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Chapter Seven: Dreams

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Rin's POV

I can't believe that lady Anna did that for me. She saved me, I thought he hated me....She even said so when she had some drinks when Lord Sesshomaru was away. It wasn't to long ago before she died either.

FLASH BACK

"God hates me, I'm stuck with jealousy of a girl who dosent know she's in love with my man, and my man dosent know he loves her. He dosent know I love him so much, I have to give him away, he won't if I tell him to. There's only one way...to make him happy."Lady Anna said.

I was soon to be on my death bed, Sesshomaru sama's sword won't on a person twice. He used the sword on us both. (A/N: In your face JT)

"What do you mean?" I said.

"Rin Rin Little Rin. What I'm saying is I hate you, I hate you with a passion." She said.

"Why?" I said a little hurt.

"Because You love eachother but are to blind to see it."

I gave her a questioning glance. I loved Sesshomaru sama, but not like that, not then, but it hit me the moment she said:

"I can save you, but I'll need a few days."

"A-alright." She stood and walked away.

END FLASH BACK

SESSHOMARU'S POV

I am standing in the hall right outside of my study, the place Anna and I had shared our love many times.

"Rin." I called. in seconds she was in front of me.

"Yes Sesshomaru-sama?" She said

"Rin do you know why she died that day?"

"No Sesshomaru sama."

"She saved you because I was so caught up in you and she couldn't do anything to make me happy. Or ease the pain. The spell was perfectly safe until I walked in. I must have startled her." I Said.

"Couldn't she give you a child?" She asked.

"No, Rin, she could not. It tore her apart when she found that out. She wanted a child so bad." I said

"Why are you speaking to me like this Sesshomaru-sama."

"Her last wish was for you and I to be.....Should I, should I cary it out? You and I both don't love eachother like that."

"Sesshomaru Sama, I'm sure she didn't mean anything like that, she was probably dizzy from the spell, she was rushed and it didn't work and that was her own fault, she..."

I can't beleive Rin said that...

"She what Rin... say it girl, do not hold back, you said that much and survived, lets see how long you can last."

"She commited suicide Sesshomaru Sama."

"No....She would not, never, she... would never." Rin knew this whole time. i should Kill her

"A few days before she said We loved eachother and there was one way to make you happy, had I known what she was talking about at the time...I would have stopped her."

Rin fell on her knees and began crying as I've never seen a woman weep before.

"Sesshomaru Sama.....I'm so sorry."

"Stop girl! Get on your feet! Quit it! You don't know anything you speak of! You are nothing but a human! A human who is nothing but a remindr of suffering and how things-" I stopped and I remembered our mating night.

FLASH BACK

"I'm so sorry!" Anna cried. "I can't! I just can't Sesshomaru Sama!"

It was the first time she ever called me 'sama'.I was stunned she called me that. She was actually showing respect,she was a rebel. Her spirit was so strong and I broke it into thousands and millions of pieces. She was dieing and I was the one killing her.

"Why?" I asked. I loved her and it was so obious she loved me.

"I just don't diserve you. You can find better, for gods sake! I'm an outsider! How can you love an outsider! What about your honor! I'm a horoble person!" Before she could say more my lips were to hers.

"Do you want me to die?" I asked.

"No."

"Then why do you say this to me."

she looked at me sadly and said

"If you love another some day I'll do the leaving but in my dreams I'll see you soar above the sky, or perhaps the oppisite.

END FLASH BACK.

Rin was still looking at me oddly she had stopped crying because of my emotional outburst and suddenly stopping.

"I think you may have been right Rin." I said then returned to my study.

Third Person.

Rin watched Sesshomaru walk away. Puzzled at his behaver and even more at her own. It was as if she was jealous of a dead woman. (A/n:J.t. you better be reading this! You promised you'd review! looks at audiance I'll let you enjoy now eh heh heh)

"Oh Sesshomaru Sama." Rin knew it was killing him and she hated Anna for this. Rin felt that Anna Didn't love Sesshomaru in the least bit.

Later in thier dreams.

Sesshomaru's dream.

It was the same room Anna was in when she told Rin she would save her except Anna was the one sick and dieing and Sesshomaru was the one who was holding her hand.

"Please let go Sesshomaru. I love you and all but please let go."Anna said. "Don't you know your killing yourself."

Then the possition switch from Anna being the one on the death bed to Sesshomaru.

"Let go and you will heal."Anna said

"I would rather die." Said Sesshomaru

A tear ran down Anna's face.

"Sesho....Please...don't do this."

"I can bring you back without the sword." He said. "I'm going to bring you back."

End Dream.

"I love you Anna. Can't you see that." Sesshomaru said. His heart was breaking. He was staring at the space that had not been empty in 16 years. Her sent was still there. A tear came down his cheek.

"I love you." He said again.

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OK Now I'm stuck I don't know to bring Anna back or make it a rin sesshomaru story still. Please tell me In Reviews. No more chapters Until I get a reader's opion. That could be a while seeing as it was weeks before I got my 1 and only review, so you know what to do, this is my firs fic ever you know.