Before I thank you reviewers (most of you) I have something to say. Since I took down my message of no flames, I've gotten a couple. And that's fine, I'm okay with people hating my story. What I am not okay with is the (forgive me for using this term) retarded way in which you tell it to me.
When I took that down, I was expecting people to not like my story, and to tell me that. But what I expected was for a reasonable, intelligent statement of that. I was not expecting people to be going "OMG FUAGHOT! ROB NO LUV RAVIN HE LUV STARFIRE!" and crap like that. It's fine if you hate my story, you're entitled to that opinion. But if you're going to tell me that, do us all a favor. Don't be a fucking dumbass. It is not hard to say "I'm sorry, but I don't like your story on the grounds that the Robin and Raven pairing should not happen." That's fine, I'm okay with people saying that. That is a reasonable, intelligent statement. If all you can do is shout like some fucking moron about how you're so caught up in your own ways to even try to accept a new way of thinking, don't even bother to tell me about it.
So the RobRae pairing isn't right. Big fucking deal people. It's my story, I created it, I own it, I can do whatever the fuck I want in it. And if you don't like it, then you don't have to read it. There are better uses for your time than going around insulting people's work because of one little hang up that your immature ass can't get over. God forbid I try something different, that's for the commies and terrorists.
I work hard on these chapters, I put a lot of time into these, when I should be doing something else. But I do it because people like it, and they want me too. If you're going to piss and moan about how you hate one little thing, I might as well just say fuck it, and not finish the story.
Now all you flamers most likely won't see this, or will probably ignore it. I should stick this at the start of the story, or something like that. It'll get ignored no matter what, so why bother even typing this? I bother because this kind of shit bothers me. Get the fuck over yourself and start accepting new things. If you can't do that, you're fucked for life.
For you other reviewers, I'm sorry you have to read this.
Darkbird1345: I am very proud to know this is one of your favorite stories.
Chico De Los Ojos Cafe: Glad that was unexpected. There's this chapter, and then the next one. Then it's done.
Witch01: Glad it seemed reasonable. I was trying to make that seem logical, and not just be throwing stuff in for the hell of it.
Cygnus de hielo: Still waiting to hear from you btw. You may or may not have noticed, but I corrected those spelling mistakes. Thanks. That whole "holy crap Beastboy has depth" statement was making fun of my own story. I know he does have some, I just haven't shown it for most the story. Made your fear go away eh? Now I feel kinda bad for this chapter. I listened to that song, it was good. Thanks for sharing. If you want to hear one that also kinda strikes that relationship note, try Entre Nous or Different Strings. Both are by Rush.
gosscliff: This chapter should take care of those thoughts. And I don't have a chair, I use a laptop. So I usually write these on my bed. lol.
firehottie: The wait is over then
TigerLily4111: Glad to hear you like it.
Lightning728: Not the last chapter, that was the third to last. This is the second to last. You'll know when I'm done. Glad to hear some good feedback on the Beastboy scene.
robinluver: That is a very nice happy ending, but the one I have I think works just as well. I liked reading the suggestion, so thanks for giving it.
Story time folks.
The Power Of A Storm
Chapter 11: Confession
(Hallway)
Robin felt the urge to thank Beastboy. It was his advice that patched things up with Raven. Still humming to himself he headed for the common room, where he last saw Beastboy, not knowing the surprise that awaited him.
(Common Room)
Starfire's tears had finally stopped, and it had taken most of Cyborg's willpower to coerce her into leaving to get something to eat. She had finally agreed, on the premise that Robin wouldn't be there. That was how Cyborg found himself attempting to cook while still trying to make sure Starfire didn't do anything in her depression. She was sitting in a chair, but her upper body was lying flat on the island. She heaved a sigh.
"Come on Star, I know it hurts, but you gotta let go. Holding onto what could have been will only make it worse. It hurts, and it takes a while but you-"
Cyborg was cut off by the sound of a door opening. Star rolled her eyes towards the noise and let out a pitiable moan, tears beginning to form in her eyes. Robin had entered the room, grinning like a fool.
(Beastboy's Room)
The page flipped. Terra again. Her and Beastboy at a picnic, the two laughing and having a good time. Robin and Cyborg in the background, smiling like brothers. Raven had avoided this picture, like so many others. The other photo was one of just Terra, taken just a few days before their date. Beastboy traced the shape of her face with his finger, sighing to himself. Someday… someday.
(Common Room)
Starfire quickly turned her head away from Robin, refusing to look at him. Cyborg turned the burner off, and removed his apron. Setting it on the counter he walked towards Robin, on his way to leave.
