"So thats where ive been for the last month. In a psych ward, working on my mental health. Trying to work through my emotional trauma. It just so happens it where i met Haytham" Willow said as she explained to everyone where she'd been. "Hes been really good to me. He listens, he cares. Hes coming next week" "What is he to you Wills? How did you meet? Was he another patient?" Amy asked as Willow shook her head. "He was my therapist. Nothing happened while i was a patient but we're now in a relationship" she said as everyone gasped. "Is that not unethical Wills? I mean to some people that could be seen as him taking advantage of a patient" Trish asked as Willow sighed. "I know it sounds bad, but we didnt do anything until i left. I didnt even tell him i had feelings for him until i did. It was the same with Haytham" she said as she continued "Hes coming down next week, after Christmas to see me and meet you guys. Will you at least meet him?" she asked as Amy asked "Does he make you happy?" "He does. For the first time since Harriet im on my way to being happier than ever" Willow replied as Amy hugged her. "Then i'll meet him. We all will. But please, dont run off like that again" she said as Willow stifled a laugh. "I wont. Im back to stay"

The week leading up to Christmas flew by, Willow had decorated the house and wrapped all her presents. She was in the kitchen baking cookies with Jasmine and Ruby, on Christmas Eve when Jasmine asked "Momma, is dada coming for santa?" "I dont know Jas, i need to talk to him about it" Willow replied, having not spoken to Matt since she told him about Haytham. "You know how mommy has been away Jas? Well i made a new friend and he's coming to visit after Christmas" Willow said as Jasmine looked at her with her serious face on. "Is he your boyfriend momma?" Jasmine asked as Willow smiled. "He is Jas." she said as Jasmine replied "But dada makes you happy. Doesnt he momma?" "He does Jas, but so does my new friend Haytham. Tell you what Jas, why dont we go play or watch a movie while we wait for these cookies to cool down?" Willow suggested as Jasmine nodded. "Why dont you go pick the movie and i'll be through in two minutes with Rubes" she added as Willow picked up her cell and dialled Matts number, but it went to voicemail as it had done the previous times she'd attempted to call him. I know i broke his heart last week, but i need to talk to him about tomorrow. Willow thought to herself as she picked up Ruby and headed into the living area. "So Jas what are we going to be watching?" Willow asked as she sat on the sofa as Jasmine pulled out The Grinch. "This one momma" she said as Willow walked over to the dvd player and put it on. The girls fell asleep around eight pm, Willow carrying them to bed one at a time, still no word from Matt. Willow headed to the kitchen just after 9pm and started preparing the dinner for tomorrow. Willow chopped and mixed for hours, her head spinning over her mixed feelings towards Matt and Haytham. I do still love you Matt, but i need to take this chance with Haytham. I really though you of all people would have understood she thought as she glanced at her cell and sighed at the time. Almost midnight, i guess i better head up. Knowing Jas, she'll be up at six wanting presents she thought, as put the remaining dishes in the fridge. Turning off the kitchen light she heard a knock at the door. Who the fuck is calling here at this time of night? she thought as she headed for the front door. As she unlocked and opened it she smiled. In front of her was Matt.

"Hey Matt, what are you doing here?" Willow asked as she invited him into the house. "Its late, i was about to head to bed" "I know its late Wills, but can we talk?" he asked as Willow nodded, following him into the living area. "Im sorry for ghosting you this last week Wills, i just needed some time to process you and Haytham. Does he really make you happy?" Matt said as Willow nodded. "Its still early with me and him, but he does. Im not going to lie though, i do still love you and these last seven months have been incredible. You made me feel wanted again, made me feel loved. I meant every word i said to you" she replied. "I love you Wills, but more than anything I want to see you happy" Matt replied as Willow put her hand on top of his. "Matt, Haytham isnt going to come in and become dad to Jas and Rubes. That will always be you. Look its really late Matt, what are your plans for tomorrow?" Willow asked as Matt said "Well i was kind of hoping you and the girls would have room for one more..." "Of course we do. Do you have their presents with you?" Willow replied as Matt nodded as Willow continued "Why dont you stay the night? Surprise the girls in the morning?" "Are you sure Wills? I dont to blur things with us again" he asked as Willow nodded "Im sure. Its for the girls"

"Momma momma! Get up santas been!" Jasmine said loudly as she ran into Willows room. "Jas, its 4am. Come here" Willow said sleepily as Jasmine climbed onto the bed. "Jas, i love you but its still really early. Come have cuddles with me, we'll get up in a few more hours ok" Willow said as Jasmine cuddled into her. "Momma, is dada coming today? I misses him" Jasmine said as Willow sighed. "I dont know baby. I hope he does come, i miss him too" she lied, knowing that he was asleep in the room across the hallway. He really should be in here with me she thought as she watched Jasmine sleep. What am i even thinking. Im with Haytham, so why can i not stop thinking about Matt? I shouldnt be having these thoughts...Willows head spinning with confusion as she drifted back to sleep.

