Defy the laws of the earth

Overcome the highest mountains

I'm not letting go of you

Because I know my days are counted

I'm holding on

Even if the rope is fraying

I'm holding on

No matter what anyone's saying

I'm holding on, don't lose hope

Without you

I just can't cope

I woke up the next day groggy from the night before. Me and Sirius talked for hours the night before. I looked around and found myself in Sirius's room; Sirius had a protective hold around me. He looked like he was just resting, he's lucky I have to travel through the forest tired while everyone around me never have to even wink. I looked around longingly not really wanting the least bit to go at all. No matter how much Sirius told me it wasn't my fault I couldn't feel but just a little bit guilty of all the trouble I had caused.

I stood up and hurried and put my robes on, it was early but I didn't want to be late. My stomach flopped around filled with a million butterflies as I thought of all the people I left behind, and disappeared without a trace. I cringed at the thought of Remus; I hope and prayed to God that I wouldn't run into his werewolf side, he was bound to be mad at me. He was angry when he saw the plan but to find out I did it, I shivered I didn't want to think about it. I hope he was doing okay, or maybe if I'm lucky they might've not even noticed I was gone. I snorted; yeah right I'm the most watched for person in the universe.

Knowing Hermione I would be tackled to the ground and demanded to give answers, knowing anybody I would probably be put on way tight security. I groaned just what I need; I'll probably have a few order members sleeping outside my door. I imagined the Dursleys partying because I was gone, or maybe they're all bound magically by the order members, I smirked at that thought.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by my mum hugging me tightly.

"I'll miss you so much" my mum said in a muffled voice. I hugged her back as my throat tightened. I didn't trust my voice to speak. It would probably crack out of emotion. Looking over my mums shoulder I saw my dad looking fondly over the display of me and my mum. He joined into the hug.

"We're proud of you son remember that. We will always love you and we always have our eye on you" he said smiling.

"Awww….how sweet! Group hug." I heard a voice behind me, I was about to turn around but I was too late, Sirius tackled all three of us to the ground. Apparently Sirius's version of a group hug is a dog pile.

"Sirius!" lily screamed, I quickly got off my disheveled parents, while Sirius smirked triumphantly.

"Expect Sirius to ruin a family moment" my dad mumbled while trying to push Sirius off of him.

"Hey! I didn't ruin it I just added to it" Sirius said defensively while my dad finally pushed him off and helped my mum up. Everyone laughed at this comment. My dad looked at his watch.

"Well we better be going, we don't want to be late." My dad said walking to the door, opening it and ushering everyone out. I had a feeling we were going to do that weird flying that I absolutely abhorred! But I decided it would be for the best. We did the flying thing as I went slightly green, it was worse than last time, maybe because this place was farther. I looked around puzzled, why didn't we fly to the veil? I asked myself. We were at the Forest of Light.

I gave a puzzled look to my father.

"You can't fly to the veil the forest is too thick to tell where it is. We're just waiting for the CoA to get here." He looked around impatiently constantly looking at his watch. I didn't understand why they needed a watch it was bright all the time. Hmm, I guess they have their reasons.

Suddenly a loud sound of wind came and about five people of the CoA were here the Top guy of the CoA was here and he smiled warmly at me. I didn't feel like returning the gesture after what happened yesterday, even if it wasn't his fault.

A man dressed in deep green robes with a clear, shimmery substance outlining his robe, came up to me with a weird, glowing dagger. This guy had shoulder length dark brown hair with specks of grey in it; his face had a young look to it even though he seemed old. I think it was his eyes that gave away his age. They seemed wise and experienced. I looked curiously at the dagger as I took it.

"That's the dagger you are going to use to rip the veil, your parents and godfather can escort you through the forest to ensure your safety. There are still Life Devours lurking within the forest and they can ward them off, we'll shut the portal right after you leave. We don't want anyone dying or coming through that way again" Buhdmir said gravely.

My mum looked very happy her eyes shone with tears, my dad looked very determined with a protective look on his face. He held my mum tight in his arms. Sirius looked excited but looked a tad bit worried as he gave me anxious looks from time to time.

"Well off you go then!" Buhdmir said cheerily as he made a gesture with his hands.

My mum grabbed her hand around my shoulders while my dad stood in front and Sirius stood in the back. We entered the dark forest, a cold shiver race through my back; it was hard for my eyes to get adjusted because it had been so bright lately.

