"What? No!" I pushed him away from me and he stumbled backward, shocked and angry.

"What the hell?" He cried out. I stood shocked at what I had done. He growled as he climbed back up.

"Zigzag." I whispered the name that I knew would bring me safety. I stepped back and fell over a cot, trying to get away from Joaquin. "Don't"

"Not so psycho any more are you?" He snickered. Inside me the rage was building up and suddenly it clicked. Squid's warnings, the watchful eyes of Zigzag, everything. Joaquin had killed Peanut. But why?

"Why'd you kill her?" I climbed back to my feet. He laughed and added more to my anger. He took another step forward. "I wouldn't do that if I were you." I warned him.

"Well you're not so.." He took another step and I smiled at the floor.

"Can't say I didn't warn you." I lashed out with a fist and caught him in the jaw. He lurched back, surprised.

"You just hit me!"

"Yeah, and?" I smirked. I could see that he was getting mad, but I didn't care. All I really wanted was for somebody to walk into the tent.

"You bitch!" he spat, coming at me. I readied myself for the blow deciding which way to duck. I panicked and it got me a punch in the gut. I doubled over and he went for another hit but I kneed him in the groin. Suddenly I realized I was losing myself, just like when I was fighting with Amanda. I couldn't really control my movements, they just happened. I was looking around for a sharp object when he was on the ground still whimpering about his nuts.

"Let's see… What should I use? Should I use my hands, or a knife, or something really sharp and shiny?" I said in a sing-song voice. He looked at me like I was crazy. "What's wrong? Not so macho anymore?" I snickered. He swung his fist at me but I got out of the way. He got up and swung again, this time hitting me in my arm. I slapped him in his face, using my nails. He shrieked and I knew there was blood. Outside the tent, I could hear footsteps, hurrying to my tent.

Something snapped in me and I leaped on him, my hands around his throat. Just like Amanda, he clawed at my hands instead of trying to hit me. Slowly his eyes rolled back.. And then ZigZag pulled me off of him. I sat, dumbfounded in the corner on the floor, behind ZigZag. Joaquin gained back his strength and stood up.

"You crazy bitch, " he choked. I had to smile and so did ZigZag.

"Get out of here, Joaquin and we won't tell anyone." ZigZag said.

"I'm not really worried about that." Joaquin answered.

"Squid or I won't say anything about..", ZigZag didn't finish, but I knew he was talking about Peanut's death. They may not talk about it but I will.

"She doesn't know about it?" Joaquin considered. ZigZag shook his head.

"No. We haven't told her. Squid only told Peanut, and I'm pretty sure she didn't say anything to her." Suddenly I was left in the dark again. What were they talking about?

"Fine." Joaquin finally said. My butt was beginning to hurt from sitting on the floor. "But if I hear that she even knows about it. I'll kill her. And not even you will be able to stop me." He threatened. WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON? Joaquin glared down at me before walking out of the tent. ZigZag kneeled beside me.

"You okay?" He asked tenderly.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"Glad you didn't do that to me." He laughed.

"Well you didn't do what he just tried to." I grumbled, standing up. He seemed uncomfortable yet again.