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A/N: Yeah so this is my new chappy haahahha. Yeah I got really inspired and decided that I would right like there was no tomorrow. Yeah I have to mention to you guys, I know you all get really mad or even a little frustrated that I have such terrible grammar and spelling but to tell the god honest truth I check over my work like twenty times before I post. The reason why even then there is a lot of mistakes is I am in special ED which if you know what that is, it's a class for slow student's (stupid students). So yeah Im STUPID!!! And that's why my grammar and spelling are terrible. Anyway read read!!!
I dedicate this chappy to LittleMissYaoi because she was the one who urged me to get the next chappy done whenever I talked to her. Thank you hun!
Gravitation
Disease of the mind
Rescues at day breakK stood in the doorway. His suit jacket thrown over his shoulder. Leaning against the doorframe he quietly asked to come in. I moved out of his way and he slumped onto the floor. Suddenly a flash of us kissing went threw my mind. A deep blush crept slowly across my cheeks. I walked over and sat in front of him. His hair still had that messy look his eyes held dark bags and mouth was turned down in a frown. I lifted his chin gently and whispered.
"What happened...don't tell me the amazing K has problems." His glare was Icy cold and it made my insides freeze over. I tilted my head and looked into the deep blue pools.
"Honestly...I...didn't 't eat...I..." I could tell he was having problems saying it so I leaned back. I figured it would let him know I was willing to listen. He sighed loudly and starring at the floor mumbled "I know about your past...about Klistelle...your parents...I want to help..." I was stunned and gasped as his words sunk in
"K..." Did he just say he...knew. I brushed a hair out of my face and grumbled. "Well the past should stay in the past..." His stare bore through me and I winced as my heartstrings were being pulled out one by one. "What do you plan to do?" His voice was and collected.
"I don't understand your families death's Hiro...I know theirs something behind all this your to good of a man to do anything as bad as kill your parents" I stared heart felt at him a stabbing pain in my chest.
"How will you prove it...police wont pull up a case like that just for some stranger." Suddenly a flame was alight in his eyes and he reached behind his back pulled out a gun cocked it and aimed it at my head.
"I have my ways..." His smirk was breath taking and I almost clasped his hand to draw him near. Then I cleared my mind.
"It's the police K they'll arrest you for that..." I looked like a smart-ass but I sincerely meant it. I didn't want to see him in jail.
"If its for you Hiro...I'll die to clear your name..." I tried to collect myself as these words sunk and hit every nerve in my body. He cared...
"Why now K? why today? How come you suddenly care about me." He threw his gun to the floor and leaned against the couch.
"Hiro I have always cared about you...there is a certain manager musician bond between us. I can't refuse you sheer courtesy." I sighed and slouched over. So that's all it was Courtesy...
"when you walked in you said you knew every thing, you said you knew about Klistelle...why did you bring him into this?" For once he actually held more than a slight emotion his face was shining with it...If only it were a good emotion. Shock he was totally and utterly shocked. He looked back at the floor. I felt like yelling to him K the floor doesn't talk! But I couldn't...I just...bit my tongue.
"Hiro...I need to tell you something..." a few moments later I sat frozen. Unable to move even breath, I suddenly felt his arms wrap around me and I breathed in the sweet sent of his hair. He whispered softly to me and I wrapped my arms around him as well. I hadn't been hugged with this much love in a long time and I savored it. K held me a way only one had before...I looked to the side and knitted my eyebrows together in confusion. I poked K's earlobe and whispered
"K...you never wear earrings around me..." I felt him go stiff and he hoarsely grumbled.
"I don't where them anymore." A sigh left my lips and I placed my head back down his shoulder. I felt a bolt of electricity go through my body and jumped back. It must have hit him to but then...He began to scream and clutch his head.
"NO! NO MORE!..." He fell deathly silent, dropping his hands to the floor beside him he stared blankly downward. I mumble erupted from his throat. "I never meant it to be that way..." He starred back up at me and with tears...ACTUAL tears in his eye he hugged me tight. "Hiro..."
I felt something fill me and a whisper went through my ear Listen my son...he's not what you think...That same warmth clouded my heart and I held him tighter. I didn't know what he meant but I was sure I would find out soon enough. All I knew was that whatever it was, was telling me that this was right...this was good.
"I never meant to let everyone know...no one was suppose to know. I swear." I listened but nothing changed. I didn't see anything different.
