Wolf: * kicking and punching a punching bag with Tobias's picture on it*
Tobias: * hiding in a corner* Eh, if your wondering what's up with her she had a bad day. * Gets kicked out the window. *
Wolf: It's hard to find good lackeys these days. I don't own any Final Fantasy characters. Sorry it's been awhile. This chapter SHOULD have been up two weeks ago, but SOMEONE erased my this chapter. There are TWO chapters to make up for that. He, he, I counted votes from the last chapter and Rose dies! * Laughs in an evil Kefka manor. * I'll stop now.
Tobias: * heard out the window.* *groan.* IT'S WASN' ME WHO ERASED IT I SWEAR!
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Part one: Pain
It was day thirteen, after the attack. Alloran along with many other SeeD were all lined up in uniform. The occasion, a funeral for those who died during the attack. She showed any pity for those who died or comforted those who had lost friends. She just felt like there was an empty void in her after what Squall had said. A lot of things were going on. Alloran glanced over at Michelle. Michelle could hardly keep a SeeD composure. She was trying not to look sad but everyone could see she was devastated by the death of someone dear to her.
Irvine raised his gun in the air and gave a shot, the signal to start. Casseil and other gunners at Garden raised their guns in the air and fired. Coffins carrying friends and allies were carried to the front near a graveyard that would act as a memorial, each of a different size.
Michelle lost it. She broke down tears streaming down her face falling onto her SeeD uniform. Many cried. Only a few SeeD weren't bawling out. Who could blame them for crying? They had lost friends and peers. It got worse as the coffins reached the front. Michelle looked like she was in a state of disaster. If she hadn't insisted in being here they would have taken her back to her room.
Squall and most of the instructors were at the front where the coffins were carried. Bagpipes blew through the air like at many funerals or memorials. It was a sound Alloran hated. Flowers already awaited the coffins.
Xu stepped up to the podium clearing her throat. The students and non-SeeD settled down while many struggled to remain silent. " As you know we are here to honor those who lost their lives in the battle eleven days ago. I feel sympathy for those who have lost friends and allies. I too, and your instructors have suffered losses. Many were taken from our world too soon. Many had too much in life to live for but now their candles have been snuffed out. Now I believe Commander Squall Leonhart would like to say a few words."
Without a reply Squall stepped up to the podium. " Public speaking isn't my thing but I think only a few words are needed for those we have lost. It's painful but we all have to keep living. We all may have lost someone important but we can't stop living. We still have a shot at life and we shouldn't let it slip away." And with that he stepped down and Xu stepped back on.
" The coffins will be left open so you may say your final good-byes," Xu said as a single tear ran down her face. " Students may go first. Line up in an orderly manner. SeeD may go last. There is a reception hosted by the Garden committee for those who are interested." As soon as Xu stepped off students half ran to the front tears streaming down their faces. Each face full of sorrow, each face sadder than the next. ~ Are you going up? ~ (I might as well.) Alloran could see Michelle's friends helping Michelle up. (It's dumb saying goodbye like this. Their souls have already left. It's not like they can hear us.) * You never know. *
Time seemed to stretch for hours as Alloran and the SeeD waited their turn. Every person up there couldn't help but let at least one tear fall. Garden had lost many this fight. It was almost like the enemy picked just the right time to attack.
Casseil glanced at Alloran but turned away quickly. They hadn't talked much since she woke up. Alloran wasn't sure what to say. After what she had told him. ' Why don't you go back to your master like a good dog!' ' Fine go back to your master!' Alloran regretted ever saying those words. I made it like he really was a dog, she thought shaking her head. ~ You always- ~ (Don't start!) ~ Hurt- ~ (Fenerir!) ~ The one you- ~ (I KNOW THE REST OKAY!) ~ You could have said ' please'. ~
Alloran sighed. She had tried so many times to go up to Casseil when she had seen him and say 'I'm sorry' but something was stopping her. Pride.
The last student walked away. It was time for them to go up. Everyone walked slowly to say his or her final farewells. * Aren't you going? * (I'd rather go last. Just in case.) - In case of what? - (Never mind.) Alloran didn't want anyone seeing her cry, if she did. She couldn't remember the last time she did, if she did she didn't want people seeing her cry.
Almost everyone stopped a few minutes to look at old friends and say their farewells. It seemed as though it was raining even though the sun shined brightly on Balamb. It seemed more like it was raining.
Alloran watched the endless mass of SeeD walk past each coffin paying their respects. She found herself passing by faces she knew and grew up seeing. It wasn't like those stories that claimed people look peaceful when they die. It was more like a nightmare seeing people like this. They didn't look close to peaceful. They looked empty, vacant, cold. Dead. The only coffins that were closed held what little was left of the student or SeeD. White flowers marked their path down the aisle of coffins.
Alloran gulped at who they honored in the next coffin. Alloran felt guilt as well as anger. She felt like yelling ' he's not in there and even if he was he probably wouldn't hear you!' But Alloran didn't. She couldn't. There was part of her that hoped he would here her.
Michelle was five people ahead of her at the coffin. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she fell to her knees. Most of those in line stepped back as Michelle babbled words to the carcass of regret and guilt. Her petit face was beet red when her friends helped move her away. I hope, I never end up like that, Alloran thought. She waited calmly as the last person stepped away and made their way from the site. Casseil glanced at her but took off quickly. The coffins would be buried soon. In short minutes it was her turn to pay her respects. To this person she would say something.
" This is stupid," Alloran muttered looking down at the inside of the coffin. It was outlined in white velvet. All that was there was a picture and flowers. " I know you can't hear me so why do I bother." Alloran could feel her fury building up. It was the Galbadians fault he died. " You just had to leave Michelle crying over you, Drake Lee." Her sapphire eye burned. She knew Drake wouldn't pop up out of no where and respond. " Everyone is coming up here saying ' I'm sorry,' or' I miss you'. I bet you can't even hear me up in heaven. If it hadn't been for the attack you'd still be alive. But, I can't place all the blame on the Galbadians........." Her fingers tightened into a ball. " You had to leave Michelle and others with the guilt of your death! Because of what you did Michelle is babbling around Garden saying it's her fault you died!" Alloran gazed quietly at the coffin. It was practically empty, like everyone else's bodies. Alloran wished he could follow her around or bug her like he used to. " I'm sorry Drake. There were many times I felt like socking it to you or wanted you to disappear. I wish I hadn't thought those things. If you can hear me I really am sorry."
Alloran swiftly moved away from the coffins. * For someone who doesn't believe the dead can hear them you certainly say a lot. * (Please, I'm not in the mood.) Alloran talk walking slowly. Up ahead was the reception but she wasn't that interested. Most of the people there were crying. Hanging around weeping people wasn't really her idea of fun.
" Aren't you going?" Sniffled Michelle. She sat under a tree with a box of tissues.
" It's not my idea of fun watching people cry over the dead," Alloran shrugged. Michelle had stopped crying but she was still a mess. Alloran turned away and started walking.
"He really looked up to you," Michelle said suddenly. " Drake that is. He used to talk about you a fair bit. He'd say your one of the best gunblade specialists in Garden and he wanted to top you." Alloran felt a pang of guilt. She remembered what she had said earlier to the corpse of Drake Lee.
" Look Michelle," she said bluntly. " Drake knew what he was doing. It was either you or him and he wanted you alive. It really isn't much use blaming yourself. Do you really think Drake was the type wanting to see people cry?"
" But," Michelle started.
" Drake liked to cheer people up," Alloran muttered. " I'm sure if he was here he'd want you to get on with your life."
" Maybe," Michelle whispered. " Hey, Alloran, I'm heading to the party. Want to come?"
" Nah," Alloran started off but stopped again. " If anyone asks where I am I've gone for a walk okay?"
" Kay," Michelle said with a small smile as she ran off toward the lights. The sun's going down, Alloran thought. I'd better get going.
~*~
The eighteen-year-old girl sat in the corner at the party. This shouldn't be happening, she thought throwing her paper cup in the trash. Alloran and Casseil and supposed to be fighting. Now Casseil is avoiding me!
Her hazel eyes flashed seeing Casseil but he just seemed to look angrily at her and walk away. Damn you Alloran Wolfeyes! She cursed in her mind. You had to back to the world of the living!
Her elegant fingers grabbed onto a boy's shoulder as he ran by. " Excuse me," she said using one of her sweetest tones. " I don't suppose a sweet boy like yourself could get me a drink of punch. Please?" Her dark hazel eyes were entrancing the boy. He would do as she asked.
" Get it on your own," said a cold voice. Leo! The girl thought angrily. " Taylor, you don't have to get her a drink." Taylor bolted from the girl's grip and disappeared into the crowd. After all, who wanted to mess with the commander's son?
" Is there anything wrong with asking?" She asked silently thinking of daggers piercing Leo's heart.
" I know how you work, people don't need someone taking advantage of them now," Leo shot her a look and walked away to join his friends.
