As fin floated there in the sky, she wrapped her arms around herself, crying. Suddenly the white clouds turned the darkest black, blocking out the sun's rays of golden light. She looked up at the clouds, her tear streaked cheeks red and wet. The clouds opened up and let down sheets of rain. She winced as a few drops hit her skin cutting it in a few places.
"This can't be normal rain" she said to herself. The rain continued, it sliced as her skin, her wings twitching with pain as they were torn to pieces. She gasped as she started to swiftly fall towards the earth. She tried to fly but to no avail the rain had sliced her wings to much and they disappeared. Crying out for help she grasped at the air as if she might catch herself. Crying more she plummeted towards the earth head first now. The tears rolling down her cheeks swiftly flying upwards towards the sky mixing with the rain which had now turned into gently water. Her eyes getting a last glimpse at the sky before she blacked out and fell onto the ground.
After a while she awoke to find herself laying on the hard ground. Her body and clothes were covered in mud. Slowly she rose to her knees and looked around, her eyes filled with sadness. No more tears ran down her mud caked cheeks, for she had cried to much earlier. Looking around she shivered from the cold and looked for a warm place to go. Not seeing anywhere that looked comforting around here she stood up shakily and started to wander away from where she had fallen.
She walked between to buildings and found herself staring at a busy street. People rushing around to places that they needed to go. Cars zipping by on the black turf that parted the sidewalks. Walking into the crowd of people, many pushed her to the side of bumped into her nearly knocking her over. Finally she found the flow of walking and started to wander around the city. Her heart ached as she walked, her eyes staring down at the now wet pavement. Though the rain had stopped her body was still cold as ice.
Walking more she held her hand to her stomach, she was mortal, and felt sick from what happened. Her head swirled with so many thoughts she got dizzy. Moving over towards a wall she leaned against it. Her hair falling over her eyes casting a dark shadow on her face. She walked along the wall until she came to a short break. An alley way. Looking down into it's darkness she sighed and continued walking, until she was grabbed by some unseen figure that was lurking in the alley. Her eyes widened in surprise about to yell out when a hand was clapped over her mouth. She tried to get away but whoever was holding her was stronger. Closing her eyes, preparing to scream, she took in a deep breath.
"Don't be thinking about screaming, no one will listen to you fallen one" the voice of this figure hissed and burned her ears. Opening her eyes she could see who it was. His skin red and hot as if the person had gotten a sunburn. But she knew what this person was. A demon from hell. "Do you really think you could of gone to heaven? Not after what you have done" the demon laughed. "But don't worry, we have a nice place waiting for you in hell. I'm sure you'll find it to your liking" he pulled his hand away and let go of her taking a few steps back.
She pulled as quickly away from him as she could and stared at him blankly. Tugging on her hair she looked down at the ground. "I thought God would forgive me for what I've done. But it doesn't seem he is that forgiving." she looked up at him and frowned more. "I don't want to go to hell. That would be a fate worse than death"
"Ah, but you see, you are dead. Dead to God. Dead to everyone in heaven. So why not go to a place where you can live?" the demon smirked. His twisted features visible in the dim light of the alley way.
She looked away and grit her teeth "I would rather die here like this, than go back to that stink hole" her body started to shake. She was really dead to everyone in heaven. She knew it, and he reinforced that thought. Slowly heading towards the entrance of the alley she looked back at the demon "Go tell Lucifer I won't see him in hell" she walked out disappearing into the mass of the people walking in.
The sidewalk seemed to go on forever. Twisting it's way through the city. Fin's thoughts ran to Maron, if she could find her maybe Maron would help her. Then her thoughts went to Maron's life that had started. She shook her head "No, I can't depend on her for help. She has her own things to worry about now." she thought some more, Maron would soon give birth to her's and Chiaki's child. Her thoughts finally ran to Access. What would he say now that she was like this? Her heart sank to think what he would say. Infact, her mind even came up with what he would say. He wouldn't want anything to do with her when she was like this.
Continuing to wander she finally reached the area of where there were houses. She walked along looking at all of them, wondering what kind of people lived there. She shivered and sighed, she was still sopping wet from the rain, and still had mud all over her. A car drove by through a puddle flinging the water into the air and splashing Fin. "Well, at least I don't have all that mud on me. But I'm still wet". She sat down on the sidewalk and tried to figure things out. Her head started to hurt from all this thinking. She closed her eyes and leaned back against a wall and sighed.
Another dark figure had been following Fin. Staying to the shadows as to not be seen. Hiding their presence so that it could not be detected. Could it be another demon? Or perhaps an agent of God sent to finish her off, in one way or another.
