A/n: I own nothing but the idea and Lexie. John 3:16-18 is from the Bible.

Dear God,

We had so much fun last night. We ate pizza and popcorn, and watched some movies. Before bed we just sat and talked. Kind of the way Thomas J and I used to talk for hours on end. I really miss him. Lexie asked me about him. It was hard to talk about him, but in a way I think that it helped me. I told her about all the things we used to do together and what he was like. And then, I told her about how he died. She told me that he must have been a great friend to sacrifice his life just so that he could find my mood ring. Then she started to tell me about your son, Jesus. At first I didn't understand. I know that he died for our sins so that we could go to heaven but couldn't there have been some other way? Well sure, there was the whole Sacrifice thing and that seemed to work for a while, but there had to have been something else. Lexie told me to read John 3:16 through 3:18.

(For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.) After I read that, I understood what Lexie meant when she said that Thomas J was like Jesus. Wow! That really is some major love. To give up your own child just so that I could go to Heaven. Thank you, God. I think that my Quest to find out if you are real is complete.

Love,

Vada

After I put my journal away, I called Tangie. I decided that I wanted to go to heaven to be with Thomas J when I died. I wanted to see my mom, and most of all I wanted meat Jesus.

a/n

Well that's it. I know that it isn't too long but I have so much to do with summer coming in just a few months. If anyone has ideas for a sequel or has any questions for me, about the story or about the Lord, then you can contact me at I hope you enjoyed my story and thinks for reading it!