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B/N: Yo! Sandy asked me to leave a little note for you all so here goes. She was in a bit of a rush so she's not putting in an A/N. Anyway I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Peace Out!

A/N: hahaahahah well I WAS in a rush but now that I have nothing to do for a whole day because my internet screwed up last night I decided to put one in. I really appreciate Jennie doing this for me every time I write a chappy I think totally about her and you guys I try my hardest to keep you guys entertained. I am very sad to say that my fic is coming to an end soon, not very soon but soon enough. Oh! I think the worse part of that is not being able to hear from you guys but I am going to write another fic not sure the pairing yet though. Anyway I am going to stop talking before I begin to cry lol I love you all!

I DEDICATE THIS TO ALL OF YOU WHO SUPPORT ME! MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY NEWYEAR!

Gravitation

Disease of the mind

Crying Angel's soul

I guess he could sense my mood change and he slipped his arm around my neck.

"Hey you! No getting upset this is your happy day you're not aloud to be upset." I pulled away from him and whispered.

"What you just said…Am I just like them…are you playing me?" His lips slowly turned down and he looked toward me softly. Then looked at the wall. I knew it I was just another sucker

"These girls…there air heads. If they openly said meet me in my dorm room, they would be considered slut's…so they make a big show of it. They do it in secret. I don't think any of these girls are sluts. They just judge to fast, if one of their friends sleeps with an upper classman they shun them. I would never want to be shunned so I can see why they hide it. I will go to her room. I wont do anything…I'll just…talk. The girls at this place need someone to talk to. I will explain my reasons to her eventually." I took a long hard look at him and starring at the ground asked.

"And what is that reason?" He took a deep breath and laughed.

"I seem to have fallen in love with this little nerd and I was trying to show off to him, I am dreadfully sorry I pulled you into this. It may earn me an actual slap…but I don't mind I deserve it." I looked up at him and he had a tiny blush gracing those wonderful cheeks. We arrived at my door a short time later and I looked up at him and gave him a small smile.

"You said…down there that…you had fallen in love with…someone…was that…me?" He laughed hard and placed his hand on the doorframe.

"Who else is as big a nerd as you?" He laughed harder at this and could barely stand up. "You crack me up Roro-kun." I blushed and starred at the floor leaning beside his hand.

"No…one…I guess…" He stopped laughing and standing in front of me lifted my head up. Those black glasses reflecting my sadness. I wished so hard to see his eyes. As if in answer to my deepest wish, he pulled off his glasses. Brilliant blue eyes starred at me.

Nothing was as beautiful as those eyes. They sparkled with navy, and violet, Shades of purple, pools of royal blue. My hunger to hold him was eating away at my heart. He let that soft yet daring smile slip onto his face and he whispered.

"Your special to me. I love you, and no one else holds my heart like you do." I blushed as he brushed my hair to the side of my face and kissed me hard, pressing me against the wall. His fingers yet again at the back of my head and I moved into my room. I pushed the door closed using my body as I felt his fingers slide to the rim of the bottom of my shirt and I suddenly felt him pull away. I looked at him as he licked his lips gently.

"I want you to know I'm not going to hurt you Hiro. I love you, if you don't wish to go this far I will understand…" I could tell he was fighting with something deep inside and I wanted to make those bright blue eyes smile again.

I pushed off the door and we both landed on the bed. We were locked in a kiss that wasn't ending even though he had gotten the air knocked out of him from the fall…from me falling on him. He still kissed me hard and passionately. Tantalizing my every image of anything, it was us.

Why was I remembering this so vividly? Why did I feel as if that was actually happening? I came back to reality, my legs straddling K's, my lips lapping hungrily at his. This brought me back to the old days when I…had someone. I feel his fingers slip under my shirt and electricity flashes up my bones. There's a loud gunshot and I sit up quickly with K following.

His sweat slicked chest heaving against mine as I settle down on his lap. We stair out the window and suddenly a creeping feeling slides up my spine. I turn my head to the part of the bed closest to where K's head was and my heart stopped. I can't breath and K begins to shake me.

"Hiro! Hiro! What's wrong, Oh my god Hiro, breathe! Please breath!" Tears begin to fill my eyes and he thinks to look back. He stop's shaking me and suddenly he holds me, he holds me tight and comforts me.

"W-who would do this…" I feel his body heat surround me and know at that instant that his instinct to protect what we have is flaring.

"I don't know Hiro…I do…" He trails off after this and I look into his eyes, He's scared for once… He's scared.

"You two shouldn't be…you two were never meant to be! I will see that you two are separated even if that means…Killing you the way I killed Hiro's parents." I'm shaking and crying and I jump off K.

"K why are you saying that?!" His finger points behind me, and he whispers.

"I'm not…" I look behind me and on the bedroom mirror in blood is written what he just said. I drop to the floor and begin to shake harder.

"He…was in here…someone…was in here…just now…watching us…someone…"

"Who wants me dead." I turn around and find K staring at the hole in the bed. "That was right beside my head…it was a warning…who ever this is…killed your parents…and most likely will kill me…" My eyes widen and I scream holding my stomach from the rising vomit. I feel the floor shift and I look up at K. "Stop that Hiro…if you don't…I might not be able to help." I try to stand and feel him lift me.

