Title: Jaded

Summary: Legolas wants his first time to be special and he spends it with Elrond. Afterwards Elrond says it didn't mean anything. So Legolas leaves in grief. What does Elrond truly feel? Elrond/Legolas

A/N: This is my first attempt at writing a LoTR fic. I fell in love with Elrond/Legolas fics and had to write my own. So I hope it's good.

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Legolas wouldn't let anyone touch him like this unless he knew it was love. And Legolas knew he loved Lord Elrond. So he had gone to Lord Elrond's room earlier to confess the love he felt.

When Legolas arrived at the room he had been invited inside. Elrond sat down in a chair as Legolas sat across from him. As he opened his mouth to announce his love, he noticed something flicker in Elrond's eyes. So Legolas leaned a little closer to inspect it. He was able to see a hint of lust and something else before Elrond closed the gap between their lips. Legolas had been surprised at first, but he soon started to kiss back.

That led to their current position on the bed. And they were currently locked as one almost at the point of release. At completion Elrond collapsed on top of Legolas. And Legolas felt like the happiest elf in all of Middle Earth. Feeling Elrond's weight on top of him caused him a great feeling of joy.

After a moment of catching their breaths, Elrond rolled off Legolas to lay next to him.

"You should get back to your room," Elrond told him.

Legolas looked at him surprised, "What?"

"You need your rest to leave tomorrow," Elrond said.

"Oh," Legolas replied heartbroken.

"Do not get me wrong. This has been great, but it was a gesture made just for pleasure," Elrond explained.

Legolas masked his hurt and pain though. "I know that, I shall leave you in peace," he said as he started looking for his clothes.

Legolas quickly turned his head to hide the tears forming in his eyes. "Goodnight, my Lord," he said as he finished dressing. And without looking back, Legolas left the elf who had just broken his heart.

For once, Legolas was glad that his room was in a more secluded area. That way no one would hear him cry. He quickly ran inside his room and shut the door. The beautiful elf fell onto his bed and wept.

The person he loved had just ripped at his heart. Legolas had thought that it had meant something to Elrond, but it didn't. Lord Elrond just needed his pleasure for the night and Legolas happened to be there.

Legolas had always wanted his first time to mean something, but this experience meant nothing. Sobs racked the young princling's body as the thought crossed his mind. Legolas had waited all this time for... nothing.

So, that night, Legolas cried himself to sleep.

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TBC

A/N: I kind of side stepped the sex scene in the beginning. I've never written one before, and I'm afraid I'll do a horrible job. I'll try later in the story though. So, what did you think of this? If it really sucks then let me know, I don't want to embarrass myself by continuing it. So review please!