Yuna's POV

'I love being with Tidus, just not here. I don't like the ocean, but, that's basically all of Spira, the beach, and the water. Well, I guess I will just have to get used to it. All day I've been scared for Lulu. Something isn't right, something serious. I have a feeling something is going to happen. I think Tidus feels it to. Lulu seemed so down when I told her I was pregnant and Tidus was the father. She seemed…hurt. Maybe-no, she couldn't love him. Well, maybe we should just go check on her.' "Maybe...we should go check on Lulu; I really have a bad feeling about this day. Like something really bad is going to happen. You know?" he smiles and agrees.

'When we got there, everything went so fast. First, I saw the blood, there was blood everywhere. Then, I saw why. She was just laying there, I wanted to cry, but, nothing would come. That's when I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen. I knew it was the baby, there was something really wrong. The last thing I remember was falling down, and then I woke up here, in the hospital giving birth. The moment that they told me that my baby was still born, I passed out again. The next thing I see is the cold white walls of a recovery room. I sat up and remembered what happened, then began to cry. I guess it was that final jolt of reality and how cruel it could be to get me to cry. Maybe it was just that I always keep things inside, like when I'm sad. But, I couldn't pin it up inside of me any longer, it just all came out, like a tsunami. Tidus walked in after that and put his arms around me. We stayed like that for hours. Then, we came back home.

I look at the baby's things now and I can't convince myself to throw them out. I think that there is some part of my brain telling me to try to have another, but I'm not sure that's possible. The doctors told me that I might not be able to have children, that my ovaries and uterus were damaged. I don't know how I'm going to tell Tidus. Lulu would have understood. God, I miss her so much. She was my sister and my best girl friend. I don't know what I'm going to do with out her.'