take a look, just hop into the lift and touch the place on the screen you want to go, this is the bridge, so when you want to head back up you can come here, you should start in the engine room." Rikku pointed towards the door Yuna had just run through. "Also, you don't know what Yunie has been through, she really needs you... I know she is pushing you away, but don't let her do that, you must FIGHT!" With that Rikku turned around and headed back to her duty.
"Wait." I said running after her. "Can you tell me something please...? Anything!" I begged, I stood there silently hoping she couldn't tell me something, anything, I was desperate for information about Yuna.
"Well, there really isn't much to tell Tidie ooo you don't mind if I call you that do you? Tidie Yunie... ehehe it fits!" I gave her a warning look and I think she got the picture and frowned a little, she almost looked like she was about to tear up.
"Okay fine you can, but only when we are alone." I said quickly hoping to stop the sudden outburst of tears, but it didn't stop them it only made her lip quiver and her eyes started to fill. "Okay around Yuna as well, but please Rikku don't cry and make me agree to anything else, please!" The answer seemed to satisfy her and she perked up and clapped her hands together. I was glad; I couldn't stand to see a woman crying.
"Great, you and Yunie are perfect together!" She said winking at me. I smiled and tilted my head back in confusion.
"Really?" I asked. I had just been complimented the most then by Rikku than I ever had been in my whole life, and I had received a lot of compliments being the praetor and all..
"Sure Tidus, she really needs a good guy like you ya know? Just don't break her heart okay?" Rikku said punching me on the arm playfully.
"No there is some sort of mistake, me-me and Yuna... we're just... friends." I stuttered defensively.
"Are you?" Rikku said raising her eyebrow and smiling slyly. Her sudden question made me wonder, what were me and Yuna? Were we just friends? Or were we something more...
"Yes we are!" I said firmly ruffling her hair. She giggled and halted me. "Now go on with the story." I sighed; it was just like Rikku to butt in on my personal life. I had only been with her a whole day and already she was too much for my head to handle.
"I don't know much about the story, but apparently Gippal found Yuna abandoned or something like that, he took her to Bevelle and they lived there for a while... doing things unknown, but I don't really know much but Gippal and Yuna want it that way so I guess... that's just it." Rikku slumped a little and looked slightly hurt.
"She is your cousin how?" I asked not seeing the connection at all. Maybe it was just an affection thing.
"Oh yeah were cousins, Yuna's mother was Al Bhed, she is Cid's sister, Cid is my father, pops." Rikku said rolling her eyes. "And you don't want to meet him either, control freak..." She mumbled.
"Do you know what happened to her mother?" I asked casually stuffing my hands into my pockets.
"Sorry... but somehow Yuna's mother, and Gippal's parents... are connected, something happened to them, that's what I have gathered anyway, sometimes I hear them talking... Tidus I really don't know anything sorry." She looked up with sadness when she saw her replies weren't really satisfying me.
"How old is Gippal?" I wondered aloud, thoughts of him being some savage teenager taking Yuna and being a dictator towards her made me shiver. You know that was probably it! Gippal had found Yuna when she was so young and fragile he had brainwashed her into believing he was like almighty and that was why she would still be scared of him to this day!
"Well Yunie is 19... So that would make Gippal 17, turning 18 very soon I think, I just turned 17 what about you?" Rikku asked.
I was completely shocked. "Gippal... is younger than Yuna?" I couldn't believe it this man... he seemed in his 20's and was the leader of the machine faction, how the hell did a 17 year old get to be the leader of the machine faction? If I was one of those Al Bhed people I would not want a 17 year old running my civilization, and Gippal had been leading for quite sometime now, just how old was he when he got into power?
"Sure, but you wouldn't know it... how old are you?" Rikku asked again.
"Well I am 19, just like Yuna..." This was too weird me and Yuna were the same age. Never had I thought about her age, in my old days it would have been the first thing I had asked... but now it didn't seem so important. But Yuna and I were the same age, and there was more than a co-incidence in that right?
"Mmm..." Rikku pondered on a thought then shook her head. "Anyway sorry I don't know much."
I wondered why Yuna had not told anything to Rikku, they were cousins but apart from that they seemed like best friends! Yuna's past was starting to scare me more and more every time I heard something about it and I had to know what had happened to her, for her sake. "So how long till Besaid?" I wondered aloud checking out some stuff that Rikku was doing as she flew the machina. No matter how many times I looked at the controls she pressed, I still did not have a Yevon damned clue about anything she did.
"Besaid? I don't thinks so! This airship barley has enough power to get us to the thunder plains and then me back to Bikanel, see how slow we are going? We aren't going this slow for no reason, it's because the engine can't take much more than this and we will be lucky not to fall out of the sky if I go any further then the thunder plains sorry." She said with a little sarcastic laugh.
"Right sure whatever." I muttered I didn't care where the hell she dropped us; I just didn't have a clue. I looked at the door that Yuna had recently passed through, not wanting to take a tour anymore; there was only one thing on my mind. I wanted to go to her.
"She's on the deck." Rikku said just as I was about to open my mouth to ask her the exact same question. I stood there baffled for a few seconds but shrugged it off and entered the lift. I was starting to wonder if the Al Bhed had great intuition, were all fortune tellers, or whether I was just Yevon damned easy to read.