"K what didn't you mean to let out?" He stiffened and ran a hand threw my hair. His sobs broke my concentration and I held him tighter then I held anyone before. He sucked in a pained breath and pulled out of my embrace. His sea blue eyes still held tears, as he looked hard at me and trailing a finger down my lip whispered
"...Us..." My heart poured onto the floor mixing with his. What did he mean? He didn't mean to let it out about us? What didn't he want to let out." He trailed another finger down my lips and whispered
"But hearts of stone...are notoriously more demanding...of loves comforts...then the other kind." I remembered this quote I didn't know where from and then as if in a fairy tale he moved closer. His sweet breath mixing with mine. I could already feel his skin touch mine as his silken hand skimmed down my chest. I hadn't put a shirt on yet. His lips were mere inches from mine. His eyes scolding mine. He tempted me as a siren tempted a sailor...except this...would not end in horror but...amazing passion. I felt his soft nose glide gently against mine as his eyelids began to close. He starred half lidded at me and I found my own eyes closing slowly. I shut them tight my breathing ragged as I was drowned in his scent. He licked my lip tentatively and I moaned as waves of crashing thundering lust wafted through me. I felt an angel like lip brush across mine and groaned as I licked my lip loving the taste. My heart throbbed beating against my ribs as I felt his lips press against mine. He taunted my nerves kissing not only my lips but also my soul. His emotions flourished, he brought a gentle hand up to rest against my cheek as he kissed me gently coaxing small gasps out of me. Electricity flowed through my body and I growled against soft lips.
He pulled away breathing deeply and mumbled to himself as he moved away. He had crawled over me half way through our embraced and now looked at the scene before him. He pulled away but stopped, then again pulled away and stopped. He looked at me as if asking what he should do. I thought that was a bad Idea I knew what I wanted to do but...
I felt him shift and again he was eye to eye with me. He grazed a gentle finger across my cheek and holding my jaw adoringly pushed me onto the floor. A blush I knew was present on my cheeks and I smiled knowing he was the one creating it. He bent down wisp of hair falling down. His blue eye smoldering as I let him close in. Rush after rush of pure need crashed into me and I wanted to throw my arms around him and capture those torturous lips.
I suddenly felt a gust of wind and we both looked toward the door. There stood a very angry Ryuichi. This was unlike him Ryuichi never got angry. He starred as if I had attempted to kill him then walked over and kicked K hard in the stomach sending him flying to the floor. I went to help him up when I heard him and Ryuichi laugh. I was considerably surprised and stood up starring at the two hysterical boys'.
"Uh...am I missing something here?" Ryuichi leaned down beside K and throwing an arm around him laughed
"No I think you got it all, K is a whore and now he's stalking you his next client." I blushed deep red and stared as K softened in his laughter and a grim look spread across his face.
"I'm sorry Hiro, me and Ryuichi had an interesting night together and now he feel's the need to beat me for hitting on you." I blushed for so many reasons and it deepened when Ryuichi walked toward me and cupped my face in his hand.
"My, my, Hiroshi you have such a charming blush." I couldn't help but get redder. I saw a threatening look burn into my eyes as I looked at K from my position. He looked both hurt and angry. I wasn't sure though weather that look was meant for me or for Ryuichi. Ryuichi suddenly ran out the door and yelled he would be back in a bit. I don't know what he went for but I was sure it had some importance.
We stood their motionless frozen not speaking. I looked K's way as a blur of tears invaded my eyes. Knowing he did that to me hurt...a lot. He slept with Ryuichi when just a moment ago he had been kissing me. He was suddenly in front of me and whispered.
"I shouldn't have done that. I should have told you I was with Ryuichi last night...before." I shushed him my gentle finger resting on his lips, as I mouthed 'no'. Tears rolled down my cheeks and I threw my arms around his neck and pressed my lips against his. He kissed me roughly conjuring my spirit to play along with his. My body on fire as I savored his taste. I pulled away, my lips still burning from the contact. Ryuichi came in just after we pulled away and K gave me a look of sadness, we both knew this would never happen again. I definitely knew this because as K left he held Ryuichi's arm gently in his. My heart plummeted to my stomach as the door shut with Ryuichi and K walking away laughing loudly.
I clutched the couch and landed hard in to it. Why had he done that? Why had he let that happen? I looked toward the phone and brushing tears out of my eyes, picked up the phone and dialed. Waiting the soft voice finally picked up and I calmly spoke to her telling her to meet me at the pub.
K POV
I really hadn't wanted Hiro to find out that way but what could I do. I looked leisurely at Ryuichi, That bright smile on his face. He finally had what He wanted...me...but what did I have.
