Well, here's another chapter. Sorry to all those waiting for Robin; he's next, I promise!

This chapter is less depressing, in my opinion, but Robin's will most likely make up for that. Hmmm, Robin's going to be hard to write...

Oh yeah, and I'm not exactly positive when the plaque in front of Terra's statue says, but I think it's pretty close.

Disclaimer- I do not own the Teen Titans. Enjoy!

Fall (Chapter 4)

Beast Boy's POV

Terra. Everything is centered around Terra. If it hadn't been for Terra, we wouldn't have defeated Slade. If it hadn't been for Terra, life wouldn't be such a mess now. But I guess no one else understands that. No one else feels how I feel. Especially not Raven.

Raven has become the new extreme Robin. She leads us in battles, and pretty much everything else. She also goes to all these funerals and stuff, even though she's the only one. Raven's not here half the time, because she's at who-knows-where. It's so ironic that she used to be the only one depressed among us, and now she's the only one that's not depressed. Weird.

Robin? I don't know what happened to Robin. No one knows what happened. Raven thinks he's slowly been going downhill, but none of us noticed until it was too late. He's depressed like the rest of us. He's not fit to lead the Titans anymore than Silkie is.

Cyborg worries a lot now. And I mean a lot. He's installed cameras in every room in the Tower to make sure none of us try and kill ourselves. Even the bathrooms! Talk about paranoid. He brings me tofu and stuff to eat, because I never really go out of my room anymore.

Starfire is quiet, and not so alien any more. I really miss the old Star. The one who didn't understand our jokes, and make gross foods with fungus. I hate it how everybody has changed. I hate the fact that we can't go back to the way things used to be.

A couple days ago I killed a child. I forget how long ago. Time doesn't really matter anyway. Starfire killed her mother. You would think I get nightmares from it. I don't. Call me heartless, but I don't really dream anymore. I didn't go to their funeral. I didn't want to sit among a bunch of people crying their hearts out. Raven went. Raven always goes to these kind of things. How does she stand it?

"Yo, BB! Come on, open up!" Cyborg practically knocks down my door just tapping on it.

"Come in," I yell through the metal door. Cyborg opens the door, whistling something as if he is happy. Liar.

"Tofu for BB," Cyborg cheers. He is so transparent. I bet something has happened again. "Wanna come and play video games?"

"No." I answer shortly.

"Come on. Your skills are getting so rusty, I bet even Raven could beat you," he teases. Why doesn't he just give me my dinner and leave?

"Yeah, right. As if Raven would even touch the controller." I reply.

"You'd be surprised. She's getting better, too." Cyborg tells me, as if it is everyday that Raven plays video games. Raven? Video games! Impossible.

"Raven plus video games equals impossible!" I shout in surprise, echoing my own thoughts.

"Hey, you been learning math all this time?" he jokes. "Later, BB." Cyborg walks out of my room, leaving the platter of tofu on the floor. After staring dumbly at the door, I jump up and run out. I have got to see Raven playing video games.

"Beast Boy's out of his room? Where's the fire?" Raven remarks dryly as I skid into the big room. Such a Raven remark.

"I am here to see you play video games!" I declare dramatically, pointing at Raven.

"So, are you challenging me or something?" she asks.

"Duh!" I say, already picking up a controller. Raven shrugs and reaches for the second controller. Only then, did I realize on the big screen were the video cameras. Robin was in his room, sitting on his bed, and Starfire was writing something down in her room. My room is empty.

"Uh, can I turn this off?" I wonder, pointing at the videos, and holding a game.

"No." Raven answers.

"Then how are we supposed to play?" This is so confusing.

"Wait until Cyborg can bring the videos up in his room, so he can watch them, and then we'll play," Raven replies.

"Dude, you guys are like stalkers," I mutter.

"Robin's tried to kill himself more than once. We have no choice," she answers coldly.

"Alright, y'all. You can put the game in now." Cyborg says. I jump up, and pop the game into the slot. There is no way Raven is ever going to beat me.

"Ready?" I ask, confidently. Raven only smiles slightly, as if she knows something I don't.