"What the hell..." I said once inside, totally confused, I had never been exposed to machina like this before and was already starting to panic. "Okay she said touch where I want to go... Yuna is on the deck, and I want to go to Yuna." I scanned the screen and took a deep breath as I pushed the deck on the screen. The sudden take off took me by surprised, but I handled it well.
I walked out onto the deck and let the breeze flow past me for a few seconds, the airship was well painted and I almost fainted when I saw there was no type of railing to stop anyone falling off and silently prayed to Yevon for Yuna's safety before walking over to her who sat to close to the edge for my comfort. "Hey there." I said sitting down next to her despite the fact that we could fall at any sudden movement.
"Why do you always follow me, don't you have better things to do, than to talk to me?" She softly said lifting her head from her knees to gaze upon me.
"No, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me." I replied quietly looking at the view. She was, I had been locked up in my own home my whole life! Jecht had introduced me to many women just for fun, but none was like Yuna, nothing I had ever done in my life compared to how I felt when I was with her.
"NO I AM NOT!" She screamed slapping me across the face. I raised me hand to my cheek and looked at her with confusion, my cheek stung and I hoped her outburst had halted, but it didn't stop there. "I'M NOT, I'M NOT, I'M NOT JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME, LEAVE ME ALONE, LEAVE ME ALONE!" She said attacking my chest with fury. "I'm not..." She whispered one more time slapping me before sinking into my chest in violent sobs. I didn't know what to do or say, the woman was like a ticking time bomb, why was she like this? She was the best thing that had ever happened to me, she was! My whole life I had nothing, never had I breathed, when I met Yuna... I couldn't stop breathing. I had learnt so much from her, lived because of her, even if I was running away from my death, it didn't matter from now on all I wanted was to be with her and make her happy.
"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me..." She breathed so quietly I could hardly hear her. "And I don't deserve you." She broke down again pulling herself away.
"WHY YOUU!" She screamed standing up and pacing around. I was scared she would jump or do something drastic. "WHY HIM WHY, MAMA I CAN'T DO THIS TO HIM!?" She asked no-one in particular. I had no idea what she was screaming about but tried to understand as best as I could. Her tears kept flowing uncontrollably and I couldn't take it much longer. I went to grab her leg.
"TIDUS YOU'RE FATHER KILLED MY MOTHER!" She said abruptly, kicking the air with fury. Suddenly I went silent, she went silent after me, and she stood up straight and looked extremely upset and confused. I stood up and walked over to her, shocked, was this why she had hated me so much? "Don't believe it do you?" She said walking closer to the edge. "Well my mother was Al Bhed, it was the massacre at Besaid, your father killed every single Al Bhed, including my mother, and Yevon knows why I wasn't killed I should have been though I wish I was..." She cried taking dangerous steps towards the edge. I didn't like to hear her in this state and I followed her with caution. So I had wanted answers, here they were and suddenly I felt guilty. "I watched my mother be raped and killed no TOTURED BY ONE OF YOU'RE YEVONITE GAURDS!" She spat.
I couldn't say anything to her, nothing would ease her pain, nothing I could of said would have been right, because she was right, she shouldn't of have to have gone through that and I clenched my fists, my father would pay for this, this was why Yuna had something terrible always following her, this was why she didn't have a normal life she wanted. The time I had heard my father talking about Besaid... it all made sense now, the way everyone looked guilty when he talked brought it up, the way... he wanted to compensate Yuna so damn much, it all made sense now.
"I can't do this, mother I am sorry, I can't do this to him." She leant forward...
"YUNA!" I screamed. I ran forward wrapping my arms around her waist tightly, before the wind took her. I fell back instantly and sighed with relief.
"Yuna... I am so sorry." I said as she straightened herself and tried to walk forward again. "Yuna please, don't do this." I screamed almost on the verge of tears myself. I ran up to her again hugging her tightly stopping her again, and holding her body close to mine, if I had lost her I didn't know what I would have done. "I am so sorry, I am so sorry." I squeezed her tightly my tears flowing into her neck.
"It's not you're fault..." I felt her hand grab onto my back, tightly gripping my shirt.
I looked up at her a sort of serene smile on her face. I cupped her face and gazed into her eyes, we were both distraught, both confused, both hurt, and things wouldn't be the same, but I still felt the same way about her, and I couldn't loose her. I leant in towards her my heart beating faster, expecting at any moment for her hand to come up and slap me across the face hard, but it didn't she just stood there as petrified as me, both of us knowing what would happen when we were in such close proximities, the feeling having been built up for so long it just couldn't be controlled any more. Suddenly she raised her hands and touched my face gazing at me with compassion and sadness, a mix of everything we were both feeling. She looked at me with awe taking in my image with her eyes, it was the first time in a while I had seen her eyes, and they were so beautiful. "Tidus..." She whispered running her hands down my chest. "You don't want to do this." She looked guilty about something. Guilty about being with me? Guilty about what? I didn't want her to be guilty, this felt so right it couldn't be wrong. I held onto her tightly not letting her fall.
I breathed so heavily it was the only thing I could hear, I knew my heart was pumping out of my chest, and if I didn't kiss her soon I would probably turn into some raging animal "Your wrong Yuna, I do want to do this, and so do you, stop pushing me away." I pulled her body closer to me to receive a small whimper from Yuna who also seemed caught up in this emotion. I moved closer to her, almost tasting her lips, almost getting the one thing I had wanted for so long, her touch her smell, her everything, I wanted to be with her.
"I am so weak." She whispered shutting her eyes and closing more distance between us.
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