I wish the Galbadians had gotten him! The girl thought furiously. She thought of the boy she had met a few weeks ago and what he offered. I've done almost everything you've asked for and I still don't have what I want! Her eyes fell on a petit girl. The one that had been crying the most at the funeral.
" Hello Michelle," the girl said playing a sympathetic card. " How are you?"
" Fine," Michelle said with a small smile. " I'm okay now."
" That's good to hear," she said putting her arm around Michelle's shoulders. " I mean, it would have been hard losing someone important like that. The way Drake died was a hero death." Michelle trembled a bit.
" Drake," Michelle whispered.
" Oh I'm sorry," the girl cooed with fake apology. " I didn't mean to do that. So, anyway, have you seen Casseil? I know if he died I'd be sad." The girl could sense Michelle was uneasy. Michelle didn't answer. Probably wouldn't remember what she was about to ask. " Do you know where Alloran is?"
" She went for a walk," Michelle said stoically.
" Thank you," the girl said walking away. She had to pick her weapon up. It was time to finish her deal and with it Alloran Wolfeyes.
~*~
Part two: Thoughts
It was evening. The sky was ablaze in different colors as Alloran Wolfeyes walked silently across the pure white sand of Balamb beach. Her dark SeeD uniform stood out in the colorful background as her boots hit the sand repetitively. A gentle breeze blew her hair around like it's new toy. The waves rushed to greet the sand before returning to the ocean leaving debris on the shore. Finally she let her legs collapse and fall down on the soft sand. The sound of the ocean seemed to make the days tension go away.
Her eyes rested on the on the waves gently rocking across the ocean. ' Fenerir is an unlisted GF,' Squall said. ' There is a price to pay for keeping a GF hidden.' (We've, been through a lot, Fenerir.) ~ I know. ~ ' Quistis has already told me about you and Seifer. She says she is willing to accept most of the punishment since she gave you Fenerir,' Squall had said coldly. She lost her instructor license and five ranks, Alloran thought. Because of me. I only went down three ranks. ' We will decide what to do about Fenerir in a few days.' Squall's words were fresh in her mind. (What do you think you would do if they wanted me to give you up?) ~ I don't know. I can't really do much. ~ - Guardian Forces aren't supposed to interfere with human problems. -
Seifer, Alloran thought. Seifer had left shortly after the attack with Raijin and Fujin before Alloran had regained consciousness. Alloran removed her gloves and boots. The water touched her feet now as the water met the shore. It was cool and relaxing. Why did you leave? Alloran thought. Why, after knowing about Quistis and me? Or was that the reason? Her fingers wrapped around a small stone and heaved it into the moving waves. What type of person abandons someone he loves when they need them? Alloran thought thinking of Quistis.
Her eyes never left the sea. ' Your existence is causing ripples in time. Changing a never ending cycle that has been for millenniums.' "So, I'm just a mistake, one of Hyne's goof ups," Alloran said aloud.
Her thoughts drifted to what she had seen of the future. She probably never would forget that image. ' If you don't stop this then the cycle will keep going, losing it's chance to change,' Ellone's words. How can she expect me to change fate? Alloran thought scornfully. I'm not as strong as Squall or Seifer! Why can't it be someone else!? She found herself breathing hard. ~ Down girl. ~ ( It's just that, I never thought I'd have to do something big. My goals were simple. Make SeeD, meet Seifer Almasy and such. Now I'm being dragged into something. ) - That's a thing about Gods like Hyne. You never know what they have planned for you. - (Yeah, I'm really getting that idea.)
Alloran finally moved away from the water after slipping her boots and gloves back on. The water shimmered as the sun hit. She would have stayed longer if there wasn't something on her mind. She turned her back to the beauty of the beach and walked slowly not knowing where to go. Alloran didn't care where her feet lead her. She wasn't sure how long she was walking but it seemed like forever. She left her mark in the sand. Single footprints. I didn't use to think like this, Alloran thought. Things used to be a lot simpler. I never planned on something like this.
After walking a long ways she took time to notice where she was heading. She was just outside Balamb, right at the bottom of a cliff, which over looked Balamb. Alloran just jammed her hands in her pockets and climbed. (This is where I first called you. Remember?) * I remember every time I've been called. * She was at the top. The sight was as clear as it had been that day four years ago. She could see Balamb starting to light up for nightfall and lights far ahead near Garden. Probably for the party. A train passed by entering the tunnel of the cliff. The cliff was just hanging over the ocean. Behind Alloran the ocean's powerful waves collided against the rocks.
Alloran turned to the ocean. What to do, Alloran thought. ' Tal and many others were caught be the Galbadians,' Dr. Kadowaki told her. ' Squall says he can't do anything at the moment. ' Damn, Alloran thought. Fifty were caught and he won't do anything! Fifty caught and he still won't.........
A thought crossed Alloran's mind. She remembered what went on between Cal and Dian Deling. ' How many did we capture?' ' Fifty, lady Cal.' ' Kill forty. We have no use for them.' Kill them in one week. After all, your men are having so much fun pumping for information. Execute them on live television. Show the world that is what happens to those who oppose the sorceress.' Oh no! Alloran thought shaking. One week!? A week passed when I saw that event meaning one week from that time would be......... ~ Tomorrow. ~ No, Alloran thought. Tal can't die! * Then what are you going to do? Tell Squall? * (Like he's going to believe me! I can see it now, ' oh sure I believe some person in the future showed you what's going to happen. I'll send a rescue team.' Yeah right!) - Then what will you do about it. If no one's going to help you do something about it. - (Bahamut?) - If no one will help you take things into your own hands. -
Alloran thought for awhile. If I try I may get expelled from Garden, she thought. I may lose the only real home I've ever had. But isn't Tal more important? Argued a part of her. You may get killed! Said another part. And how would you get there in time!? Alloran didn't notice it but she had sat down again. There was only one machine she knew that could get to the D- district prison in time. Ragnarok. Do I really want to risk it? She thought.
~*~
Part three: Crimson water.
The girl smiled as her grip tightened around her weapon. A Kwan Dao, a long handled sword. (A/N: It's a long pole with a blade at the end. To see a clearer image go to search engines like google and look up Kwan Dao.) Her prey was sitting on the cliffs. Whether she cut Alloran in two or shoved her over the edge of the cliff it wouldn't matter. Her deal with Visser would be complete and Casseil would be hers.
~*~
Alloran gazed upon the ocean her decision still not made. Only then did she realize something. She wasn't alone. She could hear the distinct sound of air being cut be something. She moved to the side but not fast enough. She clenched her teeth in pain as a sharp blade tore through the flesh and tissues of her shoulder. Automatically she pushed herself up and flicked her wrist and let her knife fall in her hand facing her assailant. " Rose."
Rose stood in front of her with a sickeningly smile on her face. Her fingers held her weapon ready as Alloran's blood dripped off the menacing blade. Alloran's eyes sharpened. She didn't like the situation. Alloran had left Windhowler at Garden for the funeral and all she had at the moment was a knife as a weapon.
" You might want to skip on magic," Rose said smiling. " I cast reflect on myself." Damn, Alloran thought. She didn't have any dispels on her at the moment. " This is payback."
" Care to explain," Alloran said. Rose and her started circling each other. Rose slammed Kwan Dao down and Alloran barely blocked high. The Kwan Dao was a heavy sword weapon. This wasn't going to be easy.
" Garden is at fault and so are you," Rose hissed as they pushed away from each other. " Casseil forgot me because of Garden!"
" What do you mean ' forgot you'?" Alloran growled. Rose was on a full assault. Alloran was barely blocking each move. It wasn't easy. Kwan Dao was long and sharp while the knife Alloran had was long for a knife but not long enough to keep up with Kwan Dao.
" Don't you know?" Rose had anger written all over her face. " We went to the same orphanage. We were friends." She attacked across to cut her in two. Alloran ducked under her attack and kicked Rose in the stomach. Rose was down for a second but she swiftly pushed herself up. She's fast, Alloran thought. " We were always together, then that man from Garden came. Casseil promised he'd never forget me. And you know what? When in Timber I asked if he remembered me and he didn't know what I was talking about!" One of Rose's attacks hit Alloran's right leg. " It's Garden's fault he forgot!" It was getting harder to block. Her shoulder and leg were slowing her down badly.
" Then what angers you about me?" Alloran asked as Rose's blade her other shoulder.
" Shortly after Casseil left I joined the rebels," Rose snarled. " I looked up to our leader, Commander Seifer Almasy. I wished he would teach me his techniques. Then I heard rumors of a student at Garden Seifer taught. Seifer hardly even remembered my name!" Rose's attacks were growing more and more wild. " Shortly before you came I met a boy in Timber. He was president Deling's son. Visser Deling. He informed me SeeD was coming and among them was the girl Seifer was teaching his technique's to. You Alloran Wolfeyes. He said if I spied on Garden my reward would be anything I wanted. As a bonus all I needed to do was eliminate you. I deserved what you were getting. You have Casseil, friends, Garden, and skills that belong to Seifer Almasy!"