"Cyborg, where are you going?"
He shook his head, still walking.
"This is between you and her. You gotta settle this, and you better do it now."
The sound of the door closing was heard as Cyborg left, leaving an unsettling silence in the room. There was always some noise in the common room, video games, tofu arguments, meditation, something. Now there was nothing. The silence made Robin uneasy.
"Star… Are you okay?"
"No. Now leave." After a pause she added, "Please."
"Star, what's wrong?"
She sat up in the chair and turned her head to him, tears still gathering in her eyes.
"How can you not know?"
"It's Raven isn't it?"
Starfire just shook her head, giving him a look that made him feel like an idiot.
"Please don't be upset with her Star, it's not her fault, it's-"
He was cut off by Starfire's harsh words, "It is not Raven I am upset with, Robin."
Robin looked to the floor, his good mood destroyed. How could he have forgotten about Starfire? Sweet, innocent Starfire. He could feel nothing but remorse over his actions that day, over his conversation with Raven, over his feelings. It was impossible for anyone to feel as low as he did then. He could literally feel his heart hit his stomach.
"Star…I'm…I'm sorry."
Starfire blinked, setting free a stream of tears. Robin mistook this as her crying, and only felt worse. There was no holding back for him.
"I'm sorry I broke your heart. I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't mean for any of this."
He sat down on the couch and let his head flop down, resting on his knuckles.
"When I first told Raven about how I felt, she rejected my feelings. She told me that she couldn't care for me in return. I felt the same way you do now, I felt like life was horrible, that it wasn't worth living, and that I was worthless. That's how I ended up in the infirmary. It was because of how I reacted to her."
Robin looked up at Starfire, hoping to see his words having an effect. She blinked in surprise again, but no new tears fell. Robin took this as a good sign and continued.
"I used to love you, you know. I really did, but I could never talk about it. I could never act on my feelings. It just made me more and more depressed, loving you from a far. I always thought that you didn't love me, so I slowly gave up. I slowly became numb inside. That was when I realized what it was like to be Raven, unable to feel. I guess from there I fell for her, once I understood her. When I found your gift, I felt all those old feelings come rushing back. I felt like I was betraying Raven, she had finally admitted to feeling for me too, and I felt so happy to be with someone, that I just ignored you. I wanted the feelings to go away. I wanted to go back to loving Raven. I'm so sorry I did that too you, I just… I just feel so bad…"
Starfire gave a small sniffle. His words, his story touched her. He stood up and walked towards her.
"I'm really sorry Star. I know it doesn't seem like enough, but if there's anything that I can do to make it up to you, I'll do it in a second. Just forgive me, that's all I ask. Forgive me for my actions."
Robin extended his hand, palm up to Starfire, hoping that she would take it. She didn't move from the chair she was on, she just stared at him for a long time. Slowly a small smile crept up on her face. She placed her hand in his, and he pulled her out of the chair.
"You are forgiven Robin. I cannot stay upset with you forever. Not with my best Earth friend."
Robin smiled, still holding her hand in his. He noticed this and quickly pulled his hand away, blushing slightly.
"Sorry."
"Do not be sorry Robin. We are friends, and friends are allowed to touch each other, yes?"
Robin nodded.
"Friends are also allowed to do this, or am I mistaken?"
Starfire moved towards Robin and threw her arms around him, capturing him in a hug. She was bent over at the waist, so her head was level with his. It was a friendly hug, there were no hidden feelings behind it. She wasn't pressing her body against his, or doing anything that would allude to feelings of love.
Robin inhaled, taking in her scent, a mix of lilacs and honey. He put his arms around her, returning the friendly gesture, seeing no harm in it. Robin's thoughts wandered as he stood there, thinking to himself of how everything now was more or less okay. No one was depressed, no one hated him, and he had made amends with Starfire and Raven.
A gasp awoke Robin from his thoughts. Turning his head he saw Raven standing in the doorway, a look of shock and betrayal on her face, seeing him and Starfire like that.
She shook her head slowly, "No…"
Robin pulled an arm away from Starfire, holding it out to Raven.
"No wait! It's not what you think!"
"No…" Raven repeated in a hushed voice.
She stepped backwards a few steps, speaking softly again.
"You lied to me. You lied… You said you didn't want to be with her… You lied…"
She turned and ran off, leaving Robin alone with a confused Starfire.
"Dammit! Star I'm sorry but I have to go."
He pushed her off him and ran off to find Raven and explain.
