WARNING: Chapter very suss with adult references lol
Hey guys, thanks for your reviews as always. Some fluff in this chapter to lighten the mood, because it will be turning slightly serious in the next few chapters. Yeah this ones a little suss on Yuna's behalf, but they are side effects (Yes my excuse) Always have sexual side effects if you ask me! Besides she just got high with him so why not? (Okay so I'm obsessed with Yuna Tidus fluff… what can you do?)
And thanks to Steel who was very kind and volunteered to be my Editor! Sorry I didn't send this chapter to you, but I am going away so I sort of had to spit it out in a rush :P
And also since nothing really happens in this chapter but fluff, and I want to keep you satisfied, I will update again very soon, most being three days :P so look forward to it
TRIVIA:
Favourite Final fantasy character out of X-X-2 and why? (You can have more than one.
My answer: Okay out of X my favourite would have to be Tidus, he is just all round kick ass, without him Yuna would have died and yay end of story, after him was of course Yuna, who is my favourite character in X-2 then followed by Gippal who has the most awesome attitude he rocks arse. :P I used to like Rikku, she is sweet and all… but sometimes makes me want to tear my hair out, like that bit in Zanarkand where Rikku is like MONKEY!!!!!
(You agree don't you?)
YUNA'S POV:
Chapter 20: The Side Affects
I sat up in the bed feeling slightly light headed, trying to remember the earlier events, Tidus was sleeping next to me spread out and taking most of the bed space as usual, it was good he had his arm wrapped around my waist tightly otherwise I would have fallen off the bed a while ago. I attempted to move but found that my body ached with pain, and with each tiny movement I made I felt the energy being sucked out of me, so with a sigh I fell back onto the bed closing my eyes which were heavy with tiredness. That's when I felt it; I had been so caught up in my energy levels and wondering why I couldn't remember anything that I hadn't even realised. The thought made heat rush to my face instantly, and I didn't even know I had enough energy to create heat, my body started to tingle, and I wondered if the sleeping man who was the perfect picture of innocence even knew where his hand was.
I found a dreamy smile form on my face as the feeling of his hand on my right breast took hold. His hand was gently placed over my chest cupping my breast in a comfortable manner. I sat up instantly with a grin on my face in an attempt to shake his hand from my chest, my cheeks growing even redder. Okay so maybe he wasn't holding it gently, more like clasping. I fidgeted a little not knowing whether to leave it there or not, he would feel so bad if he woke up and saw where his hand had mindlessly travelled during his perverted sleep, yet I didn't want to move it, it felt nice there.
I laid back down, the memories of what happened before still a blur in my mind, and I squinted in the darkness while trying will all my strength to remember. But thinking right now was hurting my head. So shutting my eyes slowly I placed my hand on top of his succumbing to the feeling, just wishing that I could feel his hand on my bare skin. I wanted to so bad, so weakly I took my hand off his and without much strength reached underneath my shirt to unclip my bra, I was still dressed in my normal clothes, which got me wondering what happened even more, maybe I passed out… not like me… Forgetting about all of that, I kicked my boots off slowly, my body still feeling an incredible ache, that's why I wanted Tidus' hand on me; his touch energized me even through my clothes. With Tidus, clothes were an obstacle, something that came between us, stopped us from getting closer, I wanted to undress right here and just entangle myself with him, but he had different values to me. After discarding my bra on the floor I pushed Tidus' hand down my chest to come into contact with my uncovered stomach since my top had ridden a fair way up, I let out a gasp as his warm hand came into contact with my skin, and sent tingles throughout my body.
I wondered why I was feeling like this. I felt so close to Tidus, yet he was asleep, I was getting so hot at this moment that I felt I could just melt as his hand rested on my stomach… but I wanted to go further, I needed to feel my thirst for him quenched.
I pushed Tidus' hand up my top with little effort his hand was tickling my skin as I moved it up to my chest, I rubbed my legs together with excitement, no-one had ever gotten me in this state before, never had I gotten so excited from a mans touch, I felt like I was in the farplane (and that was not an exaggeration) But as his hand slowly crept up my shirt my thoughts bothered me, I could not remember anything, and I knew something was wrong, just what in Spira happened? My worries were carried away as his hand came into contact with my bare breast, returning to it's clasping position, I arched my back with a small moan and moved my hands down to my pants with excitement. Don't do that Yuna I said to myself while unzipping my short pants. Yuna, you're getting off with a man that's asleep. I stopped my attempt to touch myself as my subconscious had an argument.
It is his fault though; he got me into this state, now I have to finish it off, because it's not like he can.
