A/N: I'm writing like crazy now. Enjoy and please review. I'll be really nice if you do! Oh… extreme adult content. Like really extreme. Um… so… like lemon extreme. Maybe. Actually it's probably not too bad… So… um, enjoy.
"Kira," said Rei coming into the bedroom.
Kira smiled somewhat edgy. Rei seemed to be upset.
"I need to talk to you. Will you please see doc for me. I know something's wrong. You're starving yourself."
"Have you been spying on me?" asked Kira accusingly.
"No. I talked with doc and he wanted me to check up on it. Why Kira?"
"I don't want to be raped again Rei. I don't want them after me. I want to be less pretty," said Kira in tears.
"I'll protect you. Everything will be ok. You can't help it you're beautiful. I'll protect you. I love you Kira," said Rei.
"I love you too," said Kira kissing him softly.
"Now will you eat?" asked Rei.
"I don't know. I don't want to," said Kira quietly.
"At least try. For me?" asked Rei brushing Kira's cheek softly.
"Ok," said Kira softly.
"Hold on a second," said Rei. He left the room and came back quickly with some hot cereal he had made after the call.
He sat down and started to spoon feed Kira. At first it felt awkward and difficult, but after a few moments Kira was downing the food.
"Wait, stop!" said Kira after about half the bowl was empty.
"What's the matter?" asked Rei worriedly.
"I'm too full. My stomach hurts," said Kira.
"You couldn't possibly be full after that," said Rei frowning. He fed her a few more bites.
Kira coughed and the food came back up. "I'm so sorry!"
"I guess you were full," said Rei staring at the cereal that now covered his lap.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Rei," said Kira bowing apologetically.
"It's ok. Don't worry about it. Be a good girl while I clean up," said Rei awkwardly. He took off his pants and carefully took them to the washroom.
Kira sighed. Her stomach ached from the food. She curled herself up into a ball and cried. "I'm sorry Rei. I didn't mean to hurt you like this."
Rei paused at the door unsure of whether to let her know he'd heard her or not. He laid down beside of her and hugged her tight.
"Rei?" asked Kira.
"Yes?"
"Will you do me a favor?" asked Kira, biting her lip.
"Anything."
"Promise?"
"Anything sweetie," said Rei smiling.
"Make love to me," whispered Kira, her heart racing for being so bold.
Rei raised up. "But Kira, you're all, well, messed up inside. I don't want to hurt you," said Rei quietly.
"Please Rei, I need you," said Kira crying softly.
"I don't really want to. It's bound to hurt and I don't want you to think of me the way you do them," said Rei uncomfortably.
"You promised. I need you Rei. I need you," said Kira wiping at the tears. The emotional hurt from it wall was painful, and Rei's hesitancy only added to the pain. Was he scared of her? How dirty she was now?
"Ok, but I'll have to stop if I hurt you," said Rei quietly.
Kira nodded. She slid off the robe and his underwear. He took an unsteady hand and lightly touched her down below. She quivered slightly trying to hide the pain. He slowly slid one finger inside her. She bit her lip holding back tears.
"Are you sure you're ok?" asked Rei quietly. Kira nodded. He started moving his finger slowly around in her. He reached in deeper and touch her lightly near the very back part. She moaned. Rei stopped suddenly unsure of whether it was from pleasure or pain. He continued stroking once he felt more wetness cover his finger.
Kira stroked his member softly making delicate sighs.
"Stop Kira," said Rei as he hardened.
"Why?" asked Kira as she quickly removed her hands.
"You aren't normal inside. Damn you're making me horny. But I couldn't have sex with you hun. You're so delicate and torn up inside. I couldn't… I'd hurt you," said Rei quietly. He slowly removed his finger licking off the mixture of blood and Kira's wetness. "I'll be back." Rei went to the bathroom.
Kira shuddered. Why can't we be okay again? She touched her clitoris softly, imagining Rei's tender touch. She trembled and quivered. She put her hand over her mouth. Never in her life did she even dream of doing something like that. Then again, she'd never needed anything as badly as she did Rei right now. She flopped over onto the pillow. She cried wishing all of her aches would go away.
Rei splashed his face with cold water. Never in his life had he been so frustrated. He cupped his aching balls. He dropped his hand. I'm sick. He looked into the mirror. Before he met Kira he would just find some willing girl to ease his frustrations. Now he wasn't sure what to do. He heard Kira moan softly. He grabbed himself uncontrollably and stroked hard in a pulsing manner. He stopped after he released, quite shocked over what he had done. He blushed in spite of himself and cleaned up quickly.
When he went back to the bedroom, he felt awkward and shameful. He laid down slowly and snuggled against Kira. He heard her snore softly. He smiled to himself.
"Rei," she said drowsily.
"Yes?" he asked quietly. She snored. He giggled softly. She was talking in her sleep. She rolled over.
"I love you," she murmured.
"I love you too," whispered Rei. She moaned. He looked down to she her stroking herself lightly in her sleep.
"Damn." Rei turned over trying to ignore his hard on.
Kira screamed. He turned back over sharply.
"What's the matter?" asked Rei worriedly.
"Nothing," said Kira blushing. Rei could tell. He licked the blood off her finger. Kira blushed even more.
"It's ok. You were, erm, pleasing yourself in your sleep," explained Rei.
"Rei," said Kira blushing, tears in her eyes.
"Don't worry. I'll make sure you're ok." He embraced her tightly so she wouldn't be able to get to herself in her sleep.
"Thank you," whispered Kira thankfully.
Rei smiled. "Goodnight."
