Hey this story is confusing and I know you're probably wondering what's going on but it will become obvious hopefully! Read and Review please I haven't got many.

Disclaimer: I do not own Sweep or any of the Sweep characters. I just own Megan and Jess. They came from my own head.

Chapter 3

One month later and Morgan had finally accepted Hunters death. She still had the feeling that something wasn't quite as it seemed but she learned to ignore it. She had to. She had to get on with her life no matter how hard it was. But she still had the nightmares that kept her up every night.

Today was her first visit to Hunters grave since the funeral. People had asked to go with her but she said no. There were things she needed to say and she had to go alone or she would never be able to do it. She just wanted to move on and get past this pain. Even though all she wanted to do was go back to the way things were. She was happy then, Hunter was with her. But it didn't matter how badly she wanted them to, things weren't ever going to be that way again and she had to except that. Her life was so screwed up, it wasn't fair.

Morgan settled down next to Hunters head stone. She placed her hand on the cold stone and ran it down the engraved words.

He will be forever in our hearts, just not inour world.

Morgan began to cry silently as she read the words. Why did this have to happen? It wasn't fair!

After everything they had been through for him to be taken like this… Maybe if she had called him before he left then he wouldn't have driven that way and he wouldn't have crashed… No. Stop thinking that way she told herself. Don't kill yourself with what ifs. Nothing can change what has happened.

"I love you so much. Why did you leave me?" She sobbed. "I need you so much. I can't go on without you!" She cried.

Morgan

She froze. She didn't just hear that did she? Her heart began to beat fiercely.

Hunter. She called but got nothing.

"Stop doing this to me!" She shouted. Someone was messing with her and playing sick mind games.

I need you She heard his voice again.

Morgan jumped up and ran. She didn't care where she just had to get away from the voice haunting her mind. She had to escape.

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She ran back to her dorm and slammed the door. She ran past Megan and shut her bedroom door throwing herself on her bed. She began to cry into her pillow like so many times before.

"Morgan?" Megan whispered opening the door and creeping in.

"Why won't it stop? I just want it to stop" Morgan mumbled.

Megan came in and sat down on Morgan's bed placing a hand on her back and mumbling some words. Morgan's sobs died down and she sat up.

"Thanks" Morgan said wiping her eyes. Megan had mumbled a soothing spell.

"It's ok. I know this is hard Morgan but you're going to get through this. Me, Jess, Killian and everyone else will be here. You're not alone. I know it doesn't feel like it but things will get easier and I'm not saying you're going to forget Hunter or what has happened but the pain will ease and you'll pull through. You're the strongest person I know and Hunter wouldn't want you hurting over him for the rest of your life. He would want you to be happy." Megan said. This helped Morgan a lot and she knew Megan was right.

"Thank you. I couldn't have gotten through this without you guys." Megan and Morgan hugged and went out to the living room. Killian had arranged to come and pick Morgan up later so they could spend the rest of the day together. Ever since Hunter had died she and Killian had gotten a lot closer. He was finally acting like her Big Brother and she loved him.

She felt Killian approaching and grabbed her bag heading out of the door. Her powers were back to normal. After Hunters death her senses went out of control. Just like everything had then.

"Hey" He said sympathetically.

"Killian, I'm fine. You don't have to use that voice anymore and tilt your head to the side like you feel sorry for me." She said before giving him a peck on the cheek.

"Sorry, let's go." He said holding out his arm signaling for her to link hers. They walked out of the building and went for a walk at the nearest park. Killian had moved into an apartment nearby and he loved Scotland.

"So, how are things?" Killian asked.

"Things are better. It's still hard though. I still feel like he will call me any second." She considered telling Killian about hearing Hunter calling out for her but she decided against it. He wouldn't believe her, he never did.

"I feel like there is something you're not telling me?" Killian knew Morgan to well.