" You know, you are getting really annoying," Alloran snarled. Alloran and Rose ran at each other again. This time Rose was pushing down harder than before. She wanted Alloran's death. Alloran could feel her knees starting to buckle. ' Try to take it easy until your fully healed,' Dr. Kadowaki told Alloran. Sorry doc, she thought. Her and Rose were at the very edge of the cliff.
" Give it up," Rose growled. The Kwan Dao was getting heavier.
Alloran heard it. Pieces of the edge were starting to crumble. " Stop it Rose! The edge is falling!"
" I'm not falling for that trick!" Rose snapped.
As if on cue the ground beneath them broke. Alloran gripped onto the edge as her and Rose both fell back. Her eyes quickly glanced at the roaring waves beneath her. Rose fell into the water barely missing the rocks. Rose was fighting with all her strength against the power of nature. Rose wasn't making much progress. The waves crashed against the cliff's rocks. Alloran knew what would happen.
(A/N: I may revise the battle but I'm a bit lazy at the moment.)
~*~
Rose was thinking frantically as her body hit the water. I can't die! She thought. Her arms and legs flailed desperately as the water hit her. Not yet! Please almighty Hyne, don't kill me! Her arms and legs were going numb. Eventually exhaustion overtook her. Her hazel eyes gazed at Alloran hanging above. The girl whom had Casseil. Damn Hyne! She thought. Why have you abandoned me!? She finally lost all strength. She couldn't fight it any longer. " Casseil," she moaned. The water was taking her to her death. Before she hit the rocks time seemed to freeze. " I have not abandoned you, you and humans chose your paths. But I stand with you either way." Rose heard a silky female voice purr in her mind. Rose was feeling a remorse. What she had done to Garden and tried to do to Alloran. Time began again. Her body hit and her future went dark.
~*~
Alloran dug the knife into the earth and weakly pushed herself up. Her muscles were all aching has more blood spewed from her cuts. Rose's body broke against the rocks. Blood stained the granite and the water. The waves were turning a sickening red. I'm getting really sick of that color, Alloran thought. So, I was right, Rose was bad. Though, I can't help but feel some pity. The grass on the cliff was getting colored red as well. Her eyes watched the water carry the red ooze away. It looked like the water itself was made of blood. She winced from the pain that Rose caused. Lights were heading toward her. I guess that's Garden, Alloran thought. And I still have a choice to make.
~*~
Part four: The decision.
" I told you to take it easy!" Dr. Kadowaki said scolding Alloran as she cast a curaga spell.
" What can I say?" Alloran said with a small grin. " I guess I attract injury."
" So you've said before," Dr. Kadowaki said frowning. " So is it true about what I heard about Rose?"
" Yeah," Alloran muttered. She suddenly realized that she had to give. If she didn't tell Casseil now she may lose the chance forever. " Have you seen Casseil?"
" Upstairs last I saw him," Dr. Kadowaki said with a sigh. " Are you planning on making up with him?"
" Yeah, I guess," Alloran said meekly. It was going to be weird saying ' I'm sorry Casseil.'
" Good to hear," Dr. Kadowaki said smiling. " It's strange having you ,Tal, and Casseil separated." Tal, Alloran thought. She remembered what Bahamut had said. ' If no one will help you take things into your own hands.'
" Can I leave now?" Alloran asked quietly. Dr. Kadowaki nodded. Alloran sighed. Hope Casseil's is in a listening mood, Alloran thought. She took a look at the uniform. Covered with blood. After I change out of this uniform.
~*~
Casseil was standing on the balconies of the ballroom. Alloran just looked at him at a distance. What to say? Should she tell him what happened when she was unconscious? And more importantly about Tal. Alloran's footsteps were very quiet but he heard them when she was half way across the room. They both looked at each other without saying a word. Their eyes met and held each other's eyes. Neither knew what to say.
" I'm sorry," they both said at once.
" No, it's my fault," Alloran said insistently. " I called you a dog but I really didn't mean it!"
" I made you say that though," Casseil said in the same tone. " Rose said you were jealous of our relationship and I believed it." They were silent again. " Alloran-"
" Don't say it," Alloran said quietly. " I already know what your going to say. It is not you fault."
" Friends?" He said with a smile. Alloran nodded. They walked out onto the balcony. They just looked at the stars not saying anything. Alloran wasn't sure if she should tell Casseil now. Maybe it would be better if she didn't involve him. " What's wrong?" Alloran flinched.
" Nothing."
" Come on," he said eyeing her suspiciously. " I know your lying." Alloran was now wishing she were some where else. A part of her wanted to tell him, another didn't want to drag him into this.
" It's about Tal," Alloran said uneasily. " And what happened when I was unconscious."
" I'm all ears," Casseil said.
Alloran just told him almost everything. About her encounter with Ellone, Cal's past, the what was going to happen to Tal, and the future. Almost everything. She kept back the parts about a never-ending cycle, her existence an accident, and changing the future. After she finished he looked at her blankly.
" Go ahead," Alloran sighed. She knew what to expect. " Tell I'm crazy and I should stop joking around."
" Does it look like I'm going to?" Casseil said seriously, for once. " Why haven't you told Commander Leonhart!?"
" Do you honestly believe he's going to believe a new SeeD that's already in trouble!?" Alloran snapped. She was about to add 'daughter of his rival' but remembered only her, Seifer, Quistis, and Squall knew about that.
" Then what are you going to do!?" He demanded.
" I don't know!" Alloran growled. " I care as much as you do about Tal! I'll think of something! I'd do anything to help Tal!"
" Anything?" Casseil asked looking skeptical.
" Yeah," Alloran snapped. " Even disobeying Garden."
" If you are let me help," Casseil said bluntly. " I don't want Tal to die." Alloran looked at her friend in amazement. Was this really Casseil talking?
" I don't know what to do," Alloran sighed. " My choice is my own. I don't need to drag anyone down with me."
" Since when haven't you dragged me and Tal with you?" Casseil said cocking an eyebrow. " I seriously doubt you could take down all the Galbadians at the D-District prison."
" I haven't even said I'm doing it," Alloran grumbled.
" Well, then what are you going to do?" He asked.
" Head to bed for now, I'll think of something," Alloran said quietly. Before leaving she added. " Thanks Casseil."
~*~
It was midnight. Alloran slipped her knives into place and loaded ten bullets into Windhowler. She slipped five pulse and twelve regular ammo into her pocket. She stocked almost all the medicines she had in her pockets and checked her junctions. Everything was in place. She double- checked everything. She wouldn't get a second chance to get these things.
She locked the door and silently walked through the Garden hallways. She didn't worry about security cameras or such. Most of them were down after the attack. Her steps were soft thuds against the carpet. Most of the walls were still being rebuilt.
Alloran knew that this decision would cost her a lot. But it was worth it in her mind. Her shadow was going to be her only companion beside her. She didn't care what happened anymore. This was her choice and she was going to stick by it. ~ Are you serious in going? ~ (I'm already in trouble.) * And your not asking anyone for help because......... * (I don't want to have to drag anyone along with me.) ~ And that includes Casseil? ~ (Don't start.)
She was almost there. It wasn't to late to go back. She was going down the corridor to the parking lot now. Ragnarok would be waiting there. There was a security scanner waiting for her at the door. How to get past this? Alloran thought. Security would definitely be turned on here.
Then the unexpected happened. The door opened. What? Alloran thought. I didn't even do anything. The gate leading outside was open as well as Ragnarok's hanger door. Looks like someone else is here, Alloran thought with a frown. She entered Ragnarok and headed toward the bridge. No security? Alloran thought. She used the elevator to get to the bridge to be greeted by.........
" What took you so long?" Leo said with a grin. Alloran glared at everyone there angrily. Leo, Flare, Sef, Casseil and two others. Alloran was pretty sure they were called Isaac and Elizabeth. Both of Garden's best.
" What are you doing here!?" Alloran hissed. " Your all going to get in trouble!"
" You think we were going to help you have all the fun?" Casseil said with a humored look.
" How did you know I'd be here!" Alloran growled.
" I've known you for a looooooong time, Alloran," Casseil said with a cocky grin. " I think I'd know when your up to something." Damn it, Alloran thought. I meant to leave alone.
" Besides Alloran," Leo said with grin. " If you try leaving without us I can always tell dad where your headed." ~ He's got you there. ~ " We should be able to leave safely. Sef hacked in earlier and disarmed the systems so they would turn back on in two hours, after we've left."
They shouldn't be here, Alloran thought. ~ Try telling that to them. ~ She glanced at Sef and Casseil. They were busy typing away at something. Flare was talking with Leo. Elizabeth and Isaac were watching the monitors whispering to each other quietly. You just had to tell people I was leaving Casseil, Alloran thought.
The sound of sirens blared through the air. What the hell!? Alloran thought as red lights were accompanied by sirens filled the air.
" The security system should be turned off!" Leo yelled. If they didn't get out of there they'd be caught fast.
