Would you make the one you love cry: by kilta
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-I don't want your love anymore-
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Akira took Nokoru to the hospital where Suoh was charged. The doctors made him rest in one of the rooms there, until he wakes up. They told Akira that Nokoru was fine he just passed-out because of the shocking news, after that Akira took his way to where Utako and Nagisa were. He wanted to see his senpai at least one more time.
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"I'm sorry … … … Nokoru."
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Nokoru opened his eyes suddenly. He scanned the room and noticed that he was in the hospital. He sat up slowly on the bed covering his face with his hands and cried, but silently … only few soft whimpers were heard. Few minutes and he got off the bed and approached the window. He opened it and the fresh air blew his golden locks gently. He looked up staring at the sky, and then he put a sad smile on his face and closed his eyes feeling the cool breeze over his face.
"I'm coming, Suoh …… I'm coming."
The door opened suddenly, causing Nokoru to wince but still he didn't look behind him at whoever that person was. He already made his choice, but suddenly he heard some giggling and he looked back over his shoulder to look at his youngest friend in a strange way.
"Kaichou … oh Kaichou I have some good news." although Akira was giggling Nokoru could see the tears on his friend's eyes. He thought that Akira was acting like that because of Suoh's death. He turned his whole body this time to face Akira but he didn't say anything and the tears he had shed earlier were still glistening on his cheeks.
"The whole information was a mistake, Kaichou … I mean yes Takamura-senpai had a car accident and his heart stopped beating for almost 10 minutes that's why they reported that he was already dead, but in the operation room his heart came to life again and started beating slowly at the beginning but it became natural with the doctors help … Kaichou … Takamura-senpai is alive." Akira continued his giggles and Nokoru smiled and cried at the same time.
"My Suoh is alive."
"Yes! Kaichou … and this time you should stick with him forever." Nokoru wiped his tears away and nodded happily.
"I want to see him now."
Akira guided Nokoru to Suoh's room and the doctors alowed the blond to enter because Suoh kept saying Nokoru's name over and over while he was in coma. Nokoru hated seeing all these wires around Suoh. He stared at him a little and leaned down to kiss his bandaged forehead gently, and then he rested his head on Suoh's chest and he started crying painfully. Again it was his fault.
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A whole week had passed and Suoh had eventually woke up from his coma, and this day was the only one that Nokoru went to sleep at his home after Akira's pleading, because Nokoru looked very exhausted staying beside Suoh all the time and sleeping on the hospital uncomfortable sofa.
Suoh was laying on his back staring at nothing and Akira, Utako and Nagisa didn't look so happy because of some reasons, but they still tried to act normally and talk with Suoh about different things. A while later Akira excused himself and left, he waited for Nokoru out side the room … so he might give him the good news and at the same time give him the bad one so he won't be so shocked when he discovered it by himself.
"Akira!" Nokoru called happily as he ran towards his youngest friend and two bodyguards were following the blond.
"Is it true Akira? … Suoh … Suoh opened his eyes?" Nokoru asked happily and the unshed tears were clear in his beautiful azure eyes. Akira felt really bad now especially that his Kaichou was so happy he didn't want to take his smile away … but it has faded away anyway. He looked worried at Akira putting a serious expression on his face.
"Did something happened, Akira?" Nokoru waited impatiently for the answer and Akira noticed that Kaichou started to get angry.
'It's better If I tell him now … or he'd be shocked.' Akira took a deep breath and he explained… "Takamura-senpai lost his sight."
Nokoru gasped in shock. 'My fault … it's all my fault.' he cursed himself over and over again, and then he passed Akira and got inside the room. Utako and Nagisa stood up as they saw Nokoru entered. He looked at them and they nodded and got out closing the door behind them. Suoh's felt his chest tightened suddenly. He could smell Nokoru's perfume.
Nokoru pulled the armchair close to the bed and sat down. He put his hand on Suoh's, but the later pulled his hand away suddenly making Nokoru flinch.
"Don't touch me!" Suoh ordered still looking up at nothing, Nokoru hugged himself and shivered. He knew that he's the one who done all that to Suoh.
"Since we broke up … you didn't weaken and I didn't see you shed a single tear …… was it that easy for you?" Suoh said with bitterness.
"If it was I wouldn't act the way I did, you broke my heart and I was so in pain that I--"
"Now your words to me won't heal my injured heart … and it won't return the lonely tears that I've shed …… I wished to find with you peace and love … but the real you are a cheater … and your road is full with pain."
Nokoru gasped at this and the tears streamed out his eyes. He put his hand on his mouth so that Suoh won't notice that he was crying.
"Get out! …… I don't want your love anymore." when Suoh said that Nokoru walked out of the room and as he did, the tears fell down from Suoh's blank eyes, but he still didn't move or blink.
To be continued…
