i don't own Shaman King! but i own this story! so pleas enjoy it and review after you finish!

How many years have passed? He couldn't notice….it was all blurry and fuggy like, his eyes won't show him what he looks at….

"Where am I?" he said weakly, like his haven't talked for years.

Slowly he got up from the place he laid on and started to walk, his feet don't remember how to even walk like it was a long time since he did.

"What's going one? How much time have I been here?" he asked himself, thinking that somehow he will get an answer,

Then it stroked him, he was THE shaman….the shaman who has no heart nor soul in his body, the one who killed millions of innocent people just to accomplish his long time goal.

"I am so selfish….why am I kipping doing this?" he asked himself, trying to gain another answer from the thin air.

"spirit of fire" he called, he knows that his spirit will never abandon him, it was loyal to him and even if it was hard to believe, spirit of fire was Hao's only friend, the one who knows everything about him and the one who knows all of his regrets and suffer...

After a second a little red spirit popped out from nowhere and looked at Hao blankly.

"Why are you so small?" Hao asked the spirit, but Spirit of fire just started blankly even more and then giggled "what the hell? Don't tell me we lost all out powers and we have to gain them all over again just so you will be a grown spirit again!" spirit of fire nodded and set on Hao's shoulder.

Hao sight "so what year is it, and where am i?" he looked at his little spirit.

"we are near Tokyo, only three hours away and we slept 4 years, or should I say you slept for 4 years!" the spirit of fire exclaimed.

"4 years! Why didn't you wake me up!" Hao asked angrily

"I tried but you did nothing but snore! I took care of you while u slept…oh and another thing…" the spirit of fire looked at Hao with a serious expression "you haven't grew this 4 years, but instead you grew half of it…which means that you are 15 years old instead of 17"

"And why is that?" Hao frowned, he didn't care for his age it was better that he just missed 2 years from his life and not 4.

"Well just wanted you to know that, and you really need to cut your hair Hao it's too long now" spirit of fire examined Hao's hair.

"Fine, fine, I will. Lets just find an hot spring and then I will cut it, after a long nice shower" Hao smiled at the thought, a real smile, not the smirk he wore all the time, in one way Hao was really like Yoh.

but when all of the older decided that Hao is a bad shaman and needs to be killed Hao had no choice but run away and choose the path he was forced too, he really wanted to be a normal kid, he wanted to enjoy life, no worries….he can take the shaman king title in his next life, he has no worries for that, but he knows that he will never be accepted….

Slowly Hao made his way to Tokyo, he just had to see what will happen when everyone will know that he was back, he hoped he wont get into a fight soon because spirit of fire and him were tired from the loss of energy.

The boy yawned under the oak tree he was sitting under and stretched "haaa such a nice day to relax, no Anna no training" he smiled lazily.

"But Yoh don't u think it will be the best if you will do what Anna asked you to do?" Amidamaru asked worried.

"Nah Amidamaru, just relax, I don't have to do what she says all the time, I want to lay back sometimes" after he "killed" his brother Yoh had no time to lay back and relax, he was always working hard and training, to become the shaman king.

The contest was on hold so every shaman was getting prepared for it, and it is only a month away.

"Then what are we going to do all day Yoh? Sit around and star at the sky?" Amidamaru asked, kind of bored.

"Yup!" Yoh said happily "tomorrow Anna will be back wit load of training and I want to be prepared for the worst so I'll just save some energy for tomorrow!"

Amidamaru sight and set down beside Yoh "you are so lazy sometimes I wonder how you won against your brother" at that Yoh looked at Amidamaru and frowned.

"What do you mean, I can kick any ones ass, and I kicked Hao's ass! So there!" Yoh snapped, he didn't like the Hao topic to come up, he was kind of guilty after his brother death, even though he didn't show it.

It was like he came and killed him, without even knowing him, what happened, no one gave him a chance, he felt sorry for Hao, but he knew that he had had to save the entire world from Hao's madness.

"Now Amidamaru shut up and rest" he closed his eyes and drifted to a peaceful Anna less sleep.

Finally after three hours walking, with no stop, Hao and his spirit arrived Tokyo.