"Momma can we open pressies nooooooooow" Jasmine asked as she shook Willow awake. "Okay okay Jas. Just let me see what time it is first" Willow replied as she grabbed her cell and quickly messaged Matt in the other room. "Stay here Jas, im going to go get Rubes and then we can go downstairs together ok?" Willow said as Jasmine nodded, watching her mom get out of bed. "Momma, why do you still wear dadas tshirts to sleepy in?" Jasmine asked as Willow sighed. "I...dont know Jas. I guess its a comfort thing" she replied as she glanced at the tshirt. "Stay here Jas, i'll be two minutes" she added before heading out of the room, gently knocking on the opposite door, seeing if Matt was awake. "Hey, are the girls awake?" he asked quietly as he opened the door. "Yeah, Jas decided at 4am it was present time" Willow replied as Matt added "I heard the commotion. She always has loved Christmas hasnt she?" "She has. Can we talk later? I have to go get Rubes then i'll meet you downstairs with the girls" Willow replied as Matt nodded, before closing the door so he could get dressed, watching as Willow headed into Rubys room.

"So thats Elly and Phil an hour away. Mom and Adam are on the way..." Willow said as Matt joined her in the kitchen a few hours later, Jasmine and Ruby playing with their new toys in the living area. "Im going to go pick up dad in five minutes. Do you need anything doing before i leave?" he asked as she shook her head. "Nah im good. Everything is under control" she replied as her cell began to ring. "Facetime from Haytham? I'll go check on the girls, give you some privacy" Matt said as Willow smiled, mouthed thank you to him before answering "Hey you..." she said as Matt left the kitchen, feeling lost. "Dada, can i come get gramps with you?" Jasmine asked as she walked over to Matt. "Of course you can Jas, just have to check with momma okay" he replied as she went off to play again.

"Hey, thanks for being here today. I know the girls loved having you around" Willow said to Matt a few hours later as people began to head to bed and home. "I wouldnt have been anywhere else Wills. Its actually been kind of fun" he replied as he stood up to leave. "Will you stay? I want to talk to you about somethings" Willow asked as Matt nodded. "Whats up Wills?" he asked as Willow sighed. "I dont know. Haytham was just being weirdly distant earlier. I know hes busy at the hospital but it was like he couldnt wait to end our call. Am i rushing into things with him too quick? What would you do?" she said as Matt put his arm around her. "I'd let him at least try and explain when he comes to you in a few days time" he replied as he continued "are you having doubts already? If you were with me Wills, id be worshipping the ground you walk on" "Matt, i..." Willow began to say but was cut off by Matt kissing her. They didnt know how long they were intertwined for, only pulling apart when they heard a voice say "HA! I knew something was going on with you two"

"Adam its not what you think" Willow said quietly as Adam said "You best start explaining" "We've been sleeping together. Its been going on a while. Its over for now" Matt explained as Adam asked "since the wedding?" "Earlier" Matt replied as Adam quiestioned "Since Paris?" "Its been going on since my birthday Ads" Willow said as she stood up "I need air" she added before heading into the garden. "So you and Wills huh?" Adam said as Matt shook his head. "It was a bit of fun while Wills decided what she wanted. We were so close to being together again but its over again, Wills chose Haytham and it hurts like hell" he said as he glanced at the red head in the garden. "Matt, she loves you. She told me as much at the wedding" Adam replied as he continued "Are you meeting Haytham with us?" as Matt nodded, hearing Ruby awaken upstairs. "I am. Im going to go see to Rubes" he said as he headed upstairs, Adam headed outside and sat next to his step daughter. "You cant tell anyone Ads. Please, dont tell anyone about Matt and I" Willow said quietly through tears. "I wont say a thing Wills, but what changed from the wedding?" Adam asked as Willow sighed. "Nothings changed. I do still love Matt, i just met someone else and fell for them" she replied "I need to give things with Haytham a chance. The seven months i had with Matt, they meant everything to me. He means everything to me" "Im not judging you Wills, i just know that Matts really hurting" "I know Ads. Am i doing the right thing with Haytham?" Willow asked as Adam put his arms around her. "Only you can decide that Wills. For what its worth, we all just want to see you happy. Matt included and if Haytham does that then you know what you need to do" Adam replied as he glanced back and saw Matt coming back down the stairs. "I have to go. Ames is waiting, but we're all coming to meet Haytham" Adam said as Willow wiped away tears before heading back inside.

The following two days flew by, and Willow was eagerly awiting the arrival of Haytham. It was almost 7pm and Willow was impatient. Where is he? He should have been here hours ago Willow thought as she heard her gate being buzzed. "Hey Wills, its me" a familiar voice said over the intercom. "Haytham! Ive missed you. Come on up" Willow replied as she opened the gate for him, opening the door to greet him as his car pulled up. "Sorry im late, traffic was a nightmare" Haytham said as he embraced Willow. "Ive missed you these last few weeks" she said as she kissed him. "Ive missed you too Wills. This is a really nice place" he said as Willow took his hand and led him inside. "You hungry Hayth?" Willow asked as they headed to the kitchen as Haytham nodded. "Starving. Its been a long drive" he replied as he sat at the island in the kitchen, watching as Willow served dinner. "This is so good. Its been a while since ive had a proper homecooked meal" he said as Willow smiled. "Because you work long hours?" Willow asked as Haytham nodded. "Ive been thinking about reducing my hours now ive found you though" he said as the two lovers ate. "So everyone is dying to meet you. They're coming over for dinner tomorrow night, i hope thats ok" Willow said as Haytham took her hand. "Of course it is, i cant wait to meet everyone" he replied as he kissed her, as she kissed him back, her hands ran down his arms taking his hands as she led him to her bedroom where they spent the rest of the night.