I Want To Save You
Chapter Two
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Brooke walked downstairs and could smell the hazelnut coffee roasting. Anna was sitting in the living room watching TV and drinking her coffee.
Brooke sat down beside Anna and rubbed her eyes, "How was your night?" She asked, even though she had already known plenty of details.
Anna shrugged and took a sip of her drink, "Hooked up with Nathan again...How was your night?" She asked nonchalantly.
"The usual," Brooke answered, "Is Peyton still at Lucas's?"
Anna smirked, "I'm guessing. Last night I saw Lucas carrying her to his car as they made out."
"We all got some ass last night!" Brooke laughed.
Anna giggled, "Nathan's an ass after sex though."
"Nathan's an ass period," Brooke pointed out.
Anna laughed, "I guess," she said unconvincingly.
"Anna!" Brooke exclaimed, "You're just going to get hurt!"
"I know!" Anna said, "Just everytime we hook up..."
Brooke cut her off, "We need to find you a boy!"
"God I know!" Anna agreed, "I won't fall for Nathan...I promise."
Brooke sighed, "I'm just looking out for you, hun," she said sweetly and then stood up.
"And I appreciate it," Anna said, "I love you girly!"
Brooke blew her a kiss, "I need a shower! I feel dirty!"
"You dirty whore!" Anna teased. Brooke stuck her tongue out, and headed upstairs.
"So Anna hooked up with Nathan again?" Peyton asked as she and Brooke drove to Tim's house.
Brooke nodded, "Yup, and she said that he was a grade-A ass hole afterwards."
"Imagine that!" Peyton said sarcastically.
Brooke laughed softly, "Oh, and get this! Anna siad that she was starting to have 'feelings' towards him."
"What?" Peyton exclaimed, "Is she fucking crazy?"
Brooke pulled into Tim's driveway and shrugged, "I don't know..."
Anna took a jog down to the river court and saw Nathan shooting around. Nathan looked at her and took another shot and walked over to Anna, "Last night wasn't enough for you?" He asked with a cocky laugh.
Anna rolled her eyes, but smiled, "Don't you ever get sick of hooking up with random girls?" She asked.
"Do you ever get sick of hooking up with?" Nathan asked as he walked closer towards Anna.
Anna crossed her arms and didn't look Nathan in the eye, "...No."
Nathan smiled and gripped Anna's hips, "Well then there's your answer," he whispered huskily in her ear.
Nathan pinned Anna against the side of the picnic table. She moaned in pleasure as Nathan sucked on her neck, and took off her shirt. Anna took off Nathan's shirt, and ran her hand down his hard, flat abs. She kissed his stomach, and Nathan grabbed Anna's ass and propped her on the table. Anna unzipped Nathan's pants as he kissed her chest.
Brooke, Peyton, Tim, and Lucas sat on the couch and watch a scary movie. The front door opened and Anna and Nathan walked into the living room, "I figured you guys would be here," she said to her best friends.
"Did you two come together?" Brooke asked.
Anna looked down at the ground, "Uhm..."
"Yeah, we did," Nathan said adn then sat down on the couch; Anna sat on the opposite couch, as far away from Nathan as she could get.
"Look at us!" Tim exclaimed, "We're all one big happy family!"
Brooke rolled her eyes, "I'll be right back," she said and headed upstairs. Brooke stood in Tim's room and sat on his bed. She put her head in her hands and took a deep breath. She didn't know why she was so stressed out about Anna and Nathan hooking up.
Brooke heard someone walk into the room, and saw Nathan's dark figure standing in the doorway. He laughed menacingly and walked closer towards Brooke, "You're really trying hard for Anna not to like me, aren't you?"
"I'm just looking out for her," Brooke answered, "She doesn't need to be sleeping around with a bunch of guys."
Nathan rolled his eyes, "Isn't that kinda of like calling the kettle black..." Nathan said, "Open your eyes Brooke, she's turning into you!"
"I'm not like that anymore," Brooke spat back, "I have Tim now."
Nathan chuckled, "Is that your excuse for everything now?" He asked, "Last night you said it was 'nothing special'," he pointed out, "You miss the rush of hooking up with random guys, don't you?"
"I'm not answering that," Brooke said as she got up and headed towards the door.
Nathan grabbed her arm and got close to her face, "You don't want Anna to hook up with me because you want me, Brooke...I'm the only guy you haven't fucked," he whispered.
"Not the only guy," Brooke said as she looked in Nathan's eyes, "Let me go..."
Nathan smirked, "We both know that you don't want me to let go."
"That might be true," Brooke said, "But you should let me go, because I'm not one of 'those girls' who have to sleep around to feel...I met Tim, and now I'm cured of my sluttiness," she said with a confident grin.
Nathan pushed Brooke against the wall softly and rested his hand on her cheek, "If your with Tim, and cured of your sluttiness then that means you can leave me and Anna the fuck alone," he ordered.
"Just looking out for a friend," Brooke said defensively.
Nathan rolled his eyes and let go of Brooke and backed away, "You have no right to ruin my fun."