" I don't know what went wrong!" Sef shouted as him and Casseil flipped various switches to get Ragnarok going. Isaac and Elizabeth already had doubtful looks. The gates were closing fast.
" The gate's closing," Elizabeth said quietly. " Guess we failed." We haven't failed yet! Alloran thought rebelliously. They had to clear the gates. They needed a crazy driver to get them through.........
" Casseil!" Alloran yelled. He glared at her. " You're the craziest driver I know! Think you can get us past the gates?" Casseil grinned.
" I don't know whether to take that as a comment," he said ruefully jumping in the driver seat.
" Are you crazy!?" Flare yelled.
" Probably," Alloran said with a wolfish grin. The thrusters to Ragnarok powered up with great speed but would they make the gates? The gates were made of titanium. If Ragnarok hit the gates there wouldn't be much chance it would still work. Heck, it'd probably break into pieces and bang! Ragnarok was fast. It was no surprise being built by the Estarians.
" This is suicide!" Isaac yelled. The gates were getting closer. " We hit those gates head on we'll all die and Ragnarok will be blown up!"
" Then start praying we don't hit the gates!" Alloran and Leo both snapped at the same time. We have to make it, Alloran thought. Tal's life is on the line.
The gates were closing fast. It was a race now. A race between Ragnarok and the gates. This would decide the outcome of their fates. Whether they could escape death or join those departed.
Casseil turned Ragnarok in many directions to avoid the closing gates. Alloran and many of them were thrown side to side following each turn. (Remind me to kill Casseil after this!) ~ Well, he is getting you out of here......... ~
Everything stopped moving. Alloran gripped her side. That had hurt.
" WE MADE IT!!!!" Flare said punching the air happily. Good grief, Alloran thought.
" We aren't in the clear yet," Leo said quietly. " We still have to get out of here." ~ He seems unenthusiastic. ~ (Can you blame him? He just disobeyed his dad. The commander. Even though Leo's related to Squall that won't change the fact he's going to get in trouble. We just stole the Ragnarok. I'm probably going to get expelled after this.) " Alloran?"
Alloran snapped back to reality. She realized everyone was looking at her. " What?"
" Casseil told us you knew that forty from Garden were going to get executed," Leo said steadily. " Not even Garden knew that. I checked dad's records. Garden wouldn't have known till tomorrow until it was too late. Casseil never said how you knew." Alloran could see where this was going.
" I can't say," Alloran said quietly. Not like they'd believe her like Casseil had. Thank Hyne he hadn't told what she told him. " I just knew."
" I don't like the sounds of that," Isaac said dryly.
" I just knew alright!" Alloran growled at the older SeeD. " Isn't that good enough!?"
" No, not really," Elizabeth muttered. " How do we know it isn't a lie? We could have just done that for nothing." Alloran could feel her blood boiling. " Unless we can get some evidence we might as well turn back."
" Then why the hell did you bother coming!" Alloran yelled. " If you doubt me why did you come!?"
" Down you two!" Leo said cautiously. It didn't work.
" I have my own reasons Alloran Wolfeyes!" Elizabeth suddenly snarled.
" If we head back and find out forty were executed tomorrow will that make you happy!?" Alloran snarled back.
" You think I don't care!" Elizabeth stood up and started charging toward Alloran.
" Stop it!" Isaac said suddenly pulling Elizabeth away from Alloran.
" Isaac!" Elizabeth tried to pull away from Isaac but he had a firm hold.
" Enough you guys!" Leo growled. To Sef he muttered. " How long before we make it to the D-District prison?"
" Half an hour tops," Sef replied typing away at the computer system.
" Save your anger for the Galbadians," Leo said sternly. " Anyone have any ideas of what to do?"
" We bust in there and free everyone no duh!" Flare yelled punching the air. Alloran didn't exactly like that plan.
" Great idea chicken boy," Alloran muttered ignoring Flare's glare. " We just attract lots of attention and risk everyone getting hurt."
" Well then what do YOU suggest?" Flare grumbled.
" A covert operation?" Sef suggested shrugging. " Mom's been working one something for the Ragnarok lately. It's a concealment device."
" Sounds good to me," Isaac let go of Elizabeth.
" Yeah but there's a problem," Sef said scratching his head.
" What sort of problem?" Alloran asked with a sigh.
" Well, ya see," Sef started. " It's only experimental. Mom started working on it awhile ago. I'm not sure if it'll work for a long enough time or it won't blow up." Great, Alloran thought frowning. " So do you think we should risk it?"
Everyone exchanged glances. They probably would have only one chance. They could have just survived to get destroyed. Alloran broke the silence. " Why not? We don't have much to lose by doing this. We go back to Garden now we get in big trouble for 'borrowing' Ragnarok. We go to the D-district prison and get blown up we avoid facing Garden. If we succeed at least we complete this mission." There was another silence.
" I'm with Alloran," Leo said first. " If my dad won't do anything I will."
" I'm not going to let guys have all the fun," Casseil said with a grin.
" Same here," Sef added.
" I swear you all are crazy," Flare groaned. " I guess I'm in."
" Well?" Leo asked Isaac and Elizabeth.
" We're in," Elizabeth said quietly turning toward the door and walked away without another word.
" Jeez, what's up with her?" Casseil asked.
" Her brother," Isaac said quietly. Everyone, (except Casseil who was driving) turned to face Isaac.
" She has a brother!?" Flare asked wide-eyed. " She doesn't have a brother!"
" Yeah she does," Isaac muttered. " Half brother and sister. They try to hide their related. Just before the attack they had a big fight. I guess she wants to make up or something."
" Then your coming along why?" Alloran asked.
" Just to help her," Isaac sighed.
" Twenty five more minutes guys," Casseil called.
" Well then," Leo said with a grin. " I guess it's clear. We'll go in there and succeed. After that we'll decide what to do."
Alloran smirked. Leo and Squall may look alike but definitely act differently. So this is it then, she thought. After this I'll probably never be aloud to come back to Garden.
~*~
Wolf: END OF CHAPTER. Sorry it's short.
Tobias: Why didn't you kill Rose in a horrible way like you planned?
Wolf: Weeeeeell, I decided to let the readers take care of her. I locked Rose in the room next door and they should be there to take care of her in ten seconds. Remember readers, you can kill her anyway you like.
Tobias: You are pathetic! Getting readers to kill her!?
Wolf: I wouldn't stand there.
Tobias: Why not? It won't hurt me.
* a second later a horde of Rose haters stampede where Tobias was standing running him over lead by reviewers.*
Wolf: *Shrugs* I tried to warn him didn't I? * sees skeptic looks* I DID!
Review answers:
edenblack18: Don't worry I don't plan on stopping. I want to finish this. And besides, this gives me an excuse to kill Tobias.
Sorceress Fujin: AHHHHHHH!!!! THE WHIP!!!! IT BURNS!!!! J/k Well, is two chapters enough?
Ruri and Hari: Yes......... I'm sure everyone agrees Rose should go to Hell and be tortured.
MiNi SoRcErEsS: Nope, Edward is not related to Tobias. But I did base Edward on Tobias. How else would I get someone so dumb?
Dark Hope: Request granted.
DragonessEve: Hey, I consider a job to get people hooked! Thanks for the candies. (
Emrelle Elendal: * slowly backs away* I can see you really hate her. he, he, he, he.
pan1785: Thank you.
ethereal-tenshi: Yep, Tal was caught. Whether she dies or not it's in the next chapter. Nope, Seifer wasn't caught. I don't think he'd be caught easily. I'm not sure if Rose's death was painful enough but you can take care of her if you want.
GirlsDontCri: Sorry, Squall ended up doing something mean anyway.
Sephyr BLackstar: Hm, I wonder who's doing to die? *cough* Crystal, * cough* Man, you've been plotting for the destruction of FH for a long time haven't?
Verdanii: Actually I'm not sure where I get the inspiration. I just write what comes to mind.
Dark Angels: Weeeell, Casseil kind of rejected Rose. I can see you and almost everyone else hates Rose. Feel free to cause destruction to her.
Tinalesca: Thank you. I'm going to keep going whether people like it or not.
WildKnight: Don't call me wolfie. I said, I'LL FINISH THIS WHEN I CAN OKAY! Yes I know I have spelling errors and I'll fix them soon. And you'll have to wait because I'm probably won't finish this till March or April so just wait. Besides Wild, I know where you live too, and I know your worst fears. Like CHOCOBOS! There I said it.
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Wolf: Well Tobias, have fun?
Tobias: * twitching on the ground* I hate you!
Wolf: I know. Care to wrap things up? I'm off to watch Rose's death.
* yells and screams are heard from the room next door.*
Tobias: Gladly!
Wolf: * gets some popcorn, opens the door, ducks from a hammer being thrown, and enters the room next door. *
Tobias: Okay. Reviewers DON'T review and DON'T keep reading. Wolf can't torture me if that doesn't happen. * gets trampled by Wolf's chocobos*
Wolf: I knew I couldn't trust him. Please review and keep reading. Then click the button at the bottom right corner and go to the next chapter or stop and review this chapter.
