Okay Guys I am so sorry!I think you all know whyI didn't update, fanfiction wasdoing some stuff, so ya know...Idid the bestI can, and sinceI am off school, if I get reviewsI'll put in the effort to update earlier for you all :)What most of you read last chapter was the unedited version, I swear I uploaded the other one, so omg, you were reading some pretty bad stuff there… lol if you want to go back and re-read chapter 16 again, I suggest you do because so there are some different added bits in it (I know some of you read updated version). Also last chapter I was supposed to have trivia which didn't show up, so we will just do it in this chapter :D enjoy this one it is a bit boring, sort of a filler, but if you bother to review, I'll bother to update. Thanks for all your comments.
Steel Balrog: Yes there is still a plot line, quite a huge one actually but predictable and un-original so there will be a sequel to this story, so you will just have to wait and see wont you :P
TRIVIA!
(This whole part of my babble also appears in chapter 16, but it's the updated version so most of you wouldn't have read this)
I decided to play a fun little game, okay it's not really a game, but I would like to know more about my readers, so every chapter I am going to ask you a question or two, and if you can be bothered can you please answer them if you want to review? :D I'll answer the questions as well.
1. Can you all tell me about pairings? What pairings from final fantasy you like, and what ones you can just accept?
My answer: Well, I think everyone knows I am a Yuna Tidus fan here, but I can't stand anything ABSOLOUTLEY ANYTHING! to do with Rikku and Tidus, that's the worst pairing in the world! considering she is two years younger than him (underage) and she can be one of the most annoying people in the world! Reading them together makes me feel sick, so I stopped lol (Not meaning to offend anyone who likes that pairing, it is your own point of view, and I respect that, please respect mine.) Okay but getting off the Rikku subject, I have never found my self reading anything that's not about Yuna and Tidus, but I am starting to really enjoy Yuna/Shuyin, okay I know that's not much of a difference being that Shuyin probably was the real version of Tidus... but I love seeing the evil side of Shuyin become soft, and I enjoy heated scenes between those too! Actually almost like it as much as Yuna and Tidus, but don't get me wrong anyone! TIDUS WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART!
I know that was long but I would also like you to know, how hard it is to avoid sex scenes in stories! I love writing them, but fan fiction has a bit of a problem, so I have to control myself, even the one I already wrote, I pulled back from big time because of the restrictions, I don't think your even aloud stories with graphic sex scenes, boo hoo lets have a teary, someone has sex like everyone else in the world, so we take down the story. I understand little children are on here, but if you put a BIG WARNING at the start then it's their fault lol... okay maybe there curious and I might ruin them lol doubt it but still it's so unfair!
The words Yuna whispers to Tidus are from the songs "At Your Best" By Aaliyah, although I changed some stuff around and added bits in, you all know the deal, enjoy.
Chapter Seventeen: The warning
"Forgive me." Yuna whispered into my ear tears glistening in her eyes. I couldn't quite make out our surroundings but I could see something was wrapped around her neck, and the atmosphere was heavy with grief, the sorrow in Yuna's eyes was unmistakable and it almost looked like she was ready for whatever terrible anguish was about to be released on her.
"For what?" I said shaking my head a little in confusion. I had no idea what she was talking about, Yuna apologizing to me? After how I had treated her back at the lake? Yuna would never ever have to apologize to me, never.
"Forgive me." She repeated. I strained my eyes but all I could see was her face and neck. I felt something light on my shoulder, and shivered. Feeling myself being pulled back to whatever reality I lived in.
"FOR WHAT?" I opened my eyes wide and glanced at my surroundings confused for a few seconds. Before my eyes settled down to see the familiar features of the temple room.
"Boo!" Yuna said peeking her head over my shoulder. I jumped a little with fright and relaxed again as she continued to place kisses on my shoulder, realising that they were the sweet things that had stirred me from my haunted sleep. "You were talking in your sleep." Yuna said in between her heated kisses. "I started to worry." She saidwhile shepushed me down onto my back with force and ran her fingers over the muscles in my stomach. I widened my eyes unintentionally as she sat on me, her weight feeling quite comforting on my groin area.
