Would you make the one you love cry: by kilta

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-I don't love you any more!-

o0OI'd challenge the world just to be with youO0o

"Hmm! … My head hurts." Nokoru opened his eyes and sat up suddenly when he noticed that he wasn't in his room. "This is …" he felt something warm was lying beside him and when he took a look he found Suoh sleeping peacefully next to him.

Now Nokoru remembered everything. "That was so cruel of you to slap me like that." he pouted at that but then leaned over and kissed Suoh's forehead and that caused the Ninja to wake up.

"Kai-chou!" Suoh sat up, looking at Nokoru in a strange way but Nokoru moved his face away, and he didn't like that kind of look.

"I want to …… tell you something." Suoh lowered his face waiting for the reply.

"I'm listening." Nokoru said coldly not bothering to look at Suoh.

"C- Can we? …… Can we start it over again? I- I mean--"

"I thought you love Nagisa-san." now Nokoru looked at Suoh in the eyes challenging him to say that he didn't.

Suoh held Nokoru's hands to his. "I laid! … And I'm regretful … I want you back." Suoh confessed and Nokoru couldn't help but to smirk slightly in satisfaction.

"I am sorry Suoh … but it's over between us." Nokoru stood up on his feet ready to leave but Suoh stood on his knees and refused to let go of Nokoru's hands. He looked up at him scared that he would lose him forever.

"Don't go … please think about it … I- I mean I love you … we can maybe try to work it out between us this time."

Nokoru looked down at Suoh lost in words and then Suoh leaned his head on Nokoru's flat stomach wrapping his arms around the blonde's legs and he started sobbing and begging Nokoru to return to him.

"I love you Nokoru … I love you so much, I'll do whatever you want me to do … I- I'll go out with Nagisa-san if you want … and I won't complain … I won't complain … … I won't force you into doing the paperwork ……… just be with me again Nokoru … I love you … please! …… I love you …… s-so much." Suoh continued crying while holding Nokoru, and Nokoru felt weak. He wanted to cry. He wanted to say that he loves him too. He shouldn't have made him suffer like that because of him. It was so unlike Suoh to beg someone.

Nokoru lowered himself until he sat down again with Suoh on the futon. He held Suoh's face with his hands and looked deep into his hazel sorrowful eyes. "You hurt me, Suoh … you broke up with me, and you broke up my heart."

Suoh shook his head and removed Nokoru's hands from his cheeks and held them with his hands instead, kissing them gently. "I know … I know I broke your heart, I know I had hurt you … but I didn't mean to hurt you, Nokoru. I didn't mean to end it up this way." He leaned and pressed his lips to Nokoru's who found himself returning the desperate kisses of the Ninja but then Nokoru pulled away and looked at Suoh with sad eyes.

"After you hurt me do you expect me to throw myself into your arms that easily? Do you think that you can break up with me and then have me back whenever you want? Am I a toy for you?" Nokoru asked hurtfully as he searched Suoh's eyes for answers.

"I know that's not fair … but I was the one who suffered the most, I can't sleep at night … I can't seem to do anything but to cry … I can't stand it anymore … forgive me Nokoru." Suoh whispered the last sentence before he locked his lips with Nokoru again with much passionate kisses and after a few seconds Nokoru break the kiss again.

"Don't do that, Suoh! We- we can't return like before even if we-" Suoh captured his lips with Nokoru's for the third time not letting him to continue his hurtful words and this time they fell down on the futon.

Nokoru put his hands on the back of Suoh's head sinking his fingers through the midnight blue locks, his tears finally falling down to the side's of his face and into the futon, his cheeks flushed and his hands shaking uncontrollably. Suoh pulled just slightly back, his lips still touching Nokoru's. "You know we belong to each other." Suoh whispered with a steady voice this time as he calmed down trailing warm kisses down to Nokoru's neck.

Nokoru shut his eyes close tightly. His chest was hurting so much and Suoh wasn't helping he just made it worst. He didn't want to give up that easily to him. He didn't want to be weak now and surrender to regret it later.

"Indeed … Kaichou, I can't think of someone better than Nagisa-san to watch a movie with."

"The movie? … I didn't see much of it, I was staring most of the time at Nagisa-san's beautiful face"

"It's over between us."

"I love her … and I don't want to hurt her if she saw us like this, so stop molesting me Kaichou!"

"I guess you're right … it seems our fate doesn't want to bring us together."

"Why should I answer a question of a worthless slut?"

"What can you do? You're so weak … and I can do whatever I want to you."

Nokoru opened his eyes and pushed Suoh away from him.

"Nokoru I … …"

"Save it." Nokoru snapped at him as he stood up and picked up his clothes. "I don't love you any more."

Suoh's eyes widened slowly. Tears were falling down again. Nokoru was gone.

"Why? ……… WHY?"

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To be continued...