"Dall, what is it?" Roman rushed up behind Kendall, putting his hands on her hips form behind. Her legs looked as if they would cave any minute. His face fell as Kendall tried to search for her phone as her sight was fixed on the sight in front of her.

"No, no, no." Knedall whispered, droppping to her knees beside the pool of blood and the person laying in it. She shook the pale body, not gettting a hint of reaction as Roman numbly rattled off thier address to hte 911 dispatcher. "Focus." She ordered herself as the tears fell uncontrollably.

"They're on the way." ROman said, his voice deep to match the grim eexpression on his face.

"Call the crew." Kendall whispered as she checked for a pulse. There wasn't anything there, either. Seh stared at the angelic face, confused as to why this would come to this.Sirens sounded in the distance and Roman rean down to flag them in case of problems finding the house.

"Wait out here." The paramedic pushed Kendall out, though trying not to throw up she struggled. Roman wrapped his arms around her and pulled her the rest of the way out. She treid to fight him but was distracted when sevral engines were heard roaring up.

"What's goin on?" Brian rushed in, Kendall not looking at him in the eyes. "Kendalll! Talk to me, damn it!" Brian commanded. At that moment, the door was iopened and the paramedics came out wheeling a lifeless body covered with a white sheet form head to toe, blood seeping through several areas.

"NO!" Kendall screamed, clawing to get away form Roman and to the gurney. Roman and Brian turned white, seeing the blood and the reality of it all. "LEt me go!" She screamed, now being held back by Roman and Brian as the body was wheeled by them.

""Kendall..." Roman started. She shrugged him away and wouldn't hear it or anythign he had to say. She broke free completley and made it to the ambulance as the doors were being shut to take off. She banged on the side of the ambulance in anger.

"Turn on your damn lights! Get to the hospital!" She screamed as it pulled away, no sirens or lights on. She fell to the ground sobbing. She looked up tearfully at ORman and Brian, looking almost like an upset and confused child. "Why won't they turn on the lights? She needs help fast." She looked at them, refusing to beleive her friend was dead. Admitting she didn't need the sirens or lights would mean admitting she was really dead. Brian dropped beside her, in shock, and cradled her in his arms. He looked at ROman in disbeleif.

"It was.. Letty?" He asked, his mouth dryer than cotton.

"She sliced her wrists, Brian." RTOman tried to make his voice not break. But it did.

"NO! She did not! She wouldn't do that!" Kendall jumped up and punched ROman's arm in anger. He backed up, knowing her heart was breaking and his was breaking more watching her reaction. "She's not dead, Brian." She said, her voice thick sounding. She lunged for the car, catching Brain, who had a hold of her yet agian, off gaurd. She wasn't thinking staright, he knew.

"Kendall, where you goin?" He asked, getting up as fast as he had been knocked over.

"Dom! He can't loose her! We can't loose her." kendall called over her shoulder, haivng the headstart advantage over the two guys.

"Hospital. She needs to be there when Dom's there." Roman took outr his keys.

"No, she needs us to be there when she wakes up." Kendall corrected him. ROman rubbed his face slowly, knowing it was a defense mechanism for people who were in shock.

"I'll drive. Get in, Brian." He gave him a look. "I'm thinkin maybe the doctor can give hera sedative." He said, coughing as he said the last part.

"Dom, I need you all to meet us at the hopsital. ASAP." Brian said, holfding the phone to his ear with his shoudler, a deep feeling of dread in his stomach. He watched Kendall chewng on a nail, almost raocking back and fourth. He knew this was almost like the night she had found her dad murdered. It had been him and ROman forst on that scene as well. The rest of the ride was driven in silence.Kendall sat in ROman's car, between the two guys, her body tense and shaking.

"Open the door, come on." Kendall growled no sooner than Roman had hit the hospital entrrance, the car not even in park yet.

"GO with her. I'll park." Roman nodded. Brian caught up up iwth her her and took her hand. She was so disrtacted and numb she dint' even pull away. SHe kept her dtermined pace inside.

"I'm.. we're with the ambulance..." Kendall licked her lips, her mouth dry. She stood at the counter, her arms crossed oer her nauscious stomach as her body tremebled. Brain stood behind her, in case of her falling and parlty to steady himself. He was in shock.

"Where is she?" DOminic busted in, the guys behind him, and ORman following up the rear.

"Dom!" kendall wrapped her arms around him. Teh nurse motioned to Kendall for her to follow. Brian stepped in front of Vince, Leon, and Jesse.

"Move it, Asshole." VIcne growled.

"Let them go first." Brian stared Vince down, determined and not flinching.

"She's ok, right?" Jesse asked, his voice shaky sounding. It was then they heard Kendall's scream and Domnic hit the wall of the room not far away. brian forgot about Vince and the whole group fo guys reushed to teh room tofind ODminic holding his head in his hands and Kendall's arms around him from behind, hugging him tightly.

"No. No, she's not." Leon backed up, shaking his head. Kendall met his eyes, her saddened expression answering his worst fear. He took off down the hall at a furious pace. Jesse slid down the wall, his hand over his heart and his mouth oopened as though he couldn't breathe.

"Mr. Toretto, would you like to see her?" The white coated doctor walked in and asked after talking to Brian, Vince, and Roman. He nodded, expressionless and with his arm stil around his cousin, he followed the doctor out of the door to the back of the hospital. Kendall hesistated but the pleading look of her cousin gave her a mind change and she followed. "normally, we don't allow the familyt to view a suicide victim..." The socotr turned and stated as they walked down a long, empty corridor. He was interupted with that statement.

"She wouldn't.. kill herself." DOminic growled, now breathing heavy. kendall put a hand on his chest and planted herself between the doctor and Dominic.

"If it's too much to see her..." The docotr agian was interupted.

"No, it isn't." Kendall spoke up, though her voice wasn't so convincing. They were led into a cold room where letty's body lay, still covered, on a steel silver gurney.

"My Baby!" Dominic's eyes clouded with tears as the doctor uncovered her top half. Kendall choked back her urge to scream as she hugged DOminic. Lettty looked peaceful and as though she was sleeping. From the top half, she looked normal.

"ill give you some time." The doctor nodded, his head down as he left.

"She wouldn't do it. WOuld she? It's all my fault." DOminic put his head on Letty;'s chest, his body shaking as he scooped his deceassed common law wife in his arms. Her body was limp and cold and he cried harder, not knowing what to do. He looked at Letty, wistfullness and hurt all over his face. Kendall was silent, her throat felt as if it were closing and the room felt like it was going dark very fast.

"It's not your fault." Kendall said, trying to maintain herself for her cousin, who clearly needed her. Dominic solemly took off the engagment ring off her limp hand that he had so long ago given her. He should have married her, her only want he hadn't given her. That was when he noticed the blood under her fingernails and then the scratches on the sides of her hands that looked to be struggle related. His body stiffened.

A/n: Bey ya didn't see that one comin! Please leave me a review. I wrote form the heart on this one, using some of my personal experience of loosing my mom, though not form suicide. Please review and tell me how it was wrote. i have big pans for this story! i know , i ask so much, huh?? I have my computer back so i will be updating more frequently. YAY! hope everyone is doing well! love, cheer