And this is the next chapter. It might also be the last. It's pretty short.

Enjoy.

I apologise ahead of your reading of this for any spelling or grammer mistakes.

Every time. Every time he's here she goes running to him. Completely forgets 'bout me. I hat him for that. Well I hate him any way, but that's beside the point. He's got this sort of power over her. Every time it happens it breaks my heart just a little more. She means the world to me yet it seems she'd rather be with someone else.

Sometimes I see it. The tiniest part of her that loves me. It keeps me sane sometimes-to know that someone loves me. I know she sees it too yet she won't tell me. Why? I have no bloody clue, but it's there and we both know it. She won't admit it to me though and if she never does then there is no hope for us. I want to be with her, always will, so I need her to tell me. We have other important things at the moment though, but we got time, we got time.

I almost can't believe it myself. If someone had told me 10 years ago that one day I'd be in love with a slayer, I'd have just killed 'em. I always hated the crazy people. Now I'd have it no other way. She's the most important thing in my life; in fact she is my life. Even if we don't manage to survive this then at least we've had these times and they have been the happiest of all my existence.

I know that our time isn't over. We will be together; in this life or the next, it'll happen. If only she could see it.

I'd do anything for her. I love her. I love the slayer. No. I love Buffy.

So what do you think?

For those of you interested I am writing another chapter for my other story "Heroes Rewards", but I am having a slight case of writers block. It'll be up as soon as I've written it though.