The Love Affair of Severus Snape
Disclaimer: I own nothing it all belongs to the amazing Mrs. Rowling. Luckily I do own Rayne…so yah... she is mine! Moo-ha-ha…
A/n: This chapter and most of the rest of this story is / will be composed of flashbacks. If they get too confusing and you have no fucking idea what time period that the story is currently in give me a review and let me know!
Summary: Severus Snape meets someone. Falls in love. Looses her. May get her back … we'll see! Be nice it is my first long fic! Review Rated for language and possible graphic text.
Chapter 3: Severus' Drug Problems
The rest of the day passed in a relative haze for Severus. He really tried to take Albus' words to heart but it really was not working. Somewhere between his 4 and 7 years potions classes he had decided that Rayne had become a drug to him. Yes, she had become this amazing drug that he was addicted to and was having withdrawal symptoms from going without her for so long.
Then around the 5th year class, after three children had been sent to the hospital wing because he had not been paying attention to the particular potion that they were brewing (for if he had been he would have realized that Miss Martin added too many sprouts of worm for the healing drought which caused the reverse of the desired effect… exploding and causing deep wounds on the three children in question.) Severus decided that he must see Rayne that evening no matter what the repercussions form his actions may be. Just to look into her eyes and see that she was safe and healthy…um... healthier, would make him content for another week hopefully As he signed Severus realized that all he would see was hate and loathing in her eyes toward the man that had told her that he loved her… sign
On his way to the Great Hall that evening for dinner that evening Severus began to seriously dough the wisdom in going to Grimmage Place that evening. For he knew that he would not be greeted with friendly smiles. But the more he thought about it the more he realized that he was never greeted with friendly smiles anywhere he went so why would now matter to him.
This comforting thought took Severus all the way to his seat in the Great Hall and Severus was beginning to discover that he was indeed a little bit hungry until Albus approached him.
" Ah Severus, just the man that I was wanting to talk to. Tonight I have called an emergency meeting of the Order and your presence is required. Please report to Headquarters at 9:00 sharp."
Severus had known Albus to long to mistake his comment as a question; he was required to be there no matter if no one (including himself) wanted him there. Now he wanted to see Rayne, but not the rest of them.
For the rest of the meal Severus moved food around his plate and pondered the real reason he was dreading this meeting. It was not the harsh stares and evil glares form the Order members…particularly, he was used to that.
But the stony glowers McGonagall was throwing him at dinner we staring to scare him. They may have had their differences when he was a student but over the years Severus had grown quite fond of the old bat. And her anger was staring to sting his heart.
The main thing that he realized that he was dreading was confronting Rayne. It still made him queasy to think what he did to her.
