I Can't and yet You Still Love Me
I've longed for nothing more than to simply hold you in my arms and soothe your aching heart, but I can't…and yet you still love me. There have been so many things I've wanted to whisper in your ear, so many things I've wanted to tell you, but I can't…and yet you still love me. I've wanted nothing more than to run my fingers down your silky skin or through your golden hair, savoring your touch, but I can't…and yet you still love me. I've wanted nothing more than to please you, but I can't…and yet you still love me.
I can't! Don't you understand? I don't know who I am…what I am, and yet you still love me. You still pluck the strings of my heart until it aches with this feeling you call love. And I wonder why a person as beautiful as you can make me feel the way I do? How can you love someone – something – like me? I am nothing but a monster, and yet you still love me.
You have caused so many feelings to erupt inside me, feelings that I didn't even know existed, feelings that I can't even begin to describe. You brought a smile to my lips, a light chuckle to my voice, and if they could, tears would fall from my eyes, like snow falling in your hair. I don't know who I am, only that I am all alone and incomplete – if only you were here beside me, but you're not. And as long as snow continues to fall, I know you still love me.
I've wanted nothing more than to be with you, but I can't…and yet you still love me.
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