"So you decided to wake me up with kisses?" I smirked as she lowered her head to my chest working her way down to my stomach with more kisses, her kisses where like little bits of farplane that I couldn't get enough of, every time she placed her soft lips onto my skin I wanted to savour the feeling, but as soon as it came it went and her lips were off of me moving to a new place, her kisses where like teases, she was teasing me, and it felt so good.
"Yeah I could get used to this." I exhaled placing my hands behind my head and sighing with utmost peace. I closed my eyes for a moment as I revelled in her hot kisses, each one filled with more passion than the last, the urge to reach out and touch her was immense, and I could feel her body temperature rising… something was going down as far as I could see. She stopped when she reached the hem of my pants that I never took off when I went to bed with her. I opened my eyes looking down at her with a curious look in my eyes, gee Yuna could get disrespectful sometimes, but I wasn't going to stop her… whatever she had in mind. Sort of... hot the way she staring down at my pants with a look of want... wait, what in Spira am I thinking?
She removed the belt with care, and I laughed that I hadn't even bothered to take it off before I fell to sleep, I must have been beat. She ran her hands down my legs firmly and I felt my desire rise with each passing second, when I looked at the anticipation on her face, when I looked at her hair gently falling over her face in whisps, with her kisses, the want in her eyes… I didn't want her to touch me, Yevon I wanted to touch her. She rested her head on my chest lying in between my legs, once again causing an unwanted reaction from me. Temple, temple, this is a temple Tidus, temple, temple, temple, that's right keep telling yourself that.
"I'll stop." Yuna sighed crawling off me and taking her place at my side. I discovered her nightgown was semi transparent and she was definitely wearing nothing underneath, the beautiful gown was outlining the curves of her body as she lay on her side with the moonlight glowing down on her. I flinched the woman was too beautiful for words, her body was a work of art that must have taken years to craft, her mind so full of thought, so smart, so inspiring, it must have taken an eternity to construct, her being, her soul, her personality she was more than perfect, and she was here in my arms. "I'm sorry, even though I don't believe in Yevon… you do, and I should respect your wishes, I just can't help myself." She whispered wrapping her arms around one of mine and squeezing it with all her might. I thanked Yevon for her, for the blessing, the most perfect woman in the world was next to me and had just admitted that she couldn't keep her mouth and hands off me, it had to make a mans confidence rise a little.
"It's okay Yuna, but I want you to know if you had gone any further I wouldn't be able to help myself either." I replied turning on my side to gaze into her eyes, I could feel the curves of her body through the thin material and her uncovered leg began stroking mine in a teasing manner (Yevon she always found a way to make me suffer). Pulling up the material of my pants with her feet, her skin was so soft it was hard to tell wether it was satin rubbing up against my leg or her skin. I thought she said she was going to stop…
"Us sleeping together is not a good idea." Yuna giggled pushing her leg between mine, her leg sat in between my thighs, her thigh pushed up against my groin, she stopped her movement and I knew her leg had found its resting place, and I was praying to yevon that she wouldn't move her thigh around up against my groin, which would drive me insane. I could see the mischievous glint in her eye, and she knew that her leg was not in a very good position just as much as I did. But she liked it that way, and she wasn't going to move it. "Nota good idea at all." She said pushing herself closer to me so her body rested next to mine with no distance between us. She rubbed her thigh up against me a little more, I tried to hold in my emotions, and tried to hide the look of pleasure that was slowly making its way to my face. She pushed herself closer againalso gaining pleasure from her rubbing. She wrapped her arms around me as she moved a few more times. When I couldn't take it anymore a moan escaped my lips, which I regretted almost instantly.
I had never gotten in this state from simple rubbing, Yuna really knew had to get a man right where she wanted him... I guess I knew how to do that with women aswell... but I didn't know my own body like Yuna did... and maybe she didn't know hers like I knew it. "Remind me never to sleep with you in a temple again." I moaned as her hands moved down to my pants. Thats when the worst thing of my life happened... she stopped.
"I am so sorry..." She said dragging her lips of my chest. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She sighed. "I told you it was a bad idea."
"Maybe not, even so I like it." I replied with a cheeky smile on my face. I wondered what the time was, the night was calm and still and if I wasn't so caught up in being close to Yuna I would have got up to check it. "We just can't keep our hands off each other." I said stroking her back curiously, I knew that I loved Yuna, but I had never thought that I would feel so stronly for someone else to the point where my whole Spira revolved around them...
