A/N: Okay, I'm going try to answer some questions. Okay, about Kira's anorexia, first off things other than worries about weight can cause anorexia. If you notice (points to chapter four) she was worried because she thought she was pretty since two people (not to mention other harassment by her teacher and other guys) had raped her. What she's doing is trying to save herself from that (or perhaps it might go farther than that.) Oops, I got carried away with parentheses, good thing this is only an author's note. In addition, I do get some stuff from my real life. Like the anorexia, although I won't get bogged down in the other details. Anyhow, she is not bulimic; it mirrors my case or anorexia in which I was forced to eat. Bulimia involves voluntary binging and purging. Hope you like this chapter, and please forgive me for being so late with this one. Gomenasi! (Bows till head nearly touches floor) Enjoy!

Kira's eyes fluttered open slowly. Rei was holding her on the couch stroking her forehead.

"Thank God, you're awake. What happened?" asked Rei concerned.

"I guess I was so happy you didn't give me the pill," said Kira quietly.

"That's not it, hell, you look terrible. Do you need anything?" asked Rei.

"Water would be good," said Kira looking down away from Rei.

He nodded and went to get her some.

Kira sighed. She must have worn herself out. She'd have to be more careful next time. She took a deep breath and sat up trying to look more alert.

Rei came back with the water. He sat beside her on the couch putting one arm around her as she drank.

Kira shuddered. She didn't want to do this to Rei. She really didn't, but she had to. She didn't want anyone to hurt her ever again.

"What's the matter Kira?" asked Rei watching her closely.

"I'm scared," Kira whispered.

"I'm worried too. How's it look down there?" asked Rei flushed.

Kira bit her lip. "I don't know. I don't really want to look."

"It's ok, you want me to look for you?" asked Rei his face redder.

Kira nodded. She lay down and opened the front of her robe slightly. She felt Rei's hand brush her thigh and quivered.

"Are you all right?" asked Rei worriedly.

"Don't worry, I'm just a little jumpy," explained Kira.

His fingers gently touched her swollen clitoris making tears come to her eyes. Rei looked at her and she nodded reassuringly. She shuddered as he touched her opening.

"I'm so sorry Kira," said Rei. He covered her back up with the robe. "Damn. What are we going to do?"

"I don't know. Rei," said Kira crying. He held her tightly rocking her soothingly. Kira wrapped her arms around him as he carried her to bed.

"Are you sure you don't want the police involved? Dad can hire a lawyer you know," said Rei quietly.

"I know," said Kira softly trying to stop the tears.

"Damn. I can't cope with this Kira. I love you but I can't cope. What do we do?" Rei put his head in his hands hiding the tears from Kira.

"I love you Rei," said Kira hugging him.

"Do you want to see doc? I told him I wouldn't have to see him anymore, but now I don't know."

"I'll be okay," said Kira reassuringly.

"Will you be all right if I talk with doc for a while?" asked Rei.

"Yeah," said Kira, planning to exercise more while he was away.

"Ok, said Rei with a small smile. He went back to the living room to dial his old psychiatrist.

"Hello, doc?"

"Rei? Is that you? I'm glad you called. How's everything going?" asked Rei's psychiatrist.

"Not as good as it should be. Do you remember my wife? Kira?" asked Rei.

"Yes, you talked with me briefly about her. What's wrong?"

"She was raped. Again. This time by a professor," explained Rei.

"My goodness. Is she seeing a therapist or anything right now?"

"That's partially why I called you. She doesn't want to see one, and really doesn't want to talk about it at all."

"Does she seem ok? Any major signs of trauma?"

"Hell doc, I wouldn't know what to look for."

"Is she silent a lot of the time? Have any unexplained wounds? Is her appetite normal? Anything like that."

"She hasn't been eating much, but she has eaten some. She feels really disgusting. She passed out just a little while ago. I don't know why, maybe from stress," said Rei lost in thought.

"Hold on. Weigh her, and find out her height, then get back with me ok? It's really important."

"Why?"

"Eating disorders sometimes follow sexual abuse. Let me know. It's important to catch it early."

"What do I do during all of this?" asked Rei.

"Take care of yourself as best you can, and reassure Kira as much as possible. Call me as soon as you get a weight on her."

"Ok doc. Talk to you later," said Rei hanging up the phone.

"Kira?" asked Rei opening the door. Kira was breathing heavily; she was covered in sweat. "Are you all right?" He went to her side.

"Yeah, the pain is just getting to me," said Kira reassuringly.

"Hey Kira, how tall are you?" asked Rei trying to sound offhand about it.

"Five foot one inch. Why?" asked Kira curiously.

"Shorty. Just wondering how tall to make the kitchen counters when we get a bigger house."

"I'm not that short," complained Kira.

Rei smiled. He picked her up and carried her.

"Rei, where are we going?"

Rei winked and carried her to the bathroom. He spun her around and sat her on the scale.

"Take off your robe. Let's get you cleaned up," said Rei. He took a washcloth and cleaned the sweat off of her. As he wiped at her legs he unobtrusively took a glance at the reading on the scale.

"92 pounds? Damn!" he exclaimed.

"I didn't realize… I haven't been up to eating. I'll try harder Rei, don't worry," said Kira.

Rei detected the lie hidden in her statement. "It's okay Kira. You rest ok?"

Kira nodded and climbed into bed. Rei went to the phone.

"Hey doc."

"Well?"

"She's five foot one, and 92 pounds."

"Let me check… Yes she's 80 of what her body weight should be, and 85 counts as anorexic. Please bring her in Rei, before it gets any worse."

"Ok." Rei hung up the phone stunned.