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Chapter 4
Kitty's head was pounding the next morning, she had cried so much she'd caused herself to have a thumbing headache, she looked over at the clock, it was 11:43 everyone would be up. She phased through her bed and into the kitchen, to her surprise it was empty.
She grabbed an apple and sat at the table, she heard a 'bamf' and turned to see Kurt standing in the doorway, he was holding a glass of water.
"Morning Kitty, how are you feeling?" Kurt asked placing the glass of water in front of her with two headache tablets.
"Hay fuzzy." She smiled at him and swallowed the tablets. "I've been better, thanks for the tablets."
"Are you going to go and see Lance today?" Kurt asked as he hugged her tightly from behind.
"I might do, like I think I need an apology. Hmm you're nice and warm fuzzy." She wrapped her arms over top of his.
"If you don't get an apology are you going to break up with him?" Kurt asked hopefully as he sat down next to her.
"Definitely, but I like so won't be able to go to the dance, and I was totally looking forward to it."
"Don't worry Kitty that means you'll have to stay here and hang out with me, Rogue, and Logan."
"I know Rogue isn't going but why aren't you?" Kitty asked surprised.
"I didn't get asked…" Kurt said simply.
"Aw Kurt you're gorgeous and sweet who wouldn't want to like go with you." Kitty hoped Kurt hadn't noticed her cheeks go red, she hadn't meant for that to come out like that.
"Thanks Kitty." He smiled at her.
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Kitty stood knocking at the brotherhood boarding house door for ten minutes and nobody answered. She pounded her fists harder but nobody answered.
"I know you're home Lance! I can see your car!" Kitty yelled as she phased through the door. The house was empty downstairs; she could see absolutely no one.
Kitty quietly walked up the stairs she could hear loud grunts and moans coming from Lance's room. She phased through the door.
"Lance you asshole!" Kitty yelled as tears ran down her cheeks. She had never thought Lance would have sex with somebody else just because she wasn't ready.
"Hay…K….Kitty…we were erm just…."
"Having mind blowing sex bitch!" Bloodshank finished off what Lance started to say.
"You evil bitch!" Kitty picked up one of Bloodshank's heavy shoes and chucked it at her, before phasing through the floor.
"Now Lance where were we?" Bloodshank cocked an eyebrow and kissed him roughly.
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Kitty held her legs against her chest as the thousands of tears ran down her cheeks and dripped off onto her jeans. She couldn't get herself to stop crying, at this moment she hated Lance so much that it hurt, but at the same time, she loved him with all her heart.
She closed her eyes and rested her head on the tree as soft cries escaped her lips, all of her boyfriends had hurt her, but Lance had been different, he promised her, he promised he'd never hurt her, an she'd believed him.
"I'm so angry with myself!" Kitty's thoughts caused her to cry even more. "How could I let him fall me! Maybe I'm suppose to be alone, nobody loves me…"
Kitty kept her eyes closed tightly as she felt the presence of somebody behind her, she wouldn't have thought anyone would think to look for her here, she was hoping it wasn't Lance, she never wanted to see him again.
"Ya look like ya could have made ah river with all those tears." Rogue wrapped her arm around Kitty's shoulder.
Kitty was very surprised to see Rogue, she was happy though; Rogue was a really good friend whenever Kitty needed her. She rested her head on Rogues shoulder.
"How'd you know I'd be here Rogue?" Kitty asked quietly.
"Well when ya didn't come home when ya was suppose too, Kurt started to get all crazy and worried, but Ah new ya'd be here because ya always come here when something's wrong with ya." Rogue smiled.
"It's Lance, he was in bed with that new girl from the brotherhood." Kitty started to cry again.
"Look he's not worth it; ya deserve better than him, in fact Ah…." Rogue stopped herself.
"You're right; it just hurts so like totally bad because I was like in love with him." Kitty wiped her eyes and flashed a quick smile at Rogue. Rogue was relived Kitty hadn't noticed the last piece of her sentence.
"Ah personally think we should get Logan to kick his ass, or Kurt, or Scott!" Rogue said as she stood up and smirked at Kitty.
Kitty laughed a little "You would say Logan." Kitty hooked up an eyebrow. "Still like him I take it?"
"Ah guess so." Rogue said with a sad look on her face.
Kitty stood up and stood directly in front of Rogue. "Why like only 'I guess'?"
"Ah don't know, Ah do like him, it's just how's he suppose to like meh when Ah can't even be touched?" Rogue was holding back her tears; she hated not being able to feel peoples touch.
"Aww Rogue come here." Kitty pulled Rogue into a hug; it was the only way Kitty could think to comfort the girl who was untouchable.
