LF: Alright everyone thank you for waiting for the next chapter. Happy Thankgiving everyone American.

Bakura: And those who aren't.

LF: -waves hyperly- Happy Sunday

Bakura: -sighs- Whatever.

LF: Anyways, this chapter will start more angst and there is a little non-con but if you continue to read till the story's end I promise to make it happy ending. If that is what the reviews ask for at least.


Chapter Five

Weeks passed by and my yami, my koibito never hurt me and he never pushed me in our relationship. He made sure never to make me feel uncomfortable and I was grateful. Bakura has been hanging outside the ring more often, but it wasn't until a week ago that they actually started to talk with someone beside me. Bakura would always stand off to the side and remain silent but at least now I was alloyed to hangout with friends. My friends, and now my yami's friends names are Yugi Mutou, Yuugi's dark half Yami, Jounouchi Katsuya, Seto Kaiba, Anzu Mazaki, Mai Valentine- who I think has developed a crush on Bakura, I almost feel sorry for her if it weren't for the fact that I was so deeply in love with him myself- Honda Hiroto, Jounouchi's sister Serenity, Malik- the closest person to me next to Bakura-, and Malik's yami Marik We haven't told any of them about our relationship yet although I think Malik and Marik already know though. I figure it is okay because I have a hunch that they are in the same kind of relationship.

Today was Sunday and it was around 11 o'clock when the phone rang. Before it rang I had been in a half daze with Bakura's arms around me. So far it had been a boring day so for the past hour we had been just sitting there holding each other, both of us on the verge of sleep. But at the sound of the phone we both jumped. Neither of us wanted to answer it at the moment, Bakura for his part was staring daggers in the direction of the sound. Before I finally got up to get it Bakura gave me a quick kiss and a 'be back soon.' With that I disappeared into the kitchen and over to the counter. "Moshi-moshi," I said as cheerfully as possible trying to mask me annoyance of having to leave my koi's arms, "Ryou speaking."

"Hi Ryou," came Mai's voice out of the receiver, "is Bakura there."

"Hai, one moment." With that I carried the portable into the living room and covered the mouthpiece before saying' "Koi, it is for you. It's Mai." He smiled at the name 'koi' but became confused when I told him who it was.

He took the phone and talked to her for a minute before agreeing to something. After saying good-bye he hung up. "What is going on?" I asked, knowing it was none of my business but still interested in knowing the answer.

"She wants to meet me at the park in an hour. Want to come?"

"Yeah," I almost shouted, I always loved going to the park with my yami. It was peaceful and we could always find a secluded area where we could just lay together and talk. "I can make us a picnic for lunch and we can eat after you talk to Mai."

"I would like that," he said casually with a smile. "Want me to help."

"Not now, I will do it in a moment." With that I bent down and kissed him passionately. For the next ten minutes that was all we did. And for almost the next half hour we just laid there in each others arms, listening to the silence and the others breathing. I must have fallen asleep because the next thing that I remember was Bakura shaking me urgently and trying to wake me up. Apparently he too had slept.

I looked up at him smiling but that smile soon faded when my eyes caught sight of the grandfather clock behind him, its delicate painted face and hand-craved hands told me that it was five till noon. "Oh no, I jumped up and ran to the kitchen; I still needed to make the picnic. "Go ahead without me, I will meet up with you."

"Don't worry about the picnic, come on." His voice was a mixture of annoyance and amusement as he watched me scurry around the kitchen looking for one thing or another. "Or if you like I can wait with you."

"No, I got it," I stated somewhat distracted while trying to make a sandwich, "besides you still have to meet Mai, remember."

"Yeah yeah, I remember. I will be off then but hurry up I hate not being with you." I knew Bakura said that in hopes of making me blush and it worked. After seeing the light blush on my cheeks he chuckled and walked out the door, shutting it behind him.

I smiled and continued to make lunch. I was making us turkey sandwiches, Bakura's favourite, and added to if some fresh-cut fruit, and my koi's favourite desert, chocolate cake. With that I raced out the door and towards the park. It takes five minutes to get to the park running and Bakura already had a seven minute lead on me which means by the time I actually get there he will have been there only two or three minutes. All the same I ran as fast as I could, for two reasons. One, I wanted to be with my yami again, and two, I had the feeling that I was being followed.

When I reached the park I quickly found who I was looking for. Bakura was speaking to Mai in a part of the park that was usually void of people. At first I was going to jump into the conversation but for so reason decided better of it. Maybe it was the serious look on there faces or I could have been the fact that I didn't really feel like talking to Mai, whatever the reason I instead hid behind a bush and watched the conversation play out.