"Why would I want you to keep your hands of me?" She said snuggling closer to me. Everything about her was adorable, one second she was all serious and constantly thinking and being organised, and in bed I saw a whole other sideof her, I guess she was a little adventurous and playful, but then she had this way of being incredibly adorable and cute, when she was like that, the only thing I wanted to do was protect her from everything, and keep her happy.
"Night Yuna."
"But at your best you are love… you're a positive motivating force within my life, if you should ever feel the need to wonder why, let me know, let me know, tell me what it is, is for me to make believe, look beyond your world, try to find a place for me… cause at your best you are love." Yuna sang softly into my ear her words were calming and I found myself shutting my eyes, lost within the wonder of her voice.
"Go on…" I whispered, her voice was farplanly even when her words were just whispered. I wanted her to whisper words of love to me forever, I could just sit there listening to her telling me she loved me all day, and be the happiest man at the end of it all.
"Let me know… let me know, let me know, let me know, when I feel… what I feel, sometimes its hard to tell you so… you may not be in the mood to learn what you think you know, there are times when I find, I wanna keep myself from you, when I don't have the strength I'm just a mirror of what I see, but at your best you are love, you're a positive motivating force within my life, should you ever feel the need to wonder why, let me know, love let me know, when you feel what you feel, oh how hard for me to understand, so many things have taken place before our love began, but if you feel… more like I feel, confusion can give way to doubt, for there are times when I fall short of what I say I'm all about, but at your best baby… you're a positive motivating force, you changed me, you loved me, you breathed me, you changed me." She gave me a gentle kiss on the cheek before stopping and rested herself down gently next to me. I already found myself falling asleep and smiled as she snuggled closer to me, thanking Yevon for her one more time.
"HEY YOU TWO WAKE UP WE PREPARED LUNCH!"
I woke up abruptly with a loud bang on the door and sunk back down into bed, it was lunch time and I still didn't want to get up, it was being with Yuna that did it to me I know, back home I used to get up at 5 every morning, now I just wanted to stay entangled with Yuna forever, resting with her.
I rubbed my eyes and noticed Yuna was changing into her clothes. I took a deep breath as she pulled her short pants up over her long perfectly shaped legs, her black panties showing as she easily slid her pants up and let them rest low on her hips. It was bad enough that I had to walk around Spira all day starring at nothing but her arse because her pants were so damn short, but now I had to run around with that image of her panties in my head all day. "Why did I have to look?" I said quietly slapping my forehead, I hated it when I thought of Yuna like that, having improper visions of her, it was bad for me, I couldn't get so excited in the morning and it was just disrespectful to her.
"I don't mind." Yuna said with a faint smile on her face, approaching me. Yevon please don't approach me not with that vision in my head. I begged with her silently. Every step she took towards me magnified my desire by ten, I was in a small cramped dark room alone with… Yuna, it made my hands tense at the thought.
"Why you got to have your pants so short Yuna?" I asked trying to shield me eyes. She threw me my shirt and took a step back with a look of hurt in her eyes.
"Am I that ugly? Is it a bad site? I'm sorry." She said looking down and covering her body with the long coat. She wore her coat most of the time and it covered most of her body down to her lower thighs, I didn't know if it made me relieved or disappointed whenever she put it on.
I rolled my eyes while putting my socks on. Yuna self conscious? That had to be one of the worst mix-ups I had ever seen considering she was the most beautiful woman in Spira. "No Yuna quite the opposite actually." I said after putting my shirt on I walked up at wrapped my arms around her, ashamed that I had made her feel bad. "I just try so hard not to think of you in a disrespectful way, I try so hard not to fantasize, but it's a bit hard when you run around in pants as short as underwear practically." I whispered into her ear. "There so short,.. and ….so…. tight." I squeaked hovering my hand above her rear, I wanted to touch it so bad, Yevon Yuna was such a tease.
"If it makes you feel any better, I fantasize to, and one day I am going to make both of our fantasies come true, so don't worry about it okay?" She giggled.