It had been an hour or so in our walk while my mum told stories about when I was younger. Sirius and my dad added there two cents once in a while, which usually made us all laugh. My dad had acquired a talent of walking backwards while talking. I asked if he knew where we were going and he said all we have to do is go straight. It's at the very end of the forest.

After awhile I started getting bored. Me, Sirius, and my dad played a game on who could kick a rock the longest without losing it. Sirius lost first, he had accidentally kicked my mum in the back of the foot two times and she grew annoyed and picked up his rock and threw it across the forest. Sirius still thought it was foul play, but my dad teased Sirius constantly about it the whole time. After a while Sirius got annoyed and threw my dad's rock across the forest. Sirius smiled triumphantly, while my dad playfully pushed him.

"Now look what you've done you made us all get beat by my son!" he said laughing, my mum just rolled her eyes.

"So! at least you didn't win." Sirius said getting in the back of me. I picked up my rock and put it in my pocket. Well I might as well keep a souvenir. Suddenly there was a growl, right behind a tree in front of us. Sirius and my dad stopped their playful banter and immediately took a defensive stance. Five animals came out of the shrubbery; they looked like dogs but were pitch black. There fur wasn't faded it was shiny and glimmered in the little lights that crawled through the forest. There eyes were red with glowing yellow pupils. They carried red spot all over their faces. Their growl sent a shiver down my back and made me feel weak.

I knew they weren't death devours but they sure felt like they were taking the life from me.

"Oh great we got Blood Wolfs on our tail. Lily make sure you keep Harry awake they're trying to make him weak to take him." I heard my dad yell. I felt my mum's hand lay me softly on the ground as she soothed me with words and enticed me to stay awake.

I heard silver and looked up my dad was holding a long sword with the potter crest on it while Sirius was holding a bow with glowing green arrows in his bag. I wondered why I had never seen them holding it. I guess that they may have shrunk them or something. I heard clashes and arrow twang and I heard howls and gnashing of teeth. My eyes felt heavy but my mum kept on shaking me awake. Then I heard one last howl and some heavy panting.

"I think that's all of them, we better hurry and get out of here I don't think we can risk having another one of those things. How's Harry?" my dad said as he came into my line of vision.

" 'Mm fine" I mumbled, slowly gaining my strength as I got to my feet. My mum was still holding on me, she looked slightly shaken. My dad and godfather looked exhausted, but color suddenly went back to there face and they looked as good as new. I looked enviously at that heavenly power, my dad and Sirius laughed, and reclaimed there position as we went on with our journey silently. As we reached the end, the veil came in view I fingered my knife but looked sadly at my parents and the man I came here for. My heart sunk as all the agony came back full force. Tear welled up in my eyes and I hugged my mum not wanting to let go. She tried to soothe me but was crying too hard to make out any words.

My dad looked at me his eyes welled up in tears as he gave me a fatherly embrace. He told everything was going to be okay, and he'll always be there. Sirius came to me; I looked down tears still falling. He stooped down to me and cupped my chin and looked me into the eyes.

"Hey kiddo, we'll always be there. Don't worry, we'll meet again someday." He hugged me. His words didn't make me feel any better. I felt I had lost them all over again. I was approaching the veil with my dagger, but at that moment I fell. I felt something cold and it was worse than what I felt when a Dementor approached me. I saw it, it was a life devour, it was green and ghost-like and had an evil glint in its eye. I heard faint noises, and my name called out several times.

Then I realized what if they got hurt, I need these things to go, and I couldn't risk myself either. I loved my parents and Sirius and never wanted them to get hurt. I knew they couldn't get hurt but they would be in danger. Power built up in me, I focused on it, and I knew my body was going to pay afterwards. Power flew out of my eyes and exploded through the Life devour. I hear a loud screech and the Life devour disappeared.

Sirius ran up to me, I smiled faintly. He looked at me worry etched on his face. All of the sudden a pain so hard burst through my scar. It hurt like a cruciatius curse. I screamed out in pain and Sirius looked ever more worried and started holding me tightly. I saw my mum and dad shadow over me. Then a light shot out of my scar and hit Sirius square in the chest. He flew backwards while I screamed his name. I got up ignoring the pain and ran to him. He looked strangely pale and his eyes fluttered open. He rubbed where the light hit and winced.

