…Kai's POV…

I sigh as I walk mindlessly down street after street, I don't know where I'm going but walking seems to take my mind off of things… off of you… or maybe it doesn't after all. You should have received my letter by now… as long as Bryan didn't suspect anything, he shouldn't thought,it's not as if I've actually been trying to contact you through letters; until now that is. I begin to wonder what you would have thought when you read it… would you have checked outside to see if I was sitting on the wall waiting for you? And if I were would you be willing to give me a second chance? Or would you be angry at me for bringing up old memories and just chuck it away?

I stop abruptly and a small gasp escapes my lips as I realise where I am, where I have ended up once again; your place. I guess just thinking about you leads me here unintentionally. I walk off of the street and along the wall that leads towards the woods as I look up at the building you and the others have resided in. Slipping in and out of the trees I continue to watch as it begins to snow lightly. I guess I must have done nearly a whole lap of this town during my walking for I've come here a different way, a longer way, then I usually would.

I pause as I reach the spot I would usually watch you from only to notice you sitting up on the wall, head bowed, eyes lowered with Bryan standing solemnly beside you. You're muttering something to him, but I cant make out what you saying but Bryan runs a hand through your hair and mutters something in return. I watch as he indicates back to the house, I guess he's worried you'll catch a cold or something if you stay out here to long. I take a short step back as I suddenly notice Bryan staring directly at me and I start to wonder how long he had known of my presence here.

I keep staring at him uncertain as of what he wants me to do, the way in which he's looking at me, its not as cold, as hard as it had been all those other times I had come here before in hope of talking to you. He keeps staring at me as though he's trying to figure something out, did he also read my letter to you? He smirks ever so slightly adding to my confusion, I'm curious as to what he just realised… what he just decided on. I break eye contact with him and watch as he taps you on the shoulder. You look up at him and he indicates with a wave of his hand my direction whispering something that he knows only you can hear.

I watch and you quickly turn your head towards me as I stand amongst the trees closest to the wall.You stare at me for awhile and I try to figure out what's going through your mind at the moment, are you mad, relieved, what? You stand up and nod at Bryan before disembarking the wall. I watch as you walk slowly over to me the same look Bryan had had is visible on your face… I guess you mightn't know if I truly meant what I had written to you… but I did mean it, I wouldn't have bothered writing it if I didn't. You stop and just stand there staring at me, your emotions masked so perfectly constructed that I'm not allowed to see the slightest hint of what you might be contemplating; then your eyes harden slightly.

I cringe as I feel the your hand come in contact with my face making me turn away from you slightly. I guess you're really are mad at me, though I can't blame you; I would be mad at me too. I look back up at you and I'm taken back to see that you're crying. I'm slightly confused as I stand here watching you just looking at me crying as you shake your head slightly from side to side.
"Why… why did you…" you begin to say, your arms wrapping around your chest as you lower your gaze from mine.
"You don't know how worried I've been… I really thought that… that you would… really go and take your life… with out even saying… saying a proper goodbye," I hear you tell me as I watch the tears slowly run along your cheeks before they fall to the ground.

I hesitate as I go to take a step towards you and I look back up at the wall, Bryans standing there still, keeping his eye on you but he nods his head at me, and I return a nod in appreciation. I wrap my arms around you, drawing you into an embrace, slightly annoyed at myself for making you worry so much and about me of all people.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you," I whisper.

"I don't want you to die… I don't want you to go off and disappear on your own either…" you whisper looking up at me.
"I want you to stay here… with me again, just like you did before," you smile slightly and I can tell you're embarrassed about this display of emotion by the red tint to your cheeks.
"I must seem so weak to you…" you whisper your sentence trailing off as you turn away from me again.

I gently tilt your head back to face mine, my thumb gently wiping away your tears as I shake my head in response to your statement. You smile slightly, wrapping your arms behind my back as you lean forward and kiss me.
"I'm glad you came back," you tell me and I smile as I press my lips gently against yours. It seems that I've been given a second chance, not just by you but by Bryan as well. It may take awhile, I know, for things to return to how they were, how I want them to be. Though hopefully It'll be easier to keep things how I envision them, for you and me to be happy.
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..End..