Tobias: * hiding in a corner* Eh, if your wondering what's up with her she had a bad day. * Gets kicked out the window. *
Wolf: It's hard to find good lackeys these days. I don't own any Final Fantasy characters. Sorry it's been awhile. This chapter SHOULD have been up two weeks ago, but SOMEONE erased my this chapter. There are TWO chapters to make up for that. He, he, I counted votes from the last chapter and Rose dies! * Laughs in an evil Kefka manor. * I'll stop now.
Tobias: * heard out the window.* *groan.* IT'S WASN' ME WHO ERASED IT I SWEAR!
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Part one: Pain
It was day thirteen, after the attack. Alloran along with many other SeeD were all lined up in uniform. The occasion, a funeral for those who died during the attack. She showed any pity for those who died or comforted those who had lost friends. She just felt like there was an empty void in her after what Squall had said. A lot of things were going on. Alloran glanced over at Michelle. Michelle could hardly keep a SeeD composure. She was trying not to look sad but everyone could see she was devastated by the death of someone dear to her.
Irvine raised his gun in the air and gave a shot, the signal to start. Casseil and other gunners at Garden raised their guns in the air and fired. Coffins carrying friends and allies were carried to the front near a graveyard that would act as a memorial, each of a different size.
Michelle lost it. She broke down tears streaming down her face falling onto her SeeD uniform. Many cried. Only a few SeeD weren't bawling out. Who could blame them for crying? They had lost friends and peers. It got worse as the coffins reached the front. Michelle looked like she was in a state of disaster. If she hadn't insisted in being here they would have taken her back to her room.
Squall and most of the instructors were at the front where the coffins were carried. Bagpipes blew through the air like at many funerals or memorials. It was a sound Alloran hated. Flowers already awaited the coffins.
Xu stepped up to the podium clearing her throat. The students and non-SeeD settled down while many struggled to remain silent. " As you know we are here to honor those who lost their lives in the battle eleven days ago. I feel sympathy for those who have lost friends and allies. I too, and your instructors have suffered losses. Many were taken from our world too soon. Many had too much in life to live for but now their candles have been snuffed out. Now I believe Commander Squall Leonhart would like to say a few words."
Without a reply Squall stepped up to the podium. " Public speaking isn't my thing but I think only a few words are needed for those we have lost. It's painful but we all have to keep living. We all may have lost someone important but we can't stop living. We still have a shot at life and we shouldn't let it slip away." And with that he stepped down and Xu stepped back on.
" The coffins will be left open so you may say your final good-byes," Xu said as a single tear ran down her face. " Students may go first. Line up in an orderly manner. SeeD may go last. There is a reception hosted by the Garden committee for those who are interested." As soon as Xu stepped off students half ran to the front tears streaming down their faces. Each face full of sorrow, each face sadder than the next. ~ Are you going up? ~ (I might as well.) Alloran could see Michelle's friends helping Michelle up. (It's dumb saying goodbye like this. Their souls have already left. It's not like they can hear us.) * You never know. *
Time seemed to stretch for hours as Alloran and the SeeD waited their turn. Every person up there couldn't help but let at least one tear fall. Garden had lost many this fight. It was almost like the enemy picked just the right time to attack.
Casseil glanced at Alloran but turned away quickly. They hadn't talked much since she woke up. Alloran wasn't sure what to say. After what she had told him. ' Why don't you go back to your master like a good dog!' ' Fine go back to your master!' Alloran regretted ever saying those words. I made it like he really was a dog, she thought shaking her head. ~ You always- ~ (Don't start!) ~ Hurt- ~ (Fenerir!) ~ The one you- ~ (I KNOW THE REST OKAY!) ~ You could have said ' please'. ~
Alloran sighed. She had tried so many times to go up to Casseil when she had seen him and say 'I'm sorry' but something was stopping her. Pride.
The last student walked away. It was time for them to go up. Everyone walked slowly to say his or her final farewells. * Aren't you going? * (I'd rather go last. Just in case.) - In case of what? - (Never mind.) Alloran didn't want anyone seeing her cry, if she did. She couldn't remember the last time she did, if she did she didn't want people seeing her cry.
Almost everyone stopped a few minutes to look at old friends and say their farewells. It seemed as though it was raining even though the sun shined brightly on Balamb. It seemed more like it was raining.
Alloran watched the endless mass of SeeD walk past each coffin paying their respects. She found herself passing by faces she knew and grew up seeing. It wasn't like those stories that claimed people look peaceful when they die. It was more like a nightmare seeing people like this. They didn't look close to peaceful. They looked empty, vacant, cold. Dead. The only coffins that were closed held what little was left of the student or SeeD. White flowers marked their path down the aisle of coffins.
Alloran gulped at who they honored in the next coffin. Alloran felt guilt as well as anger. She felt like yelling ' he's not in there and even if he was he probably wouldn't hear you!' But Alloran didn't. She couldn't. There was part of her that hoped he would here her.
Michelle was five people ahead of her at the coffin. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she fell to her knees. Most of those in line stepped back as Michelle babbled words to the carcass of regret and guilt. Her petit face was beet red when her friends helped move her away. I hope, I never end up like that, Alloran thought. She waited calmly as the last person stepped away and made their way from the site. Casseil glanced at her but took off quickly. The coffins would be buried soon. In short minutes it was her turn to pay her respects. To this person she would say something.
" This is stupid," Alloran muttered looking down at the inside of the coffin. It was outlined in white velvet. All that was there was a picture and flowers. " I know you can't hear me so why do I bother." Alloran could feel her fury building up. It was the Galbadians fault he died. " You just had to leave Michelle crying over you, Drake Lee." Her sapphire eye burned. She knew Drake wouldn't pop up out of no where and respond. " Everyone is coming up here saying ' I'm sorry,' or' I miss you'. I bet you can't even hear me up in heaven. If it hadn't been for the attack you'd still be alive. But, I can't place all the blame on the Galbadians........." Her fingers tightened into a ball. " You had to leave Michelle and others with the guilt of your death! Because of what you did Michelle is babbling around Garden saying it's her fault you died!" Alloran gazed quietly at the coffin. It was practically empty, like everyone else's bodies. Alloran wished he could follow her around or bug her like he used to. " I'm sorry Drake. There were many times I felt like socking it to you or wanted you to disappear. I wish I hadn't thought those things. If you can hear me I really am sorry."
Alloran swiftly moved away from the coffins. * For someone who doesn't believe the dead can hear them you certainly say a lot. * (Please, I'm not in the mood.) Alloran talk walking slowly. Up ahead was the reception but she wasn't that interested. Most of the people there were crying. Hanging around weeping people wasn't really her idea of fun.
" Aren't you going?" Sniffled Michelle. She sat under a tree with a box of tissues.
" It's not my idea of fun watching people cry over the dead," Alloran shrugged. Michelle had stopped crying but she was still a mess. Alloran turned away and started walking.
"He really looked up to you," Michelle said suddenly. " Drake that is. He used to talk about you a fair bit. He'd say your one of the best gunblade specialists in Garden and he wanted to top you." Alloran felt a pang of guilt. She remembered what she had said earlier to the corpse of Drake Lee.
" Look Michelle," she said bluntly. " Drake knew what he was doing. It was either you or him and he wanted you alive. It really isn't much use blaming yourself. Do you really think Drake was the type wanting to see people cry?"
" But," Michelle started.
" Drake liked to cheer people up," Alloran muttered. " I'm sure if he was here he'd want you to get on with your life."
" Maybe," Michelle whispered. " Hey, Alloran, I'm heading to the party. Want to come?"
" Nah," Alloran started off but stopped again. " If anyone asks where I am I've gone for a walk okay?"
" Kay," Michelle said with a small smile as she ran off toward the lights. The sun's going down, Alloran thought. I'd better get going.
~*~
The eighteen-year-old girl sat in the corner at the party. This shouldn't be happening, she thought throwing her paper cup in the trash. Alloran and Casseil and supposed to be fighting. Now Casseil is avoiding me!
Her hazel eyes flashed seeing Casseil but he just seemed to look angrily at her and walk away. Damn you Alloran Wolfeyes! She cursed in her mind. You had to back to the world of the living!
Her elegant fingers grabbed onto a boy's shoulder as he ran by. " Excuse me," she said using one of her sweetest tones. " I don't suppose a sweet boy like yourself could get me a drink of punch. Please?" Her dark hazel eyes were entrancing the boy. He would do as she asked.
" Get it on your own," said a cold voice. Leo! The girl thought angrily. " Taylor, you don't have to get her a drink." Taylor bolted from the girl's grip and disappeared into the crowd. After all, who wanted to mess with the commander's son?
" Is there anything wrong with asking?" She asked silently thinking of daggers piercing Leo's heart.
" I know how you work, people don't need someone taking advantage of them now," Leo shot her a look and walked away to join his friends.
