Hey people! How I love you all! Ducks to the ground at all the dangerous objects being thrown at her
Sits up and looks around That was close. A sharp knife lands in-between her legs.
Um... Continues to look at the knife then back at the readers nervously
Hi! Readers prepare to throw more things
Ok! Ok! Ok! I know I have to update my stories, especially "Let Him Be My Hero?", but there is a reason. Please let me explain. Hides her face in her arms
Looks up again and the readers put down their objects Thank you!
Gets up and dusted herself off Okay, I already told some of you why I haven't updated, and now it's time to tell everyone else.
Takes a deep breathe I know that some of you wanted to know what happened in each story and I really apologize that I haven't kept my promise that I'll update sooner. I never had writers block, if that's what some of you thought, I was really, really busy.
During the summer, I was having problems with most people around me. I haven't told you guys this, I was kinda hooked on some drugs and alcohol, mostly alcohol. I know what you guys are thinking, 'why did you do that?','how could you, it could kill you', 'you could die from an overdose'. I know all that. That was part of the reason why I quit. Too many things were happening to me that it drove me insane. At first I didn't want to admit that I was addicted or hooked, until I saw a videotape that my friend recorded, from a party I went to, and I was in total shock. I was in complete rage because my friends were just trying to stop me from drinking more and using more drugs and it scared me. I kinda got pissed that they showed me that tape, so I cussed them out and I stormed home. I decided to hear my Pink Cd, Missundaztood, just to cool myself down. I layed there thinking about what I just saw in the video, and I was still a bit upset about the whole situation. I layed there until the third track came up, and if some of you guys have the Cd, it was called "Just Like A Pill". I know most of you guys heard this song, and when I listened to the lyrics carefully, it got me to thinking 'Am I doing the right thing?'. I usually don't listen to the lyrics, but when I did, it changed my life. I finally realized that I needed help for my rage and alcohol/drug abuse. So, first, I had to admit my problem to my parents, and I'll tell you something, it wasn't easy. They did get mad, but they were kinda proud of me that I went up to them and told them my problem. So, I started to go to therapy, but stopped about 1 month ago cause it was too expensive, but I'm now about 3 months clean and sober and still going. I'm actually proud of myself, and I hope that you feel proud of me too.
Ok, off of that subject, I just started school about 2 weeks ago, and I'm completely loaded with homework. I hate school, but I love to make trouble. - That's one of the only reasons why I go to school. I don't have time to do small things, like type my stories, and do some homework cause I just joined the cross-country team. I'll tell you this, I was nervous when I was trying-out, but I actually made the team.- I'm not really a runner, I'm more of a baller (basketball player). I just thought to try-out to get me into shape till basketball season. So I said, "why the hell not", and I made the team. The only bad thing about it is I'm really exhausted when I come home. I run about 3 to 4, and sometimes 5, miles a day. I have practice everyday and it's tiring.
Not only that, recently my older sister and I made a bet. Takes a deep breathe
Our bet was that who could go on the longest without reading or writing/typing fics. Ducks at the fruit being thrown at her
Come on, let me finish. Readers stop and waits As I was saying, we made the bet, because of my pride, I never like to admit that I'm scared or admit my weaknesses. So I shook on it. I seriously thought that my sister would lose within a week, but she didn't give up either. I never lost a bet, and I'm not going to lose this one. So to this day, we are still at our bet, but it could be over by tomorrow.
Crosses fingers I hope. So just hang in there and root me on to win. Oh yeah, and my sis and I agreed that who ever loses, the loser will have to buy the other a new outfit that the other wanted. So please don't be mad.
And other news, I have two chapters written for "Let Him Be My Hero?" already, but I haven't typed it down, yet. I already finish writing "Please Forgive Me". But I won't be having updates in awhile because of the bet and my busy schedule. Also, I would love to thank all of you that took your time to read this note. Now you know what's happening with me. Until my next update!
UPDATE!
I'll be back to write a whole lot more! Read my Bio for more info.
Ja ne!
Juu-chan2002
