A/N– Thank you for the reviews. Just incase there was confusion, Last time I updated I put in a new chapter two and changed five just a little bit. Sorry if you got lost. Also if you haven't noticed I'm going from the present to the past. We are following Jay in present time as he looks into the past.


He had wanted to confront her and yell at her for forgetting him so easily. But as he tossed and turned through another sleepless night, he thought of something better. He would make her feel like he did, he would break her heart.

He had spent the next three months trying forming a plan to accomplish this. He was having a hard time coming up with something. At first, if he started to lose his drive, all he had to do is see her with her boyfriend and his anger bubbled higher.

As time went on, he filled his time with his girlfriend and even started to wonder if it was even worth it anymore. He had seen how they were together. They were so happy and their bond was strong, really strong. He didn't think he could penetrate it.

Just as he was coming to the conclusion that Emma was a lost cause he noticed there was trouble in paradise. He had seen the tension in their relationship building. They suddenly started fighting all over school. One minute they were walking holding hands and laughing and then five steps later they would be yelling at each other in the middle of the hallway. The fights were small and quick first, but they kept building to big blow outs.

This didn't help Jay like he thought it would though. It's what happened after the fights, that made separating them seem impossible. They would fight and go their separate ways mad as hell. Then while sitting in their classes, somehow they would just know what the other one was thinking and get a hall pass. Anyone who walked down the unused east stairwell had seen it. Jay had seen it more times then he would have liked.

He would say he needed a bathroom break and go there so he could have a cigarette. He would open the door and walk down a couple steps and there they would be passionately kissing and lost in each other. The more passion in the fight would mean the more passion in make-up. Every time the bond would become stronger. They were slowly getting controlled by this passion between them and soon it would overtake them both. One day they wouldn't be able to stop and their relationship would be deepened beyond return and their souls would be joined.

And that's what scared Jay. He could see where their relationship was heading, even though he knew they couldn't. He knew Emma wasn't even thinking about sex. But he wasn't blind and could see the signs, they had an intense love, and whether they saw it or not that's where they speeding too. If he had to bet on it, he would say four months, tops. He knew that once they gave their selves to each other, it was over for him. It would be too late for him to do anything but stand back and watch them live happily ever after.

He knew if he was ever going to have a chance to hurt her, it was now or never. He was going to have to push them into a full on blow out and use that to separate them for good. It was a huge risk. If he couldn't keep them from making up, he would just be pushing them to the closeness he was dreading. He finally had his plan, if he failed he would never have the chance again.