Disclaimers: Weiß kreuz belongs to Koyasu Takehito and proyect weiß. I just borrow them to make this little ficcie. So don't sue me or Miss vampire will haunt you in the midle of the night and suck all yer blood!.... anyways. Have a nice day ^_^

Just one more thing, this is SHOUNEN AI. In other words male/male love involved. If you don't like the stuff don't read it!. Now that you are warned .... onto the fic!

Rated: PG-13 for lime (maybe a lemon later? who knows!)

Pairing: Aya/Ken (as ever). Maybe others if you want.

Memories

by: Miss Vampire

Chapter one: Can I hold you?

It was a boring day. A cold, cloudy, boring day.

I wake up without Ken. I guess he woke up early. I remember he told me that he wanted to make breakfast for me. Of course I try to stop him. That boy didn't know how to fry eggs without making a mess with the kitchen!.

Ooohh... but... well...He starts to caress me... His hands making patterns all over my body, kissing me everywhere with very soft sweet lips. All the time looking at me with his so cute chocolate, puppy eyes ...

"Pleeeeaaaassseeeee, Aya?, just this one!, ne? ne?"

I didn't have the power (or the intention) to stop him... this was so good!! and his expression was so endearing!. And the answer fell off my mouth without thinking. "...Ha...hai...". And then he was hopping all over the bed. Threw himself onto me. Giving the most passionate-hot-long-french-mindnumbling- incredible kiss in the whole story of our relationship. When the kiss ended. With a inocent happy smile. The brunette curled in my arms and fall asleep.

I can't help but chuckle at my Koi's everpresent cheerfulness. I wrap my arms around his waist. Burying my nose in his soft and silky hair. "Oyasumi... my love" and I'm falling asleep as well.

Now I'm making my way to the kitchen dressed and full awake. Ready to face up any disaster Hurricane Ken should had done . I stoped at my nose reached the smell of something sweet ...

"Pancakes?" I muttered to myself. That's really a good smell. It's a miracle that Ken can cook breakfast and doesn't burn the kitchen down in the process.

I walk through the door just to see four plates of pancakes, a little jar of maple syrup, orange juice, coffee. And a very messy, very dirty, and very sleepy soccer player on the table.

I tried not to laugh. I don't want to wake up Ken but I couldn't help it. The sight was too funny! And he was so cute! His whole body was bathed with flour, his cheeks and arms were covered wiht that appeared to be a blend of eggs, milk.....and others things that I can't put a name. His apron sporting the best catalogue of colors and textures of mess that I can imagine.

The little brunette was curled in a chair. Using his arms as a pillow. Breathing slow and even.

When I was able to control my lauhg, I sit down next to him. Carefully brushing away chocolate locks from his childish face.

Beautyful brown eyes opened slowly, blinking a few moments and then a warm smile tugging at his lips.

"Ohayou!" . He was practically flinging his arms towards me. Wwhen I caught his wrists to keep him in place

"Mou.....What's the matter with you, I just want to hug you!!"

"I know, but I don't want to be held by *this*..."pulling Ken's hands in front of him. The brunette boy look at his sticky, dough-covered hands. Then at me. At his hands. And at me again.

"He he he..........just a bit messy...."

"..............A bit?............." I said, raising an eyebrow. looking at Ken's body up and down, slowly. Then over his shoulder, to see the rest of the kitchen....

For a second I can feel my eyes grow wide, my lips parted in a gasp and cold sweat on my forehead.....

When I said that Ken was a truly mess was because I didn't see the rest of the kitchen jet!....god... what can I say.....How could I suppose to name that!?.........a disaster area?,.........a playground for hiper childrens?... Hell?....

The soccer player, slowly turned his head towards *that*. After a few seconds a wide-eyed jaw-droped terrified Ken slowly turned his head towards me.

"...anou.......Aya.......I-I can explain......"

"Start then..."

"...Well, I was mixing eggs when the water boil up and I tried to take the kettle out of the stove but I burned my hand and the flour on the cabinet fell over my head and I can't find the oranges, and I sliped on the floor because I can't see anything with flour in my eyes and then I tried to......."

I put a finger on Ken's mouth and with my other hand rubbing my temple

"It's enough,you're giving me a headache"

"Gomen....Aya-kun"

I let out a sigh and grab a dishcloth to clean Ken's face.

"I'm such a klutz..." He told me , face down. Eyes hidden trough long chocolate bangs. But not long enough to hide the bright pink of his cheeks.