No it's not, Yevon, he is asleep! And you practically just masturbated with his hand! My hands trembled on my stomach from the ache in my body of want and desire, and also from weakness, something was wrong with me, but I didn't know what, I didn't know whether or not to just touch myself and get out of this horrible state, or live through it. His hand moved slightly rubbing my chest for a few seconds before returning to its sleep. I shivered with delight. Maybe I should just wake him up and tell him that I am incredibly hot, hotter than I have ever been. I didn't know what to do, never before had I had to wait to get what I wanted, and never before had I wanted something this bad. I felt my body start to shake and I didn't think I could control my hands much longer from travelling to that forbidden spot.
Stop Yuna! What would Tidus think! Have some self control woman!
He would probably be turned on…
As I argued with my self my hand gathered a mind of its own and started its journey down my underwear.
"Yuna…?" Tidus said raising his head a little in a drowsy manner. I immediately removed my hand grateful he was too drowsy to realise the state I was in. My top had ridden up all the way from my slow passionate movements, with my pants unzipped my whole torso practically exposed, and finally his eyes widened when he realised where his hand was, I didn't care about why I couldn't remember anything, or that I was so weak, all I cared about was him right now, and the want to satisfy my great lust, satisfy the excitement between my legs. "Geez Yuna what in Spira is going on here?" Tidus said his hungry gaze eyeing my body. He shakily attempted to move his hand from where I had placed it. But in the blink of an eye I had stopped him closing my eyes with sexual frustration.
"DON'T MOVE IT!" I demanded grabbing his other hand and placing it on my stomach, he looked scared at my sudden outburst and obeyed. "I woke up and you were clasping me, now, I can't control myself it's your fault, and you have to finish me off." I said breathing heavily rubbing my legs together furiously in an attempt not to burst, Tidus was watching me with a look of complete fear and lust on his face, stuttering madly to try and get out his words.
"Yuna h-holy c-crap, I'm so sorry." Tidus stuttered his eyes unable to take the state I was in; he closed them and took a gulp, trying to ignore the last part of my sentence.
Tidus' hand was stationary on my breast, more like stiff, and I knew he was trying his hardest to keep it that way. "G-grab me, Tidussssss squeeze me, unnnnn" I moaned arching my back again, the light coat of sweat on my stomach starting to glisten in the moonlight, I had no idea where all this heat was coming from, I had never felt like this before, never. Much better with him awake in a state of shock.
"Yuna were you about to touch yourself before?" Tidus said his eyes widening, as he stared at my hand which was shaking uncontrollably over his on my stomach. I could tell he was starting to become uncomfortable, or greatly turned on which would make him uncomfortable, for once could he just give in? I had feelings that's true, and I knew that was what he was thinking of, but he didn't know me, I did this stuff when I wanted to without any regrets. He had to stop holding everything in, because I couldn't hold in and with each passing second I became more and more frenzied and he had better do something about it or I was going to do it myself, yes in front of him. "Yuna?" Tidus said removing his hand from my chest. I let out a frustrated growl from this and moved my hands down to my pants. His hand on my stomach still sending a signal to that place between my legs.
"Touch me." I said removing my top in a hurry and chucking it off the bed. I pulled him down to my neck and wrapped my legs around him, trying my hardest not to claw his back off. He began kissing my neck like I wanted, but tonight I didn't want it to end there, my body was tired and I could only argue for so long, before I had to do things myself. Shivering from his kisses I pushed his head down a little and he began kissing my collar bone passionately also looking like he was about to burst. "Yevon Tidus, not tonight, don't take forever tonight, just hurry up!" I grabbed his hand and moved it down my stomach to my pants. Wishing he would just take my breasts into his mouth.
"Yuna don't think I don't want to do this." Tidus said dragging his lips across my neck before whispering heatedly into my ear. "But what I'm about to do." He said letting go of my hand and grabbing my panties with frustration. "Is disrespectful to my people, and my culture, I represent Yevon and this exactly the type of thing we preach and tell people not to do, yet here I am about to touch the most beautiful woman in the world who is about to explode with lust in a temple, and if you push me I am going to do it." Tidus said pushing his hand down my pants, he just stared at me for a while, I felt hurt over his last remark, almost like I was wrong in making him do such a thing, and I didn't want to push him, but there he was his hands down my pants… I felt hazy. I parted my legs a little which were tightly squeezed together to stop the outburst. He had a torn look on his face but moved his hand down a little further, and that's when it happened.
I flinched as the previous memories all came flooding back to me. The touch, the healing, the everything, the feeling that had washed over me, that heavenly feeling. I remembered dying in his arms… I remembered… I wasn't supposed to be here. "STOP!" I yelled as his hands started a wave of pleasure through my body. "No you must stop!" I said tears welling in my eyes. He immediately pulled his hand away with a look of confusion on his face. I hated leaving him like that but suddenly my energy was starting to come back and I had enough strength to resist the feeling. I rose from the bed and cowered in the corner covering my chest hastily.
