Blinded again
Her path was that of sorrowful darkness . A route she could not see , nor grasp . An eternal 'Why?' , extending to an un-certain forever . Her days wereendless nights, her nights starless woes . She walked a dark path,always wondering , never questioning .It wasfate .Her fate .Acceptencewasthe sole option . The only peace . And she accepted .
Shefollowed orders . She killed when she was ordered to kill . Shethrusted through chests, literally ripped men apart , delivering death to so many . Until she lost count of the number of heads that rolled down by her spear . She tried to forget . Despretly tried to erase the howling faces of her victims off her mind . She could not see them , true .. Yet their screams rang in her ears and she could not stop her mind from creatingterrifying images of their glazed eyes , abruptly losinglife's twinkle as they grey into a dead shade of un-timelydeparture . She had nothing against them , she always told them. Seeking some kind of understanding that was never granted . It was as if she killed them for nothing . And what was worse than dying for nothing?
Her days passed by ,some idle and meaningless , somebloody and meaningless .She almost lost track of time inher un-changingdays . Often , she would escapeto a shelterfound in her songs .She weeped bitter lyrics , and told of her un-spoken story . In thosemoments she truly was . And that was her only peace , so shealmost believedit wasa true peace . Almost .However , herillusions were abnolished when a tiny seed of lifewas created in her womb .
For the first time , she sawlight . Her pitch black world trembled and broke ,turning into showers of brightness . She bathed there ,midst the illuminating rays . The cold was melted away and there was only warmth . Theever stench of blood was no more. The orders were never given any more . She dared to be happy . She didn'tweep her sad songs again .And she was not blind any more . She found true peace . And she cherished it. For she knew it would soon end .
Once again fate did its work . She was left to drench herhands in blood . To relive her idle or bloody days .Andshe sang . Her songs haunting and sad .And shewas blindedagain .
"Live .. Mugen .."
The End