Before much time had past that last thing I had ever wanted to see happened. Mai had leaned forward and kissed Bakura. At first I thought that Bakura would immediately push her away, or that was what I had hoped, but he didn't. He did the exact opposite. He responded, wrapping his arms around her and pulling her in.

It was at that point that I lost it. I couldn't take it anymore. My koi was kissing another, but why? Why would he do this to me? Once again my brain shut down, this time not from pleasure but from pain and heartache. I dropped the basket that I was holding to carry the food and ran. I ran blindly through the park and into the forest that was attached to the park. I continued running until my legs gave way and I collapsed. I was exhausted both from the running and the crying I had been doing since me feet decided to flee the scene that I had just seen. Now, while I was no longer running I continued to cry, tears staining my face. I had run into a small clearing, and since I had never been this far into the woods before it was a fairly accurate accusation to say I was lost.

For the second time today I got the feeling of being watched. My suspicions were confirmed when I heard and then saw three figures emerge into the clearing from the same direction I myself had come. As they came closer I was able to make out their faces, and was quite shocked to see three people from my school. They were in a gang though I can't recall the name. One of the members was a loud mouth boy and had green eyes with brown hair that was shoulder length. His name was Cait Sith, he was the weakest physically, only a little stronger than me, but he was fast. Another was the self-centred Sidane. No one knew his last name. He was slow but very strong. The leader, Ian Hojo, was a combination of the two. He was not as strong as Sidane or as fast as Cait, but he was the most feared, for he was also the smartest though, in my opinion that is not saying too much.

While they were in the same grade as me that was only because all three of them have been held back twice. Another thing that they all had in common, the reason that caused me to go stiff when I first learned that it was them that had been following me, was they have all touched me inappropriately at least twice. They had always been sly about it, not doing it if anyone was around, but since I was alone so often, especially while my yami was still beating me they never had a problem finding those times.

"Hey beauty, what's up?" Ian said smirking. That was a sight I had always hated seeing. I tried to back away but no matter how much distance I tried to put between us the three of them only walk faster. As soon as I started to run I was tackled from behind. It was Cait but Sidane had now grabbed hold of my arms to make sure I wouldn't get away and turned me to face Ian, who was creeping nearer. I was still struggling even though it was futile, but all movement stopped for a minute when he touched me, grabbing my manhood. Though as realization dawned on me, realization of fear- no terror-, I began to fight back as hard as possible but it was useless. I had to get away. I didn't want to call Bakura, the mere thought of him hurt. He had lied to me, betrayed me. All those times saying he loved me. 'How long had he been with her?' He had been so happy for the past week, and I had thought it had been me because of me. I guess I was wrong. Wrong about so many things.

The only response to my struggling was Ian's hand tightening and he move closer pushing our bodies together. With his free hand he undid his belt and moved my hand on his hard member and forced it to trust up and down. This caused me to abandon my pain towards Bakura at the moment, the fear toward these boys so great, and was about to call him when the Millennium Ring was ripped from my neck and thrown across the clearing, out of my reach, but that was the least of my worries. Ian's hands at this point were rubbing against my sides. I hate the touch, it felt so wrong. The only good part was that he was no longer holding my hand, so I was able to return it to my side; but now it felt so grimy. I needed help and since I couldn't get help through the ring I decided to try to scream. I knew it was pointless. I was too far into the forests but all the same I had to try, anything. "HEL-" I was silenced as Ian covered my mouth with his. Kissing me ruthlessly. This was nothing like when my yami kissed me. There was no pleasure, no bliss, only emptiness. This thought brought a new wave of pain and longing. Longing to be in Bakura's arms and him telling me it was all a misunderstanding. I was lost in thoughts like these all the while Ian was taking my shirt off. I was trying to escape, not physically- I had given up on that- but emotionally. To forget what was going on around me. It was working too until I felt my pants slide down and my legs spread apart. The terror came back and evidently showed on my face for they all started laughing harder. They had been snickering since the start but now they were in full fledged laughter.

I started to cry again as Ian completely removed his clothed. I am not exactly sure when I had stopped but it didn't matter. The tears were back, streaming down my face faster than they had been before. For now they were fuelled by the pain of the heart and fear. Pain of the body was added as he entered me, not even bothering with preparation. Pain that was unbearable, nothing like Bakura had ever caused me.

Everything had been perfect, but no more.


Bakura: You are evil you know that.

LF: Um.....yep. Been told many times. Thanks for the compliment.

Ryou: -crys- I don't like you anymore.

LF: Sure you do. Because I plan to give you a happy ending. If you don't get a happy ending its the readers fault for not reviewing. I still plan to hold to the treat if I stop getting reviews I stop writing.