"It's nothing." She said but then she saw the look on his face. She sighed. "I went to Hunters grave for the first time earlier." She admitted.

"I'm sorry. Why didn't you tell me? I would have come with you."

"I had to do this on my own. If things are ever going to be okay again then…" She trailed off. How were things ever going to be ok again? She had lost her muirn beatha dan, her soul mate, her souls other half. She would never feel complete again.

"I understand. But you do know I am here for you, always." He said.

Morgan smiled "I know."

"Right then, I'm hungry. Let's get some lunch." He said and started walking off to the nearest café.

"Tea, Hot chocolate, coffee. What do you fancy?" Killian asked ready out the menu.

Morgan was staring out off the window, not paying any attention to Killian.

"Hello? Morgan?" Killian waved a hand in front of Morgan's face.

"Huh? What?" She said coming out of her trance.

"You weren't listening were you? What do you want to drink?" He asked.

"Oh, nothing thanks." She said.

"Morgan you have to have something. What do you want to eat?"

"I'm not hungry." She said. She had been getting thinner recently but she didn't care.

"Morgan. You're going to make yourself ill. Stop feeling so sorry for yourself and eat something. Moping isn't going to change anything." Killian said harshly.

Morgan looked at Killian, hurt. How could he just say that? She got up and exited the café, not looking back or even caring if Killian was following her.

"Morgan! Morgan! Wait!" He was following her and he had caught up and was swinging her around to face him.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. It's just your making it so hard for us to try and help you!"

"I'm making it hard! My soul mate has just died and you're saying I'm making it hard! Goddess everything about this is hard! You don't understand how it feels to have half of your heart ripped out and to know that for the rest of your life you are never going to feel complete again. To know that you're going to feel lonely forever! It's feelings like that, Killian, that make me want to go and throw myself off that cliff!" Morgan shouted.

"Morgan, I'm sorry! Please that's why I want to help!" Killian pleaded.

"You are helping Killian, you are but you can only do so much! You have to leave the rest to me. I'm sorry but I just want to be on my own right now."

"Morgan-" He stopped himself and sighed. "Ok, just promise me one thing?"

"What?"

"Don't go throwing yourself off any cliffs." He joked.

Morgan gave him a weak smile and walked away. If only he knew that right now that seemed like the easier option. But she knew she could never take her own life, the goddess wouldn't want her waste it.

She sat down on a bench in the park and just sat there listening to the kids playing. It suddenly made her think. What about Moira? What was going to happen to her? She was sure that Moira was hers and Hunters, but how can that be possible if they were never going to be able to have children. This made Morgan even more upset. She closed her eyes to stop herself from crying but immediately regretted it. Every time she closed her eyes she would she his face, every time she opened them she felt like she would cry.

Morgan decided to go home. She had to move on and try and get things back to normal so that's what she was going to do. She stood up to walk and turned around but went walking right into someone else.

"Oh! Sorry. I have a really bad habit of doing that." Morgan apologized.

"My fault" Morgan looked up and stared into green eyes. So much like Hunters she thought. But this wasn't Hunter. This was just some guy who she walked into.

"Oh, you're Morgan Rowland." He said. He had green eyes, was taller then Morgan and had dark hair. He was quite attractive.

"Yep, that's me. How did you-"

"Sorry, I'm in the year above you. But I knew you anyway. Who doesn't" He laughed. "I'm James."

"Hi. Sorry I should be getting back." Morgan said beginning to walk around him.

"I'm sorry about what happened to your boyfriend. I can only imagine what you must be going through." He said sympathetically.

Morgan smiled; she was used to people saying stuff like this by now. "Thanks." He seemed like a really nice guy.

Morgan walked away; she had this weird feeling about that guy. It wasn't a bad feeling it was just a weird one.

Review, sorry about the crap ending and I promise I will stop all this moping because you will be bored of it by now but please review! Or I won't carry this on. If I get 2 or 3 for this chapter I'll carry it on.