"Now let's find a place to shower and cut this load of hair off of my head!" Hao loved his hair long, really, but he had no patients to stand it right now, it was so annoying and heavy that he felt like cutting it all off!

After they walked between the stores they found a hot spring place and entered in.

"Hello may I help you?" the owner asked politely at the teenager.

"Yes, may I get a pass to get into the hot spring pleas, and I want to cut my hair so I need some seizers" Hao faked a smile to the human, he had no problem with them but when they killed his mother….he just can't forgive them, but he wont take any chance by hurting them either.

"Here you go enjoy your stay" the owner smiled and Hao smiled at her back.

"okay we will rest here tonight so be careful not to burn anyone by mistake, I know you love to do that when you are in your child mode" Hap smiled and spirit of fire pouted "fine I wont, fun killer" Hao chuckled and walked into the hot spring.

He started o take his cloth off, and he groaned, his muscles were gone from lack of training, well what id he expect after 4 years without training and only sleeping!

He got into the hot spring and took the seizers. He started to cut his hair. After he finished his hair was barely reaching his shoulders.

"Wow it feels so much better! I feel light" spirit of fire looked at all of the hair Hao cut "god you had a lot of hair!" The spirit burned the hair to it will make no mess and jumped happily, at least it get to burn something!

"I wanted to save that! "Hap frowned. Spirit of fire giggled "well it's too late!"

"it feels so good to be in a warm water and relax, I can feel my body relax after a long time of sleeping" Hap closed his eyes and drifted to sleep in the worm relaxing water.

He could hear a voice calling him, but he didn't want to open his eyes, it was a shame to leave this wonderful sleep. After a few minutes he could feel something crawling on his leg and he jumped up "GYHAAAA!" Yoh breathed heavily "what the hell are you doing Horohoro?" Yoh glared.

"Waking you up with some ice. Gees you know how much time it takes you to wake up! You sleep like a log!" Horohoro joked.

"Why do I need to wake up! I was having the sleep of my life and you destroyed it!" Yoh whined.

"I have some new for you…" Horohoro said seriously, taking his smile off of his face.

Yoh blinked "what? Something is wrong?" Yoh started to get worried, maybe something happened to one of his friends? Or Anna! He had to know if something happened to the people he cares the most.

"Siliva met me today, an hour ago and he asked me to deliver you a message. The elders sensed energy, an energy that was gone 4 years ago…" Horohoro looked away, he knows that Yoh understands him and he didn't want to say "THE name" in front of him.

"Oh…I see, then that's means that he is alive. Where is he?" Yoh asked while looking at the sunset.

"He is here, in Tokyo, and it is out job to find him and take him to the elders" Horohoro looked at Yoh. He know that Yoh felt guilty about killing his brother, who wouldn't have felt guilty after killing hi sown flesh and blood!

"Why us?" Yoh asked coldly, he didn't want to do that, he didn't want to be the one who will be responsible to his brother death once more.

"Because. You have to accept the fact that you are the one who can sense him the best and with you they will be able to find him faster!" Horohoro explained.

"I don't care about that! I don't want to do it!" Yoh said angrily.

"Well you have to do that, it's an order" Horohoro said, anger building inside and Yoh could sense it.

"Fine, as long as I don't touch him!" Yoh said and closed his eyes again.

"Okay, we start tomorrow morning, they located HIM in some inn, so he is not far" Horohoro walked back in to the house quietly, he knows that Yoh needs his time alone before tomorrow's mission.

"that was the most relaxing thing I have ever done, I feel so warm" Hao said under the futon's blanket.

"I could see that Hao, you were peaceful today and I like to see you like that, with no worries…" spirit of fire said lying beside Hao's huge warm futon.

"I want to relax like that every day, I love it…" he yawned "lets go to sleep we have a lot to do tomorrow" spirit of fire nodded and closed his eyes.

'I know that they are after me, they are going to be here tomorrow. If I'll run I wont make it, so I think it's the best thing to stay and see what they want….I have a little energy to escape from them…..but only a little' Hao sight and welcomed sleep, he didn't want to worry.

well i hope ya all liked it! i would like to know if i should continue it or not! pleas tell me...