Little Addy May
This is my first Walking Dead fic so please keep that in mind when you read. Although, I have not seen every season of the series, I enjoyed it tremendously and had this idea I wanted to try. This is a completely AU, no zombies, just wanted to explore the characters. Therefore, you don't have to know the series to enjoy this fic.
Special shout out to my friend raiju00 for encouraging me to write this and helping me with pick out a title. Please go check out her page and current fics on the Supernatural series, she's an amazing talented writer.
Update: Those of you waiting for my new continuation of the Punishment series, I do plan on continuing and already have an idea of how I want to start. So, stay tuned. For those of you who haven't read it, I encourage you to check it out if you are into dominant men and spanking. It's an AU Supernatural fic and again you don't have to watch the series to enjoy it.
Please note: This is my take on Merle Dixon and I did not sugar coat the fact that he is a mean SOB. For those of you liking a gentler spanking this may not be the fic for you. Also, this is a snap shot story where I plan on breaking it into parts.
Please review! I would love to get feedback, comments, questions, suggestions. It motivates me so much and it's much appreciated.
WARNING: This story contains disciplinary SPANKING (Corporal Punishment/Domestic Discipline) of an adult female by an adult male. If this offends you in any way DO NOT READ as you will most likely not like it. There is also swearing and mentions/suggestions of past abuse.
The young woman trudged down the wide wooded path feeling her thick sturdy boots sink into the mud. The rain the previous night had left the ground and the trees saturated making the air feel damp and cold. Adaline shivered as her damp clothes clung to her body uncomfortably weighing heavily on her tired limbs. She felt her legs ache as she lifted her heavy boots through the thick Georgia mud that she had grown a distinct disliking to ever since she arrived. The morning sun had begun to rise casting warm beams of light through the thick brush.
Adaline breathed a small sigh of relief as she passed the old large maple tree knowing she was getting closer to the trailer. Her tired body longed to rest and her empty stomach growled and complained as she had not eaten lunch or dinner the previous day. Adaline was kicking herself for being so foolish as to think she could get anywhere in this god for shaken wilderness. However, a fight the night before made her storm out of that rusted old trailer in a fit of rage. Addy had finally had enough of the man's insults and infuriating personality. Although, she was grateful that he had saved her and given her a place to stay, Merle, to put it simply, was backwoods misogynistic asshole who was impossible to live with. Addy found herself grinding her teeth at almost everything he said and the man said a lot. Addy wondered how Daryl put up with his incessant chatter about nothing. He was without a doubt the most insufferable man she had ever had the unfortunate pleasure of coming across and she had met many assholes in her twenty years of life.
Addy had planned on finding a main road and hitch hike her way to the nearest town. In all her anger, she seemed to had forgotten that she had no idea where the hell she was. She did not know the land that surrounded her for miles of seemingly endless woods nor did she have any possessions on her. She left with nothing but the clothes on her back and not a sense in her head or a dime to her name. It did not take her long until she became utterly and completely lost, and to add insult to injury, it had rained for a good two hours.
Addy had just spent the night in the woods and she was miserable to say the very least. She hadn't slept the entire night and she had been walking in the dark lost for almost five hours. It wasn't until she finally found the dirt path, that she had recklessly strayed from, that she began to regained her bearings. Addy sniffled rubbing her damp sleeve under her nose. Addy's red rimmed eyes burned from the tears she had shed throughout the night. There was a sense of hopelessness that came over as she thought she might never find her way back, but out of sheer dumb luck she did find the path again. Part of her was dreading going back and facing the smug face of Merle Dixson again, but after the horrible night she had, she wanted nothing more than run into the old beat-up trailer and rest her tired body.
The path rounded slightly until it opened onto a small clearing where the old trailer sat. A rush of relief crashed over the young girl as she forced her heavy legs to move quicker. The rusty trailer sat in the center of the small clearing looking old and weather beaten. The tin pleated siding lay bare to the elements leaving only remnants of a dull turquoise blue that it had once been. Red rust surrounded the small windows and door frame and trickled down the siding. Vegetation had grown around the makeshift skirting that consisted of scrap metal and wood slabs. It was nothing much to look at, but it was warm and that was good enough for Addy.
