Disclaimer: I…do not own Gravi…but….I do have a gravi song on my computer.

A/N: This chappy was far harder to write than any other chappy I have written. The plot I had no problem with, the story itself was fine but just physically writing it hurt like a (pardon my French) bitch. As I said I lost my temper and hurt myself…pretty much I punched my wall several times but anyway so I worked on this double hard so I could get it to my Beta YES I SAID BETA!!! This is going to be the first chappy I am going to get beta'd. I feel I should warn you there is a lime in this chappy so yeah if you dun like it dun read.

Another thank you to LittleMissYaoi for her wonderful time and patience to beta this. I LOVE HER!!!!!!

This chappy is dedicated to Dark-Dreams-69 With out you I wouldn't have been able to get through everything this week.

Gravitation

Disease of the mind

Jasmine…

I hunched my back over a small cubicle in the office. I told Hiro I had my way's… it pays to sleep with an officer of the law. She, again was just a practice, again I was left unsatisfied. I flipped though the many articles before me. There was something about all of this that was just so confusing. I thought back to the saddened Hiro how could any one put someone so perfect through such torture. I wanted to cradle him in my arms and wipe away his tears, but right now I needed to focus on finding who, was behind this. I had to push away my foolish dreams of caressing his body. I flipped through one last page and dropped my head onto the desk. How could I change the past with out going insane? I wish there were an easier way… I wish there had been some clues.

I shot my head up and flipped back to a recent picture I had seen. There lay infant Hiro calm as a cucumber but why wasn't he crying. Why did it look like he had just been placed on the ground and not thrown screaming from the car, maybe… because he wasn't! A light flashed in my head and I looked hard not at Hiro but at the ground around him and found…footprint's. In this picture though no one had gone near Hiro yet…so how did they get there? Whose footprints were they? I suddenly decided I need clips of this accident.

I worked my charm on another police officer getting a large smile from her and her number as I walked into a small room and slid the first tape in. I felt the room chill as an image of Hiro's totaled car came into view. I felt sick as I imagined actual body's being inside there. The screen scanned to beside the baby. There were those footprints they looked almost impossibly faint.

The footprints were large enough to be a grown adult but the shallowness of them was startling. The man would've had to weigh next to nothing. I watched closely as the baby seemed to be starring at something… something I couldn't see. Then a feather… it fell from thin air and dropped onto the ground. Purple pastel tipped feather drifting to the ground. There was something off about this and I looked hard searching for a bird or some sort of animal that could have dropped it but… there was nothing. I watched the tape several times, each time being more sickened by the tone everything was set up in. It felt like this wasn't an accident like there was something more. I listened closely.

I stand here in front of the scene of a most terrifying accident. A car accident has occurred just south of Kuragama high way. Officials tell us that the car flew off the highway and rammed into a pole just outside the road. After the impact the car burst into flames. Though there is no explanation as to why it happened so quickly. Two are dead and there is one reported survivor. A miracle has happened today this child has survived a terrible accident with out even a scratch. Now that is amazing. They are not giving out names as of yet but we know that both a terrible and great thing has happened here today. This is Tokyo tower news and I'm Angela Spry signing out.

I knitted my eyebrows in confusion. I never heard of it exploding before. I paused the scene as I thought hard over everything I had scene. Just then I noticed something by the car… it was a scorched cigarette butt. I couldn't figure out the make so I figured I would print it off and go to the pro.

Hiro POV

I sat in my lonely apartment the lights off and my head resting on the couch. The loud club had given me a headache and I wanted nothing more than for it to go away. I looked out against the betraying night… it was not eerie nor was it mysterious… but it was beautiful. I lifted my head and walked into the small washroom. I started the bath and pulled my shirt over my head, I pulled out a six-pack of candles and lit them scattering them around the bathroom. I had a slight infatuation with candles and they seemed to calm me. I pulled my tight pants down allowing my skin to breathe in the damp air of the bathroom. I poured a small vile of scented bath liquid into the water and watched it turn the water a deep blue. I pulled down my boxers and looked into the tiny mirror beside me. I looked down at the scar's lining my biceps and chest… then turned away. Felling stinging tears fill my eyes.

Were you even born a man Nakano?

Your sickening you must be punish for this unruly conduct

Stop screaming. Pain is only in your brain

You made me do this

I hate bringing this out as a weapon but you make me

How could you have feelings for a boy?

What is wrong with you?

Tears pooled at my feet, lately I hadn't hidden from the pain I had encouraged it. I pushed these thoughts away and stepped into the warm water. It always seemed that when I was upset I turned to a bath to calm me. My cooled skin basked in the warmth and I let the scents fill my nostrils. I had always loved the smell of jasmine. I never knew why I suddenly had a vision of my mother her hair spinning out around her as she turned. She smelled of jasmine she always had. I smiled watching her twirl a small baby then she looked happily at me and began to sing.

