Okay new song-fic! lol sorry I know I know i should be workin on my others but hey I got a good excuse...for only FIRE IN HER EYES because I kinda lost my notebook...oops! lol okay well this is a song-fic to one of my favorite songs...
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Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans, the song I'm Not Okay (I Promise) By My Chemical Romance, and I do not own My Chemical Romance.
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"Robin I'm sorry, I can't be with you, I don't love you." Starfire said as she looked at me. I should've known it, she had a boyfriend!
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it." I replied.
"I am too." Starfire's boyfriend, Chase (which in french means hunter), said, in a fake sad voice.
That happened to me exactly one month and 2 hours ago. Starfire and her boyfriend had been going out for two months. Now three. Beast Boy had seen me moping and suggested we go kareoke...strangely all of us agreed.
He dragged us down to a resturant with Kareoke. He pushed me up onto the stage and shoved the mic in my hand. I saw Starfire...with her boyfriend. I felt a twinge of grief, but I decided I needed to get over her. That second one of my favorite songs popped into my head. MY chemical Romance's I'm Not Okay (I Promise) It fit perfectly. I took a deep breath and started my song.
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
When I looked around the crowed burst into applause. Starfire looked close to tears. She ran up to me but I pushed her away and went to the people I realized that I really cared about. My real friends. They were clapping as hard as possible. Chase tried to comfort Starfire but she pushed him away and ran out the door.
This is two months later. I haven't seen Starfire since that night. But I have a new girl friend. Her name is Angela. I love her a lot. I guess I could say that Starfire was my first love. But it was never true. And now I can promise, I'm okay.