Once Addy had trudged into the clearing, she was half way to the solid wood door before she heard Merle's loud arrogant southern draw spit out at her.
"Well, lookie what we got here, little brother."
Addy flinched slightly her heart skipped a beat before snapping her head over towards the tree line to her left. Merle emerged from the brush along with Daryl behind him. Addy blinked at them surprised they weren't in the trailer at this hour of the morning. Addy felt a twinge of guilt, if not a little hope form in her gut as she wondered if they were out looking for her.
"Ya have a fun night in the woods darlin'?" Merle mocked sneering at the girl, but there was a hidden tone of frustration that edged his voice with warning. Merle stomped towards the young woman with long purposeful strides as he spoke.
Merle raked his eyes over her quickly taken in her rough appearance. She spent the night in the woods and she looked it. Her clothes were visibly damp from the rain, mud was caked onto the knees and the cuffs of her dark blue jeans and Merle's plaid button up shirt he had lent her had a rip on the shoulder seam revealing a decent sized cut on her pale skin underneath. Addy's thick chestnut locks had only partially begun to dry leaving her hair wavy and tangled with small bits of debris intertwined. Her face looked pale and there were visible dark circles under her tired eyes. She definitely did not have fun. In fact, she looked downright awful.
Merle felt a hidden burning frustration build up inside of him with every step he took towards the defiant young woman.
Addy shot him an irritated glare her mouth pressed into a hard line before casting her eyes down at the ground not wanting to look at Merle's arrogant face. Addy could feel a blush spreading across her face as she was embarrassed by her stupidity of not only running off into the woods, but getting utterly and completely lost like some wayward child.
Addy watched as Merle's black steal toed boots settled in front of her, a long shadow cast over Addy as Merle towered over her petite frame.
"Best be lookin' at me when I'm talkin' ta ya, girl." Merle drawled out deeply in a stern tone that made Addy's heart race in her chest.
Despite her chest tightening with anxiety, Addy turned her narrowed eyes up at the man scowling. Addy was still bitter about the night before and, although Merle's arrogant attitude was not surprising, it was still irritating none the less to have her misery mocked. It was greatly unappreciated by the distressed young woman.
Merle's eye brows raised slightly on his forehead cocking his head to the side sucking a bit of air through his clenched teeth as he narrowed his eyes in on the sullen woman.
"Ooo, ya better wipe that look off yer face, missy, 'fore I decide ta do it for ya." Merle threatened harshly, his voice taking on a dark tone that send a shiver of warning down Addy's spine as he took a menacing step closer to her.
Abby's face fell slightly at his threat her face was still hard, but the scowl she was displaying had faltered significantly. Merle was an intimidating man and although Addy didn't think he would truly do anything to harm her, he was more than capable and that was good enough for Addy to feel unsettled, an uneasiness growing in the pit of her stomach.
"Didn't I tell ya ta get yer ass back in the trailer last night?" Merle questioned hostilely, the scolding tone ringing sharp in her ears as he glared down at her obviously waiting for an answer.
Addy crossed her arms over chest, partly because she was cold, but also because she was feeling dreadfully uncomfortable at the moment as Merle's steal blue eyes seemed to cut right through her. She was feeling downright patronized, as Merle was treating her like a naughty disobedient child rather than an adult who deserved respect. It was absolutely infuriating and although Addy did not want to admit it, there was a large overwhelming feeling of intimidation that made her heart race. Addy pressed his lips into a hard line her eyes casting away from the man before looking back up at him with a scowl of annoyance.
Merle ran his tongue over the top of his teeth, an irritated snarl hardened over his features clearly exasperated by the woman's lack of response.
"Somethin' wrong with yer mouth girl? Cause it was workin' pretty damn well last night with all the lip you gave me; I should'a tanned yer little hide black and blue with all the disrespect ya showed." Merle spat the words accusingly antagonizing the woman to speak.
Addy's earthy green eyes widened flashing in annoyance, her mouth parted open slightly as she dropped her arms back down by her sides feeling an angry wave of vexation come over fueling her bravado.