"K would you like an ice-cream I can buy us some at the park." I shook my head gently. I did not feel like eating my stomach was doing flips. "Well I'm getting myself some." He ran quickly off and I sat on a bench.
The sun beat down making you want to grab an ice cube and hide behind it but I sat under a tree so the shade hid me from the obvious. A slight breeze played threw the trees and I smiled happily enjoying the lullaby of summer. I thought back to my problem though. What was I supposed to say? 'I'm sorry Hiro but I just needed to get laid and Ryuichi was there...I think I'm going to do it a few more time's' Yeah I could almost laugh hearing myself say that. Like come on the thought of me purposely hurting Hiro...actually I couldn't laugh at that...I already did that. I couldn't stop hurting people even not saying that to him it still hurt's Ryuichi I'm just leading him on. My gut launched into overdrive as I saw the happy Ryuichi buy an ice cream. He looked at me and I saw the great amount of longing in those beautiful eyes. To think...I was his first. His first everything, first kiss, first make out, first one nightstand. I could hardly stand the thought of me taking little Ryuichi's virginity but...I had done it. Last night hadn't been what I wanted then again the last couple times; no I need to correct that, every time hadn't been what I wanted. Only my first time had completed me all the times after were just tries. They were wet and uncomfortable, Lusty and loud, rough and wild.
Most would love that kind of a sex life but I didn't I longed for soft warm, Gentle comforting night with the one I loved. I didn't want sex...I wanted to make love. Really truly get my pleasure and give it in return. I wanted to hold him after sex and play with his hair. Look into those eyes...like the first time. My first time had been perfect. I could admit the boy was younger than I was but we loved each other more than anyone could love. I got lost just looking in his eyes and became intoxicated over the scent of his hair. I had whispered a promise to him that night and as he held me tighter I had sealed it with a kiss.
...I had been a liar...I had broken that promise...recently...
Review Responses- I am still looking for a beta (pouts) any takers lol.
Sesaru: Okay I will give you specail candy (holds out chocolate Anime bars) hahahah so you liked him aswell hahahah dun worry Im sure we will see the hotty again. Its ok we all get busy don't beat yourself up about it hun. AHHH!! Not gummy bears how did you know? Gummy bears are my weakness. Okay I updated call them off PLEEZE!
Kerith Verlaque Easdon: hahah bravo for finding it I give you candy too ok lol. Hahahah dun worry I even confuse myself sometimes. Hmmmm you will see hun.
Guren: yeah they are getting more and more depressing as they go hun. I can't tell you who the angel is that would ruin everything. Yeah I know he's hot. You will also have to find that out for yourslf. Hahahah K and Ryuichi will sort things out. BOTH!? Hahahah. See ya hun. MMM your so tasty lol.
Grimy Grunhilda Grunt: hahahahah yes lots and lots and more to come.
LittleMissYaoi: Hahaha another person saying it was depressing well...it was lol. Wow that question was asked before to. Are you two conspiring against me? wow the other girl asked that question too now Im scared. Ya I know she is thankful hahah she reading this story. Ohhh Im really a fan with the lady's tonight. Wow maybe I will get into yur pants lol.
Ryuichi Sakuma: Oh...(blinks)...you read my story? Wow Im honored. I hope you like the steamy romance Ryu-kun. Byes.
Lady Insomnia: HAHA yeah I think the A/N was randon too lol. Well of course you your just so sweet. Oh no thanx needed lol. Hahah well you will just have to read and find out if he is. Hahaha maybe I can introduce you two. Hot guy with wings this is Lady Insomnia, Lady Insomnia this is hot guy with wings. Have fun. Hahaha yes well heres another chappy for you. Ryu's excuse is that he has always loved K and he doesn't quite no what K and Hiro's relationship means. WOW bad combination. Hahah ok luv nights.
A/N: OOOHHHHH the new green day song!!!!!!!!!!! I luv this song Boulevard of broken dreams!!!!!! Anyway yeah so there was the chappy Im sorry for the shortness and all hehehe. Yup yup. Anyway I hope my spelling wasn't horrible, and I have another Q for you. I think this prize is the best of them all. If you get this one right I will give you the next chappy in advance yes that is right as soon as I finish it you will get it and trust me I'm already done a page and a half of it lol. So pleez everyone review and answer. Oh and the next chappy is very VITAL!
A.T.D
Q: what was his promise to the boy he had lost his virginity to?