Then again I wonder how Ken could be so cute even when he was sad?. Suddenly his whole expression change to a tentative grin.

"I know one thing that could made you happy darling!"

"Really?"

"Un!!, just open your mouth and say AAHH!"

"What?!?"

"You hear me!, say AAHH!!!"

"Are you crazy?!?"

"No!, just say it : AAHH!!"

"NO!!"

"Why???"

"NO!!"

"But"

"NO!!"

"Just this one?"

"Never!"

"AYA, please?? just do it !"

"Ken...."

"Just for me, Ayan!! pleeeeaaaasssseeee????......"

"But..." Damn him!. He's doing *that* again!! Putting his more cutest face. With his big brown eyes, like a doggie in a pet shop window begging for a house. The pretty pink shade in his cheeks. That inocent expression. Why he always do that?.....or worse. Why always I have to say YES at his pleads?!?......I easyly could glare at him and tell him to shut up!

But....then again.....I just *can't*

I let out a frustrated sigh an just nod. All the traces of his sad expression vanished in a cheerful boyshly grin. Slowly. I opened my mouth just to get something spongy shoved inside. I blinked a few times, chewing the bit of pancake in front of a giggling Ken.

"Ken..." I said, when I sallowed " I can feed myself, I'm not a child"

"I know, but I wanna do this... It's good, isn't it?"

"aah" This was delicious, It's incredible that Ken can cook something so good by himself....Well not too incredible seeing the whole mess he could do (and by himself)

"See?!, now be a good Ayan and said AAHH!!"

"Ken!.."

"pleeeeaaaaasssseeee??"

Damnit, that look not again! He's doing it on purpose!

So, without any chance. I let out (another) frustrated sigh and say "aahh..." and the torture starts......

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After more *aahh*s, eventually. The plate was empty. I was less annoyed. And Ken was still giggling.

"So, feeling better now Aya?"

"Maybe..."

"Maybe?!?!, After My more especial breakfast you only say *Maybe*?"

"Thank you for the breakfast Ken, really, and for *that* too." I said pointing my finger towards the rest of the kitchen

" Ah! don't worry, I'll clean this up!"

"No, I'll clean, you go and take a shower"

"But Aya!"Ken moaned piteously.

"No buts! Now go and take the shower! You did enough with the kitchen"

"Demo..."

"Go!, It's an order"

Ken starts pouting. But resigned the youth went to the bathroom with lazy steps

I began to clean the kitchen counter, when I heard a little squeak and giggles coming near the door frame. Omi I guess

"Mou..Ken-kun is cooking again?" He told me still giggling

"aah.He's going to the shower now"

"Uhm...but Aya-kun, Ken-kun didn't went to the bathroom when I saw him"

"What?"

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Yohji-kun!"

"GET OFF!!!!! YOU EVIL MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!"

Eager steps flew down to the kitchen, to reveal a panting Yohji with a expression between horror and rage and his eyes threatering to plop out of his sockets.

"Anou...Yohji-kun, are you okay?"

The tall blonde couldn't articulate any word for a few moments. Still panting and catching his breath.

"Okay?!?? ....Listen to me, dear omittchi..." He told Omi, laying hands in the said boy shoulders. Looking right in his eyes.

"Try to be okay when you have been woken up by THE MONSTER OF THE LAKE *MESS*!!!!!"

"Hidoi! Youhji-kun" The young boy protest rubbing his ears

Yohji drop himself on the chair and let out a long sigh. Omi seat down as well and I return to my kitchen-cleaning work.

"Oi Aya" Yohji said after a while looking at me with an evil grin. I know he just want to do a joke that I don't want to hear. But anyways I turn to look at him

"What do you want?"

"You know, maybe you could try to have kinky sex with KenKen in the kitchen without make the place a whole mess the next time?, The bed could be a better place..."

"NANI???!!" I could feel my entire face burning "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?!?!"

"Yohji-kun!!!..."

"Wwwwhhhhaaaaaaatttttt???.....It isn't so obvious????"

"Ken.kun just make us breakfast, that's all!!!!!!"

"Well, it could be an easy mistake, you know"

"Yohji-kun, just shut up and eat! please!?!"

"Eat?, are you sure Omi?. I mean, it's something *Kenken*did...... it's eatable in the first place--"

"BLANK!!"