The game starts. I've chosen a racing game, the one that Cyborg and I have played so many times. Raven is the blue spaceship, and I am the green. I am ahead already! I grin; this is going to be easy.

"Come on, Raven. Give up now," I taunt, but as I am speaking, the blue spaceship comes up from behind me and skillfully knocks me off the edge when I am not ready.

"What? You can't do that!" I stutter. I have to start at the beginning again, because I was 'killed', and Raven's more than halfway finished.

"She can, and did. Sorry, BB." Cyborg cheers, as if he is winning not Raven. The game finishes quickly after that. Raven must have learned how to get maximum-lightning speed, a cheat that only Cyborg and I had known before.

As the little blue man came out from his blue spaceship, and did a little victory dance, Raven puts down the controller, and resumes her old book, as if nothing has happened. I cannot close my mouth. It is still wide open in shock that Raven, the very same video-games-are-pointless Raven, beat me, the master.

Cyborg is laughing like he has never seen anything so funny. Well, I guess these times don't bring much laughter. Raven takes no notice of my astonishment, and if she does, she doesn't let me know.

I start to walk slowly to my room, head hung in shame, when Raven suddenly shouts, "Titans! Trouble!" I sigh, then turn back around.

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It's another victory video. When the Titans have all gathered, Raven presses play. Dr. Chang is here to boast about his victory. I zone out; I've seen a million of these, and don't really care anymore.

"Beast Boy. What time do we have to leave by?" Raven asks, interrupting my none-thinking period.

"Uh…" I stutter. How should I know? Are we getting pizza or something?

"6:30 PM tomorrow. And would Robin like to tell us why?" Raven says calmly. Robin zoned out, too. I bet he doesn't know the answer either.

"Because…. Chang's planning something," he says. Raven nods. Lucky guess.

"Chang is planning on attacking an area near the one he just took over. We have to be ready for not only that, but the probability that he was lying to us about the time, and be ready at all times for the attack," Raven explains. I actually listened this time. How stupid can the villains get? I mean, come on, who reveals their big plans to people who will at all costs stop them?

"We will also be warning the city to prepare for another attack." Raven continues, "I suggest you all get some rest tonight." Raven finishes. Well, actually, I've got some plans of my own….

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I fly over the various rocks and caves just outside of the city, in the form of a green crow. I find what I am looking for, it is not hard to find- I have been here countless other times before, and descend sharply.

I land in front of a statue, which at the bottom reads,

Terra

A Teen Titan

A true friend

I sit down in front of Terra's statue, gazing into her stone eyes, once light blue. It always makes me sad to come here, but it helps me think. It's so beautiful here this time of day. Terra, though hard stone, looks amazing; a black silhouette against a sunset sky. I can just imagine her moving again, flying on her rock, free again.

"Life's changed a lot since you've been trapped," I tell her. I wonder if she can hear me, "Would you believe Raven's leading us now? I know I haven't visited much, but I have a feeling you wouldn't approve of my behavior now."

"The Titans are just a joke now. Raven's the only serious one now. She hasn't changed much, compared to the rest of us. If you came back, I bet that Raven would welcome you with open arms. You and her would probably be able to beat all the criminals in the city together. Maybe then things would go back to the way they used to be then. Just having fun, you know?" I continue. It hurts me to see that Terra can't talk back, maybe not even listen, but sometimes I swear I can see her blink.

"You'd cheer up Star, too. She's all depressed, like the rest of us. Can you believe Starfire is depressed? Robin is more so than the rest of us. He just doesn't see the point of anything anymore. It's really sad." I sigh, and just sit for a while.

I still have faith in Terra, even though everything went downhill after her. Am I insane? Maybe. I don't know anymore. Everything was started because of Terra. Yet, I still will not admit that she is to blame, and still have hope. If I could, I'd change history forever so Terra never would have betrayed us. Maybe this would have happened anyway. Terra wouldn't have gotten depressed though. She would help Raven in leading the Titans. She and Raven would keep us from collapsing all together. Terra was the best and worst thing that ever happened to us. Ironic? I miss her so much.

"Why won't you come back, Terra?" I whisper out loud.