I wish the Galbadians had gotten him! The girl thought furiously. She thought of the boy she had met a few weeks ago and what he offered. I've done almost everything you've asked for and I still don't have what I want! Her eyes fell on a petit girl. The one that had been crying the most at the funeral.
" Hello Michelle," the girl said playing a sympathetic card. " How are you?"
" Fine," Michelle said with a small smile. " I'm okay now."
" That's good to hear," she said putting her arm around Michelle's shoulders. " I mean, it would have been hard losing someone important like that. The way Drake died was a hero death." Michelle trembled a bit.
" Drake," Michelle whispered.
" Oh I'm sorry," the girl cooed with fake apology. " I didn't mean to do that. So, anyway, have you seen Casseil? I know if he died I'd be sad." The girl could sense Michelle was uneasy. Michelle didn't answer. Probably wouldn't remember what she was about to ask. " Do you know where Alloran is?"
" She went for a walk," Michelle said stoically.
" Thank you," the girl said walking away. She had to pick her weapon up. It was time to finish her deal and with it Alloran Wolfeyes.
~*~
Part two: Thoughts
It was evening. The sky was ablaze in different colors as Alloran Wolfeyes walked silently across the pure white sand of Balamb beach. Her dark SeeD uniform stood out in the colorful background as her boots hit the sand repetitively. A gentle breeze blew her hair around like it's new toy. The waves rushed to greet the sand before returning to the ocean leaving debris on the shore. Finally she let her legs collapse and fall down on the soft sand. The sound of the ocean seemed to make the days tension go away.
Her eyes rested on the on the waves gently rocking across the ocean. ' Fenerir is an unlisted GF,' Squall said. ' There is a price to pay for keeping a GF hidden.' (We've, been through a lot, Fenerir.) ~ I know. ~ ' Quistis has already told me about you and Seifer. She says she is willing to accept most of the punishment since she gave you Fenerir,' Squall had said coldly. She lost her instructor license and five ranks, Alloran thought. Because of me. I only went down three ranks. ' We will decide what to do about Fenerir in a few days.' Squall's words were fresh in her mind. (What do you think you would do if they wanted me to give you up?) ~ I don't know. I can't really do much. ~ - Guardian Forces aren't supposed to interfere with human problems. -
Seifer, Alloran thought. Seifer had left shortly after the attack with Raijin and Fujin before Alloran had regained consciousness. Alloran removed her gloves and boots. The water touched her feet now as the water met the shore. It was cool and relaxing. Why did you leave? Alloran thought. Why, after knowing about Quistis and me? Or was that the reason? Her fingers wrapped around a small stone and heaved it into the moving waves. What type of person abandons someone he loves when they need them? Alloran thought thinking of Quistis.
Her eyes never left the sea. ' Your existence is causing ripples in time. Changing a never ending cycle that has been for millenniums.' "So, I'm just a mistake, one of Hyne's goof ups," Alloran said aloud.
Her thoughts drifted to what she had seen of the future. She probably never would forget that image. ' If you don't stop this then the cycle will keep going, losing it's chance to change,' Ellone's words. How can she expect me to change fate? Alloran thought scornfully. I'm not as strong as Squall or Seifer! Why can't it be someone else!? She found herself breathing hard. ~ Down girl. ~ ( It's just that, I never thought I'd have to do something big. My goals were simple. Make SeeD, meet Seifer Almasy and such. Now I'm being dragged into something. ) - That's a thing about Gods like Hyne. You never know what they have planned for you. - (Yeah, I'm really getting that idea.)
Alloran finally moved away from the water after slipping her boots and gloves back on. The water shimmered as the sun hit. She would have stayed longer if there wasn't something on her mind. She turned her back to the beauty of the beach and walked slowly not knowing where to go. Alloran didn't care where her feet lead her. She wasn't sure how long she was walking but it seemed like forever. She left her mark in the sand. Single footprints. I didn't use to think like this, Alloran thought. Things used to be a lot simpler. I never planned on something like this.
After walking a long ways she took time to notice where she was heading. She was just outside Balamb, right at the bottom of a cliff, which over looked Balamb. Alloran just jammed her hands in her pockets and climbed. (This is where I first called you. Remember?) * I remember every time I've been called. * She was at the top. The sight was as clear as it had been that day four years ago. She could see Balamb starting to light up for nightfall and lights far ahead near Garden. Probably for the party. A train passed by entering the tunnel of the cliff. The cliff was just hanging over the ocean. Behind Alloran the ocean's powerful waves collided against the rocks.
Alloran turned to the ocean. What to do, Alloran thought. ' Tal and many others were caught be the Galbadians,' Dr. Kadowaki told her. ' Squall says he can't do anything at the moment. ' Damn, Alloran thought. Fifty were caught and he won't do anything! Fifty caught and he still won't.........
A thought crossed Alloran's mind. She remembered what went on between Cal and Dian Deling. ' How many did we capture?' ' Fifty, lady Cal.' ' Kill forty. We have no use for them.' Kill them in one week. After all, your men are having so much fun pumping for information. Execute them on live television. Show the world that is what happens to those who oppose the sorceress.' Oh no! Alloran thought shaking. One week!? A week passed when I saw that event meaning one week from that time would be......... ~ Tomorrow. ~ No, Alloran thought. Tal can't die! * Then what are you going to do? Tell Squall? * (Like he's going to believe me! I can see it now, ' oh sure I believe some person in the future showed you what's going to happen. I'll send a rescue team.' Yeah right!) - Then what will you do about it. If no one's going to help you do something about it. - (Bahamut?) - If no one will help you take things into your own hands. -
Alloran thought for awhile. If I try I may get expelled from Garden, she thought. I may lose the only real home I've ever had. But isn't Tal more important? Argued a part of her. You may get killed! Said another part. And how would you get there in time!? Alloran didn't notice it but she had sat down again. There was only one machine she knew that could get to the D- district prison in time. Ragnarok. Do I really want to risk it? She thought.
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Part three: Crimson water.
The girl smiled as her grip tightened around her weapon. A Kwan Dao, a long handled sword. (A/N: It's a long pole with a blade at the end. To see a clearer image go to search engines like google and look up Kwan Dao.) Her prey was sitting on the cliffs. Whether she cut Alloran in two or shoved her over the edge of the cliff it wouldn't matter. Her deal with Visser would be complete and Casseil would be hers.
~*~
Alloran gazed upon the ocean her decision still not made. Only then did she realize something. She wasn't alone. She could hear the distinct sound of air being cut be something. She moved to the side but not fast enough. She clenched her teeth in pain as a sharp blade tore through the flesh and tissues of her shoulder. Automatically she pushed herself up and flicked her wrist and let her knife fall in her hand facing her assailant. " Rose."
Rose stood in front of her with a sickeningly smile on her face. Her fingers held her weapon ready as Alloran's blood dripped off the menacing blade. Alloran's eyes sharpened. She didn't like the situation. Alloran had left Windhowler at Garden for the funeral and all she had at the moment was a knife as a weapon.
" You might want to skip on magic," Rose said smiling. " I cast reflect on myself." Damn, Alloran thought. She didn't have any dispels on her at the moment. " This is payback."
" Care to explain," Alloran said. Rose and her started circling each other. Rose slammed Kwan Dao down and Alloran barely blocked high. The Kwan Dao was a heavy sword weapon. This wasn't going to be easy.
" Garden is at fault and so are you," Rose hissed as they pushed away from each other. " Casseil forgot me because of Garden!"
" What do you mean ' forgot you'?" Alloran growled. Rose was on a full assault. Alloran was barely blocking each move. It wasn't easy. Kwan Dao was long and sharp while the knife Alloran had was long for a knife but not long enough to keep up with Kwan Dao.
" Don't you know?" Rose had anger written all over her face. " We went to the same orphanage. We were friends." She attacked across to cut her in two. Alloran ducked under her attack and kicked Rose in the stomach. Rose was down for a second but she swiftly pushed herself up. She's fast, Alloran thought. " We were always together, then that man from Garden came. Casseil promised he'd never forget me. And you know what? When in Timber I asked if he remembered me and he didn't know what I was talking about!" One of Rose's attacks hit Alloran's right leg. " It's Garden's fault he forgot!" It was getting harder to block. Her shoulder and leg were slowing her down badly.
" Then what angers you about me?" Alloran asked as Rose's blade her other shoulder.
" Shortly after Casseil left I joined the rebels," Rose snarled. " I looked up to our leader, Commander Seifer Almasy. I wished he would teach me his techniques. Then I heard rumors of a student at Garden Seifer taught. Seifer hardly even remembered my name!" Rose's attacks were growing more and more wild. " Shortly before you came I met a boy in Timber. He was president Deling's son. Visser Deling. He informed me SeeD was coming and among them was the girl Seifer was teaching his technique's to. You Alloran Wolfeyes. He said if I spied on Garden my reward would be anything I wanted. As a bonus all I needed to do was eliminate you. I deserved what you were getting. You have Casseil, friends, Garden, and skills that belong to Seifer Almasy!"