"Hush little baby don't say a word

Mama's gonna by you a mocking bird

And if that mocking bird don't sing

Mama's gonna find you a new song to sing

Baby you know who did it you do just think back I know you know. Hiro my little baby boy the secret's in your heart, my heart."

I woke out of the dream my whole world thrown out of the rhythm it had taken on. The water was still warm around me and I pulled my body up a bit higher. I had slipped further in while I had been daydreaming and wasn't comfortable with the position I was in. My mind was still spinning from that dream my world flipping me over off the cliff it had been perched on. I rested my head on the wall and thought it through.

I had a feeling my mother was trying to tell me something but what could it have been. I slipped down again but didn't bother pulling myself up. How could the answer be in both our hearts? Was there something I blocked out from my past… something that resides in my heart? I challenged my brain to interrupt with some sort of disagreement but it didn't. Could there really be something there? I felt something touch my forehead and recognized it as a hand. I felt for it and held it between my fingers, this had happened before. I would hold it for a second and then it would leave, though this time it didn't…

K POV

I stood outside his door, ringing the doorbell every other minute. I needed to speak to him and this couldn't wait. I heard footsteps and the door being unlocked and suddenly I had Yuki in my face. His golden eyes burned through my blue ones. Each breath I let out measured by the amount of excitement I was holding back.

"Yuki I need to speak to you let me in." He gave me a passive look and then stepped to the side.

"There's no point saying no you'll just break down my door and attempt to shoot me." I walked in leisurely. I heard him shut the door, and asked if there was anybody there. I could tell by his annoyed look that there was no one there.

I walked slowly into his living room and sitting on his leather couch, I pulled out some papers and waited until he sat down. I made eye contact and quietly said

"If you were to see a burnt cigarette could you tell me which brand it is?" He gave me another stupid look and said

"You smoke figure it out yourself." His tone was not something I was in the mood for and I threw the pictures onto the table.

"Can you tell me which brand this is?" He went as white as a sheet and then composing himself threw them back.

"I have no idea what brand that is, now if you will excuse me I have some business to attend to." I looked him over once and standing up held out my hand.

"Well thanks for your time Eiri… " He brushed passed my hand snobbishly and opened the door harshly ordered me out. I felt the chill of his look my entire way out the door. As it shut I held up the pictures to my sight. "Was he angry because I asked a stupid question or was he angry because he saw who was in that picture. Out of everyone's sight." I stepped into the elevator calmly going through everything in my head. A vision of Klistelle made its self-known and tears brimmed my eyes. All vision blurring behind a wall of tortures tears.

I pushed myself off the wall calmly deciding to go out somewhere. Get away from my problems… but than I remembered… I needed to get this information to Hiro. He deserved to know what I did. I spent an hour driving around and still found myself at the same place… Hiro's apartment! I knocked quietly on the door and it slid open. That was odd, I walked in and pulled out my gun. The door shut quietly behind me. I walked across the small hallway my shoes making a soft thump sound. I turned the corner bracing myself… nothing. I placed my back against the wall and quickly strode to the bathroom. It looked like there was fire and I needed to know if the culprit was still in there.

I turned into the bathroom quickly and stopped, frozen in place. My heartbeat didn't slow down it got faster, pounding out of my chest. I put my gun onto the sink starring at Hiro his soft skin supple to the touch. His body was slick with water. His hair caked to his chest and neck. The room smelled of Jasmine and I took it in but the scent I really searched for was the smell of Hiro. That amazing smell was filling my senses. I could see his abs under the water. He must have worked hard over the years to shape them so perfectly. His biceps pulsed in the light. Candlelight always seemed to make him look so much more delicious. My shoes, socks, pants, jacket and shirt were off by now. The heat had left me so overwhelmed I just needed to get out of them. I was left standing beside his bathtub in my boxers and my tie. I never seemed to bother with that thing.

I watched as a hair fell in front of his face and I reached out to brush it aside. As my fingers grazed his wet forehead his hand reached up and held mine. I felt that electric shock I had the day we had kissed and moved closer to him. I let one of my legs slip into the tub and after getting in slipped on top of him. I straddled his legs and watched his closed eyes. I pressed my thumb against his soft skin my body reacting to the beat of his heart. With each deep thump electricity pulsed through my body. Each moment with him felt like sweet summer nights. I felt like a child again.

His eyes opened feeding my soul with urgency only lovers know. He seemed to be surprised and I shuddered to know that he would be angry. My mind went from complete lust to alarm and I shifted my weight. I went to stand and felt him hold my cheek his soft ivory hand cupping my jaw. I looked into his eyes and for the first time ever I felt that completion, I felt that inner devotion to hold him and taste him. His eyes kept mine and I knew he saw the same thing. I moved my jaw slightly and kissed his fingertip, the sweet taste of something wonderful in that one kiss.