I froze not knowing where to place my hands anymore, it seemed wrong to touch her at all after what she had just said, I couldn't take advantage of her like this. I couldn't expect her to do anything like what I fantasized about, fantasies were meant to stay that way, never would I want to do anything like what I dreamt about to Yuna, never.
"I'll be whatever you want me to be, I'll do whatever you want meto do, just be with me, and I'll be anything you want." Yuna said holding the back of my head as she whispered into my ear.
"But Yuna, I just want you to be you-"
"HEY YOU TWO HURRY UP WERE ALL WAITING FOR YOU OUT HERE!"
I rolled my eyes and let go of Yuna the sound of someone banging on the door filling my ears with discomfort. "Lunch will be nothing extravagant Praetor." Yuna said opening the door for me. I shook my head, I hated it when she treated me like some prissy prince boy, and yet I loved it, at least she cared about me enough to joke with me.
"No problem- nothing extravagant?" I said my moth dropping to the floor as I walked out the door. "This is pretty good even compared to my normal dinners at home!" I said looking at her with astonishment.
"What's the occasion Gippal?" Yuna said raising her eyebrow, looking just as surprised as I was. I looked at Gippal who was currently taking a sip of his wine and flinched, there was something about him that freaked me out. Maybe it was just the way his lustful gaze fell upon Yuna, and I knew his intentions towards her weren't loving, or maybe it was just the way a fake smile made its way across his lips every time I saw him, it's like he thought he had power over me or something, I didn't care what the hell he did as long as it didn't involve Yuna. But she seemed pretty close towards Gippal, they went way back, but I still wondered what Yuna saw in him, and I couldn't help but wonder if Yuna was hiding anything from me.
"Our new machina er Machine that we have just completed it's brilliant and I bet any man would die under its wrath, of course its not fully finished yet." Gippal added toasting the men around him.
"Yeah right, humans are different to people, I bet any human with half a brain could beat it." I added smirking at Yuna who nodded her head.
"Your right, it's just a matter of knowing your machines if you pull out one part, the whole thing could fall apart." Yuna added.
"Well then Tidus? Why don't you have a little try against it?" Gippal said taking another sip of the drink. "I mean with half your mind and all, I'm sure the machina would not be a worthy opponent of your sword."
I flinched for a few seconds, what if Gippal was right? What if this was much like the machina Bevelle hid underground… Vegnagun, sure that was only a matter of pulling it apart as well, but if u were hit by it, there wouldn't me much hope for you. But I didn't want to turn down the offer right in front of Yuna, what would she think of me? Call it 'Manly Pride' but I was going to face this one with my chin up.
"Gippal back off okay, there is no way Tidus is going to be a stupid idiot and do that, now what's for lunch?" Yuna said perking up a little with a smile on her beautiful kissable lips, but this was no time to be thinking about her lips, Gippal and I hadn't taken our eyes of each other, and I wasn't going to let him beat me.
"Okay I accept Gippal lets get this over with." I said coldly not showing any of my growing fear down inside.
"Tidus this is completely INSANE! You can't beat that thing with your sword, it's practically immune, GIPPAL! You won't be letting him do this right?" Yuna whined following me as Gippal lead me up to a room which was supposed to be the cloister of trials. "STOP THIS TIDUS! It's stupid TIDUS!" She pulled on my sleeve and I tried my best to ignore her, I hated not doing what she wanted, but this was for me, I wanted to do this for me. She cried and whined a little more, kicking me in the shin and turning away "I HATE YOU!" She screamed. Sticking her nose up in a snobby matter.
"It's okay Yuna, I'll be fine okay?" I gave her a kiss on the cheek and approached the machina. Looking behind, she had turned around touching the place where I had given her a small kiss, staring at me with great sorrow and anguish, I wanted to just turn around and run back into her arms and cry like the big crybaby I was, I hated seeing her like this, and what was worse I was making her like this. But I had to go on, this conflict between me and Gippal had to be put to an end.
It towered above me and was sort of square like, I could see Yuna on the side of the room biting her nails, Gippal had his arm around her, but she didn't seem to care she was focused on me, and I tried my best not to throw my samurai sword at Gippal for implying that Yuna was his and I was going to die. I'd show this machina who was boss, For Yuna.
Saturn Stars