Rogue pulled away a wiped her tears on her gloves. "Look at Meh Ah'm a mess." She smiled at Kitty and ran her figures through her hair.
"Maybe like on the night of the dance we could get you together with Logan." Kitty suggested.
"And what about ya, Huh? Ah don't want ya to be alone on the night of the dance."
"Aw don't worry I have Kurt."
Rogue smiled "Maybe Kurt will be able to confess his feelings for her now she's not with that twat Lance." Her thoughts wondered inside her head as they walked back to the institute.
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Kitty and Rogue had arrived home safely. Logan had a chat with Kitty about Lance. He was about to go and tear him into shreds when Kitty begged him not to. Logan stormed of in a fowl mood, he was going to make that asshole pay for what he'd just done to Kitty, and then he'd be so sorry.
Kitty walked out of the kitchen and headed up the stairs, she stopped when she felt a soft fuzzy hand wrapping around hers. She turned slowly around, trying not to trip on the stairs and smiled at Kurt.
"Hay Fuzzy." Kitty flashed her gorgeous smile at him.
"Hay Kitty, are you ok? Rogue told me what happened. I'll kill him!" Kurt's grip on Kitty's hand tightened as he spoke those last words.
Kitty felt Kurt's grip tighten, his touch always made her feel safe….Safe and protected from evil things….Things and people like Lance…..
Kitty returned the tightened grip on Kurt's hand and led him up the final few steps and into her room. She pulled him over to her bed and sat down. Kurt wrapped his arm around Kitty's shoulders. They sat there silently, enjoying each others presence and touch.
Kitty sighed deeply "Why couldn't Lance be more like this? More caring, more giving, and someone I can actually like totally trust….More like Kurt?...Oh Shit I'm doing it again, I'm like comparing my boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend to Kurt, by best friend in this whole word. Someone who's always been there for me and always will. Someone who I….."
Kurt interrupted her thoughts. "Well you've had a long day, I better go, you need to get some rest." He stood up and stared deep into her eyes and smiled.
Kitty felt her body heat rise as he gazed into her eyes, she was so tempted to grab him and kiss him as passionately as she could, but there was one thing stopping her. Kurt was her best friend…..Not her boyfriend. She hugged him tightly and closed her eyes enjoying the feel of his blue, warm fuzzy fur touching her bear skin. He planted a gentle kiss on her forehead and closed her door.
Kitty stood dazed for a moment, she decided she would need a relaxing bath to cure her awful day. And a long hard think about Kurt.
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Kurt teleported into the kitchen, and smiled at Rogue, who was sitting on the chair in the corner looking out at the drizzling rain. He sat down on the arm of the chair and wrapped his arm around his sister's shoulders. Rogue smiled at her little brother.
"So what do ya think about Lance?" Rogue asked.
"That was a bit of a stupid question." Kurt smiled at Rogue. "Well he had the greatest woman in the world and he blew it like the bastard he is! He should be lucky that he even got a chance. Some people who love her with all their heart will never even get a chance with her and he blew his chance because sex was more important than love to him!"
Rogue let out a slight giggle "Ah take it ya don't like him very much then?"
Kurt grabbed her and hugged her tightly. "Well aren't you clever." He said as he laughed with her.
"Well now's ya chance. Tell her how ya feel."
"I can't!"
"Of course ya can, she doesn't have a scumbag boyfriend like Lance anymore. And you'd treat her a hell of a lot better than he ever did."
"I wish I could Rogue, I really do. She's my best friend in the whole world, well she's more than that and I couldn't stand the thought of losing her." Kurt's eye began to well up.
"What do ya mean lose her? You'd never lose Kitty; she loves you way to much."
"But if I tell her it may scare her, and things between us may go weird, and I would never want to lose what we have."
"She may even feel the same way; sometimes when Ah see ya two together ya look like an adorable couple. Besides Ah've seen the way ya look at her and the way she looks at ya, Ah think there is definitely something between ya two."
Kurt smiled at his sis, he was glad to have someone like her around. She was always willing to listen to him when he needed her, and he would always do the same for her. He took a deep breathe.
"So Rogue how's your life going?" Kurt asked changing the subject.
"Well it's not to bad, Ah just really like this guy, and Ah'm just upset because Ah know Ah will never be able to touch him, or anyone, and Ah miss that feeling, Ah want to know what it's like. Ah hate having to be covered up all the time."
"I wish there was something we could do to help you." Kurt gave her a concerned look. "Who's this guy then?" Kurt asked.
"Well ya know him quite well. Ya see it's…………….
AN: Well that's it for chap 4, hope you all enjoyed. Please read and review :)
