Chapter six: What she meant.

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Sesshomaru's POV

Her last words, what did they mean? He knew it was some one they knew vey well, but did she think that someonecould replace her, she had always said she wasnt good enough for me.That woman would do such things because she thout Kagura and I were...together. I slept with her once why Anna and I were getting emotionaly envolved. I kept telling myself she's just a concubine and nothing more but that was a lie.

When I saw her that day when I came home that day after sleeping with Kagura...I realized the truth...The thruth was, I loved her.

FLASH BACK

She was sitting on the rim of one of the stone walls in the garden area, smelling lilacs and roses, those were her favorites. She smelled sex on me. She hopped off the wall and aproached me.

"You are more of a mutt that your father, or your brother, I thought you had some honor in you, but I was wrong ever to think you and I were...ever could possibly be... never mind what I'm saying it dosen't matter I am no more than a concubine, our worlds are different I'll shut up now." She said. The look in her eyes was pure hurt.

"I was wrong so wrong to think that I was ever allowed for anyone to care for me, just holding someones heart, just even for a second. It's just someting that I'm not meant to have." She said and was looking at her hands as if they were dirty or covered with blood.

She walked away she stopped once and was about to turn but didn't. She continud walking away not saying anything hiding her sent looking at a box in her hand. I knew what was inside, it was a neaklace with a lavanger jewel at the bottom, she said it was a family heirlume. She Was supposed to wear it on her wedding day.

"Why do you even care? A concubine's only emotions is lust and sleepyness." Said I.

"Not this one, this one wasn't exspecting to be a slut all her life. I had big plans." She let out a sigh. "Was on my way to a life of luxtury and fame with a name in Fame instead of "hey you," or "Some girl". I was going to be in magzines, for god's sake I was in Harbored! but that all got thrown down the drain when
I met you. It's all my fault for beleiving that I was good enough, it's like I have everything someone else wants and they have what I want but we can never switch places." Anna Said.

"Anna...I- I....I don't love her, like I love you.

She looked at me with eyes wide with disbelief.

"Sesshomaru....I just...just can't, what will the others think...I don't diserve this.

END FLASH BACK

What did she mean, who was it she wanted me to love.

"She couldn't mean....No, she wants me to...Rin?"

Shorter chapters like I said, plus I'm tired, I'm gonna make a sucky ending if I don't get reviews.