By: Lacus Klein
Disclaimer: no characters mine.
Notes: Okay, just so everyone knows, I got a really NASTY review/email from someone anonymous for my X/1999 story, so from now on I'm blocking all anonymous reviews. Sorry about that, but I don't like being cussed at for a mistake. I did fix that story by the way and the new version should be up soon. Thanks you to those who like my stories though and I hope you continue reading them. Nothing against anyone, it just bothers me to be cussed at for nothing. Anyways, on with the story. This is chapter 3, Tsukasa's POV of that morning.
Chapter Three
Do You Love Me?
I'd never felt so wonderful in my life as I did last night. Even now, when I'm still half asleep, I can feel the joy in my heart. Tomonori-san... We've finally proven our love. My heart feels like it wants to burst. Even as the soft sunlight pours in, I find that I don't mind.
As I open my eyes, I reach over to the other side of the bed. But you're not there. I was surprised about that, and I had to sit up. The memories of last night are still here, marking upon my skin. But where did you go?
I'm starting to get scared now. You wouldn't leave me, right?
Putting on a rode, I make my way down the hall and to your bedroom. I peek in and you're sitting here. But I knew better then to enter. You look so upset. Why? Was it because of what we did?
I don't know if I really have the courage to do this, but I managed to open your door. "Tomonori-san?" I whisper.
You don't even look at me. It's almost like if you looked at me, you'd die. I don't understand it at all. What was so wrong with this?
I sit down by you and you still won't look at me. So I ask what's wrong. You stay quiet for a moment, but I can tell you're pained. "We shouldn't have." you tell me softly.
At that moment, my heart feels like it's breaking. Is that what they mean by falling? I just stared at you. But you get up and walk away. And suddenly, I've never felt so cold. I just don't understand. Didn't you say you loved me?
TBC
Notes: Kind of short, but building up. I just wanted to get both point of views from the next morning. More coming soon!