"K?" His body is shaking and sweating from our recent activity's slides down him but he sounds so calm.

"Who ever this is…is the cause of all…your pain. I will hunt him down and make him pay." His fingers go to just under my chin and he lifts my gaze.

"Hiro?" I swallow hard and whisper huskily.

"Yes…" His lips press gently against mine and he looks hard at me.

"Are you ready to finish this…to find out what happened…so many years ago?" He looks so brave I almost cuddle closer to him but instead I whisper.

"I'm more ready then I will ever be." I feel him pull away and I am cold again. I look around the room and follow him out.

We are in my car but he is driving. I cannot drive if I did I would probably kill us. I look out the window and we come to a stop at the side of a road. I get out and we both stand quietly. I watch as he leans down and whispers.

"It's what I feared…" I look at him and he meets my gaze heatedly. "In order to dig into your past we…have to dig into mine…" He stands up and in front of him is a pair of footprints. They look almost fresh. They're deep yet shallow…what does he mean dig into his past. I lean down and stroke the earth. Electricity burns my fingertips and I almost go flying backwards. I bump into K's legs and stare where I just touched.

"K…what was that?" He leans down close to my ear and whispers.

"I don't know but something is telling me that it has something to do with this." I feel his arm brush mine, and appearing in front of my face is a feather.

"Where did you get that?" My eyes are drawn to it. It was a pure white feather with a pastel purple tip to it.

"They show up here every five years, each time bringing with them something new. When you got into the accident you were five-ish right? Five years after you were born this feather appeared on the scene of the accident. Five years after that when you were around the age of ten another feather appeared leaving with it a locket…"

I watched him as he walked toward me and dropped the locket in my lap. I picked it up and looked softly at it. Tears formed in my eyes as I held it but I didn't know why. I looked at it with the utmost respect. It was a silver heart on a chain. It had the design of a flower and ribbon on it, the bottom of the heart had a tint of red to it and the chain was a woven silver vine. Tears began to drizzle down my cheeks. I sniffled gently and looking into his eyes I whispered.

"And three years ago…when I turned 15… what did it bring that time." His eyes drifted to the ground and stepping toward me he pulled out a feather, same length as the one I had except this one was black. Red blood dripped from the tip and flooded the ground. I watched in enchantment as he spoke.

"This is what it brought three year's ago…they call it the crying angels soul. It represents the tortured part of an angel's soul left behind when they enter heaven. Some say there is an angel out there that collects them and weaves his own wings with them hoping to be allowed into heaven but each time he tries to fly through the gates he is repelled back, shredding his wings. Some say it's the wings sin and malice that keeps him out, some think he is just to evil and full of hate to be let in."

"And what do you think K?" My eyes are connected painfully with his.

"I…think…I don't know anything about him…but…from what I've gathered…" His eyes take on a glazed over look and he frowns a bit. "I think he's after you…I think he wants you and who ever is leaving these hints wants to help…" I look to the ground and I get a bright image of the man from my dreams who cradled me during the accident. He had wings… Long large wings, they were white with pastel purple tips.

My head begins to pound images of my mother and father. There bodies being thrown around blood splattering the seats as they are impaled by to large spikes protruding from the ground. My body becomes warm and I am on the ground lying half-asleep. He stands above me.

What could this mean all these thoughts and images are surfacing to the top of my head. The headache begins to pound and I find that there is blood dripping from my ears. Tears are blinding my vision and I curl up tight pulling at my hair.

"Stop it…STOP IT! Stop this…oh…god stop the…images." They pound harder filling my ears with a buzzing, no not a buzzing whispering. They were whispering to me and I can't stop them. Who? I don't know but they are whispering and I know that.

Stop killing yourself

Warm yourself in the blood

Hungry are we?

"STOP IT!" I shout this loud enough to bust my eardrums. Then a cool feeling washes over and I stop to listen hard.

I still love you

We wont let this get you

Just believe in us and we will fight

By your side we were born to be

To serve our prince

Review Responses

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Raven: hahahahaahahahhh the death was the bomb yo and no this isn't the end sweet. All questions will be answered. Hahahahah thank you eet I am actually going to write another story lol.

LittleMissYaoi: awww thankyou luv that's sweet of you to say. No he isn't a sucker hahaah she's not that much of a slut I think your just jealous. Must you call me that bye bye sweet. Nights.

ScarletteAdmirer: Aww you are so cute I could just eat you up. Awwwww you do lol well it's sweet to be loved but don't get to attached I am takin at the moment lol. I don't think my bf would like that very much lol. Awwwwwww your reading it go you thank you so much sweet luv ya nights. Byes

Ryuichi Sakuma: awwwwwww your so cute yes you were right luv yes yes you can call me that luv I dun mind do I have someone who has a school girl crush on me? slash? Well if by slash you are referring to the lingo they use in fanfiction that mean boy x boy love. See ya sweet.

Dark-Dreams-69: hahahahahahh well I thought everyone would think it was him. Hahaha yes you do lol. See ya.

Guren: Awwww I get kisses (blushes) to sweet lol. Wow I impressed you I am so touched lol. Nights.

Kerith Verlaque Easdon: I'll finish it soon I promise luv I am just doing a lot right now sweet. You are not distracting me lol. I am perfectly on task. See ya! (tilts head up) chin up luv.

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