I aim my fist towards the kitchen's counter. So strong that make a loud sound. And Yohji to shut up. Now I'm really furious

"Kudou, Shut up or--"

Anyways I didn't realize how hard I hit the kitchen's counter until I felt something soft falling down my head. And then white clouds surrounds me .In other words, my anger fist collide so heavy with the kitchen that make a few things to jump a little. A few things like the flour bag. The *open* flour bag. That was on the *edge* of the cabinet. Just *adove* my head (What a coincidence ne?)

"Aya-kun!!!" Omi run towards me. And reached for the bag in his tiptoes. Yohji is too busy trying to hide his powerful laugh. Without success of course. I just glared at him.

"Aya-kun, Why don't you go to the bathroom? "

"But, the kitchen..."

"Don't worry, I clean this for you, It isn't too much!"

"Thanks"

I slowly step closer to Yohji. And stop just in front of him

"Eat" I said with a deep threatering voice and my best 'Death Glare'.He look at me a little unsure first. Then sallowed hard and lowered his gaze to his plate for a long time.

"Oh shit!, at least I'll have my head in place when I die!" and He starts eating .

I just turn my gaze and leave the kitchen. Near the bathroom I could hear Yohji's voice

"OI Aya! this is really good, please give Kenken my congratulations!......Omi come here and eat with me!"

'Baka' I think to myself chuckling. The movement of my body make new clouds of flour waving across my vision. Suddenly blind I reach for the doorknob. I heard a startled gasp when I entered the room. Then a little chuckle that quickly become a noisy laugh.

"What's so funny?" I groan. Trying to see something more than the blurry human form aproaching me.

"Oh Aya!. I thought I was the only one who could do messy things! ...Hora!! let me help you!"

Ken take off my T-shirt and lead me through the bathroom. I do a quickly job washing my hair and face. Then he gave me a towel. Now dry and not blind I open my eyes just to see two big chocolate eyes staring at me. A playful grin adorning the childish face.

"Feeling better?"

I didn't have a chance to answer that anyways because a pair of strong arms encircle my neck. And in a few seconds I was melting in a warm embrace.

"Can I hug you now that I'm clean?" He whispers in my ear.

I just smirk putting my arms around his waist. Bringing him closer. Then I realize that I have a *NAKED* Ken in my arms, and I'm *bare* chested. .....Mmmm...... Maybe I'll can take advantage of the circumstance...... maybe later..... I'll just enjoy the moment for now, because this feel ... very good.

"As long as you want, kenken" I said. Tighting my arms and nuzzling my nose in his hair, so soft and still damp. He relaxed as well and buried his face in my neck.We were just like this. Holding eachother tight. I didn't know exactly how much we were holding eachother. But after a while he lean his head back and look at me with liquid brown eyes. So full of live. So full of love...... this wonderfull creature is now in front of me. And it's only mine......

I can still remember the fear in hidden emotions. The uncountable nights awake. Denying feelings... but dreaming about him. Begging for a simple touch....and then. When I get the courage to tell my feelings for him he just looked at me entirely shocked. I could feel then misery filling my heart at that moment. So painfuly cold. Wishing that I could die because I was sure he didn't feel anything for me. Just drowning in pain. But suddenly something take me back to the reality. And I'm feeling warm....and .. was *Ken* holding me and crying that he feels the same and couln't believe that this was real. I feel my heart swollen with happiness while I took him in my arms. Just clinging at eachother for dear life ..... just he and I

Like now......

Now. That he is with me. His shiny eyes, so trusting and full of emotions. Ken's smile, so open. Almost childish ..... like an angel

I just couldn't stand it anymore. I lean closer and laid my lips full on his. kissing him slowly. A drill of joy past throught my spine when he press foward and deepened the kiss. I lick at his lower lip. Savouring his sweet taste. Ken didn't think twice and opened his mouth giving me total access. Our moist tongues dancing. Teasing so soft like a silk caress. I'm practicaly lost in the kiss. But then I remembered. Something that I learned during this wonderful six month with Ken. Something that he taught me with every smile and something that I want to say as much as he want to hear it. So I broke the kiss but barely a few inches apart from him. He's a bit breathless. His cheeks with a cute pink color and his lips swollen and ..... he look so adorable that I could kiss him forever no matter what happens. But not jet. Not until I say him that I want to say so badly. So, I leaned even closer almost touching again. Then I close my eyes trying to calm my heartbeat that It's pounding like a hammer.