"All the disrespect I showed you? What about what you said to me?" Abby asked reproachfully her upper lip curling back slightly as her brows frowned deeply at the man feeling her jaw clench and her teeth grind. Addy felt wrongfully accused as she was utterly convinced, she had every right to talk to him with disrespect last night, as he did not earn it. Addy was becoming downright sick of his patronizing threats and overbearing despicable attitude. There was just only so much a woman could take.
"It might not occur to your simple mind, but I don't have to listen to your stupid ass. I can do whatever I damn well please. And you have no say in whatever I decide." Addy declared defiantly bravely leaning forward a bit her eyes blazing with resentful scorn as she saw Merle as nothing more than a nasty ignorant blowhard who needed a serious lesson in civility.
Merle's eyes widened almost unnoticeably revealing a flash of angry astonishment before a glimmer of dark arrogant humor cast over his feature masking the hidden rage that was boiling within. Merle shook his head slowly a smug smirk slowly pulling at his lips as he clicked tongue in his mouth with a condescending tisk-tisk sound like she had just made a grave mistake.
There was a rising sense of unease that filled Addy's gut as her senses became heighten, aware that something was utterly wrong. Although, Addy was irritated at the arrogance of his manner, her heart raced with warning in her chest.
"Well, let's just see 'bout that right now, shall we, darlin'?" Merle's voice was eerily calm as he drawled out each word carefully.
Without taking his eyes off her, Merle reached up to his waist pushing his black wifebeater up slightly as he unbuckled his thick black leather belt. Merle's posture was stiff making the muscles in his strong arms flex as he pulled his belt through the denim loops. The leather slapping against the rough fabric made a distinctive nose that made Addy's heart stop. Merle folded the belt in half gripping onto the buckle before running his hand down the leather and snapping it together hard. The loud echo of the leather cracking together carried through the wooded area making Addy physically flinched back.
"W-What are you…What are you d-doing?" Addy sputtered out completely dumbfounded as she was clueless to the prospect of this type of discipline.
Merle cocked his head to the side forcing his face to soften into a mocking sympathy, but there was a dangerous coldness in his hard eyes that send Addy's body into a state of considerable unease.
"Well, little darlin' I'm gonna pull down yer britches whup yer little ass raw until ya learn ta mind me." Mille's blunt words came out in an even casual tone like what he had just uttered was as normal as apple pie.
Addy couldn't contain her utter shock as her eyes bugged out of their sockets and her jaw dropped open like a fish out of water. Addy blinked a few times shaking her head like she couldn't believe what she was hearing. He was planning on spanking her like a child?
Addy had never been so shocked in all her life as she had never been spanked once, not even as child. So, Merle telling her this, was not only astounding to the young woman, it was utterly a foreign concept to her as she had never experienced such a punishment.
"You what?" Addy asked scrunching her face up in disgust, an astounded expression crossing over her delicate features as she scowled deeply at the man. Despite, her disgust the woman anxiety elevated significantly taking an automatic step back from the intimidating man.
Merle's scornful smirk widened on his face letting a raspy chuckle escape his lips as he looked down at the thick black leather in his hands before tilting his head back up to look at her. His sharp blue eyes twinkled in the morning sun narrowing just a tad as regard the woman mindfully a prying thought creeping into his mind.
"Yer daddy, ever tan yer hide before?" Merle asked rising an eyebrow as he regarded her curiously.
"What-What do you mean?" Addy asked densely as she took another step away from the man feeling her tired body fill with a rising apprehension.
Merle's lips pressed together irritated at the girl's timid movements and stupid questions. Merle took another step towards her closing in the distance she had just put between the two of them.
"I know, ya know what spankin' is girl. Quit playin' dumb with me." Merle snapped at her in annoyance as he pointed the belt at her.
Addy physically leaned back away from the belt extended in the man's hand like it was going to bite her. Without really noticing, Addy took another large step back, her eyes fixed on the belt in the man's grip.
"I…He…no." Addy sputtered out honestly as her father was not present in her life ever since she could remember.
Merle blinked honestly astonished before turning half way around to look back at Daryl who was looking at them with an unreadable expression on his face. His eyes remained neutral as he looked at Addy mindfully his boots rooted in the dirt where he stood. Addy wondered how he could just stand there looking so stoically unbothered by his brother's unorthodox behavior.