" You know, you are getting really annoying," Alloran snarled. Alloran and Rose ran at each other again. This time Rose was pushing down harder than before. She wanted Alloran's death. Alloran could feel her knees starting to buckle. ' Try to take it easy until your fully healed,' Dr. Kadowaki told Alloran. Sorry doc, she thought. Her and Rose were at the very edge of the cliff.
" Give it up," Rose growled. The Kwan Dao was getting heavier.
Alloran heard it. Pieces of the edge were starting to crumble. " Stop it Rose! The edge is falling!"
" I'm not falling for that trick!" Rose snapped.
As if on cue the ground beneath them broke. Alloran gripped onto the edge as her and Rose both fell back. Her eyes quickly glanced at the roaring waves beneath her. Rose fell into the water barely missing the rocks. Rose was fighting with all her strength against the power of nature. Rose wasn't making much progress. The waves crashed against the cliff's rocks. Alloran knew what would happen.
(A/N: I may revise the battle but I'm a bit lazy at the moment.)
~*~
Rose was thinking frantically as her body hit the water. I can't die! She thought. Her arms and legs flailed desperately as the water hit her. Not yet! Please almighty Hyne, don't kill me! Her arms and legs were going numb. Eventually exhaustion overtook her. Her hazel eyes gazed at Alloran hanging above. The girl whom had Casseil. Damn Hyne! She thought. Why have you abandoned me!? She finally lost all strength. She couldn't fight it any longer. " Casseil," she moaned. The water was taking her to her death. Before she hit the rocks time seemed to freeze. " I have not abandoned you, you and humans chose your paths. But I stand with you either way." Rose heard a silky female voice purr in her mind. Rose was feeling a remorse. What she had done to Garden and tried to do to Alloran. Time began again. Her body hit and her future went dark.
~*~
Alloran dug the knife into the earth and weakly pushed herself up. Her muscles were all aching has more blood spewed from her cuts. Rose's body broke against the rocks. Blood stained the granite and the water. The waves were turning a sickening red. I'm getting really sick of that color, Alloran thought. So, I was right, Rose was bad. Though, I can't help but feel some pity. The grass on the cliff was getting colored red as well. Her eyes watched the water carry the red ooze away. It looked like the water itself was made of blood. She winced from the pain that Rose caused. Lights were heading toward her. I guess that's Garden, Alloran thought. And I still have a choice to make.
~*~
Part four: The decision.
" I told you to take it easy!" Dr. Kadowaki said scolding Alloran as she cast a curaga spell.
" What can I say?" Alloran said with a small grin. " I guess I attract injury."
" So you've said before," Dr. Kadowaki said frowning. " So is it true about what I heard about Rose?"
" Yeah," Alloran muttered. She suddenly realized that she had to give. If she didn't tell Casseil now she may lose the chance forever. " Have you seen Casseil?"
" Upstairs last I saw him," Dr. Kadowaki said with a sigh. " Are you planning on making up with him?"
" Yeah, I guess," Alloran said meekly. It was going to be weird saying ' I'm sorry Casseil.'
" Good to hear," Dr. Kadowaki said smiling. " It's strange having you ,Tal, and Casseil separated." Tal, Alloran thought. She remembered what Bahamut had said. ' If no one will help you take things into your own hands.'
" Can I leave now?" Alloran asked quietly. Dr. Kadowaki nodded. Alloran sighed. Hope Casseil's is in a listening mood, Alloran thought. She took a look at the uniform. Covered with blood. After I change out of this uniform.
~*~
Casseil was standing on the balconies of the ballroom. Alloran just looked at him at a distance. What to say? Should she tell him what happened when she was unconscious? And more importantly about Tal. Alloran's footsteps were very quiet but he heard them when she was half way across the room. They both looked at each other without saying a word. Their eyes met and held each other's eyes. Neither knew what to say.
" I'm sorry," they both said at once.
" No, it's my fault," Alloran said insistently. " I called you a dog but I really didn't mean it!"
" I made you say that though," Casseil said in the same tone. " Rose said you were jealous of our relationship and I believed it." They were silent again. " Alloran-"
" Don't say it," Alloran said quietly. " I already know what your going to say. It is not you fault."
" Friends?" He said with a smile. Alloran nodded. They walked out onto the balcony. They just looked at the stars not saying anything. Alloran wasn't sure if she should tell Casseil now. Maybe it would be better if she didn't involve him. " What's wrong?" Alloran flinched.
" Nothing."
" Come on," he said eyeing her suspiciously. " I know your lying." Alloran was now wishing she were some where else. A part of her wanted to tell him, another didn't want to drag him into this.
" It's about Tal," Alloran said uneasily. " And what happened when I was unconscious."
" I'm all ears," Casseil said.
Alloran just told him almost everything. About her encounter with Ellone, Cal's past, the what was going to happen to Tal, and the future. Almost everything. She kept back the parts about a never-ending cycle, her existence an accident, and changing the future. After she finished he looked at her blankly.
" Go ahead," Alloran sighed. She knew what to expect. " Tell I'm crazy and I should stop joking around."
" Does it look like I'm going to?" Casseil said seriously, for once. " Why haven't you told Commander Leonhart!?"
" Do you honestly believe he's going to believe a new SeeD that's already in trouble!?" Alloran snapped. She was about to add 'daughter of his rival' but remembered only her, Seifer, Quistis, and Squall knew about that.
" Then what are you going to do!?" He demanded.
" I don't know!" Alloran growled. " I care as much as you do about Tal! I'll think of something! I'd do anything to help Tal!"
" Anything?" Casseil asked looking skeptical.
" Yeah," Alloran snapped. " Even disobeying Garden."
" If you are let me help," Casseil said bluntly. " I don't want Tal to die." Alloran looked at her friend in amazement. Was this really Casseil talking?
" I don't know what to do," Alloran sighed. " My choice is my own. I don't need to drag anyone down with me."
" Since when haven't you dragged me and Tal with you?" Casseil said cocking an eyebrow. " I seriously doubt you could take down all the Galbadians at the D-District prison."
" I haven't even said I'm doing it," Alloran grumbled.
" Well, then what are you going to do?" He asked.
" Head to bed for now, I'll think of something," Alloran said quietly. Before leaving she added. " Thanks Casseil."
~*~
It was midnight. Alloran slipped her knives into place and loaded ten bullets into Windhowler. She slipped five pulse and twelve regular ammo into her pocket. She stocked almost all the medicines she had in her pockets and checked her junctions. Everything was in place. She double- checked everything. She wouldn't get a second chance to get these things.
She locked the door and silently walked through the Garden hallways. She didn't worry about security cameras or such. Most of them were down after the attack. Her steps were soft thuds against the carpet. Most of the walls were still being rebuilt.
Alloran knew that this decision would cost her a lot. But it was worth it in her mind. Her shadow was going to be her only companion beside her. She didn't care what happened anymore. This was her choice and she was going to stick by it. ~ Are you serious in going? ~ (I'm already in trouble.) * And your not asking anyone for help because......... * (I don't want to have to drag anyone along with me.) ~ And that includes Casseil? ~ (Don't start.)
She was almost there. It wasn't to late to go back. She was going down the corridor to the parking lot now. Ragnarok would be waiting there. There was a security scanner waiting for her at the door. How to get past this? Alloran thought. Security would definitely be turned on here.
Then the unexpected happened. The door opened. What? Alloran thought. I didn't even do anything. The gate leading outside was open as well as Ragnarok's hanger door. Looks like someone else is here, Alloran thought with a frown. She entered Ragnarok and headed toward the bridge. No security? Alloran thought. She used the elevator to get to the bridge to be greeted by.........
" What took you so long?" Leo said with a grin. Alloran glared at everyone there angrily. Leo, Flare, Sef, Casseil and two others. Alloran was pretty sure they were called Isaac and Elizabeth. Both of Garden's best.
" What are you doing here!?" Alloran hissed. " Your all going to get in trouble!"
" You think we were going to help you have all the fun?" Casseil said with a humored look.
" How did you know I'd be here!" Alloran growled.
" I've known you for a looooooong time, Alloran," Casseil said with a cocky grin. " I think I'd know when your up to something." Damn it, Alloran thought. I meant to leave alone.
" Besides Alloran," Leo said with grin. " If you try leaving without us I can always tell dad where your headed." ~ He's got you there. ~ " We should be able to leave safely. Sef hacked in earlier and disarmed the systems so they would turn back on in two hours, after we've left."
They shouldn't be here, Alloran thought. ~ Try telling that to them. ~ She glanced at Sef and Casseil. They were busy typing away at something. Flare was talking with Leo. Elizabeth and Isaac were watching the monitors whispering to each other quietly. You just had to tell people I was leaving Casseil, Alloran thought.
The sound of sirens blared through the air. What the hell!? Alloran thought as red lights were accompanied by sirens filled the air.
" The security system should be turned off!" Leo yelled. If they didn't get out of there they'd be caught fast.
" I don't know what went wrong!" Sef shouted as him and Casseil flipped various switches to get Ragnarok going. Isaac and Elizabeth already had doubtful looks. The gates were closing fast.
