Disclaimer: I don't own Utena, though I want to own Juri-sama and Touga. Oh, who cares? kidnaps them

This is my first fanfic in English and I apologize in advance for if I make too many mistakes. This is not a songfic, but the structure of the text is somewhat odd…

Painful silence

Lying on her bed with the uniform opened.

Why am I crying?
With the eyes half-closed.
Why do I feel this way?
As if they were shattering her soul.
Why?
Existence.

I don't care…
Deceiving herself.
I didn't loose anything…
The hope, disappeared.
There isn't any reason for me to be this way.
Negation.

What made me to duel her?
She hides something.
What did I want to prove?
She is wrong.
What happened?
Confused.

Miracles don't exist…
She doesn't know what is saying.
I don't believe in miracles…
She is deceiving herself.
I wanted to prove that they don't exist.
Lie.

Pressing something in her hand.

I don't have any excuse for loosing.
Thinking of the mistakes.
Shiori…
Repenting her acts.
Forgive me…
Culpability.

I don't believe in miracles.
Reaffirming herself.
But I wanted to bring one to make you happy.
Acceptation.
I wanted to prove myself that I was mistaken.
Wishes.

Closing her eyes.
Wondering.

Silence.

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