The eighteen-year-old cast his eyes down at the mud under his boots before looking back up at Addy squinting his blue orbs at her gravely. Daryl shook his head, inwardly scuffing at the woman's stupidity as she had practically asked for it, running off into the woods like a damn fool and provoking Mele's short tempter. However, there was a hidden sympathy behind his critical expression knowing the poor girl's fate was sealed as soon as Merle took off his belt. Merle's mind was made up and Addy was going to reap the consequences of her words and behavior, and the worst part of it all was the young woman had no idea what she was about to endure.
"Well, ain't that somethin'." Merle exclaimed a shock of misplaced excitement pumped through the man's veins as she had no idea what she was in store for and that drove the man with an evil delight.
"Merle." Addy decaled firmly with a small quiver to her unsteady vocals.
"I'm twenty years old. Not ten. You-You can't, it's illegal. This is 1997." Addy sputtered logically her face desperate as she implored the man to see reason. Part of her wanted to believe that this was all some kind of sick joke that Merle's twisted mind found humorous in some way, but there was something within her that told her Merle was not bluffing and that he fully intended to punish like a naughty child. And that not only disgusted and appalled the woman, but it sent a wave of unsuppressed panic as it was evident Merle's strong muscular build could overpower her petite frame easily and make her endure whatever he desired and that thought as utterly terrifying. Addy had only been with the Dixson brothers for a short time, but it was easy to discern that Merle was a different breed of man who was rough, crude and unconventional and that did not sit well with Addy as she glanced at the belt timidly.
"I'll-I'll…" Addy began desperately trying to think of something to get him to reconsider, anything that would save her from the humiliation, still finding herself unable to wrap her mind around her dire situation.
"You'll what, little girl? Huh? Run into the woods?" Merle barked challengingly a seething scowl morphed on his face, his anger rising to the surface revealing his true feelings. The thought of her running into the wood and getting lost again sent the blood in his veins boiling with untamed fury. Merle's cold icy eyes bore into the woman mercilessly, hiding the sickening emotion that was ripping at his hard heart making him feel weak. The woman had made him worry and that made him irrepressibly angry.
Addy stared at him wide eyed, an undeniable fear washed over her paled face as she visibly swallowed. Her emerald green eyes darted around wildly as she studied Merle's face apprehensively taking his unsettling demeanor.
"Yeah, that's what I thought." Merle spat out harshly straightening his posture as he rolled his shoulders back haughtily.
"Now, are ya gonna come over ta me and take yer spankin' like a good little girl or do I need ta come git ya?" Merle asked condescendingly, but there was a dangerous sharpness to his tone that made Addy's heart skip a beat filling her body with an unfamiliar childish fear of simply not wanting to be spanked.
Addy's mouth parted, but his words seemed to shock the young woman into silence as she stared at him with an astounded fearful expression.
Merle lifted his chin slightly his eyes twinkling mischievously as he plastered on a mocking smirk.
"I'll tell ya what, since it's yer first time and all, I'll go real easy on ya, just a dozen licks, I won't even pull yer bitches down." His voice was masked with a fake kindness, speaking as if he was doing her a great service that she should be grateful for.
Addy scrunched up her face in disbelieving abhorrence as she shook her head slowly taking a step back feeling her rising unease intensify. This was utterly ridiculous and Addy had no intention of indulging in his humiliating suggestions. The very mention of him pulling down her pants to spank her naked ass sent her into a whirlwind of mortification and fear. She was not going to endure such mistreatment; she would rather spend the rest of her days lost in the woods then yield to Merle Dixon's appalling fantasy or ignorant sense of justice, or whatever the hell it was. Addy didn't care. All she cared about was preventing it from happening. She found every fiber of her being fighting against Merle.
Without a word Addy gave into her instincts, she turned and ran in the opposite direction fear taking hold of her body as she picked up her tired legs and sprinted towards the tree line.
Merle growled in frustration as he took off after her the belt swinging wildly in his firm grip.
"Where the hell ya think yer goin', girl!" Merle's angry gruff voice boomed behind her.