"Merlin did that hur-"he stopped dead in his words. And looked around, my parents looked incredulously at Sirius. My dad walked up to him and pinched him and Sirius eyes widened and he looked at me. I was at first confused and then it dawned on me. I felt my scar and realized I had transferred life unconsciously into Sirius.

"You're living?" I said my voiced cracked with emotion. Sirius slowly nodded, he still had a look of shock on him.

"It looks like destiny still had a plan for you mate." My dad said with tears in his eyes, my mum hugged Sirius.

Sirius smiled and gave my dad a brotherly hug.

"I'll always remember you, I'll see you again someday" Sirius said and then he hugged lily and looked at me. "Looks like you got yourself what you wanted all along." He said as he gave me a one-armed hug. I smiled the biggest smile I had ever smiled in my whole life. I felt like the biggest weight fell from my shoulders.

"Take care of my son, Sirius." My dad said as he hugged me. I took my dagger and ripped open the veil. Sirius and I walked through waving back at my parents all the way. We walked through the long corridor. I was starting to feel the exhaustion form using so much magic. I knew my magical energy levels must be dangerously low. I felt a little light-headed but Sirius kept a firm grip on my shoulder as I swooned.

I cut open the last part of the veil and we walked through. Then there it was the worst thing that could happen at this very moment. The very last thing I wanted to see in any lifetime. The thing that made this perfect dream come true feel like a nightmare. There was a crowd of death eaters, at least ten of them. My heart sunk, I was so weak I didn't know if could even do any of this. I felt my wand in my pocket. Strange I don't remember putting this in my pocket; I guess I get it when I enter into life. I felt a weird feeling like there was life in my whole body instead of just my head. I felt Voldemort's life go back to him. I discreetly handed my wand to Sirius; I knew he could use it much better than me.

Sirius looked at me thankfully. I saw a few deatheaters and I frowned heavily. The ones I saw were the ones I absolutely hated Wormtail and Bellatrix.

"Well, well, well, what a surprise, we've been waiting for you. Our master is feeling weak and is in pain. It is because of you. You shall pay. Awww. Ickle Harry and my poor, poor cousin will fall together" hissed Bellatrix as she looked at me with a hateful look.

Sirius stood in front of me and the fighting commenced. Sirius stunned two deatheaters, but they were gaining on him. My body was shaking I felt so weak but I had to save Sirius. I knew I had to work on the one thing that would give me just a little strength for my outburst. They were obviously run by emotions so I used the strongest, love. I didn't want him to leave when I just got him back. I closed my eyes concentrating with all my might.

Two deatheaters gained on me as they threw curses towards me. A few of the curses cut me; one burned a part of my skin. It hurt badly, then one put a cruciatius curse and I felt hot knife piercing my skin. I screamed in agony but it was pulled off it looked like they were going to do it again but I concentrated hard. I felt immense pain form everything I had gone through the past few hours, the Blood wolfs, death devours, outburst, curses, and the cruciatius. But I threw it back just to do the outburst, just once more.

I saw aurorers enter just as lights shot out of my eyes, there were people I recognized people I didn't. It was painful, extremely painful but extremely powerful it hit all the deatheaters that surrounded me and knocked them out. Sirius, who had been trying to fight them away, looked at me stunned. But worry took over him as he rushed to me.

The aurors bound the deatheaters and looked at Sirius surprised. I saw Tonks and she was crying hard while looking at the both of us, she ran to us and hugged Sirius; she looked at me and screamed on how worried she was. All the other aurors were dealing with the deatheaters. I heard Kingsley shout for immediate medical attention, everything was a blur, and Kingsley muttered something to Tonks about contacting the order. Sirius was holding me tight. And I blacked out into a pain-free abyss, smiling slightly.

A/N: okay I think there might be one or two chapters left…I'm not sure yet. This one had a lot of action, lol. I had to bring Sirius back, whole point of the story anyways. Lol, sorry it took me awhile to update, but I'll probably do another chapter tonight or in the morning. I hope you guys enjoyed it and I hope I can receive more reviewers. Please, please, please review! 

Thank you ickle- princess once again for reviewing my stories. I'm glad I at least have one loyal reviewer and reader! 