"Fucking my best friend in front of my face is fun for you?" Brooke asked, "Stop trying to make me, or any other girl jealous Nathan...Nobody is jealous of you, they feel sorry for you," she said coldly and walked out of the room.
Lucas walked into Peyton's room and sat on her bed, "Is Brooke okay?" He asked.
"Yeah," Peyton said as she turned off her computer, "Why?"
Lucas shrugged, "It just seems like she get uncomfortable whenever Anna and Nathan are together..."
"You're not supposed to see those things!" Peyton said, "Only girls are!"
Lucas laughed, "Guys see it, too...It's weird, because Nathan gets uncomfortable whenever I bring up Brooke..."
"I'm really surprised they haven't hooked up yet," Peyton said, "Honestly..."
Lucas pulled Peyton into his lap, "All this talk about hooking up kinda gets me a little..." He whispered something in Peyton's ear, and she giggled.
"Did you like your gift last night?" Peyton asked as she began to take off her shirt.
Lucas's eyes got big, "You looked amazingly hot," he complimented, "And right now you're looking amazingly hot..."
Peyton kissed Lucas passionately, "We should put some music on," she said and turned on her cd player. Lucas played with her curls and kissed her forcefully.
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
Lucas and Peyton breathed heavily as they rolled around on Peyton's bed. "Lucas," Peyton moaned as he kissed her stomach. She returned the favor by licking his neck and biting his bottom lip gently as they kissed.
Nathan pulled Anna into him as she kissed him all over. Anna put her hand down Nathan's boxers as he moaned in pleasure. Anna kissed him softly on the lips and pulled away to take a breath, "Come on," Nathan said and pulled her head towards him to kiss her passionately.
You've done this wrong, we're too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
Brooke sat on Tim's lap and looked at her watch, "I have to go, baby," she said and gave him a kiss.
"What?" Tim asked, "Why?"
Brooke sighed and got up from his lap, "Because it's late, and I have to get to sleep..."
"You can sleep here," Tim said suggestively as he rubbed Brooke's thigh.
Brooke smiled, "That's nice, but I really have to go..."
"Brooke!" Tim whined as he followed her to the door, "We always have sex when we're together!"
Brooke looked at him in disbelief, "I thought you were over that immature phase?"
"Come on Brooke," Tim said as he grabbed her arm forcefully, "Let's just go upstairs..." He preceded to pull her towards the stairs.
Here is where we both went wrong
Tonight's your last chance to do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night, this is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Brooke struggled out of his grip, "Tim don't do this," she said, "Let me go!" She screamed.
Tim let Brooke go and she stumbled backwards, "Fine!" He screamed, "Go fucking sleep!"
"You're a monster," Brooke said as her eyes began to tear, "You're a fucking monster," she said and barged out of the house.
Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up and toss this key cause for now were living
Nathan put on his coat and looked at Anna sleeping before walking out of her room. He got into his car and pulled out of her driveway quickly. Nathan had gotten himself into something he promised he would never get into: a hook-up relationship. He truly hated hooking up with girls more than once because they felt some kind of attachment, and he had learned from his parent's that those sort of relationships never work out.
Brooke drove back to her house, she didn't know whether to cry or scream. She groaned loudly as her car started to slow down and she saw that her gas tank was empty. Brooke hit the steering wheel and pulled onto the side of the road. Brooke got out of the car and kicked the tire, "Son of a bitch!" Brooke screamed and then got back into the car.
Nathan drove down the road and saw a car, that looked like Brooke's, on the side of the road. He pulled over behind the car and got out. Nathan saw Brooke in the car trying to find her cell phone; he knocked on the window and Brooke jumped. Brooke rolled her eyes and rolled down her window, "Do you need any help?" Nathan asked.
"My car ran out of gas," Brooke said.
Nathan sighed, "Come on, I'll drive you to the gas station..."
"I can walk," Brooke said as she got out of the car.
Nathan shook his head, "Not when it's this dark out...And besides it's getting a little cold. Come on," Nathan said as he walked towards his car.
"Fine," Brooke said reluctantly and got into the passenger's side of Nathan's car, "Thanks," she said softly.
Nathan kept his eyes ahead, "You're welcome..."
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
Its all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
"I'm sorry about what happened at Tim's house," Nathan said, "I should've never...Grabbed you like that," he said sincerely.
Brooke rubbed her arm where Tim had grabbed her earlier, "It's fine..."
"Brooke," he said louder, "I really am sorry."
Brooke looked at him, "It wasn't the first time I've been grabbed..."
"What?" Nathan asked.
Brooke looked down at the car's floor, "Nothing..."
"Has Tim?" Nathan asked, "Brooke, if he has then I am truly sorry. I didn't mean to grab you, I just...Wanted to get my point across..."
Brooke looked at Nathan and gave him a little smile, "At least you apologized Nate...It's fine, okay?"
"A man doesn't have the right to grab or hit a woman," Nathan said.
Brooke sighed, "Tim's never hit me...I promise he hasn't...He just grabs me when he wants to have sex, and I don't..."
"You're too good for that," Nathan said truthfully.