It wasn't long until Addy felt her arm being jerked roughly behind her making stumble and loose her footing. Addy let out grunt as she felt her ass connect with the wet hard ground. Addy flung her body onto her hands and knees as she attempted to crawl away. However, she was abruptly halted from her escape when she felt a firm pressure between her shoulder blade forcing her limbs to collapse from under her. Addy lay flat on the ground her cheek pressed up against the wet muddied ground with Merle's boot pressed firmly upon her back. The pressure of the boot was not hard enough to cause pain, but it was hard enough to be exceedingly uncomfortable. Addy attempted to push her palms against the slick ground to try and lift herself up, but let out a frustrated whine as Merle just apply more pressure on her back, effectively pinning the poor woman place. Addy could feel her damp clothes become saturated once again as the mud seeped through her shirt and jeans.
"Merle!" Addy spat with repugnance, a clear resentment in her tone. "Let me up, now!"
Merle let out a mocking chuckle as he swayed the belt at his side idly. "Nah, I think you should just stay down there fer awhile till I feel like lettin' yer ass up."
Addy growled in frustrating wiggling, pushing and kicking her legs in attempt to get lose from under Merle weighted boot. However, all she seemed to do was exhausted herself feeling her tired limbs ache and burn in protest. Addy halted her struggle hearing her short-labored breath fight against the pressure of the mudded ground pushing against lungs. Addy's cheeks flushed with embarrassment as Merle chuckled at her, seeming to get some sick enjoy watching her struggle helplessly.
"Aw, ya trier yer self out there, little Addy May." Merle drawled out condescendingly as his fake tone of sympathy rang in her ears like a scratched-up record making her grind her teeth.
Unable to contain herself Addy growl once again smacking her palm down in angry frustration not at all appreciating being pushed in the mud by Merle's boot. She felt utterly humiliated and downright degraded, like she was no more than an animal caught in a trap.
"Ya gonna throw a hissy fit? Go right ahead, little girl. Yer still gettin' yer little ass spanked fer bein' a damn pain in the ass. And after how nice I treated ya." Merle clicked his tongue at her patronizingly shaking his head slowly.
"You're never nice!" Addy growled reproachfully finding his lying to be in poor taste at the moment.
"Awh now ya know that ain't true. I'm nice." Merle stated exaggerating his offended tone mockingly.
"You got your boot on my back! That isn't nice!" Addy exclaimed bitterly through clenched teeth.
Merle hummed deeply in his throat thoughtfully.
"I could stomp yer ass into the ground." Merle challenged darkly pushing his boot slightly deeper between her shoulder blades reminding Addy that he had total and complete control over her at the moment.
Addy's limbs immediately went ridged in terror as her breath caught in her throat. Her green eyes widened feeling her body swarm with a whole new level of trepidation. While, Addy found Merle to be arrogant asshole, it did not occur to her that Merle would resort to anything as cruel as kicking her into the ground, but it was evident by his own words that he could and that was enough to make Addy utterly petrified.
After a long beat of agonizing silence, Merle finally spoke again looking down at the woman with stern critical expression.
"But I ain't gonna do that, instead, I'm gonna whop yer little ass red till it's glowin' like a damn Christmas tree. And that little girl is because I'm nice." Merle's raspy voice rumbled deeply in his throat, his tone ominous and intensely stern, almost like he was suggesting that Addy should be grateful implying that things could be a hell of a lot worse for her if he wasn't so 'nice.'
Although there was a slight relief that washed over Addy it was suppressed greatly by his threat to spank her red.
Merle crouched down low keeping his boot firmly on her back, as he leaning his weight towards her keeping her secured under his weight.
Addy grunted feeling her lungs cave in making it difficult to breath as Merle's weight pressed down on his boot digging into her back. The shadow of Merle's large muscular fame cast over her as she could smell the strong scent of tobacco linger around him feeling his eyes barring into the back of her head.
"Ya ready ta be a good girl now? Or do ya need a longer time-out here in the mud?" Merle asked way too sweetly as he cocked his head to the side masking on a forced exaggerated cocky smile.
Addy said nothing feeling her teeth grind in utter annoyance at the man's patronizing behavior towards her. It was making her sick to her stomach and she wanted nothing more than to swear up a storm and call him exactly what he was, but kept her tongue firmly clamped behind her teeth. She tried to convince herself it was only her pride keeping her lips sealed, however, there was another reason that she did not want to fully admit to, and that was the fact that she was utterly terrified. Addy knew if she'd open her mouth to respond to the man it would be something exceedingly nasty and she feared Merle's reaction. He wanted her to choose between being squished under his boot like a bug or being spanked over his knee like a child and hell, Addy was not going to choose.
