Well, the RP I started with InsanityCreator has really started to make me form Seifer's history. Therefore, this is his spill to his father about what happened to mold him in the past. Keep in mind that the italicized font is his father, Aden's, speech. Enjoy and R&R!
Screaming infamy
Taste of defeat
I lost myself
I was defected, dejected and stamped down.
Defunct memories lead to sour remorse
I don't look back at the past
Everything leads to swallowing my emotions
I ought to spew them back in your face.
Nothing leads to compromise
The bitter chains slowly surround and encompass
I'm surrounded, no escape
Should I give in to the bitter angst of memory?
I failed you when you needed me the most
Tossed you away on a sea of pity
Was the life I gave you justified?
We thought this was best for you.
But I lost myself and plunged into darkness!
It's your fault
Are you happy! You made me lose myself!
Don't you know that you're not needed!
I was there when you fell, you just didn't know it
You were so small and so scared...
Your mother made me promise to never leave you
Too bad I couldn't completely keep my promise.
You don't know how long I've been waiting
I just lost you in the turmoil of things
When you needed me the most I couldn't be there
I promise, son, it's not my fault.
I don't really see the good implications
I knew you wouldn't, you're too much like me
To hell with you old man!
Your thoughts and fears speak volumes to me
And so does YOUR neglect
You're immature, like I was
But I still don't need you
You never needed me really
Who said I didn't in the first place?
Your eyes, your spirit, you're not weak like me
If you're weak, then what am I?
A grain of strength that will empower our family
What family!
The one that's growing now...