Your lungs have failed and they're both stopped breathing
My heart is dead its way past beating
Soemthing has gone terribly wrong
Brooke looked at Nathan, and he looked at her and smiled. She smiled back and and they got the gas, "Well, we've talked about me the whole way to the gas station...What's your story?" Brooke asked.
"What do you mean?"
Brooke shrugged, "I mean, why do you sleep around?"
"The same reason you did," Nathan said, "To..."
"Feel," they both said in unison.
Nathan chuckled, "Would you have ever expected us to be here, talking, getting along?"
"No," Brooke said with a laugh, "I'm waiting to see some pig's start flying."
Nathan pulled behind Brooke's car and filled up her gas tank for her, "Thanks again," Brooke said.
"No problem..." Nathan said and put his hands in his coat pocket, "Again...I'm sorry for being a jerk to you, I guess that's just kind of my role."
Brooke opened her car door, "Don't worry about it," she said and then got in her car. She drove back to Tim's house; she knew that she had stuff to talk to him about.
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
Nathan drove back to his house and walked into the back door to avoid his parents. He heard them fighting and shut his bedroom door and got into bed. All he could think about was Brooke and the scene of him grabbing her kept replaying back in his head. When Brooke told him that Tim had grabbed her before he felt ten times worse. Nathan wanted to change, but he couldn't. The rush, the excitement, the non commitment. That's the three things he enjoyed about hooking up. He didn't need a girlfriend, he didn't anybody.
Brooke walked into Tim's house. She looked around and saw two empty wine glasses on the counter. She walked upstairs to his room and could hear the rustling sheets and the sound of giggling. Brooke's eyes began to burn and she started to walk away from the door. Brooke stopped and opened the door to see Tim and a blonde haired girl fucking on the same bed that she and Tim had fucked and slept on numerous times before. A tear fell down Brooke's cheek and she backed away from the door and walked downstairs.
Tim put his boxers on quickly and ran after Brooke, "Brooke!" Tim said after her, but she still kept walking, "Brooke!" Brooke walked out the front door and towards her car, "Brooke, baby," Tim said as he caught up to her and faced her, "Look baby..."
"Don't touch me!" Brooke screamed as she slapped Tim and backed away, "I should've known...I should've known..."
Tim shook his head and walked towards Brooke, "Babe, this is the first time...I swear to you. I love you!"
"No you fucking don't!" Brooke screamed, "I don't want anything to do with you Tim!"
Well look whos dying now slit wrists sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what you say
Tim smacked himself in the head, "Can we talk about this?"
"No," Brooke said, "Go fuck whatever her name is, and she better not even come near me at school!"
Tim groaned loudly and put his hands on his head, "She doesn't go to our school, Brooke..."
"Where does she go?" Brooke asked as more tears started to fall down her cheeks.
Tim looked down at the ground, "She doesn't go to school..."
"So you're fucking a drop out?" Brooke asked and then laughed cynically, "Way to go Timmy!"
Tim looked at Brooke, "Do you want the fucking truth?" He exclaimed.
"That would be a lot coming from you!" Brooke screamed back.
"Fine!" Tim screamed, "She's a hooker!"
Brooke's jaw dropped and she put her hand over her mouth and let out a sob, "You're disgusting!"
"Come on Brooke," Tim said as he rolled his eyes, "Every fucking guy at school hires these girls..."
Brooke smacked her car, "So when I don't put out you hire some STD'd whore?" She screamed, "Have you done this everytime we don't have sex?"
"Yes," Tim said softly.
Brooke all of a sudden felt disgusting, "Do you know what risks you put yourself to? And what risks you put me to?" She asked, "You're such a fucking idiot!" She said and then got into her car.
"Brooke!" Tim siad as he ran up to her window, "She's just a girl...I don't even know her name! I use her for sex, okay? I love you!"
Brooke closed her eyes to stop the tears, "When you forget about her...Don't you dare remember me," she said coldly and then drove away.
You never mattered anyway
I never mattered anyway
Brooke walked into Anna's room and laid down beside her, "Hun..." Anna said as she heard Brooke crying.
"Tim cheated on me," Brooke said with a sob.
Anna sat up and put Brooke's head on her lap, "Brookie," she said consoling her, "I'm so sorry..."
Peyton walked into the room and saw the two girls, "Hey guys," she said and then saw Brooke crying, "What's wrong?" Peyton said as she sat on the bed.
Brooke wiped her tears and Anna stroked her head, "Tim cheated on me...With a hooker," she said and let out a tearful sob.
"Oh my god," Peyton said and her and Anna shared a sympathetic look.
Brooke's lip quivered, "It's happened before...I can't believe I was so stupid..."
"You didn't do anything wrong," Anna said, "He's the ass hole..."
Peyton rubbed Brooke's arm, "She's right..."
"I can't believe I let him hurt me like this," Brooke said softly, "I let him do this to me...I should've known."
"Shh," Peyton said calmly, "Just rest, Brookie..."
Dont shake I hate to see you tremble - trembling
Youve lost your touch haven't you
And I'm so addicted
Brooke rested her head on Anna's pillow and could smell Nathan's scent leaking from it.
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