I kissed his pulse, his shoulder, and his neck. I kissed the soft flesh of his ear and nibbled it gently. I felt him sigh as his hand tangled itself in my hair. I kissed his jaw and then…there he was. That heated gaze only mine. I needed him I could feel his taste and suffered waiting for that bliss. I pressed my lips to his. Each groove of his lips was, being memorized by mine. The soft flesh, but with a strong force behind it. I kissed with all my heart capturing that hunger even he hid from the world. His other fingers played along my chest and I groaned into our kiss. I slid a finger over his ear and felt him gasp against my lips. I took this for advantage and slid my tongue into his mouth. It was warm and wet and sweet. My breathing quickened, as our kiss deepened each second. Thrusting us further into each other.

I wrapped my arms around him possessively capturing that small angel I loved. I lifted him with all my strength, standing up in the warm water. My boxers wet drooping across my hips. My tie hanging heavily around my throat but our kiss still went on. His fingers played along my jaw fingers pressing heatedly against my skin. I walked out of the bathroom my lips firmly possessing that kiss which he denied me oh so long.

I lay him softly onto the bed; I crawled onto the bed above him my lips never breaking from his. Each minutes that electricity filled me completely. It energized me and I found myself pushing him up, up against the headboard my lips finally broke from his nipping and biting my way down his neck. My tongue pushing against that sweet candy sliding down the crook of his neck and sucking at his shoulder blade. I slid my fingers down his stomach the cravings intensifying. I spun my finger around his navel as I ghosted my fingers down further. I heard the rumble leaving his lips and before I knew it a sensational moan escaped his sensitive lips. Pleasure erupted from every pore of my body and I moved my fingers lower along with my mouth. I pulled his nipple into my mouth tentatively grazing the sensitive skin with my mouth. I felt him tense as my fingers reached their destination. He let out a soft yelp as I bit his nipple and his gasp flowed through my ears.

"K…" I moaned in response feeling the gasp hit home. I licked down his stomach gasp's being removed from his throat as he arched off the bed. My lips jumped from his stomach to his thigh. My lips pressing against the skin I felt so close to my lips. I moved my lips up his inner thigh I licked my way up and once I reached the ending I growled huskily.

"Roro-kun…"

A/N: Well that was it…hehehehe lime heheh Have I actually ever had a lime in this story before lol. Well I hope you guys loved it as much as I did. And I hope my lime wasn't TOO bad. I tried to please you guy's lol. Please give me lotsa reviews because they are helping my hand heal… actually I think they are… but I'm psycho so it doesn't count lol.

Review Responses

Lightsword: You like this story!! Keep it up!! Lol your review was soooo small aww that's so cute.

Ryuichi Sakuma: Hello luv! Why yes he did say that didn't he…but did you ever think that maybe he was telling the truth and Klistelle IS still alive? Heheh you're so cute keep on reviewing. >0

Sesaru: Heheh yes you were right weren't you lol. I wrote it as quick as I could with my hurt hand I swear and know my hand is making a quick recovery. I know that there very sad but wasn't it nice to get some hot lime action in there. Ohhhhh don't cry I may cry. Here you can have this. (Gives you lucky writing drawing pen.)

Yume Ishida the dream ang: yeah I know she is evil that's the fun part…lol maybe he will you'll just have to wait and see if he does. Maybe Ryuichi won't be sad…maybe he will find someone else? AHHHHH don't let the monkeys eat me (pouts) I'll do give you sexual favors lol. Jokes. WOW that is a very long reason but a good reason ooh your doing a Manga oh please tell me more I have a few myself. That is such a cool name. I have such smart reviewers.

Dark-Dreams-69: Ok….you've confused me THE WRITER!! HAHAH no question for last week and no question for this week. Yeah it does sound like Mel lol but that IS Mel. Your confused? Hahha I never explained eh? Lol

Kerith Verlaque Easdon: Yes the plot has thickened hasn't it lol. I haven't forgotten as a matter of fact I think Im going to read some more tonight. Awwww you miss me your so Kawaii. Well g2g see ya.

LittleMissYaoi: It's ok things like that happen al the time. Uhhhhhh….(blinks) pleasured…uh (gulp) Jennie! O.O wow what do I say to that? Lol Aww you loved the chappy? Thank you!!! Yeah I know everyone said it was depressing. Well I think you are let's see how many times did I say than my new Beta? (Gulps…blushes) hehe you called me baby lol. Ok see ya

Lady Insomnia: It's ok to be wrong I still like ya hun. He will have a very nice name I promise. Maybe he was lol you never know hun you never know. I do it makes this fic a fic sad, sad lives. Yes it is a lot of fun. It is healing thank you very much for caring. I did through something heavy at the wall…it made a dent.

Guren: Thank you for the lovely compliments I'm glad you like my story so much.