(Door to the Roof)
Raven had run away from the common room, seeking her only place of comfort, the rooftop. Forgetting the storm she ran towards it, up the various flights of stairs to that last door leading her to freedom. She arrived at her destination, only to find it locked. Of course, it's still locked down. Throwing caution to the wind, she used her powers to blow the door off its hinges. Thick sheets of rain flew in and hit her face, stinging her skin. Waves of cold air rushed in, but she didn't care. All she wanted was to get away from him. She ran out into the storm, disappearing from view within a few feet.
(Elsewhere)
Robin was running hard, trying to keep up with Raven, but her anger gave her legs more power, and she was able to gain distance on him. She had disappeared around a corner, leaving him to chase nothing. He stopped in the corridor, thinking to himself where she might go. His worse fear was that she had headed for the rooftop, as the storm was still going. Hoping she wasn't there he ran towards the roof.
(Stairs to the Roof)
Robin turned the last corner and look up at the door, finding it off its hinges, lying on the ground, water pouring down the steps from the rain that now fell inside. Swearing to himself he pulled out his communicator, paging Cyborg. After a second the half-human face of his friend appeared.
"What's up Robin?"
"Raven's missing, I think she headed out into the storm. The door to the roof is blown away. Prepare the infirmary, I'm bringing her back."
In the tiny image of Robin's communicator, Cyborg's head shook.
"No man, don't go out there! It's dangerous, we can't have both of you injured! Wait for Star, BB, and me!"
"No Cyborg, she's out there and I'm not waiting for anyone else. Prepare the infirmary that's an order."
"Wait Robin-"
Robin flipped down the lid of the communicator, cutting off the transmission.
"Sorry Cyborg."
Tucking the communicator back into his belt, he ran up the stairs and out into the storm.
(Rooftop)
"RAVEN!"
Robin had to shout at the top of his lungs to be heard in the storm. Rain stung his face, and he was almost instantly chilled to the bone. He ran forward shouting her name, squinting in the rain, hoping to be able to see her. His feet splashed in the thick layer of water on the roof, almost enough to reach his ankles. His vision cut out a few feet in front of him, if he wasn't careful he could run and slip off the roof, falling to his death.
"RAVEN! COME BACK!"
There was no answer except the sound of rain slamming into the roof.
"RAVEN! WHERE ARE YOU? ANSWER ME RAVEN!"
Running again, his ears straining to hear something, anything, which would tell him where she was. He hoped with all his might that she was still on the roof, and had not flown off. Cupping his hands around his mouth, he shouted her name again. He was still running forward, knowing that he was running out of rooftop to run on.
"RAV-"
He was interrupted when he tripped over something on the ground. Turning in mid-air he saw Raven lying on the ground, seemingly unconscious. Landing on his side he skidded over the wet ground, his arm outstretched, trying to reach her. With a sickening feeling, he felt his body start to tilt, his head dropping down, no longer able to see Raven. With horror throughout his whole body, he realized that he was falling off the roof, and that there was no one to save him. He felt the solid ground of the roof give way, and he knew that he was falling freely in air. He immediately reached for his birdarang, to save himself, but the rain marred his vision, making it impossible to even tell where the tower was. Even if he could see, it most likely wouldn't be able to latch onto the roof, not with the amount of water on it.
Shouting at the top of his lungs, he fell down, not knowing how far he had to go or if anyone would save him. He heard a faint voice from somewhere, up, down, he didn't know where. He could see something coming towards him in the dim light, a gray line zigzagging behind it. Whatever it was, was now wrapping itself around his waist. The gray line grew taunt, and Robin felt his body jerk as his fall stopped. The sudden force of his stop caused him to black out, the last thing he saw was the side of Titan's Tower sliding downwards, as he was slowly pulled up to the roof.
This chapter was shorter than normal, and that's once again for the cliffy at the end. Next chapter will make up for it I hope. Hopefully the rooftop scene gives a better idea of how rough this storm is.
Since all my commentary more or less went to the beginning, there's not much else to say here, except that, you don't have to respond to my ranting. That was just something I needed to get off my chest. If you disagree with it, just do like I asked. Don't be an idiot about it.
Once again I must apologize for usingh the term retarded. I really do not like saying that, I think it's really innapropriate to use, but that was the only thing I could think of to get my point across. So please no hating over that. I am truly sorry if that offended anyone.
For those in school (like myself), have a nice spring break. And for all you christians out there, I hope your Easter is pleasant and funfilled. Even if you're not christian, and celebrate Easter, that message goes to you.
Have a good week people.
OptimusChrist