"Yuna… it's okay… you don't believe in Yevon, I understand, and I guess I did start it off by being a pervert in my sleep." Tidus said bringing his hand to his forehead in a joking matter. I bowed my head for a moment ashamed of the way I had acted, and raised my head to look him in the eye.
"I'm not meant to be here." I whispered walking over to the bed and grabbing my bra, turning away as I put it on to feel a little less exposed in front of him. "IM NOT MEANT TO BE HERE!" I yelled falling to the floor with tears streaming down my face. Tidus got up and ran to me wrapping his strong arms around my now extremely cold body, his chest felt warm against my back and I started to calm down a little.
"Yuna what do you mean?" Tidus said kissing my cheek despite it was wet with my tears.
"I'm supposed to be dead Tidus, how in Spira am I still alive?" I asked pushing him away, I wasn't meant to be here, I wasn't supposed to be feeling the pleasure of Tidus' hands upon my body. Tidus opened his mouth then pulled back as if hesitating. I wondered just what he would be hesitating about, but I picked up my shirt from the ground and pulled it over my head, if anything I was somewhat pissed at Tidus right now who probably had something to do with it. It just didn't make sense though, the only way I had any chance of surviving that was if someone else gave their life to heal me… but he was still here, and he didn't even have abilities to heal, so what in Spira happened?
"We have to leave this place!" I said hastily dressing myself and strapping my guns to my thighs, I had a belief, a person who was meant to die, was meant to die, and I was now a curse that was walking upon the earth experiencing things I wasn't meant to… or was it that I wasn't meant to die… and that's why I was still alive, did I have a greater purpose? Me? I opened the door waiting for Tidus as he dressed with the confused look plastered on his gorgeous face. The emotion inside couldn't be described, and I just felt like running, somewhere, anywhere, away from everything… I wasn't meant to be here. So that's what I did, I ran, I ran towards something, I ran hard and fast out of the temple, with the night breeze flying past me, I ran towards my emancipation. When something I held close to my heart wrapped his arms around me and sent me to the ground with a hard thud. I coughed out the dirt as I raised my head from the sandy mushroom rock road. Watching as Tidus also coughed up dirt to the side of me. I tried to get up but felt a sharp pain in my ankle as I tried to do so. "OUCH" I screamed sitting up the dirt sticking to the tears on my face.
"You're a mess Yuna, what's going on with you? Don't run away from me like that." Tidus said rubbing the dirt from my face. I hated it when he acted caringly towards me when I was upset, because I liked feeling sorry for myself, but it was a little hard when Tidus was around me, a little hard when he was so un-coherently wonderful to me. I cringed as he placed his hand on my ankle. I sucked a breath in trying not to let him know how much it hurt, because I knew he would blame himself.
"Yuna, what's wrong?" Tidus said leaning his weight onto my bad ankle, I let out a little squeal and he immediately removed his hand. "Your ankle, Yuna I'm so sorry it's my entire fault!" Tidus said with a look of hurt on his face. "No matter what I do all I seem to do is hurt you." He said looking down at the ground. "No wonder you were running away from me…" He said coldly. I widened my eyes with guilt and threw myself at him, embracing the wonderful angel as tight as I could.
"N-no you're my angel, my ankle its okay, and I can heal it if I can just try to walk… I …" Tidus placed his hands to my lips as I pulled away from him, I didn't know if that was a signal to shut up or not, so I just choked on my tears and gasped as he picked me up. He began walking as fast as he could along the mushroom rock road toward the Mihen highroad not to far up ahead. I couldn't say anything and just hoped to the living Yevon that I wasn't too heavy for him. Sighing I wrapped my arms around his neck and snuggled my head into the crevice of his neck. No tears able to come, it was amazing how Tidus could just heal me like that, his touch was the best medicine I had ever had.
I opened my eyes groggily when I felt Tidus' pace slow down a little. I hadn't fallen asleep but dozed as his movements kept up a steady beat. "Almost there." Tidus said in an almost soothing way causing me to rest my head again. It wasn't long before I saw the familiar glow of lights and smelt the lingering fragrances of musk and dust mixed together till I knew it was the travel agency. I tried to get down as we approached the counter, figuring I'd limp my way to the room, but Tidus ignored my struggles and held onto me with his firm arms.
"A room please." Tidus said calmly trying to ignore the woman's stare as she glanced upon the situation, anyway this wasn't the first time Tidus had carried me. She held out the key shakily and Tidus grabbed it giving her a quick thankyou as he headed into the room. The room was nothing flash, same as usual small double bed, with a nice window looking out to the back where the machina where usually programmed… we would shut them later anyway. It was weird how we always just got up and then went straight back to bed, but the thing was, it was unsafe to travel during the day, so we mostly just lazed around. One could get desperate for some entertainment, especially Tidus… who once… asked me if I wanted to dance the chocobo dance and see which of us did it better, me or him, of course I won, despite the stupidness of the whole thing.