"What, cat got ya tounge, now, girl?" Merle taunted mockingly, a fake lightness to his voice masking his rising irritation.
Addy strained stubbornly to keep her mouth firmly shut feeling a slight pleasure at Merle's annoyance, knowing she was not giving him the satisfaction of a response that he craved. She knew it fueled him.
"Alright." He declared as he straightened himself up removing his boot off her back before reaching down and tucking his fingers in the back of the woman's jeans in a vice grip. Addy felt her jeans pull painful tight against her skin as Merle tugged her whole body off the ground by the waist band of her jeans. Addy gasped as her jeans caved uncomfortably into her stomach and around her thighs feeling a rush of air leave her body from the straining force Merle was putting upon her. Addy felt a rush of infuriating aggravation come over her as she did not appreciate being handled like a luggage. She was a person who deserved the common courtesy of being treated like one. However, Merle was cut from a different cloth as he was in no way gentle or soft in just about everything he did or said. Life had made him hard and rough and there seemed to be no changing his stubborn disposition to be so.
Addy scrunched her eyes together as Merle straightened her upwards on to her feet feeling the thick fabric of her jeans cut painful in between her cheeks and her lady area. As soon as Addy was on her feet Merle released his hold on her waist band moving an iron grip that clasped onto her bicep securely.
"I guess it's time ta beat that suborn little ass of yers." Merle declared way too decidedly for Addy's liking making her body rush with an irrepressible panic.
There was no way in hell Addy was going to let Merle spank her like a child. It was appalling, degrading and downright wrong and she was not going to submit to something so deviously humiliating. Every part of her rejected the outrageous idea and had every intention to fight for her pride and her bottom. However, despite herself, Addy felt this gut-wrenching unfamiliar fear consume her. Although, Addy had not experienced a spanking before all her instincts told her she did not want to. Especially, from a gruff man like Merle Dixon who was anything, but nice despite his insistence on being so. And she held no hope of him being the least bit lenient with her, in fact, she expected the worst from the strong vindictive man who was more than capable of forcing her to endure; and that was irrefutably unnerving.
As soon as Merle started to march her towards where he desired, Addy dug her heals into the ground jerking her body back with as much force as she could. However, Merle's hold constricted tighter around her arm painful as she was jerked back towards him, the sheer force made her stumble shuffling her feet to regain her balance. Without thinking of nothing else but getting away, Addy let her fear drive her as she lifted her boot and slammed it against Merle's shin hard. Merle let out a grunt of pain feeling his leg collapse slightly releasing the hold he had on the girl as he grabbed onto his leg. She had kicked him so hard that he was certain she had bruised his bone. Merle had been beaten ten times over before and easily recovered from the young woman's assault. Being very familiar with physical pain Merle was able to mask it as if he had not been hit at all.
The sheer force from her boot and the recoil of being released from Merle's tight grip had the woman stagger and fall back on her bottom. Addy sat in the mud once again her palms sinking into the soggy ground, her chest rising and falling in short labored breaths from the adrenaline that was coursing through her veins. Addy look up at the mass of a man towering over her, her earthy green orbs widened and rounded with undeniable alarm as Merle's shadow cast over her like a bad omen.
"Did you just kick me, girl?" Merle growled menacingly his teeth bared as his icy blue eyes bore into the woman with hostile rage.
Addy felt her heart race rapidly in her chest feeling the blood pump through her veins and pound in her ears. Merle looked absolutely terrifying as he loomed over her like a hungry animal that just found its prey. Addy felt her body shake with anxiety feeling the powerful urge to run, but Merle's daunting frame had her limbs frozen in absolute terror. He looked downright sinister.
"Awwh." Merle taunted in a mean condescending tone that sent a shiver running down the woman's spin. Merle shook his head slowly clicking his tongue a couple times like one would do to a naughty child. However, there was no traces of humor left in the man's face as he scowled down at her severely.
"Ya really gonna git it now." Merle declared darkly making Addy's body swarm wildly with an intense unrelenting trepidation.
TBC
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