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A/N: Yup yup another chappy comin right at yeah lol. OHHHHHH CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!!! OK OK I AM CALM!! Lol yup yup calm. I'm so tired so I'm not writing much of a A/N…see ya. Hey there was no Beta note :( I forgot to put it in.
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Gravitation
Disease of the mind
Kissing you
Ryuichi POV
He was one of the best looking guys I had seen since K and I wasn't going to just let him walk away with out even knowing his name.
"Tatsuha my name is Tatsuha. I just moved here to live with my brother Yuki Eire. He's a writer you've probably heard of his books." I starred in awe I knew I had recognized him from somewhere. He looked so much like his brother.
"Yeah I know him personally he is dating one of my friends." I felt his eyes flash and he snickered saying
"Shuichi? You are friends with him? Your so lucky he is adorable. Hey! You never told me your name. This is unfair. Come on, either you tell me or I keep calling you Kitto." I felt laughter tickle my throat again and I coughed out.
"My name is Ryuichi Sakuma." I saw the look in his eyes change drastically at the mention of my name and he blinked before suddenly falling over. I gasped as he fell and I kneeled down beside him. "Are you ok?" He shook his head softly and then blushing violently sat up and smiled.
"I'm ok I do that a lot I am a very sick person I faint a lot." I became very worried and holding his hand asked if he'd be okay. Another large blush covered his face and I heard his breathing get more rapid.
"I don't think your okay. Here where is your room we will go in and I will make you some tea." He pointed to the door beside us and I opened it up slowly helping him into the room. I sat him on the bed. I turned to find the kitchen but instead found my wrist caught by him. "Is there something you would like?" He looked at me softly and whispered.
"Tea won't help just sit down and tell me what it is that has gotten you in this state and why you were running from that guy." I bowed my hand deep and slumped down on the bed. About an hour later he sat strewn across the bed and I still sat in my hunched position at the end of it. Tears filled my eyes as I came to the end of my tale. I felt the bed shift under me, and his hand land softly on my shoulder. "You shouldn't be so sad. There are other people out there for you. SO many people adore your voice and your looks I'm sure if they got to know you they would like you even more." I felt confused and I turned to him.
"I never told you I was a singer." Another blush covered his face and I pieced it together. "You're one of my fans aren't you?" His face burned red and I moved back. He lied to me.
"I didn't want to tell you. You needed to be consoled and if you knew I was a fan you wouldn't take me seriously. I thought I could listen better if you didn't know how devoted to you I was." I was overcome with emotion and pounced on him. My lips locked with his and I pressed him against the bed hard. My hands pressed against his chest and his fingers slipped behind my head. I slid my tongue into his mouth a whimper escaping his lips as I pressed against his erection. I pulled away slowly and whispered.
"No one has ever done that for me." I met him in another passionate kiss. My world was spinning and all thoughts of K vanished.
Hiro POV
He called him Klistelle… this is all so confusing why would he…
Everything vanished. I knew it I knew it so well it was right in front of my eyes.
He called me Roro Kun, He knew exactly what set me off, he looked exactly like him, and even better… he was the same age. Those blue smoldering eyes. That blond hair how could I not see it. K was short form for… Klistelle.
Just then K walked into the room and I could hardly contain myself. That was my Klistelle the one I had thought I had lost but I couldn't assume just yet. I needed proof. He looked tired and since I was now dressed I walked up and placed a finger under his chin lifting his face.
"What happened Klistelle did Ryuichi come back to you? Klistelle did you find him?" He looked at me sadly and shook his head. It was definite. He had answered to that name four times that night. "So it is you…?" He looked at me confused but then he looked sick.
"Oh… god… Hiro…" I turned around and looked out the window.
"Why did you lie to me?" Tears began to fill my eyes "Why did you make me think you were dead? Why did you do this to me Klistelle!? You made me fall in love with you all over again and this whole time I thought I was breaking our promise!" I could tell he was choking over this and I spun around. Tears sprinkled the carpet and I demanded his attention.
"Hiro… I… I… looked for you for years… I wanted you but when I found you, you had fallen in love with someone else. Can you blame me for not wanting you to know?" He looked as if he would cry to and I glared at him hard.
"You were the one I lost my virginity to. You were the one that helped me through everything but above all that, you were the one who died and left me all alone. I thought you had died?"
"I did Hiro… I did…" I stared at him confused and yelled.
"That doesn't make sense K! How could you have died?"
"In the hospital I was pronounced dead but a few minutes after the doctors left I regained consciousness. I fled from the hospital I was being chased by someone. I don't know who it was but I was scared." His eyes glittered and I could almost swear he was going to break down.
"Your real name is Klistelle that is what the K means… it means Klistelle." I looked at the carpet and made a fist.
