Our adventure on the Caribbean.
Authors note: Dear readers as I know you love this story, I love writing it, but I don't when I'll be able to update, we have 1193 files that are infected. For all you people out there without AOL please do not install Hot bar. It corrupted my email and such I got a CD to clean it out, not sure it will work, just warning don't get hot bar it is not good it attaches it self to the explorer bar, gives you pop ups and infects you're computer. So here's an update!
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Though I wish I had time to respond to you all personally I don't, and I want to get this chapter up, I hope it's to you're liking. As for Destiny being to hopeless that's how I wanted it to fit into my story. I hope you enjoy this! Please review. And I realize I screwed up on the last chapter so, sorry!
As I walk off Jack catches me, I grunt can't I be alone!
"Love, why give up so easily on the lad?" He asks.
"What! None of you're business." I reply annoyed.
Jack sighs.
"If you really must know, he's risking his neck for MY sister...do you really think I have a chance?"
"Well, I don think you came out here just for her."
"Maybe I did, Maybe I didn't." I reply.
"Who does he spend more time with?"
"If you are asking who he knows better, I don't know, Sure I take sword lessons with him, but does that classify as him knowing me better?"
"Love, I really think once he gets to know her, he'll let go of her."
"And why do you think that?" I ask confused.
"Because she cares for the fine things in life...you on the other hand don't and fine things in life is something Mr. Turner can't give her, not only that but she can be selfish."
"First off you only met her once second, you know to darn much to know that. And third, why do you have to be right?" I ask walking off sighing, Maybe Jack's right I shouldn't give up on him, maybe...maybe I do have a chance, she's selfish, likes rich things in life...like Jack. Of course I don't think Jack is selfish just liking rich things in life. I look out at the sea sneaking glances at William. I really did love him, I started to get to know him and he wasn't like those suitors Father had lined up, they were rich, (Duh) stuck up, couldn't crack a joke if they wanted to, had no sense of humor and seemed way to old for me. I would tell Father that I did not love them, that I wanted to find my own, he always said he knew the best. Father knows best...I sure don't think so...he only wants to make sure his image looks good, who cares? When I saw Elizabeth scream my name and have tears in her eyes and I watched them take her away, a part of me wanted to save her...I just wanted to hug her. No matter how much we don't always get along I love her and I hope that someday we can have a relationship, if I had one wish that's what it would be, even if she had Will...I would want her to be happy, just have a sisterly bond. I really have no one I can talk to, ever since Mother died. I am soft towards Jack he isn't like a normal pirate who is rough and doesn't seem to know a thing, he's pretty smart, and in my eyes he does have a heart wether or not he would like to admit that. I sigh and walk around the deck when I hear Will I turn around and he looks at me.
"Destiny you seem to avoid me..."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, I help you across the ship and I go to say something and you walk off, I come stand next to you and you walk off...what have I done?"
"N-Nothing Will. What did you want to talk to me about?"
"Well it doesn't matter now. Obviously you can't talk to me. I am suppose to be you're friend." He said hurt and walked off in a way that hurt me too...Friend to him that's all I was, but as Jack said, I'll try and be positive. I sigh and walk after him.
"Will you are my friend!" I reply, he keeps walking.
"William! You're being childish...fine don't talk to me you bloody-" Will covers my mouth and looks at me.
"Stop. I just don't understand, you're avoiding me."
"William, I promise if something was wrong, or it concerned you I would tell you." I reply, I see Jack roll his eyes as in you're such a liar out of the corner of my eyes, but William buys into it.
"I'm sorry." He says smiling and gives me a hug, I savor the smell of him. I walk to my cabin in which Jack showed me a wile back and sit and take out a piece of paper and start to write:
Secretly I'm wanting you,
And the thought of you makes me blue.
I see the deepness in you're eyes,
And the thought of you makes me cry.
I hear you're voice,
And I dream of you holding me close.
I see you're smile,
And for a wile it makes me smile.
Secretly I'm wanting you,
And the thought of you makes me blue.
I see the deepness in you're eyes,
And the thought of you makes me cry.
I just wanna...be with you.
I just wanna...hold you.
I just wanna...be you're girl.
Secretly I'm wanting you,
And the thought of you makes me blue.
I see the deepness in you're eyes,
And the thought of you makes me cry.
I dream of you're scent,
And I'd never regret,
The love that I would hold for you.
I know I will never have you,
And that makes me blue.
Secretly I'm wanting you,
And the thought of you makes me blue.
I see the deepness in you're eyes,
And the thought of you makes me cry.
I smile, I had always loved writing poems, it was something Father didn't know, it was my little secret, It helped me cope in my own way, that's where I love writing, it gets my feelings out, my anger, sadness and whatnot. No one knows and for now that's how I want it, a piece of me that someone isn't barging in and checking on and...invading my privacy. When you are a Swann there is no privacy, what is privacy? So I hide this, wether or not Father knows and doesn't say is beyond me, I doubt he knows he would have gone on about it about how I should become a famous writer, he tries to push his dreams on me, things he wanted and didn't happen he knows Elizabeth won't and there might be a chance I will. But this is just something I want to do that isn't in the spot light. Where you are a Swann you are in the spotlight all the time, I am a Governors Daughter and you come out of the house and people are scared to be around you as if we have all the power. It's sad Father sometimes uses that...it's not very nice. I hide the Poem when I hear someone knock and come in it's Jack, I suspect he saw.
"What ye doing love?" He asks.
"Nothing, I'm going out for fresh air." I reply praying he didn't see. I leave and walk out.
Author's POV...
Jack watches her leave and looks under the mattress where he saw her hide something and sees the poem.
"Hmm, little poet are we?" He says grinning after he read it he hides it in his coat suspecting it was for William and goes to find Destiny.
Destiny's POV... (Sorry, didn't know how to do that last one without switching POV's.)
I am helping William with the mast when Jack comes out grinning and has me come over to him, I walk over and look at him.
"What Captain?" I ask.
"Love I found this." He replies taking out my poem.
"JACK!" I whisper annoyed I grab it out of his hands and hiding it Will looks at us rasing an eyebrow.
"What are you two up to?" I says coming over seeing the paper.
"What's that?"
"Um, Something Jack wants me to right Jack?" I say.
"O' course!" Thank God he is so confident.
"Okay...I'm gonna go finish." As Will leaves I glare at Jack.
"This would have never happened if you hadn't snooped around!" I growl.
"Love, no doubt that is for young William Turner." He replies, I hope Jack takes my red cheeks as the suns heat.
"Love."
"Hush, stop snooping, yes, it's my feelings for William. I'm hiding this you tell him, there will be one less Captain on the sea's." I reply Jack chuckles as I walk down and hide it once again. I sigh and later we eat and I turn in early tomorrow is Tortuga. I hear it's not the nicest place...bit worried. I fall asleep and of course Dream of William.
A/N: Please review, I again say I don't know when I can update so bare with me. Please stay with me and review. Thanks!