"Aren't I heavy? You know I could have just limped." I said as Tidus laid me down on the bed gently.
"Nah, you're not heavy, and I love carrying you." Tidus winked through the darkness, stroking my face as he looked down at me on all fours.
"You just like laying me down… don't you?" I said in a cheeky manner reaching up to touch his face. But I found whenever I went to touch his face, I would always get distracted by his soft golden locks that fell down his handsome face and tickled my fingers as I brushed them passed his cheeks, and before I knew it I was running my fingers through his soft hair, so badly wanting to mess it up… but he was so vain, I would never do that to him.
"No, correction, I love laying you down." Tidus said seductively moving down a little closer to gaze into my bi-coloured eyes. He rested his body weight on me lightly straddling my hips with his, before I yelped in pain. "I'm sorry! Your ankle." Tidus said realising his legs where a little longer than mine and were placing some pressure on my foot. He immediately jumped off much to my disapproval, I would rather put up with a sore ankle than have him not touching me.
"Let me heal it." I said gently getting up and reaching down my leg. "Then we can get back to before, you know the good part, a certain young man on top of me…" I said looking around the room in an innocent matter, before he chuckled and pushed me back down. The thought of what happened that fateful night I healed Tidus was still in my mind, and I knew he was hiding something, but I couldn't stay angry at him… I knew I was doomed for the future
"Let me trying something first okay?" He said flashing me his million Gil smile, and before I knew it I was laying back down with a sigh as Tidus untied my shoes from the end of the bed. I jumped a little when he started to place kisses from my ankle down to my toes, rubbing in between them with his fingers.
"Tidus you don't have to do that." I said in the middle of a moan, a foot massage was definitely a luxury I has missed out on, along with Tidus' lips. Before I could object again he was massaging the spot causing trouble around my ankle causing a little pain while kissing my toes cheekily.
"Even your feet smell like wildflowers, how do you do it?" Tidus said devouring my pinkie in his mouth, making me feel a very weird but wonderful sensation, having my small toe in Tidus' warm mouth. "Yevon they taste nice to, I just want to eat you." Tidus said massaging my ankle a little harder, the pain would always increase as he put more pressure onto it, yet slowly dissipate till he upped the pressure again, like he was slowly getting rid of the pain. "Okay." He said upon finishing. "You will have to wait till morning to see if it took effect, but… I think it should be okay." Tidus said biting my toes again before coming back to me.
"And where the kisses and bites part of the ritual, oh praetor." I said turning on my side to face him.
"Nope." He grinned taking off my coat with eagerness.
"Tidus, I never knew you had a foot fetish." I said running my fingers over his lips, feeling the bump where they parted, eyeing them hungrily, we still hadn't kissed, and although I wanted it so bad, something told me… that I should wait for a magical moment, not that kissing him wouldn't already take me to fantasy land. But there was something about the first kiss sealed on my lips for him, I wanted to be perfect, and also did Tidus, as he had made no move to kiss me, even though I saw him eyeing my lips in the same hungry manner. I always looked at my kiss as something special. My pants never were, anyone could get into them, just so I could have fun, but my kiss, rarely had I ever given that… and if I had… it was completely unintentional or stolen. But that never stopped the temptation that was Tidus' lips, and sometimes I just found myself off in another world as I ran my fingers over their smooth surface.
"No I don't, I think they're disgusting, but your's are beautiful, actually I just love every yevon damned thing about you that it almost sends me to the point of insanity." Tidus laughed kissing my bare shoulder. I closed my eyes and grinned as he continued to caress my shoulder with his lips.
"Well just for future reference, I dig neck biters, not foot biters okay?" I said turning away from him and poking my bum out cheekily. What came next completely shocked me. I felt Tidus hand slam against my behind then felt him rub it and squeeze it firmly, I think I was in the Farplane at that moment or more like shocked to death. "Did you just, spank me, holy praetor of Yevon?" I twisted my head to look at him with a fake look of mock horror on my face. I loved teasing him like that, the Praetor spanking some-ones arse, what a thought.
"Yeah, you were being naughty so…" Tidus said taking his hands away obviously regretting what he had done. "I mean… well don't stick it in my face Yuna, Yevon damned tease." Tidus muttered folding his arms and closing his eyes with a long frustrated smile.
"You squeezed it!" I said pointing my finger at him with a cheeky glint in my eye. "Oh Tidus you bad boy, Bad Praetor." I said watching him as he opened one eye cautiously un-aware if I was joking or not. "Well then, guess I better be a naughty girl more often." I said winking at him.
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