"No! The K is NOT short form for Klistelle… my name is Kiorou, Klistelle was my brothers name." My eyes shot up. I was so confused.
"Klistelle… was your brothers name… why did you change it?" He looked at the floor hard and I could almost swear there was a tear trickling down his cheek.
"Everyone from my child hood knew me as a whore. I didn't realize it but… I was… I did anything they wanted…" He was gritting his teeth now and his eyebrows were knitted together. "I even delivered drugs for them… I cleaned their houses… slept over… and before I knew it I was expected to sleep with them!" His fist was pulled tightly together and a small trickle of blood dripped between his fingers. "That's when K-Klistelle saved me… I was almost… raped… once… he saved me. He beat the guy up and carried me half way home. He only got half way though… my boss shot him in the head!" There was now a stain of blood in my carpet and his head drooped low. I could barely contain my sobs. I-I was so selfish, this whole time I thought he was the bad guy… but he went through so much.
"What happened to your… boss?" He looked up at me now and I realized tears were streaking his face.
"I killed him… I got him back. I found him at his house with a bunch of prostitutes. I poured house cleaner in his drink… just enough to slowly eat at his bowel walls. I paid the prostitutes off. I pinned him to the chair with nails while he was passed out. When he woke up I sat in front of him and watched him scream. I wanted him to feel my pain… but I was a chicken shit. I couldn't stand the scent of his body being eaten away and I pulled his gun out of his pocket. The gun he had shot Klistelle with I put the bullet he had shot Klistelle with in it and I put the gun in his mouth… that was the last anyone heard from him." I starred in horror. My Klistelle-NO! My K had the type of mind to think that up? I felt my insides turn and I doubled over. I heard his gasp and I looked up. I saw it, right there I saw it. He was reliving it. I suddenly didn't find it horrible. I thought it was justified.
I felt electricity burn through my body and I could see it all, the crying boy over the teenager. The death of his boss, his parents… and… me… I was his light. I was his angel. I realized that me finding out what he did was his biggest fear. He didn't want me to shun him.
I also saw Klistelle. He had black hair, red eyes… he looked… just like… my angel. I stood straight and thought hard he didn't just look like him… he was him. I noticed K was kneeling on the ground. Blood and vomit surrounded him and he was shaking horribly, he was going into shock. He thought I hated him. I ran to him and using all my strength lifted him up. I through him on the bed and cleaning his shins of the mix, I shushed him quietly. I stroked his jaw and kissed his temple. He wasn't calming down and I found his arms around my waist his tears drenching my shirt.
"I was… so a-angry… I wanted… h-him… dead I d-d-didn't… think." I held him tight and stroked his hair.
"I know hun I know its ok I still love you. It's ok I love you so much. Don't worry. I'm here for you. I'm not leaving. I'll stay with you." He calmed down suddenly tears still streaked his face but he stopped shaking and he wasn't rambling anymore.
"You… do?" I looked down at him softly everything in me telling me this was right and wiping his mouth with the cloth I whispered.
"What was your promise K?"
"I would love you and you only. As long as I live I would never fall in love with anyone else."
"And have you kept that promise?"
"I… tried…"
"Then of course I love you… even if you broke the promise I would still love you…" His eyes shown brighter then I had ever seen them shine before and he smiled… a shaky smile but a smile none-the-less. I couldn't believe I had found my Klistelle again. I leaned down and laughing softly whispered.
"Aishiteru till death my Kiorou." Then with out a thought in my head I kissed him, softly and sweetly but I kissed him none-the-less. A refreshing kiss, something I hadn't had since I was a kid, my first time… in the library… that faithful day.
"I have a secret… she's not my type." What the hell was that suppose to mean. Was I supposed to understand this language? Seriously sometimes I swear Klistelle talks in code. Well you know that obviously he's saying that he's gay. HAHA like that would ever happen. Not Klistelle he… oh my god… what am I thinking he couldn't… he wouldn't. But that look he's giving me. That smile, the one I can't hide from. The one that makes my heart thump and my breathing stop. He can't be saying but… the way he looks at me. How could I miss it Klistelle likes me? No, no it's not true he would never. I know I like him but… him like me?
I couldn't help what I was feeling that urge to taste him… so what did I do… I kissed him. He tasted incredible like chocolate or ice water on a hot day. I wanted to swallow him and he was allowing me to. I pulled away… I needed air eventually. I looked down and realized my books were on the floor… I had dropped my bag. I looked back and that shocked scared look pasted his lips. That look I was afraid to admit was there. He didn't like me… he really didn't like me. Maybe she was just not his type. He had millions of girls from the orphanage after him. Those daring looks, those sun glasses he always wears. He looks like such a bad boy who wouldn't like him? I realized I was biting my lip and had to say something so I yelled.