" Ken..." I whisper softly but firmly "...I love you, you and no one else" and I feel my face warm. His cheeks are now deep red but his grin just wided more.

" Aishiteru.... Ran .......Eien ni..." He said softly, closing his eyes.......

......And I'm kiss him again. It's just that I can't get enought of him. His soul. His being. His love. Our kiss was sweet and lovin' at first .....but quickly become hot and lustful our mouths and tongues moved eager, faster, wanting more, always more. Delicious shivers run in my body when he starts to caress me. His nails digging in my skin so slightly. Pressing our skin tightly together. I roam his body as well but I stop when I found Ken's buttocks. Cupping them with both hands squeezing gently.

"Aaaahhh....Ran........." He moans softly when we broke the kiss. His head leaned back letting me space to lick at his chin. Then nibling his jawline. Going towards his ear. I lick at his delicate shell. And flutter the tip of my tongue in the tiny hole. Then I whisper in my most sensual tone...

" Do you like this, Ken?" and I start to stroke his bottom in slow, deep circles. Kneading the soft flesh to enphasize my question.

" Ooohh!! god YES!!!........."He moans loud this time. Grabbing my shoulders like he has no strength on his knees . rocking his pelvis towards mine's while licking and nipping at my neck ....Oh yes......... this feel ....so good....he moans more and moves almost frantically....

" Yes .Ran........so good......so good......harder.......please......!" He told me. We both panting now. Our nipples harden, rubbing together.I couldn't leave my hands from his *wonderful ass*. It isn't bony or flat in the least. It's , in fact, firm, shapely and cute. With soft almost silky flesh...Just perfect.

" Ken, you're so beautyful.......I want you....... more" I told him in a husky, lustful voice. Nibbling and sucking at his delicate neck in his most sensitive spot just under his ear. I feel his hands move down my back and stoping in my waist caressing the skin just below the waistband of my jeans. Moving towards my belly. Deft fingers touching below the navel with sensual movements. One hand trying to unbutton my jeans. The other still caressing there and .....go even farther.....ooh so good......and he's almost ther--

*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*

Shit!!!........

"What do you want!!!" I bark, harshly and mayde a bit louder. Fixing my glare at the door . As if my furious glare could go through the room towards the person who dare to interrupt us. And maybe It was possible because I heard a startled, tiny yelp.

"Anou..... Aya-kun?.... sorry but......."

"What" I demand impatiend. Feeling Ken's hands leaving my waist. Droping them limply at his sides. My hands leave his bottom as well but I let my right arm snakes around his waist. While my left hand strokes slightly the baby-soft hair at his nape.

" Manx is here..." came the answer in Omi's shy, tenor voice. That really killed the intimade, erotic moment between Ken and me. Now replaced by the silent still disappointed aceptance.

"I'll be there in a minute" I said absently. More focused on hear the delighted purr that Ken made as I'm petting softly my cute little kitten

"Hai, we wait *you* downstairs" hmmm, too much emphasis in you. Bet Omi knows I'm with Ken. Well, not big deal since this is not the first time we are interrupted by a mission.

"....I think I need a cold shower....." he said downhearted. Dropping his cheek lazily on my shoulder "wanna join me?" A playfull, mischievous smirk settled in the features of my beloved .

" If I join you.... it never could be a cold shower Kenken" I said chuckling. Dropping a little kiss on his forehead. Ruffling the shiny locks playfully

Ken giggled softly before lifting his head to gaze directly at me. A pair of golden arms make its way around my neck once more. Holding gently.

"We need to get ready soon, they're waiting for us." I said . Not able to move away my eyes from his beautyful ones.

At last. I remove my arms from his tanned body. Gently taking his hands in mines. Kissing the fingertips softly.

"Hurry with the shower, I'll go to my room for another shirt"

"Hai, just wait me a minute"

With that I let go of his hands and kissed his lips briefly once more. I turn around and opened the door. But before I left the bathroom, I look at him once more. The smile still in my face.

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TBC

SSOooo whatya think?!. Good enough? Poorly done?. Ah! yeah, as you notice, this work is still not checked 'cause Miss vampire needs a beta ... badly. Sorry for the spell or/and grammar mistakes (really sorry _!). I know that Aya looks a bit (or a lot!) OOC. But in this fic He and Ken have being lovers for six months already. So I suppose that after so much time with KenKen He'd have changed and be more open. At least a bit?. Well is a possibility ne?. Next chapter will be an angsty one!!!

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