Lonely Without You

Lonely im so lonely,

I have nobody,

To call my owwnnn

Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely

I have nobody,

To call my owwnnn

Im so lonely

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was

Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz

Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I sat up in a cold sweat, from a bad nightmare. I dreamt that Paige had left me.

"Paige?"

No answer. I sat up in our bed and looked to where she had been sleeping. She wasn't there. I chuckled to myself, sadly.

"So it wasn't a dream..."

Where could she have gone, though? Did she really leave me? Maybe she's just getting a snack or something. So I roll out of bed, to go check every room in the apartment. The bathroom's first. I walk towards the door... It's open.

She's obviously not there... And all the other rooms are visible. She's no where to be found. Where'd My Honeybee go? Is it my fault? What'd I do this time?

I gotta go think.

I pull a warm coat on, to cover my bare chest, even though it's warm out. I grab my keys off the key rack... It was Paige's idea. She's so smart, that way. I walk out the door and lock it behind myself.

God, what'd I do? Did I leave the toilet seat up too many times? Did I annoy her? Did I do something completely stupid? Did I offend her?

A FEW DAYS LATER

Still gone. I can't eat right. Jimmy won't speak to me. Nor will Marco or Craig. I'm on the brink of getting fired. Ever since Paige left, everything's going wrong.

"Where'd you go Paige? I need you."

Im so lonely (so lonely),

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck

Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I

Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

She'd put up with everything. All those lies. The late nights at work. What had happened with Manny so many years ago. When I got you fired in Grade 11, for fighting with Craig. Yet, she stayed with me. What pushed it over the edge?

I swear, I never meant to hurt her. She never deserved it. Hell, I deserve to be in pain, not her. Paige is the one I love, why'd I take advantage of her and ruin what we had?

I'd do anything. ANYTHING. Anything in the world, just to make this all better. Just to make her feel better. I haven't seen her in days, now, almost a week.

"I'm so lonely without you..."

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through

Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u

Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me

Be so happy but now so lonely

2 weeks. Yeah, there've been girls hitting on me, but none of them compared to Paige. They were all so fake. They just wanted sex from me. Just my body. I've been looking everywhere she might be, still no sign. I never thought I'd have to do this.

Rrrriiiiinnnngggg!

I pounced at the phone and picked it up.

"Hello?" I answered hurriedly. Maybe, if I'm lucky, it's Paige.

"Hello, Mr. Mason?"

Damn... Just some lame telemarketer. I hang the phone up softly.

I'd give up everything, just if I could be with her. If I could apologize and fix everything. Paige is the love of my life. Paige is the only one who could ever possibly make me happy, she's the only one who ever made me truly happy. But now, she's made me lonely.

So lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and

Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever

Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I lay in our bed crying. Last time I looked in the mirror, my eyes were all puffy and red. I'm getting such a head ache, it feels worse than a hang over.

"P-Please Paige! Please... It's been a m-month... At least call me..."

I sob and gulp for air as I say those words out loud, hoping somehow she can hear me.

"C-Come home, Paige. Please. P-Please. PLEASEEE!"

A fresh wave of tears come spilling out of my eyes. Big, salty tears roll down my cheek, and some roll over my lips. Salty.

"Paige... I-I didn't mean to yell... I-I didn't mean to do a-all those bad things. I-I wish that I n-never hurt you. I'm going crazy without you, Paige!"

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, (so lonely),

Mr. Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely


A/N: Yay! It's Spaige-y! It's a little one-sided because only Spin is talking / thinking... But, the thought is there. I hope that they get back together in the end... I mean, he's her honeybee! Comments and suggestions?