"I'm sorry… I shouldn't…" I saw that daring look of his reaper and he kissed me again. His fingers pressed to the back of my head. His tongue slipped between my lips and sent electricity through my body. I lost my balance and found myself on the ground underneath him. This was nothing like the kiss we had just broke… no it was… more. It was sensual and I finally realized that something was poking me in the thigh. He was poking me in the thigh. I was breathless and he pulled away whispering.
"I'm glad you feel the same." His smile was plastered back on his face but now, now his sunglasses were gone and I finally remembered why he wore the sunglasses. There was a large cut across his left eye and he hated it so… he wore sunglasses. I reached up at him and traced the scar. I didn't mind it just drew more attention to the beautiful eyes he had. Those beautiful blue eyes. He pulled away and stood up stretching his arm out he threw on his glasses and whispered.
"We best get you to your room eh? We don't want you staying up past your bed time." He laughed louder then I had ever imagined and I figured he was hiding the embarrassment he had about his eye. I caught his hand and blushing stood up. I found myself against his chest and he laughed louder. "My, my, Hiro am I that irresistible?" He raised an eyebrow behind the dark sunglasses and I pushed him playfully.
"Why would you ever think you're irresistible?" We began to walk down the hall after I locked up and he chuckled while teasing me.
"Oh come on we all know I'm the best catch in this place, any girl would date me just watch." He sauntered up to a girl in the hall. Absently brushing a lock of hair out of her face and laughing flirtatiously. After a few more moments she turned to him and slapped him hard screaming pervert. I smiled holding back my laughter as he walked back… but he was smiling. I gave him a questioning look and frowning asked.
"What's up with you?" He held out a small paper and dropped into my hand.
"I told you I was irresistible…" Inside the small piece of paper was a dorm room number.
"But… how, I thought…" He gave me that breath taking smile and whispered
"I know these girls ways, very well…" I stopped suddenly and starred at the paper. Wasn't I allowed to be upset? Wasn't I allowed to worry… that I was just another… sucker…
Review Responses- MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! Or what ever you celebrate.Swtcandiee: HAHAH wow you have a very odd way of thinking of my story. Tsk, Tsk you should be doing your homework. AHAHAHA yeah if it were any other day I would probably be writing instead of doing my homework so I'm no better. I don't really know how to answer your Q's it will al make sense soon. Well g2g talk to ya soon. P.S. your not slow this is a complicated story even for me.
Guren: Ohhhhhh thank you for the compliment J kun your soooooo cute. I will promise to keep you in suspense until the end of the story. Anyway I hope I can talk to you soon lol. Nights (kisses).
Sesaru: (shifty eyes) what will I do with your body? Hmmmmmm so many possibilities… mmmm (drools) and if you come back to life you can witness these "possibilities" how would you like that? I will most definitely bury your pen with you…that is if you don't come back to life. HAHA see ya hun. Lol.
BRAM: HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA be huffy my minion be huffy lol. Well please read again luv lol nights and thanx for the compliment. See ya!
LittleMissYaoi: But… but… ok you can call me that…(pouts) No thanx needed it was my pleasure. Stranger? What stranger you know who he is now lol. Hahahahah you sound so much like the back of a romance novel. Anyway see ya soon. Nights. Sorry for being such a bad author lol.
Yumi Ishida the dream ang: They didn't have ACTUAL sex just a lil fun lol. AHAHAH screamin eh? Lol lol yes that does leave them to but how do you know I'm not through playin with them. Lol see ya. (Rubs head) ouch that hurt (pouts
ScarletteAdmirer: hahahahaahh you're going to draw me a pic? Lol oh oh send it to me sweet I would love to see it hun. Your so sweet… so… you're my biggest fan. I bet you never read my Fruits basket fic huh huh? Lol anyway g2g see ya hun
K-Bob: hahahahah I heard lol. No no I don't think you ever have lol. Don't apologize no worries here lol. Awwww dun worry I have a pretty bad comp myself. Aww thanx for the compliment. Hahahah appreciate it? You better dam well praise it lol jokes jokes. See ya.
alonelyshadow: Everything will eventually come out in the open just give it time hun. Nites.
Dark-Dreams-69: definatly nice. Well I thought she deserved some popularity lol. Oh plus Ryuichi is sooooo hot. Well didn't you just figure out who that guy was lol. Ohhhh hopefully you won't die before then lol. See ya.
Kerith Verlaque Easdon: Well you help me with inspiration hun lol ohhh yeah lol. Anyway I g2g see ya sometime lol. You're always feeling hot hot hot lol it's just a matter of time lol. See ya nights.
A/N: See ya...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
