the next moring my room

It was lilly. i should have known, i mean lilly is a lot of things but one thing she isnt is stupid.

" Are you in here mia?"

i tryed to stay hidden but lilly just busted the door open. im so pathetic i cant even lock my self in. she squated down in front of me.

"mia your crying"

"im ok im starting PMS so im just a little over emotinal"

she game me the look lilly makes when she knows someones lieing, shes probably found out about my nostrals.

" mia your a lot of things, funny, smart, charming beautiful..."

BEAUTIFUL? how can she say that? i have no chest, my hair looks like a broom when it hasnt been done buy a dozen hair dressers.

"... but your a teribal liar. now please tell me whats wrong."

i was terified. my palms where sweaty. what would she say if i told her the truth?. would she be mad? never speak to me again. even as i thought this i saw that lilly had missed the button on her blouse. i saw that she was waring the white plain bras shed benn wearing since middle shcool. she was always missing them. then it hit me. IVE BE ATRACTED TO LILLY FOR YEARS. i had to tell her , but first i neded to know

"lilly whay are you wareing my panties?"

"is that waht this is all about? listin i just grabed a pair off the floor"

it was time. i had to tell her or i was going to burst.

"lilly..."

at that point tina burst in

"mia are you in here? i neeed your biology notes i..."

she noticed lilly. ever since lilliy and boris broke up every thing fell back in to place but nothing was ever truely the same.

" ill give em to you after school tina there in my locker"

as she turned heel lilly got up and started talking.

" look at the time im going to be late for calcuelus. listin mia i want to finish this chat why dont you stay over at my place. my mom and dad are at some convention and michel is at borises house there working out plans for there band so we can say in our pjs all weekend doing nothing but watching movies and buffy reruns."

so thats what ended up happening. i changed in to my pink silk pajamas grandmere had given me for my birthday "a princess mys always were the best even when she is sleeping"

as lilly came out of the bath roomshe tossed me the panties.

"here sorry for the mix up. and if you cant get the stain out ill buy u a new pack"

as i lookied down i finaly knew what she was talking about. there was a medium sized blood stain

"i thought my period was over but it was a little longer than i thought it would be."

i tossed them back almost imediatly

" keep em, i have tuns"

she smiled as we ran to her parents room. we alwayed watched tv when her parents where out of town. she whent over to the cubord and saw that the extra blankets where gone. the building was with out heat cause the boiler busted.

" well i guess well have to tuff it out"

as we got in to bed and turned on hbo to catch My big fat greek weeding lilly spoke

"so what was it that you where going to tell me?"

i was hopeing she would have forgotten about it but she has a phenominal memory.

it was time to face the music.

"lilly i think im a lesbian. ive been thinking about it and i need to tell you that i think ive been sub conously atracted to you for years"

she diddnt explode like i thought i would.

"why diddnt you tell me earliyer?"

"well i was afraid youd hate me"

"hate you? mia i thought you would have given me more credit than that. theres a time in every womans life where she questions her sexuality. i totaly understand and i am honored that you would think of me like that. "

We sat there talking all night. we diddnt even notice that the movie had been over for three hours.

"look at the time. well beter get some rest we need to film the next episode of lilly tells it like it is."

lilly saw that i was trying to get some feeling back in my hands

she grabed them to try and help buy pubing them between her own buit aw she did we loced eyes. i dont know how it happend it just dis. i couldint beleve it but lilly closed her eyes and started to lean in for a kiss. it took a second that felt like and eternity. i re turned it. as our lips touched i felt in heaven. it was gentel and loveing. all we could do was to say good night and try to fall asleep.

as i lied there on my back lilly roiled over and raped her arms around me and layed her head on my cheast.. she looked at me.

"its ok lilly"

well lilly wants to get filming got to get going.

but one thing is for shure i never sleept better than i did last night, in lillys arms.