" The gate's closing," Elizabeth said quietly. " Guess we failed." We haven't failed yet! Alloran thought rebelliously. They had to clear the gates. They needed a crazy driver to get them through.........
" Casseil!" Alloran yelled. He glared at her. " You're the craziest driver I know! Think you can get us past the gates?" Casseil grinned.
" I don't know whether to take that as a comment," he said ruefully jumping in the driver seat.
" Are you crazy!?" Flare yelled.
" Probably," Alloran said with a wolfish grin. The thrusters to Ragnarok powered up with great speed but would they make the gates? The gates were made of titanium. If Ragnarok hit the gates there wouldn't be much chance it would still work. Heck, it'd probably break into pieces and bang! Ragnarok was fast. It was no surprise being built by the Estarians.
" This is suicide!" Isaac yelled. The gates were getting closer. " We hit those gates head on we'll all die and Ragnarok will be blown up!"
" Then start praying we don't hit the gates!" Alloran and Leo both snapped at the same time. We have to make it, Alloran thought. Tal's life is on the line.
The gates were closing fast. It was a race now. A race between Ragnarok and the gates. This would decide the outcome of their fates. Whether they could escape death or join those departed.
Casseil turned Ragnarok in many directions to avoid the closing gates. Alloran and many of them were thrown side to side following each turn. (Remind me to kill Casseil after this!) ~ Well, he is getting you out of here......... ~
Everything stopped moving. Alloran gripped her side. That had hurt.
" WE MADE IT!!!!" Flare said punching the air happily. Good grief, Alloran thought.
" We aren't in the clear yet," Leo said quietly. " We still have to get out of here." ~ He seems unenthusiastic. ~ (Can you blame him? He just disobeyed his dad. The commander. Even though Leo's related to Squall that won't change the fact he's going to get in trouble. We just stole the Ragnarok. I'm probably going to get expelled after this.) " Alloran?"
Alloran snapped back to reality. She realized everyone was looking at her. " What?"
" Casseil told us you knew that forty from Garden were going to get executed," Leo said steadily. " Not even Garden knew that. I checked dad's records. Garden wouldn't have known till tomorrow until it was too late. Casseil never said how you knew." Alloran could see where this was going.
" I can't say," Alloran said quietly. Not like they'd believe her like Casseil had. Thank Hyne he hadn't told what she told him. " I just knew."
" I don't like the sounds of that," Isaac said dryly.
" I just knew alright!" Alloran growled at the older SeeD. " Isn't that good enough!?"
" No, not really," Elizabeth muttered. " How do we know it isn't a lie? We could have just done that for nothing." Alloran could feel her blood boiling. " Unless we can get some evidence we might as well turn back."
" Then why the hell did you bother coming!" Alloran yelled. " If you doubt me why did you come!?"
" Down you two!" Leo said cautiously. It didn't work.
" I have my own reasons Alloran Wolfeyes!" Elizabeth suddenly snarled.
" If we head back and find out forty were executed tomorrow will that make you happy!?" Alloran snarled back.
" You think I don't care!" Elizabeth stood up and started charging toward Alloran.
" Stop it!" Isaac said suddenly pulling Elizabeth away from Alloran.
" Isaac!" Elizabeth tried to pull away from Isaac but he had a firm hold.
" Enough you guys!" Leo growled. To Sef he muttered. " How long before we make it to the D-District prison?"
" Half an hour tops," Sef replied typing away at the computer system.
" Save your anger for the Galbadians," Leo said sternly. " Anyone have any ideas of what to do?"
" We bust in there and free everyone no duh!" Flare yelled punching the air. Alloran didn't exactly like that plan.
" Great idea chicken boy," Alloran muttered ignoring Flare's glare. " We just attract lots of attention and risk everyone getting hurt."
" Well then what do YOU suggest?" Flare grumbled.
" A covert operation?" Sef suggested shrugging. " Mom's been working one something for the Ragnarok lately. It's a concealment device."
" Sounds good to me," Isaac let go of Elizabeth.
" Yeah but there's a problem," Sef said scratching his head.
" What sort of problem?" Alloran asked with a sigh.
" Well, ya see," Sef started. " It's only experimental. Mom started working on it awhile ago. I'm not sure if it'll work for a long enough time or it won't blow up." Great, Alloran thought frowning. " So do you think we should risk it?"
Everyone exchanged glances. They probably would have only one chance. They could have just survived to get destroyed. Alloran broke the silence. " Why not? We don't have much to lose by doing this. We go back to Garden now we get in big trouble for 'borrowing' Ragnarok. We go to the D-district prison and get blown up we avoid facing Garden. If we succeed at least we complete this mission." There was another silence.
" I'm with Alloran," Leo said first. " If my dad won't do anything I will."
" I'm not going to let guys have all the fun," Casseil said with a grin.
" Same here," Sef added.
" I swear you all are crazy," Flare groaned. " I guess I'm in."
" Well?" Leo asked Isaac and Elizabeth.
" We're in," Elizabeth said quietly turning toward the door and walked away without another word.
" Jeez, what's up with her?" Casseil asked.
" Her brother," Isaac said quietly. Everyone, (except Casseil who was driving) turned to face Isaac.
" She has a brother!?" Flare asked wide-eyed. " She doesn't have a brother!"
" Yeah she does," Isaac muttered. " Half brother and sister. They try to hide their related. Just before the attack they had a big fight. I guess she wants to make up or something."
" Then your coming along why?" Alloran asked.
" Just to help her," Isaac sighed.
" Twenty five more minutes guys," Casseil called.
" Well then," Leo said with a grin. " I guess it's clear. We'll go in there and succeed. After that we'll decide what to do."
Alloran smirked. Leo and Squall may look alike but definitely act differently. So this is it then, she thought. After this I'll probably never be aloud to come back to Garden.
~*~
Wolf: END OF CHAPTER. Sorry it's short.
Tobias: Why didn't you kill Rose in a horrible way like you planned?
Wolf: Weeeeeell, I decided to let the readers take care of her. I locked Rose in the room next door and they should be there to take care of her in ten seconds. Remember readers, you can kill her anyway you like.
Tobias: You are pathetic! Getting readers to kill her!?
Wolf: I wouldn't stand there.
Tobias: Why not? It won't hurt me.
* a second later a horde of Rose haters stampede where Tobias was standing running him over lead by reviewers.*
Wolf: *Shrugs* I tried to warn him didn't I? * sees skeptic looks* I DID!
Review answers:
edenblack18: Don't worry I don't plan on stopping. I want to finish this. And besides, this gives me an excuse to kill Tobias.
Sorceress Fujin: AHHHHHHH!!!! THE WHIP!!!! IT BURNS!!!! J/k Well, is two chapters enough?
Ruri and Hari: Yes......... I'm sure everyone agrees Rose should go to Hell and be tortured.
MiNi SoRcErEsS: Nope, Edward is not related to Tobias. But I did base Edward on Tobias. How else would I get someone so dumb?
Dark Hope: Request granted.
DragonessEve: Hey, I consider a job to get people hooked! Thanks for the candies. (
Emrelle Elendal: * slowly backs away* I can see you really hate her. he, he, he, he.
pan1785: Thank you.
ethereal-tenshi: Yep, Tal was caught. Whether she dies or not it's in the next chapter. Nope, Seifer wasn't caught. I don't think he'd be caught easily. I'm not sure if Rose's death was painful enough but you can take care of her if you want.
GirlsDontCri: Sorry, Squall ended up doing something mean anyway.
Sephyr BLackstar: Hm, I wonder who's doing to die? *cough* Crystal, * cough* Man, you've been plotting for the destruction of FH for a long time haven't?
Verdanii: Actually I'm not sure where I get the inspiration. I just write what comes to mind.
Dark Angels: Weeeell, Casseil kind of rejected Rose. I can see you and almost everyone else hates Rose. Feel free to cause destruction to her.
Tinalesca: Thank you. I'm going to keep going whether people like it or not.
WildKnight: Don't call me wolfie. I said, I'LL FINISH THIS WHEN I CAN OKAY! Yes I know I have spelling errors and I'll fix them soon. And you'll have to wait because I'm probably won't finish this till March or April so just wait. Besides Wild, I know where you live too, and I know your worst fears. Like CHOCOBOS! There I said it.
~*~
Wolf: Well Tobias, have fun?
Tobias: * twitching on the ground* I hate you!
Wolf: I know. Care to wrap things up? I'm off to watch Rose's death.
* yells and screams are heard from the room next door.*
Tobias: Gladly!
Wolf: * gets some popcorn, opens the door, ducks from a hammer being thrown, and enters the room next door. *
Tobias: Okay. Reviewers DON'T review and DON'T keep reading. Wolf can't torture me if that doesn't happen. * gets trampled by Wolf's chocobos*
Wolf: I knew I couldn't trust him. Please review and keep reading. Then click the button at the bottom right corner and go to the next chapter or stop and review this chapter.
