Just look at them. They look oh-so happy but no. Neither of the girls know how these boys really are. They've only seen the sweet side of them. If they can call it that. ZigZag acts like nothing ever happened. I don't understand how he can look at me without even a bit of .. even.. pity.. on his face! It pisses me off that he hasn't even said 'I'm sorry' to me. Cig walked through the sand storm. "You dumbass!" Peanut playfully pushed Squid into his hole. Cig glared at the smiling Squid. If only she knew.. Cig shook her head. Peanut looked at Cig.
"Gotta a prob. or something?" She snapped. Cig rolled her eyes."Don't roll your eyes at me white girl." Some of the boys 'oohed'. "Shut up Peanut." Cig said, walking to her half-dug hole. Peanut walked after her.
"What'd you say, bitch?"Cig turned to face her.
"I said, 'Shut up'. What's wrong? Are you as deaf as you are stupid?" Cig spat.
Peanut turned her head away and laughed. "Bitch!" Peanut stopped laughing and punched Cig in the face. "Oh shit!" ZigZag stood up in a hole.
"What's going on?" I was quick to follow."Oh shit, Cig's gonna get her ass kicked!" I jumped out of the hole.
"Psych stay out of it!" X-Ray commanded. I stopped in my tracks. I've never followed orders from anyone here. But X-Ray seemed to make alot of sense right then. So I obeyed. I sat on the sidelines watching my bestfriend beat the shit out of Cig until Cig could barely get back up. Peanut spit on the ground by Cig's head and walked back to Squid. "Yea.. go back to your rapist boyfriend! You and Psych both!" Cig cried. Peanut stopped turned back to her.
"What did you say?" I asked. ZigZag stood rigid, glued to the spot. He looked cautiously over at Squid who was also petrified.
"You heard me." Cig sniffled. Peanut looked over at Squid.
"Squid?" She managed to say.
"You're lying." I told her. "ZigZag wouldn't do that to anyone." I quickly glanced back at ZigZag. His facial expressions told me what she said was the truth. He looked at me and took a step forward.
"She's making it sound bad. It wasn't like that." ZigZag pleaded.
"She's making it SOUND BAD? How could you make being a rapist sound GOOD?" I turned around and took a step back.
"That's not what I meant." He climbed out of the hole.
"You're a rapist Ricky." The guys' eyes sort of widened at the use of his real name.
"No. I'm not"
"Call it what you want, Ricky. It doesn't change the fact that you.." I couldn't bring myself to say it. "Are what you are"
"IF YOU KNEW ME AT ALL YOU WOULD KNOW I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" ZigZag shouted at me.