Written: 1-28-05 11:00-11:59 am

Disclaimer: we don't own G-Seed only borrowing for a while.

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This is all a dream I know it but still I'll stay for a little while longer. In this world were we don't have to fight.

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A loud banging is at my door but I just pull the covers over my head; turn and face the wall.

"Kira hurry up and get up already. We're going to be late for school. Kira wake up!" Calgalli's voice is echoing through our home and still I don't listen. It's nice to be able to just sleep in.

"Kira if you don't wake up right now little brother or I'll post your journal on all the school sites." My eyes flash opened and I'm ready in twenty-five minutes. Isn't it strange how I'm a puppet still, but its better being one like this.

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Now we're in the jeep driving towards school. I can feel the wind blow in my hair, making it messier. It's okay I don't mind. Beside its doing the same to Cal-chan; but she's fighting to keep her hair in place. The laughter that burst free from me makes here glare but the smiles there and we suddenly feel better. Better about everything; our hair, the fact that we're here. We just sit and enjoy the silence for the rest of the ride.

The beach is beautiful in the mourning, I don't things I'll ever tier of its beauty. The sun glistens in its waters letting here sparkle like diamonds. I love it.

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We're early and few are here but all of our friends are. Well most of them. Tulle is sitting next to Mir, cuddling as usual. Yzak and Kaze are having a starring contest. Dearka's running his hands through Nichol's hair; it's like he needs to prove his lover's here. It's cute but unnerving. Fllay's standing there, her eyes are angry and she glare4s at us but holds to Si's hand like a lifeline. His eyes are dull but his smile's full.

Calgalli and I are walking towards them, smiling and waving to nameless faces as we go. When were there our movements are the same. A greeting, a teased and then a gasp. Mine as Athrun's arms wrap around me and he pulls me close, hers as Lacus hugs her close. It's always a surprise to us, this mourning routine. As though it's new every time, as if we've never truly experienced it before.

All of us talk to each other; the words mean nothing, its only another way of being close to everyone. The small touched, handshakes, hugs, glomps, gazes; they're all a way of being close together. A way that we wont loses one another. It may seem strange to toher4s, but it's our proof that this is all real.

The bells going to ring soon and we separate. Through the day our intimacy stays, no one questions. All just watch and wonder, but it doesn't matter. School will end we'll stay together and eventually separate. Off in twos, together as one, more intimate. Always together.

I'll go home, meet sister at the door, a routine again. Still we need to be close we have to prove it. Dinner together, homework the same, bed. A hug and kiss, separate at the stairs and walk down a hall. With one look back we're separate as the door's close.

I fall asleep starring at the read numbers blinking on and off. I'll wake starring at the blinking read.

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