Disclaim – I am not a rich crackhead because I do not own Harry potter that is J.K. Rowling's but oh how I wish I did.

A/N – ok here is my thanks to my reviewers but firstly I would like to dedicate this chap to Clara Clog because she is my first and so far only reviewer.

Clara Clog – I am glad that you like my story I wish I didn't get quite so having lily already falling for him in the better I think I am going to have a turn around and make the hate last a bit longer but anyway that you for the review it really made my day!

Oh and one more thing ï?S I am actually getting this chapter up quicker than I thought I would so hopefully you all enjoy it ï?S

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Chapter 2 – What was I thinking?

"How was the meeting?" asked Becka as lily returned to the compartment after the meeting.

"Horrible..." she mumbled. "That horrid prat, James Potter, is head boy. What is this world coming to? And professor Dumbledore said that head boy and head girl were going to be doing a lot more working together this year. If I go insane please don't send me to an asylum."

The girls all laughed, even lily in spite of her mood. "I am so lucky to have you guys. I don't know what I would to without you." She said pulling Michelle and Becka into a tight hug.

"We'll always be here for you lils, "said a grinning Michelle. She faked a tear. Sniff "I can feel the tears coming on, "Michelle whipped away faked tears and then burst out laughing.

Lily playfully hit her friend but started laugh herself. Not soon after they arrived at the Hogwarts.

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Meanwhile in the boys compartment James wasn't feeling very chipper.

"Why does she hate me, Sirius?" James complained to his laughing friend.

"Well because," he put on a high voice mimicking lily's voice, "You are right arrogant prat who is selfish and has an ego to big for this world. He lives in a fantasy. Why would I want to date such a loser? He only likes me because he thinks I am pretty." Sirius sniggered, "That's why my dear Jamsie-poo."

"That's not helping, Sirius," said Remus who looked over at a sulking James, "I think he truly loves her."

"I do! Why can't anyone see that I do? I need lily! I want her more than anything else in the world. Why does she hate me so much?" James complained as he continued sulking.

"If you're so worried why don't you just ask her?" suggested Remus.

"Because I don't think she will talk to me," James said and blushed a deep red.

"This girl has you tied around her finger and leaving you at a loss for words!" Sirius said and sniggered again, "I can't help it but this is just bloody hilarious! My little Jamsie-poo is in love! Isn't it just so wonderful Remus?" Sirius pinched James' cheek like a grandma would and then burst out laughing.

As much as James wanted to deny it, he was actually hurt by what Sirius was saying.

"God Sirius what a great friend you are..." James said his words filled with sadness. He slumped out the compartment never feeling more alone.

"James I was only joking mate. I didn't mean anything by it." Sirius said realizing that words could hurt anyone even his big egoed (A/N - I don't know if this is really a word but hey I like it so it is staying) friend James.

(A/N – I hate peter so he is like never going to be in here because he is boring and ugly and just dumb.)

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The train arrived at Hogwarts and all the students began to exit the train.

"All first years this way," shouted a big hairy man by the name of Hagrid. (A/N – I don't know if they had Hagrid at this time but hey just correct me if I am wrong.)

McGonagall came up to lily and asked her to meet her in her carriage. McGonagall also got James and had him come to her carriage.

"Now I know you too are not the fondest friends but please try to put that besides you this year and work together. As Dumbledore said before we will be expecting a little bit more from you two this year. We will be having a few more social events than last year because we feel that 7th years need more time to enjoy themselves and their last year at Hogwarts. We will be expecting you two to come up with plans for these social events and show your plans to Dumbledore and I. We can talk more later about the ideas later. I will let you know when we will have our next meeting but I need to leave now and attend other business." McGonagall quickly finished turned into a cat and jumped off the moving carriage and disappeared from their sight. Lily and James were left alone in silence.

"Well...erm – "James started.

"Save your breath Potter. I don't want to hear anything you have to say,"said lily and turned away from him and staring off at the view.

Ouch. That was a big ouch thought James.

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Notes – well that is the chap sorry it was so short but I just got really exciting and I wanted to update so I wrote this I know it wasn't a very good chap but please review and tell me what you think. Please be kind to because I almost god beat up this Halloween so I don't feel that good but Clara Clog did make my day ï?S

-Heh heh me