LF: Sorry that this chapter took so long to update. Finals were a nightmare. But there over now so everything is good.
Bakura: Excuses excuses.
LF: Pretty much. But at least its a decent one.
Chapter Seven
Broken
Empty
Lost
All these feeling swirled around. All fighting for dominance and all winning. I felt dead, but those dead don't experience the pain I am right now. At first I couldn't remember why, only the pain and the loneliness. I am alone, no wait, that is not right. I was alone, yes, but no longer. Now I was being held. The hold was so inviting at first I wanted nothing but to stay in it, but as my memory returned to me I wanted that less and less. Coming back to me was the pain and the agony. I needed to get away from whom ever was holding me. What if they did the same thing as Ian and his gang? No, I couldn't take that again.
I pushed away from whoever was holding me and tried my best to scoot away. When I tried to learn who was in the clearing with me I found that I could not. I was surrounded by darkness. Emptiness that reflected how I felt. Now I was truly horrified. The same terror that I felt when I was rapped, by all three of them. The same helplessness. When first I saw the darkness I thought it was because my eyes were closed but now it is different.
With one hand I reached up and confirmed my eyes were indeed open, and yet I could see nothing. Everywhere I looked darkness. How had this happened? How had I become blind? I start to cry, hoping it would ease the pain, but it didn't. While I cried I was once again embraced by the strong arms. The same ones I have woken up to so many times and now again only mere moments ago. I remembered more now. That those arms belonged to Bakura, the one I loved with all my heart and soul. Also I remembered how he had betrayed that love. Once again I tried to push away, but this time I failed. I doubt he even felt this attempt. His hold was strong and now I was too tired and too hurt to fight back. Nothing mattered anymore. Nothing at all. Nothing...nothing...nothing....nothing. With that I once again fell in to darkness still crying on my yami's shoulder. This time a deeper darkness, that of slumber. A troubled sleep that held no sanctuary for me. Only replayed all that happened to me today. All the pain I went through was there; this time around the emotions were magnified. The pain of Bakura's betray, the pain of the rape, and the pain and fear of finding out that somehow I have been thrown into a world of endless darkness. Endless helplessness. And for me endless fear.
LF: I know its short so to make it up to you I will post the next chapter sooner. If I'm reviewed that is. I am still willing to keep to my threat. But you all have been so wonderful. Thanks you so much. I treasure your reviews, all of them.
Ryou: She's not kidding. She has read them all at least a hundred times.
LF: -nod nod- Thanks you so muches -hugs all readers-
Bakura: You're going to scare your readers off you know.
LF: -Continues to hug all readers- I love them all.
Bakura:-sighs-
Ryou: We apologize for any trama this has caused you, readers.
