Shinji: End of Evangelion

"You don't know anything Shinji Ikari!"

I don't...do I?

"Ikari..."

Please...

"Shinji...what you did today, was very noble and brave.."

Was it? Was it really? Was it worth all the pain I experienced?

"Good work, Shinji."

Father...why must you be this way? Please...why...?

"Shinji!"

I don't understand why you can be so worried, when I'm fine...really I am.

"So, your the famous Third Child, huh?"

I wish I could say no...oh god, I wish I could say no...

"...T-thank you."

I only did it because I like you...you didn't need to thank me..

"I'm sorry for ...ah...hitting you. Hit me back! Now! Please!"

But I don't wanna hurt people. I...don't want to hurt anyone.

"In other words, I love you."

No...Please don't say that. No one's ever...ever...told me that.

"Your a stupid coward! All you ever do is say 'I'm sorry', like it'll make everything better!"

I just don't wanna face the pain of the world anymore...

"Welcome home."

Do I really have a home?

"Who are you?"
"Who am I?"
"Why do you pilot Eva?"
"What is this?"

"Shinji..."

Misato...

"Ikari."

Ayanami...Rei Ayanami..

"Stupid Shinji!"

And...and Asuka...Asuka...

"Leave."

F-father...but why father? Don't you want me?

"Don't you want me?"

Who am I?

-Shinji Ikari-

I pilot Eva to please Father...to hear those words again.

"Good work Shinji."

He's the person I want to notice me...the person I want to love me..

"I can die now, knowing I have loved you."

Kaworu...Tabris...the Angel...the one who betrayed me..

"Hehe...be careful Shinji, you don't want to get hurt."

Mother...Why is this happening? Why is Father like this? And is...is Ayanami...?

"I'm sorry ...Shinji."

Father...

"...How pathetic."

I'm sorry Asuka. I'm sorry everyone...Misato, Toji, Ritsuko, Kensuke, Hikari, Father...

...Asuka...Father...Rei...

"I think I am the third."

I'm sorry...everyone...

"Congratulations."


A/n: I've recently become inspired w/ Eva, but instead of some random AsukaShinji, or yaoi/yuri/whatever approach, I decided to treat you...with crack. R/R.